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me: I ship them

friend: oh like romantically?

me: no. like cursed object passed between hands for centuries, they are cosmically linked, probably bonded by blood ritual, I think they’ve fought in a war together in at least three lifetimes, and their souls make direct eye contact every time they breathe in the same room

friend: so… romantically?

me: yeah. like. with kissing.

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i am loud in my pain and in my grief because if the day comes when i can no longer bear it, the same people who stood by and watched and caused it cannot wash themselves of it by saying there were no signs.

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no one's coming to save me... i don't wanna get up.

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thought this was another pincess kevin type of post.... got attacked instead

anyway, kevin always wearing one of those little gold necklaces with a ‘k’ charm on it because it used to be kayleigh’s

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a bit cringy but also "no one will know the violence it took to be this gentle"

「 affirmations from hopecore pinterest posts i truly love」

⋆˙⟡ "the world is cruel therefore i won't be"

⋆˙⟡ "being kind is so gangster"

⋆˙⟡ "I will not loose this moment searching for another"

⋆˙⟡ "joy has the habit of returning"

⋆˙⟡ "i will remain kind. I will. I will. I will"

⋆˙⟡ "it has gotten better before and it will again"

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Dance as an act of rebellion. Dance as an act of joy.

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big fan of spite

like genuinely, i wouldve unalived myself a long time ago if i wasnt so spiteful.

my entire existence is a big fck you to, well... everyone. im poor, fat, with a physical disability, extremely mentally ill, queer and trans. i have audhd, cptsd, some sort of personality disorder. and with all that, somewhat confident in myself

ive been knocked down more times than i can count and ill be damned if i give all those ppl the satisfaction of seeing me broken

so i keep going.

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one thing abt me is that no matter what, i will always be kind and gentle and willing to help. i will always love and love and love and love

ive been through so much but /that/ will never ever change

it makes me hopeful to think that there are other ppl like this. maybe we will be ok

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Was scrolling through AO3 and found this gem

Enemy to parent is a trope we have to popularise lmao

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"everything i've ever loved has claw marks in it"

just drive a knife straight through my heart, why don't you?

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