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Happy Bday, Lance!! 🌊💙

Have a bunch of alternate Lance’s from various fics to celebrate!

FICS:

I live in a hologram with you - @/basicallymonsters

Lance is missing, and Keith looks for hints as to where he is by revisiting his downloaded consciousness. Problem is, Keith misses Lance and starts getting a little too lost in his memories.

At the Bottom of the Ramp - @iybms

Aggressive rollerblading au with rivals to friends to lovers!

Love Me Twice, Save Me Thrice - @wittyy-name

Faerie au that brings me to me knees. Fey Lance and Half-fey Keith. Magic and world building galore. So many emotions. Fucking kickass fight scene.

A Drug Called Time - @/dailyandgaily

Lance gets cursed by a couple of aliens and gains the ability to rewind time. SO MUCH ANGST. Hurt my soul, and I loved every second of it.

Chasing Stars and Memories - @erithel

Keith and Lance fall through a rift in space together and wind up meeting an alternate reality version of themselves. As they look for a way home, they are faced with the alternate reality version of themselves having the relationship they both secretly long for with each other. So much incredible pain and healing and love.

Chestnut and Onyx - @/MilkTeaMiku @fairydens

Wings!! I’m in the middle of reading this one, but it’s a canonverse fic where humans just so happen to have wings. Insecure Lance with common, plain brown wings feels mediocre in every way, and secretly wishes he had Keith’s pretty black feathers.

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peak health is sleeping 4 hours, working for 10, having muscle spasms and black spots in your vision, and drinking twice as much monster as you’ve had water

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sorry not to be a whiney little bitch but why am I not in a relationship???

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Patrick jane got that dick tho

I just know it

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So, I feel like I’m losing my mind. I keep seeing metas about how Aziraphale wants Crowley to return to Heaven and be an angel again because he wants them to be on the same side/be good/change/etc., etc., etc. but I don’t see that at all. I actually see it as the very opposite.

Aziraphale loves Crowley just as he is. But there’s something more. Something huge.

Aziraphale loves Crowley and because he is an angel who is stuck in seeing things as black and white, he constantly praises Crowley for being nice. For being good. For being kind.

Aziraphale has watched Crowley on and off for 6,000 years. He watched him thwart the plans of Heaven and Hell because it was unjust. He spared the lives of innocents. He did small things that made Aziraphale happy just because (like making Hamlet successful and saving valuable books). And because Aziraphale sees things in black and white, he sees all the things Crowley has done as nice, as good, as kind.

Crowley vehemently attests he’s not nice or good or kind.

He’s not exactly wrong nor is he lying when he says this. When Crowley spares goats during a cruel bet over a righteous man and swallowing laudanum to prevent a suicide, when he prevents Armageddon by working with Aziraphale and stopping the Anti-Christ from being the Anti-Christ, he’s not doing the nice/good/kind thing.

He’s doing the right thing.

Crowley chooses to do the right thing without hesitation. He is better than all of Heaven and Hell who have callous and dispassionate view of all existence because he questions, because he makes choices. Crowley sees the world for all its messiness and he sees himself. He sees a place where he fits in. He sees the blurred edges.

And Aziraphale sees that, even if seeing the blurred edges is hard for him.

But here’s the thing that Aziraphale can’t voice.

It’s the reason why he told Crowley about being allowed to return to Heaven and become an angel again. He doesn’t want Crowley to change. He doesn’t think Crowley is flawed. Or not enough.

It’s something that is so monumental that it cannot be put into words. Because to put it into words would be more than blasphemy. It’s down right unthinkable for anyone in Heaven, Hell, or Earth to say what Aziraphale knows deep in his soul.

God was wrong to cast out Crowley.

Aziraphale believes Crowley can/should return to Heaven because he knows that Crowley should never have fallen in the first place. He wants him to be forgiven because when Crowley fell it was unjust. Aziraphale is trying to correct a mistake. He’s trying to do the right thing.

Yes, Crowley would never accept returning to Heaven. And Aziraphale was wrong to even suggest it (although that conversation is another can of worms to unpack).

Aziraphale loves Crowley. He loves him exactly as he is. He doesn’t want him to change. Aziraphale knows that Crowley the best of all of them. He wants to change Heaven because of it. Because God was wrong and Aziraphale knows it.

Aziraphale may have difficulty seeing beyond black and white, but when it comes to Crowley he sees everything crystal clear and in vivid color.

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I'm obsessed

Arya Stark of Winterfell, Daughter of the north, Queen of Winter, The night wolf, The ghost of Harrenhal, Witch queen, Bloodwitch, Wolf witch, water dancer, The She-wolf, a bitch from the seventh hell.

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americans will be like gosh darn zoo wee mama golly gumdrops rootin tootin heckin frick like girl just say cunt 

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Ao3 is down and im feeling very vunerable rn

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the gays deserve something for once

Sign the petition made to move GROTPL

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been spiralling down the black hole which is voltron once again and I've gotta say LANCE MCCLAIN DESERVED BETTER

That's all.

Thank you for your time

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you know that sort of depressive mood you're only in when your favourite fic author doesn't update for a while?

yeah I'm there

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every time I hear its called: freefall by rainbow kitten surprise all I can think about is luci from disenchanted. I just think he would love it

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I knew I was in the trenches at the start of uni when I tried to write a fanfic for the first time EVER! like I'm put into an slightly new and uncomfortable situation and I IMMEDIATELY tried to write fanfic?!?!?

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what is gender and why is it so confusing

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people who say that romance movies give people unrealistic expectations of relationships have obviously never read fanfic. like I want mutual pining that builds for at least 30 chapters. I want enemies to reluctant friends to lovers. I want found family and platonic soulmates. Fuck a quick little romance from a movie, I want a story written by a depressed gay person in their 20 that are so burnt out anxious all the time that the only sort of reprive they get is in their little fantasy world. honestly I don't think that's too much to ask for

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fucking howling man 😭😭😭

RHAENYRA AND CRISTON COLE

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I have this theory that in my past life I committed a unforgivable crime because why else would I have been born with the curse of having massive mummy milkers

like every time I see someone wearing a t-shirt that lies flat on their chest my murderous tendencies from my last life come back in full swing