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The YouTube algorithm dragged me into this fandom KICKING and SCREAMING

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Watching s7e22 “preventative medicine”

Jfc this show does wild things. Just a silly comedy and here they are creating such a complicated moral dilemma and breaking my whole heart. I don’t think I could ever approve of what Hawkeye does but I also couldn’t ever fault him for the desperation he feels

Wild that they never give us a verdict. They never say “this was right and this was wrong.” Jfc. I’m hurting inside

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Maybe I’ve just been radicalized but… could we just. Stop? Killing each other? Please?

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Hopefully I can find the time soon to do something a bit more meaningful, but for now, thank you Loretta Swit

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I finally pulled myself together enough to make some art for the Beartown trilogy by Fredrik Backman

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My man walked in there like he was on an episode of hotshots

THE SLUT STRAND

EDDIE DIAZ

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I JUST FINISHED THE WINNERS AND THERE WILL BE MINOR SPOILERS

when I say just I mean like 15 minutes ago— There are still dry tears on my face.

The way Mr Backman spoils the book for us over and over is flawless at giving individuality to the story as a narrative, giving it its own voice, but it’s also a top notch literary device to cultivate plot twists. I was so preoccupied with him telling us—from the beginning—who was going to die that the things that Bang the dog, Mumble’s ending, and all the other little tragedies we watched happen took shocked me to my core

On the subject of the compassion and hopefulness— I can’t even begin to put into words how I feel about the “Time travel can’t be real” lines and the lines written on all the different tombstones in the story, or Alicia’s story

Cannot deal with how the story of Beartown knows itself inside and out and how it tells itself so nonchalantly, spoiling things left and right, and killing our notions of a happy ending before we even get the stupid idea to hope.

"She won't succeed." "It won't be enough." "He will be too late."

But what gets me is how the story also so obviously cares. Cares about the people, about the events that went down, and it knows that the outcome can't be changed but it wishes so damn hard it could be.

"Obviously we still hoped. Dear god, how we hoped." "The people in this town who loved him. There were so many of us."

It's not them, it's us. Almost like the town itself is telling it. Fredrik Backman I am in your walls.

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I’m so proud of myself. I managed to get through the first three minutes without crying and even managed to stop crying for about 45 seconds sometime between 17-20 minutes. BRB gonna go drink some water

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Underrated 80s movie

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three fugitives 1989 is a romcom

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I want Josh to get a boyfriend and I don’t want to be there for it.

I want it to be like a background thing we get to hear about through break room conversations with Maddie. I want them to have met completely normally— like maybe they struck up a conversation in a really long cafe line.

Maybe they have a fight or something and Josh goes into work and they have a tough day at dispatch where he does what he always does and is the voice of calm and reason for everyone else and then goes home and even though they had been fighting he still gets to lean on his boyfriend.

And I want Sue to notice he doing well and to hug him and say she’s HAPPY for him.

I just want the background character who supports everyone to be HAPPY AND SUPPORTED.

Let’s put aside Buddie for a second…

Guys what do you want from season 9? Because I’ve got one thing I really want and I’d like someone to ask please.

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Let’s put aside Buddie for a second…

Guys what do you want from season 9? Because I’ve got one thing I really want and I’d like someone to ask please.

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For the sake of my mental and physical health, I may have to stop watching 9-1-1

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My queer ass with limited sexual interest and a romantic attraction to all the genders was absolutely flabbergasted when I, at 15, discovered that no one else seems to understand how flattering hiking pants are.

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IM SORRY FOR THE WAIT 😫😫😫

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Incredibly popular and influential book series I read as a kid: Harry Potter, Percy Jackson, Magic tree house, Thea Stilton, The lion the witch and the wardrobe, Wings of fire, Bone, A series of unfortunate events.

The book series that all of my writing takes after: Spirit Animals