ajvegarabbit

[ajvegarabbit]

my fursona's named Aurora June Baez. she looks like this

(art by @biddyfox)

[ajvegarabbit]

lol. lmao. they ended up banning me (it's a long story) so i just finished it for an EP instead check this shit out

demo i put together in about an hour in a discord call as part of a challenge. the criteria was

high energy

180 BPM

C major

about gay furries

i think i did alright lol. might flesh this one out

lyrics:

I got about 10 minutes to come up with lyrics Nobody gives a shit about verses though Just half-ass this part, so I can start Getting to the part that people want

You know that everything that I do it's all for you And no one else Put your paws on my chest, sleep soundly to rest And don't overthink these lyrics

Meet me at the convention, baby We'll sing bad songs and go a little crazy People think that we got problems Maybe we do but we don't wanna solve em!

You know that everything that I do it's all for you Like these lousy lines But I need something to sing, so I don't know This is a bad song, well fucking cope :3c

[ajvegarabbit]

hi yeah i forgot i had a tumblr i decided to open it again today for some reason cool to see a dumb wall doodle i did while hanging out with a friend getting so much attention lol

whoever drew this at blue stockings cooperative I love you

[ajvegarabbit]

Anti-Loss EP

oh forgot to post this here!!!!!!!!!!!

im releasing a new EP on March 1st. been in the works since early last year and now it's finally done!!!!! check it out when it comes out!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[ajvegarabbit]

progress report on this song... i added a shitty breakbeat :3

that's literally it that's all lol

demo i put together in about an hour in a discord call as part of a challenge. the criteria was

high energy

180 BPM

C major

about gay furries

i think i did alright lol. might flesh this one out

lyrics:

I got about 10 minutes to come up with lyrics Nobody gives a shit about verses though Just half-ass this part, so I can start Getting to the part that people want

You know that everything that I do it's all for you And no one else Put your paws on my chest, sleep soundly to rest And don't overthink these lyrics

Meet me at the convention, baby We'll sing bad songs and go a little crazy People think that we got problems Maybe we do but we don't wanna solve em!

You know that everything that I do it's all for you Like these lousy lines But I need something to sing, so I don't know This is a bad song, well fucking cope :3c

[ajvegarabbit]

that checks out

[ajvegarabbit]

I'm releasing an EP either next month or March called Anti-Loss EP. The title is a reference to the way in which it was recorded and mixed, very overblown, very brickwalled, very loud, very gain-heavy. what's the opposite of loss? Gain! hence... :p

this is the opening track that i decided to share early, called "Where?? Where??? Where????". It's about this one time I threw up on the bus and got kicked out of it because of it, accidentally leaving my phone and my bag on the bus. iirc i wrote the bulk of song the very same day that incident happened

shoutout to my friend polyana for mixing!! ^w^

lyrics:

You go left me on the train Blood spilled all over my face Floors are coated in purple substance Blueberry yogurt from morning's breakfast Wish I could dissociate

Where's my mind?! Bus declined! Sick at sea! Emeto me!

You drove left me on the street Phone left alone on my seat Left so lost in the pouring rain Clothes on my back and tears in my face Wish I didn't regurgitate

Where's my mind?! Bus declined! Sick at sea! Emeto me!

Where's my mind?! Bus declined! Sick at sea! Emeto me!

[ajvegarabbit]

CW: sh

a while ago i was really considering self-harming because of this girl that i was really into who was into it and made it seem really appealing. one time she cut her thighs for me in a video call and i kinda loved that moment. i drew this in an attempt to get those feelings out and explore what it'd be like without actually doing anything. i haven't actually done it and i dont exactly plan on it, and im probably better off for it

[ajvegarabbit]

last thanksgiving i went to this house in suburban hell, NJ that my mom's boyfriend's mom lives at and i took some kinda neat pictures with my 2DS that i've been using as backgrounds for my art on and off ever since

[ajvegarabbit]

while im at it posting demos, here's a Long Song im working on about a kinda shitty co-dependent longterm situationship i ended in with someone that ended because of her getting in a monogamous relationship with a girl she met on 4chan

i dont have a beginning yet. also this demo is just voice and guitar...

lyrics:

[part 2]

you bled for me and i was so grateful when i wanted to you told me to be careful but none of that seems to matter anymore i told you i was hurt and you shut the door

we were never a thing like we wanted to be at least one of us now is no longer lonely i confess that i wish that i could fly then i'd crash into your arms and slowly die

i would rip out my eyes just to feel your embrace i would give everything up for just a little taste i've grown so attached after so many nights and i longed for you to ruin my life

SO FUCK YOU AND FUCK YOUR TALL EMO GIRLFRIEND I'M SHITTY, I'M JEALOUS, I WANNA DRINK TO FORGET I WANNA PUKE ALL OVER THE GODDAMN FLOOR THEN CUM IN MY WOUNDS WHILE THEY'RE STILL SORE

MAYBE I'LL FIND A CHASER TO CHOKE ME OUT CALL ME A SISSY BITCH AND WITHOUT A DOUBT HE'D BITE MY THIGHS WHILE I'M ALL DRUGGED UP AND CARVE HIS NAME IN ME, I'D BE SO FUCKED

(FREE ME FROM THIS EARTH, FREE ME FROM MY FEELINGS) (I WANNA TRANSCEND, DON'T WANNA BE HUMAN) (I WANNA BE DETATCHED FROM REALITY) (TO THE POINT WHERE DEATH WOULD BE RELIEF)

[part 3]

why is everyone that i ever loved so far away, makes me wanna give up i'm not stable with no one to hold and i feel my life forever unfold

we wanted to be something special we wanted to see where our life goes we wanted to be like the couples in comics the queer furry ones about death, drugs and vomit

we couldn't be there we couldn't stay there we couldn't move on could we be inhuman?

maybe i could sell all my cheap shit and save up work my ass off at a minimum wage job fly to seattle then make the drive just to see your face, just to say goodbye

i wish you well, i wish you're fine i think you'll do great things in life … i just wish that i could be part of it

[part 4] - 4/4

baby do you love me? i don't even love me baby look above me baby please don't shove me baby if you spoon me i will let you moon me baby if you suck me i will let you fuck me

[ajvegarabbit]

i just realized i never posted this here!! my friend clatern commissioned to do this art of herself and my sona jamming it out and spending some Quality Time™ together!

[ajvegarabbit]

this is an old demo i recorded nearly two years ago that i recently added a bass track to :p thinking of fully remaking it and a couple of other songs i recorded around the time and released as a little not-album... should i?

lyrics:

If you wanna embrace me You better not fucking chase me If you want to taste these lips You better respect me

I don't ask for a lot Oh my god, what a thought All I ask is some sense You better respect me

(Solo!)

If you wanna embrace me You better not fucking chase me If you wanna taste these lips You better respect me

[ajvegarabbit]

FGJAHSDLKGASLGASLKGJLASKJGLASDK I ACTUALLY ALMOST FELL OUT OF MY FUCKING CHAIR WHEN I SAW THIS HOLY SHIT TYSMMM

im planning on finishing the song for @friendshouserecords's upcoming v/a comp our friend's house 2 so be on the look out for that!!!!!!

demo i put together in about an hour in a discord call as part of a challenge. the criteria was

high energy

180 BPM

C major

about gay furries

i think i did alright lol. might flesh this one out

lyrics:

I got about 10 minutes to come up with lyrics Nobody gives a shit about verses though Just half-ass this part, so I can start Getting to the part that people want

You know that everything that I do it's all for you And no one else Put your paws on my chest, sleep soundly to rest And don't overthink these lyrics

Meet me at the convention, baby We'll sing bad songs and go a little crazy People think that we got problems Maybe we do but we don't wanna solve em!

You know that everything that I do it's all for you Like these lousy lines But I need something to sing, so I don't know This is a bad song, well fucking cope :3c

[ajvegarabbit]

commissions open hi hi hiiiiiiiiiiii reblogs appreciated :3

[ajvegarabbit]

Time to shamelessly shill my zine Dead Eyed Ivy again 😊 you can read it and the link below (obviously free!) and I'll be posting a link to the actual zine once the zine once my stock arrives ☺️💜 also look at this wonderful plush of Ivy my partner @littlestarsprite made for me when I first printed a copy back in June 😊

[ajvegarabbit]

arf!! U(^w^)U

[ajvegarabbit]

OMG THANKS FOR THE SHOUTOUT FAE!!! <3

label 228s are fun