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alamanyar · 5 years

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Are we getting an update to through the keyhole soon? I really enjoy this pic and I want to see how it ends.

Yes, absolutely! Not long now. So sorry about the delay and for answering this so very late! ;^(

Thank you so much for reading and coming to my inbox. I'm glad you like this fic ♡

#anon ask #ask answered #i'm currently facing the worst depressive episode i yet had to face #longest too #i'm not sure how i managed to go to work on some days tbh #i'm not well #writing is not the problem though it's editing and well my current state of exhaustion #the fic is planed from start to end and almost three chapters are written (since a while actually)#i had an epiphany while editing the second chapter (yay?) and now it got super long and the tables have turned a bit #all it needs is the final touch actually so i'm hoping it'll be all done on the weekend (at the latest)#anyway thanks again for messaging me it means a lot to me that you like this story ♡#i miss marti x nico with all my heart #fic stuff

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dear european friends:

fucking vote

#go fcking vote my fellow europeans #say no to far right and climate denial parties thanks #meine bürgerpflicht ist getan ❌✅✔#politics #european elections #european parliament #important #text

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Walt Whitman, Song of Myself

#i'm the biggest walking contradiction alas #words #book quotes

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Venice after dark, Thibaud Poirier

#last men on earth vibes #cities #venezia #italy #photography

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At some point in your life, you will probably have a bad friend.

At some point in your life, you will probably BE a bad friend.

A bad friend doesn’t necessarily mean an abusive friend. It could just be someone who is incapable of being supportive when you need them to be. Or someone who you don’t really have chemistry with, but still feel an obligation to be friends with. It could be someone who expected too much of you. It could even be because of bad communication. It can be unintentional. It can just be a brief rough patch. It can sometimes be irreparable. It is not the end of the world, even if it feels like it in the moment. It’ll be okay. Just breathe, acknowledge what went wrong, and if it was your fault, accept the responsibility.

#this makes me sad #i've been taking for granted too many times #but i still held on to those friendships/people #i hate breaking things off even when those things don't do me good #idk what that says about me #but i know i'm not always the best person or the best friend #when i don't feel well i isolate myself and lately i feel like no one really sees me and that sucks #maybe it's because i don't see myself clearly enough #maybe i should just concentrate on myself #no i definitely should concentrate on myself more #the thing is that i'm afraid of failure and i hate disappointing people #i end up disappointing myself though but i'm used to that which is pretty fucked up if you ask me #when will he stop being a useless bitch #1.30am thoughts #text #*when will i

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