actually-syspunk

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i love you schizophrenics. i love you schizoaffectives. i love you schizotypals. i love you everyone on the schizophrenia spectrum. i love you psychosis experiencers, i love you addicts, i love you sleep paralysis experiencers, i love you anyone whos had a bad trip, i love you current and past users of medications with hallucinatory side effects, i love you people with depression and/or anxiety with psychotic features, i love you experiencers of hypnagogic and/or hypnopompic hallucinations, i love you spoonies who have hallucinated from medical procedures/drugs administered during medical procedures, i love you sleep deprived students under too much stress, i love you people with a history of trauma, i love you anyone whos hallucinated while sick from high fevers and/or too much cough medicine, i love you people who hear things that aren't there, people who see things that aren't there, people who smell things that aren't there, people who taste things that aren't there, people who feel things that aren't there both inside their body and out, i love you people who experience one type of hallucination, i love you people who experience multiple types of hallucination, i love you people who used to hallucinate but don't anymore, i love you people who currently experience hallucinations, i love you people on medications for their hallucinations i love you people who aren't, i love you everyone and anyone who has ever hallucinated for any reason. thank you so much for your existence on this beautiful earth with me.

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DID sucks because in the morning you think "maybe I'm actually normal and I should stop overanalyzing my experiences and just enjoy life" and in the evening you get possessed by the ghost of yourself from 2018

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Shoutout to everyone whose abuser(s) were never punished.

Shoutout to everyone whose abuser is living a normal life.

Shoutout to everyone whose allegations were immediately dismissed.

Shoutout to everyone reported their abuser to the police and nothing happened.

Shoutout to everyone whose abuser was able to get out of significant legal punishment.

Shoutout to everyone whose abuser is generally seen as a good person.

Shoutout to everyone whose abuser is a “pillar of the community.”

Shoutout to everyone whose abuser has lied about you.

Shoutout to everyone whose abuser has framed them.

Shoutout to everyone whose abuser threatened them into silence.

Shoutout to everyone whose abuser discouraged them from reporting.

Shoutout to everyone who lost friends after reporting and or exposing their abuser.

Shoutout to everyone who lost family after reporting and or exposing their abuser.

Shoutout to everyone who received backlash for reporting and or exposing their abuser.

Shoutout to everyone who has created a rift in their family or friends by reporting or exposing their abuser.

Shoutout to everyone who is terrified to tell anyone about their abuser.

Shoutout to everyone who never had the opportunity to talk about their abuser.

Shoutout to everyone who feels like talking about their abuser is worthless.

Shoutout to everyone whose case was dismissed by the court.

Shoutout to everyone who faced backlash after their abuser was put in jail.

Shoutout to everyone who faced backlash for testifying against their abuser.

Shoutout to everyone who still has yet to be believed that they were abused.

Shoutout to everyone who knows their abuser will never be punished.

Shoutout to everyone who knows their abuser will never face backlash.

Shoutout to everyone who knows their story will be dismissed by loved ones.

Shoutout to everyone who spoke out about their abuser, but wasn’t believed until something happened to someone else.

Shoutout to everyone who spoke out about their abuser and wasn’t believed until they seriously harmed you.

Shoutout to everyone who has been mocked for trying to speak out about their abuser.

Shoutout to everyone who has faced social repercussions for speaking out or exposing their abuser.

Shoutout to everyone who has suffered financially for speaking out or exposing their abuser.

Shoutout to everyone whose abuser has admitted guilt, but never faced justice.

Shoutout to everyone who knows they were abused and are punished for it.

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Psst, I am having a lot of financial garbage going on since I've had to miss so much work from having the stomach flu, then pink eye back to back, and now my tire on my bike to get me to and from work got a hole in it (thanks, bolt in my bike tire now). Also my birthday is in two weeks, so this has been a lot.

Ssssso, if anyone wants to commission meeeee, I would appreciate the absolute fuck out of you <3 It do be a struggle right now, but obviously no pressure either.

But please do share this around if you see it!

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i think the black and white thinking of the system community, especially around taboo topics involving trauma and such, is one of the main reasons why systems become radqueers.

here's an example: let's say there's a system, jimbob system. and they desire to have more trauma.

this is a perfectly normal thing to desire, even though the concept of that desire is taboo. it's common especially among trauma survivors who were manipulated into believing their trauma wasn't that bad.

there's group A, the average system community. if the jimbob system voices how they feel, the jimbob system is likely to be met with hostility and social ostracization. if not downright fakeclaiming the jimbob system.

then there's group B, the radqueers. radqueers pride themselves on radical acceptance. so, if jimbob system tells such desires to the radqueers, those radqueers are likely to accept jimbob system with open arms and no questions asked. they might even suggest the label of "transtrauma" a label where it can be used to conveniently find other people who feel like the jimbob system.

now let's say the jimbob system encounters group A first, and then group B. group B, the radqueers, are more than willing to provide comfort and share their own stories of social ostracization. they bond with jimbob system and do not judge jimbob system.

and again, please remember that wanting trauma is a very normal response in a lot of trauma survivors.

the point of this post is to directly criticize the system community, absolutely. the way i've seen systems handle these taboo topics, i really don't agree with. i do believe that how it's currently handled leads people to becoming radqueers. everyone desires social acceptance, especially social acceptance of such vulnerable things.

i could go on about how for the jimbob system, they could be manipulated into doing worse things. but that's more focused on radqueers, and i'm criticizing the system community right now.

in conclusion: the way the system community handles taboo topics is done very poorly and leads to people seeking acceptance from risky groups. i think there should be change in how the system community handles taboo topics, such as wanting more trauma.

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Hey guys just so yk saying “all anti endos should get checked for cluster b disorders because they obviously lack empathy towards endos” is insanely fcking ableist to those with cluster b disorders?? As if lacking empathy is the only symptom of those disorders??? As it lacking empathy once in your life means you have a life long disorder??? As if apathy is ONLY a symptom of cluster b disorders???

Please think critically before opening your mouth i cant stand the people on this app.

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Tiktok as a system is so tiring dude-

Heres some comments that made me take psychic damage

WHY ARE YOU ROLEPLAYING IN MY COMMENTS??? 😭

Oh yeah….DID is modeled after moon knight….not the other way around

GET NEW DOCTORS BRO MPD AINT A CURRENT MEDICAL TERM

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ily systems who’s introjects don’t wanna disconnect from their source because it is so entwined with who you are.

ily psychotics who want to keep some of your delusions and hallucinations because they don’t cause you stress.

ily maladaptive daydreamers who don’t wanna quit daydreaming altogether and instead want to keep the aspects that are good and comforting.

ily people who realize that healing isn’t always casting away everything that made you divergent. that sometimes it’s about managing the parts that are bad and keeping the parts that are good.

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There is no such thing as a "BPD system". Yes, they can be comorbid, but it is NOT the same thing and BPD isn't "on the OSDD spectrum."

Open a fucking book.

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Don't bring your pets either! I saw a video of someone with their tiny baby pig on a leash. Do not do that. Jesus Christ.

I cannot believe I have to say this but like, PLEASEEE do not take your SMALL toddlers to protest. JFC I just saw a video of a woman who did that and her son almost died.

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Ugh I have a habit of checking it every now and then, once in a blue moon type thing, and whenever I do, I get two posts down and immediately click out. It's so embarrassing.

I got super pissed when they posted a really good author with published books (I have one of their books, it's so fucking good) who has diagnosed DID on there, all for a funny skit they just made in a video.

It's nothing but a toxic cesspool of garbage from people who have zero lives.

nothing good will ever come out of checking r/systemscringe so stop setting yourselves up to get upset

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Reblog daily for health and prosperity

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it’s fuck ice friday! and fuck ice everyday of the week too

made in 2025

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Bro, did you make an entire sock account to reblog from me??? That's fucking weird.

I was also saying this in context of a certain system being fucking stupid and spreading misinformation once again.

The tags are for engagement and awareness.

I'm not invalidating anyone, you're reading way too much into this. Tell me you didn't even read it and don't know what "inherently" means without telling me. Derealization and depersonalization on its own does not equal alters. I'm not invalidating anyone by stating facts.

Go drink a glass of water.

PSA: A dissociative disorder doesn't inherently mean that you have alters!

Derealization and depersonalization disorder on its own does not include having alters. OSDD/DID is having alters. You can however have both derealization/depersonalization disorder as well as DID/OSDD.

If maladaptive daydreaming becomes classified as a dissociative disorder, that does not mean you have alters. MaDD can be extremely common in DID/OSDD, but it does not inherently mean you have alters and are a system!

Hope this bloody helps!

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I made something ♡

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Hey, so it's not a joke or sarcasm!

"sophieinwonderland isnt trying to make everyone plural!!" also sophieinwonderland

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CDD SYSTEM FLAG

- A flag for those with DID, OSDD, and UDD. Diagnosised or not.

- Endogenics and Transids cannot use this flag. It is made for disordered systems from a trauma disorder. "TraumaEndos" are endogenic

Meaning!

- Darker Green: Protecting yourself and others, taking care of your safety!

- Yellow Green: Community, the community that is CDDs, and those that often mix with it. As well as those without one who supports you and others.

- White: Healing and new beginnings, working on from the trauma.

- Grey Purple: Dissocation, Depersonalization, and Derealization.

- Dark Purple: Heavy emotions and distress, the disordered state of CDD.

- Stars: Being many apart of one, yet together. Nothing ends when one is gone, simply appericate the new that is now there.

- Ampersand: Very popular symbol to be used by systems as a representative.

No expectations for this just didn't really like any of the other flags we could find !! And thought maybe someone else would enjoy it