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talking to people while holding a beverage is awesome because you don't have to know what to do with your hands and when you don't know what to do with your face you can just take a sip

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One day, I'll tell you about the dark. How I was locked away.

I'll never forget it. 6 days, 15 hours and 47 minutes. It was the longest week of my life.

Now? The dark is the only place I feel safe.

I've never told you why, I've never told you anything.

I'm sorry.

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"And the sad part is I was getting better.

And now I'm not"

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frozen in time

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my own personal form of hell

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"They days you loved me most were the days I was least myself."

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[ID text — i begged God to save me and he shoved more torment down my throat to keep me quiet]

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