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After thinking about it for some time, weighing my options a bit, and finding the proper words, I decided to leave this quiet abode of mine to get this tidbit off my chest and call it a day.

Yes, I’m aware of what KUREHA3D/kureha3d/bykureha (and their friends) said about me in March.

No, I don’t know what led to them saying those things nor do I know why they chose WinteringSpring of ‘25 to talk about something that occurred in the Summer of ‘24-- late Fall if you wanna include my final and long af response to that situation-- which resulted in everybody and they momma blocking each other and supposedly "keeping to their side of the community". Quite frankly, I don’t care; they're grown and can do whatever they want whenever they want; however, it does explain why I saw an uptick in lurkers on my TikTok and IG accounts-- as well as views on one of my videos about the incident in question-- during that time. Whether people choose to listen to everyone and/or read everything that was provided in its entirety is completely up to them, but I don’t blame most of Kureha’s supporters/mutuals/friends(?) or even those who’re just curious for believing what was said at face value because why would they lie... right?

While I’ve set boundaries and would prefer not to discuss anything pertaining to that situation anymore (given that it is an old matter) since it was brought to my attention new information (esp. 'bout myself) was revealed by Kureha themselves, I'm willing to answer a few questions if clarification of some kind is needed: my only request is for people to be respectful and come in good faith. Don’t come here thinking you can be messy or engage in any form of bullying and harassment of any kind, whether it be towards me, Kureha, their friends, mutuals, etc., because you’ll be blocked (if asking anonymously, you'll be deleted).

It's peaceful here in these neck of the woods and I intend to keep it that way.

Thank you!

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I found m’Trickster in the library and saw that the skin overlay I used yrs ago and a few other things were gone. 🤣😆 I gave him a well needed makeover and think I did pretty good. Just gotta add some finishing touches and he’ll be good to go.

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In light of recent events, I decided to make what'll be my final post about kureha3d and their friends. This took me some time to do since I was at a point in my life where I had forgotten most of the incident; so in order to be as accurate as possible, I had to look back on things to help jog my memory and it was a lil exhausting. It's why, after this, I won't be discussing this matter at length again because there's nothing else I can say that hasn't already been said and/or shown in 2024. This also means that more than likely I won't be answering any questions however, should I consider it, the rules from my previous post still apply to this one: please be respectful and do not engage in any form of bullying and/or harassment towards me, Kureha, their friends, supporters, mutuals, etc.

Disclaimer: While this post will only be addressing the allegations Kureha made about me this year, I have to discuss what occurred in 2024 to provide context. With the exception of their friends (and a certain individual), I've blurred out names because I know (and wanna believe) that not everyone's aware of everything and're simply relying on what Kureha said at face value which (again) I don't blame them for because (again) why would Kureha lie... right?

I've added alt-text to some of the TikTok screenshots that were provided to me as well because they're difficult to read.

With that outta the way, lemme begin.

In March 2025, Kureha made allegations about me on both TikTok and Twitter which were brought to my attention almost a week later; if I remember correctly, the TikTok post was made on the 15th, the tweets were made on the 18th, and I was made aware of this on the 21st or 22nd.

These posts read as followed:

[ALT TEXT] (as it's written)

"you're so funny!" THANKS!❤️ once i banned a user from a discord server bc she was streaming graphic min0r-adult sims 4 age gap 🌽, so she made three 40+ min videos trying to make me feel bad about cutting her off. then proceeded to leak personal information about me and my gf at the time (with threats of doxxing)!! 🌸❤️

AND! bc there were people in there that didn't like me, they defended her behavior and dogpiled on me, making several public posts trashing me and i never said a word out of fear of them trying to paint me like a bully. they even sent threats to nearly all my friends. she allows her friends to try and doxx my location and past jobs, and misgender me.

and the worst part is, this user is still running her tumblr blog, trying to pretend to stand up for voiceless minority groups but only as long as she likes you, otherwise you'll get lengthy call out posts.

i talk to my audience to my audience to stand up for themselves, but i wasn't even practicing what i preached. idc if you don't like me or not or how this makes me look. i have the right to stand up for myself bc that's up to me.

i told her multiple times it wasn't personal, me and the mods just felt uncomfortable and wanted to protect the 600+ members. we tried to handle it quietly and in DMs but she started to spread misinformation publicly.

ALSO PS: there is no minur-adult age gaps in my story, (even tho she tries to say this), and a 2 second scroll through my series will disprove this. anyone that's watched the episodes knows this isn't true. which is funny bc she used to be my fan and commented on my later episodes, which would prove she would KNOW this and is simply trying to spread misinformation.

[End of ALT TEXT]

And here're their tweets:

Now upon reading these, you're probably thinking, "Damn, whoever this person is is an unhinged dick." right? A number of people in the TikTok comments sure did:

I would've thought the same had it not been about me... but it was.

My initial response to being informed about all of this was to ignore it because I had Kureha and their friends who were involved in this situation (including those who were lurking) blocked on everything since 2024 and didn't wanna see/hear/breathe anything remotely related to these people whatsoever; on top of that, it'd be hypocritical of me to be mad at Kureha talmbout me when I talked about them. I also said I wouldn't ever discuss anything pertaining to this should Kureha ever make a response because at the time, it didn't matter and I genuinely couldn't have cared less. However, it's what Kureha said specifically said on specific platforms that're known for being extremely toxic, and the fact my name was mentioned in the comments-- a very slick thing to do because it can easily be deleted and denied in the future-- that caused me to become a little concerned.

I considered making a TikTok post in response to the allegations, but up until recently, I chose to remain silent because aside from the uptick in lurkers, nothing happened when Kureha made their posts and I already had videos that addressed everything that happened-- including what I was originally accused of doing-- that would've shown 99.5% of what Kureha (and their friends) said is a lie. (yes, I linked the video playlist again 😂) so it would've been pointless to make a response when the videos can speak for themselves.

Hell... maybe after reading this, that won't even be necessary (unless you're really, really curious). But I also figured that when it felt right and I had the time, I'd maaaaaybe address these new-ish allegations in the future.

Which I'm about to do right now. 😁

I never streamed sexually explicit Sims 4 content between a minor and adult in Kureha and Frens' server, The Sims Corner.

Where did that allegation come from? It came from one of Kureha's close friends, Moony, who was one of the moderators of TSC. And I'm happy to share how Kureha and the crew settled with that particular allegation (and please look at the dates):

These screenshots can be seen in my videos (which I've talked about it at length in my very first video) and none of them are edited; as you can see by the dates, Moony sent a message about the streaming incident in April, but allegations about me were made privately (then publicly) in June.

The very next day after blocking me on Discord and Instagram, moony ended up writing a lengthy IG post in response to another person's post that alleged Kureha and their friends were spreading lies. In her IG post, Moony talked about how— in spite of them having over 40k followers on TikTok and YouTube combined at the time— Kureha wasn't a big creator so they shouldn't be held to unrealistic standards, etc., then brought my name up outta nowhere on her next slide:

[Full screenshots of Moony's story can be read on my videos]

Mind you, she was addressing me knowing she had me blocked so I didn't see it until it was brought to my attention by other people and Val sent me screenshots of it (yes, the same Val you see in Kureha's comments calling me and those associated with me weirdos). These are what I actually wrote which shows that I never said anything about Kureha a big creator or anyone from that group spreading lies. In my 1st video, I vehemently denied streaming incest in The Sims Corner because that's what Moony initially accused me of doing (on IG she left it up to interpretation).

When I posted my 2nd video in August, she wrote a lengthy response in the comments that I call her Dear John letter (and can be read in its entirety on my 3rd video) and in that response, it contained a new allegation:

And I want to make this abundantly clear: it’s a complete lie.

If I really streamed that kind of content on TSC-- which I never did-- and informed Moony (a moderator with full power) of that and it made her uncomfortable, why would she give me permission to continue streaming said content for other people to see?

Why would she leave instead of (yanno?) being a moderator and immediately hitting me with the ban hammer?

Why would she wait days later to send me a message about the incident stating it "wasn't my fault so don't feel at fault", which she repeated in voice chat in May when she learned I never got her message?

Why would she claim to be sad to see me leave the server then turn around with a list of complaints and allegations-- some I ain't never heard until that day-- after being informed that Kureha was the one who banned me?

Why would she publicly double down with brand new allegations of what I supposedly did that troubled her and the other moderators to the point of feeling like they had to “walk on eggshells in their own server” but when she and the others had ample opportunity to do something about it, they chose to do nothing?

Because. she's. a liar.

As for Kureha saying I tried to imply their series contained a minor-adult relationship, I'm pretty sure I know where that allegation of theirs came from (the last 5mins of my 1st video), but it was taken out of context to fit their narrative and I've explained in detail on both my 2nd and 3rd videos(<- timestamp for vid.3 is 14:30) why I said what I said, so if anyone would like to have a listen for themselves, they're free to do so.

Anywayz...

Kureha claims that the streaming incident was the reason they banned (and ghosted) me, but when you look at the screenshots, the incident took place towards the end of APRIL: I got banned in the middle of JUNE.

and, as seen in my videos, NONE of the conversations between us (or Moony for that matter) had anything to do with me being told "multiple times" that "it's not personal, the mods're uncomfortable, and we wanna protect the 600+ members in the server". Kureha wasn't even in TSC at the time that incident took place; they left in March due to being uncomfortable and-- whaddya know?-- it wasn't because of me.

They returned on the last day of May and our last set of messages we exchanged on Discord went up to June 7th (approximately 10 days before I got banned):

So if what Kureha said on TikTok and Twitter is true and they banned me for such a disgusting act, wouldn't they have done that in April when the incident occurred? Or May, when they returned and "wanted to make sure they had all the information?" Why wait til the middle of June to do all of that? And why would Moony say that this particular incident wasn't the reason I got banned when Kureha says it was?

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Don't worry, I'll wait.

Now let's move on to the ban itself.

I thought my sudden removal from the server was a glitch of some sort and made attempts to reach out to Kureha, Moony, and Stellar to see if this could be fixed. When it came to Moony and Stellar, I used Discord for Moony and IG for Stellar. With Kureha, I had to get a lil creative because I realized I was no longer on Kureha's friend's list on Discord, but we were still mutuals on other platforms; given that they told me that their IG messenger wasn't working, I opted to use Tumblr as a last ditch effort to get in contact with them.

This was the first message I sent:

What's not seen here is the part where I mentioned having to use the Tumblr method to message them (which I hadn't done since September 2023). While I waited for a response from the trio, I noticed Kureha had been posting and/or reblogging posts and their icon kept going from green to grey on Tumblr and this went on for days. Upon seeing this, it dawned on me that Kureha was intentionally ignoring me and not gonna lie, that annoyed the hell outta me.

So I followed up with:

That's when they responded and this was our final exchange before they blocked me:

Unlike IG or Discord, once you're blocked on Tumblr, the messages vanish completely. I don't know if Kureha unblocked me to screenshot and share our conversation with Moony, but when Moony shared them on her IG account with her own commentary (no need to read the whole thing over twice) the very beginning of it was cut off.

To this day, I don't know if it was Kureha or Moony that did this and it doesn't matter since their goals were the same: to portray me as an unhinged and entitled individual who was hostile towards Kureha.

(and if you're wondering why the times are different in our respective screenshots, we live in different areas)

I never shared personal information about Kureha and Stellar's relationship nor did I threaten to dox them.

All I ever said in my 2nd video was that they dated, broke up and remained friends; but because it's been alleged (by both Moony and Kureha) me stating the obvious was some top secret private affair I revealed-- when Kureha and Stellar made their relationship known on public platforms-- it led to me going into detail in my 3rd video why mentioning their relationship was relevant to the situation, including the fact Kureha kept flirting with other people and Stellar didn't seem to appreciate that in the slightest (hence the side-eying gifs she'd always send in chat whenever she caught them doing this). The knowledge I have of their relationship stems from what I witnessed on IG and The Sims Corner: public platforms.

While I admit to stating my belief for their breakup was due to Kureha's lack of respect for their relationship, it was Val who randomly told people (myself included) that Kureha gave the real reason on their private server. Regardless of whether or not the reason(s) was true, I never included it in any of my videos-- I don't even think I was aware of it when I made the first one-- because not only would it have been beyond inappropriate of me to do so, it was irrelevant.

Yes I can be messy, but I've got integrity.

Kureha also talked about where they lived, worked, etc., multiple times on Instagram or TSC which again, are public platforms; if anyone's to blame for why any of that information was mentioned anywhere, it's Kureha, not me. I never said anything about revealing that information either (why would I?) so this is all news to me.

I never allowed any of my friends to misgender Kureha.

I can hazard a guess as to who Kureha's referring to and it's the individual who replied to Moony's comment asking why she was speaking for them. That individual is not my friend, has never been my friend, and wasn't even a mutual. I don't know who they are, but what I do know is that they came to my defense and called out Moony's hypocrisy and I agreed with what was said about her, not them referring to Kureha by incorrect pronouns. But because I didn't correct this person (and I can admit to dropping the ball there) which could've resulted in them revealing whether or not they knew Kureha's pronouns, it gave Kureha the confidence to say I allowed a "friend" to intentionally misgender them and that is not true. In addition to this, I'm not the only one who could've corrected this individual; Moony and xoxosims could've done it-- like I said, the reply was under Moony's comment-- but they didn't and I can't tell you why.

If I were to use Kureha's logic, that would mean their own friends allowed them to be misgendered because they didn't defend them and it would also mean the troll who called me "a 40-year-old gooner who's mad over getting banned" was a friend of theirs as well.

Which isn't the case.

I never threatened any of Kureha's friends.

I don't know how me ranting (I'm paraphrasing here), "Morve (<- another friend of Kureha's who reported my account) came in my DMs talking reckless out her mouth like her ass can't get touched." with the Nicki Minaj "What's good" gif can be seen as a threat, and that's probably my ignorance. This is what Morve sent me by the way.

yeah, totally should've ended it at that, instead of stooping down to her level and calling her a yipyapping baby dog (i couldn't remember the word chihuahua 😂🤣) but it is what it is.

What I will acknowledge-- and this is why I said 99.5% of what Kureha alleged is false-- is that my best friend replied to the comments Kureha's friends, Moony and xoxosims (<- I called her by her series name in vid.3), made and said something among the lines of "drop yo addy so we can meet up and talk", "folks are mad about getting snatched by they edges", or something like that. (maybe that's what Kureha meant when they said I "allowed "friends" to try and dox them" 🤔🤔🤔🤔) I don't remember what they said word for word nor do I remember everything that was written due to all of their comments being deleted when I removed Moony and xoxo's (I didn't wanna see their names on my platform anymore), but if anybody's got screenshots of this, they're free to share them along with the misgendering allegation. However, in defense of my best friend, they were trolling and it was done in response to Moony and xoxo trying to shame me for making my videos by alleging I was some "chronically online stalker who keeps talking about old shit".

(I dunno why Moony bothered with writing that "hope you find closure" remark on her IG if she and her friends were gonna be annoyed at me doing just that.)

Since I'm still on the topic of friends, I might as well get this out of the way too: the people Kureha keep calling my friends were not my friends (a few of 'em aint even like me like that). They were mutuals and NONE of them would've ever associated with me, supported me, or even gave me testimony for my 3rd video had I really done what's been alleged I did.

That is 100% a lie and a disgusting thing to say about them because Kureha knows the implications behind what they alleged.

And finally (for the umpteenth):

I DIDN'T MAKE MY VIDEOS SOLELY BECAUSE OF KUREHA!!!!

I made them because I was lied on and harassed.

All that talk about telling me multiple times it wasn't personal and "me and the mods just felt uncomfortable and wanted to protect the 600+ members. we tried to handle it quietly and in DMs but she started to spread misinformation publicly." and Kureha being afraid to speak up because they didn't wanna be painted as a bully is a lie. They didn’t say anything because they're a nonconfrontational coward who can't be an adult and admit they’re wrong.

And why would they need to when their friends and fans blindly defend them?

I never did anything to anybody from that group or server and I'm not this random bitter ass person with some stupid vendetta that they’re all tryna make people believe I am. Kureha and I were mutuals on Instagram and our DMs date back to OCTOBER 2022 when their YouTube channel had 3k subs and we were only replying to each other's stories and had brief interactions; March 2023 (after Kureha reached out to me) is when we started talking to each other on a consistent basis for OVER A YEAR. I celebrated every milestone they hit, gave them words of encouragement when they were second guessing themselves-- especially when it came to them wanting to add spicier content to their work-- or when they needed advice. I was the one who encouraged them to make a Patreon. I'm not saying I was the only one who did this but I was one of the reasons why they decided to make one. I even recommended Pillowfort (and kinda Twitter) to so they could share their 18+ content without getting a guideline. I was their very first Super Chat when they did their very first YouTube premiere in April, a month after they left The Sims Corner.

It was a small amount ($5) but that's not the point: the point is, we had a very cordial relationship with one another and there wasn't a single time Kureha ever told me that I did something, anything, that bothered them.

Not in DMs. Not in voice chat. Not in Morse Code. Not through a fax, bird, message in a bottle, or blimp.

So when I saw that I was suddenly no longer from a server I been in since it launched (even when that ish became straight up dead) without any warning and wasn't on Kureha friend's list on Discord-- but was still following me everywhere else-- I was supposed to be okay with that and not reach out to get answers? When I realized I was being intentionally ignored, I was supposed go, "Cool beans." and not ask why?

I was supposed to not tell Moony why I didn't want an invite back to TSC?

I was supposed to keep my frustrations on how poorly this matter was handled by both Kureha and Moony to myself and not vent about it on my own page?

I was supposed keep a level-head when it was revealed to me Kureha shared that ONE private conversation between us from Tumblr that was cut off with Moony who paraded it up and down social media as if it was the Holy Grail of Evidence?

I was supposed to remain calm as Moony made false allegations and had the unmitigated gall to say my response to Kureha's failed attempt at gaslighting me was "malicious" and "proof they never wanted to be associated with me in the first place" as if she knew the insights of my relationship with Kureha when she didn't?

I was supposed to remain calm as her posts (screenshots included) was shared MULTIPLE TIMES BY HER AND KUREHA'S OTHER FRIENDS for all their respective followers on their accounts to see?

I was supposed to be okay with Morve reporting my account for bullying and harassment when she came in my DMs hurling baseless allegations, demanding answers from me and I responded to by calling her a dog and cussing her out?

I was supposed to endure all of this while Kureha’s able to go on their merry way "🌸 protecting their peace 🌸" and not say anything?

nah.

So I shared everything I deemed necessary for people to know about the situation and I was right to do so because the one who's name and reputation people keep trying to drag through the virtual mud and literally dogpiled on first is me.

The one who Kureha tried to put at risk by telling and cosigning those lies on TikTok and Twitter is ME.

All these jokes, assumptions, insults, those stupid remarks about CALLING THE POLICE AND WONDERING IF, WHEN, OR WHY I'M NOT IN JAIL, and Kureha laughing about me potentially having a crashout if they were to ever mention my name (when THEY DID) came from lies.

Lies Kureha knew most people over there wouldn't care enough to try and verify.

AND THAT IS FUCKED UP.

But sure...

Tell me more about how I'm the problem because I refused to remain silent when Moony's allowed to write and share Google docs hundreds of pages long about other people and creators she, Kureha, and their friends be having problems with year after year and Kureha can make allegations left, right, and center about how everybody and they momma be copying their work and/or "bullying" them with very little to no proof to back any of those claims up.

Tell me more about how me "speaking for the voiceless is a facade" cuz I've been doing that on all of my platforms long before I ever had any public and private interactions with Kureha. Nonetheless, I have to thank them for making their posts; in doing so, they let me know my theory about why I was banned and ghosted (for the most part) was correct because now, it's no longer a theory: it's a fact.

So I'm done. I'm never gonna speak about this again and I mean it. I don't know why Kureha decided to bring this shit back up again-- maybe they were bored and wanted attention-- and I don't care. It's gonna be written off as drama that people'll forget about (again) when more drama happens in the Sims Community anyway. They should've continued thriving on their own side of the corner with their supporters and friends and left me alone.

But alas, here we are. Again.

And I'm letting it be known for the final time: I told my truth for the sake of my closure and showed my proof. Ask them for theirs.

After thinking about it for some time, weighing my options a bit, and finding the proper words, I decided to leave this quiet abode of mine to get this tidbit off my chest and call it a day.

Yes, I’m aware of what KUREHA3D/kureha3d/bykureha (and their friends) said about me in March.

No, I don’t know what led to them saying those things nor do I know why they chose WinteringSpring of ‘25 to talk about something that occurred in the Summer of ‘24-- late Fall if you wanna include my final and long af response to that situation-- which resulted in everybody and they momma blocking each other and supposedly "keeping to their side of the community". Quite frankly, I don’t care; they're grown and can do whatever they want whenever they want; however, it does explain why I saw an uptick in lurkers on my TikTok and IG accounts-- as well as views on one of my videos about the incident in question-- during that time. Whether people choose to listen to everyone and/or read everything that was provided in its entirety is completely up to them, but I don’t blame most of Kureha’s supporters/mutuals/friends(?) or even those who’re just curious for believing what was said at face value because why would they lie... right?

While I’ve set boundaries and would prefer not to discuss anything pertaining to that situation anymore (given that it is an old matter) since it was brought to my attention new information (esp. 'bout myself) was revealed by Kureha themselves, I'm willing to answer a few questions if clarification of some kind is needed: my only request is for people to be respectful and come in good faith. Don’t come here thinking you can be messy or engage in any form of bullying and harassment of any kind, whether it be towards me, Kureha, their friends, mutuals, etc., because you’ll be blocked (if asking anonymously, you'll be deleted).

It's peaceful here in these neck of the woods and I intend to keep it that way.

Thank you!

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I found m’Trickster in the library and saw that the skin overlay I used yrs ago and a few other things were gone. 🤣😆 I gave him a well needed makeover and think I did pretty good. Just gotta add some finishing touches and he’ll be good to go.

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A friendly reminder:

Custom content creating tutorials are free

Blender tutorials are free

Sims 4 studio tutorials are free

Access to file hosting sites are free

Need help finding any of these resources? There are plenty of creators, me included, that are more than willing to help you and/or point you in the right direction.

If a person is paywalling any of this, they do not have the best interest of you or the community in mind.

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An oldie but goodie! A set of renders I did years back of Trickster. If I remember correctly, this was also my very first time rendering a Sim in a scene😮(how scary were those times, huh? 😅). Yes! I made 'im too, but idr if I have 'im in my gallery anymore since it's been years; if I do, I might do another render of him (w/more blood this time 'round 😆😁).

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kill the imposter syndrome in your head because not only is there someone out there doing it worse than you, they’re also using chat gpt to do it

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An oldie but goodie! A set of renders I did years back of Trickster. If I remember correctly, this was also my very first time rendering a Sim in a scene😮(how scary were those times, huh? 😅). Yes! I made 'im too, but idr if I have 'im in my gallery anymore since it's been years; if I do, I might do another render of him (w/more blood this time 'round 😆😁).

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🌿 My Name is Rola, and This is My Story 🌿

I never thought I would be writing this. I never thought I would be begging for help just to keep my children warm, just to feed them one more meal. But here I am, reaching out to you, because I have no other choice.

My name is Rola. I am a mother of two beautiful children, and before October 7th, we had a life filled with love and laughter. We had a home. My children had their own room, filled with their toys and drawings. We would sit together on our balcony, drinking coffee in the early morning light. We had dreams, just like any other family.

But in an instant, it was all gone.

A missile struck. The earth shook beneath us. The air filled with dust and fire. My husband and son ran, stumbling over each other in terror. I stood frozen, the ringing in my ears drowning out my own screams. Our home was shattered—windows blown out, doors ripped from their hinges. And when I looked outside, our neighbor’s house, a place that once echoed with children's laughter, was nothing but rubble and ash.

That was just the beginning.

The bombs never stopped. Every night, I held my children close as the sky rained fire. The sound of explosions mixed with the cries of mothers searching for their babies in the darkness. I covered my children, whispering words of comfort, but how do you comfort a child who is terrified of dying in their sleep?

We had to leave. We walked away from everything—our home, our memories, the warmth of our life before. My children left behind their favorite toys, their books, their safe space. Now, we have nothing.

No home.

No food.

No clean water.

No way out.

I went to buy sugar the other day. It cost $20 for just a kilo. Food is disappearing, and the little that remains is impossible to afford. Every day, I fight to find just enough to keep my children alive.

I am exhausted. I am scared. I need your help.

I never imagined I would have to beg for my family’s survival. But today, I am.

Please, if you are reading this, help us. Help me save my children. Help us find shelter, food, a way to rebuild even a small piece of the life we lost. If we ever have the chance to leave, we need support. If we are forced to stay, we need a home again.

Every donation matters. Every share helps. Every voice that speaks for us keeps hope alive.

💚 Please donate if you can. Share our story. Help us survive. 💚

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My love for Mel Medarda's so strong, I refuse to play League of Legends and see my queen lose.

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Okay but why didn't nobody tell me that Elden Ring and Bloodborne (sheeeeid I'll even add Dark Souls cuz I saw a few of those too) lore videos were so good, bro?????

I'm eating this ish up like I did with SOMA.

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🕊️ Please Take a Moment to Read Nadin’s Story

My name is Nadin. I never imagined I would write something like this. I’ve always been someone who kept her worries quiet, someone who believed that even the hardest days could be endured with patience and faith. But right now, I am reaching out — not because I want to, but because I need to.

I am a wife, a mother, and one of many women in Gaza trying to survive days that feel like they have no end. There was a short time — a brief ceasefire — where we thought things might start to heal. Where the sound of war faded for just long enough to let us breathe. But that moment is gone now, and the fear has returned louder than before.

My days are filled with uncertainty, and my nights with prayer. We have lost so much. Our home was damaged, our sense of safety taken from us. But through all of this, I try to keep going. I try to hold on to what little peace I can create with my hands, my words, and my love.

I am not asking for much. Just a little help to keep our lives from falling further apart. To fix the small things — a cracked wall, a leaking roof, the pieces of daily life that help us hold on to dignity.

This campaign isn’t just about survival. It’s about holding on to what makes us human in a place that keeps trying to take that away. It’s about showing my daughter — even though I won’t mention her name here — that the world didn’t forget us.

If you’ve ever felt powerless in the face of suffering, please know that even the smallest gesture can carry great meaning. A kind word. A shared post. A quiet donation. These things remind us that we’re not alone.

I am still here. Still holding on. Still believing that people out there — people like you — still care.

Please, if you feel moved, consider supporting or sharing this campaign.

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After thinking about it for some time, weighing my options a bit, and finding the proper words, I decided to leave this quiet abode of mine to get this tidbit off my chest and call it a day.

Yes, I’m aware of what KUREHA3D/kureha3d/bykureha (and their friends) said about me in March.

No, I don’t know what led to them saying those things nor do I know why they chose WinteringSpring of ‘25 to talk about something that occurred in the Summer of ‘24-- late Fall if you wanna include my final and long af response to that situation-- which resulted in everybody and they momma blocking each other and supposedly "keeping to their side of the community". Quite frankly, I don’t care; they're grown and can do whatever they want whenever they want; however, it does explain why I saw an uptick in lurkers on my TikTok and IG accounts-- as well as views on one of my videos about the incident in question-- during that time. Whether people choose to listen to everyone and/or read everything that was provided in its entirety is completely up to them, but I don’t blame most of Kureha’s supporters/mutuals/friends(?) or even those who’re just curious for believing what was said at face value because why would they lie... right?

While I’ve set boundaries and would prefer not to discuss anything pertaining to that situation anymore (given that it is an old matter) since it was brought to my attention new information (esp. 'bout myself) was revealed by Kureha themselves, I'm willing to answer a few questions if clarification of some kind is needed: my only request is for people to be respectful and come in good faith. Don’t come here thinking you can be messy or engage in any form of bullying and harassment of any kind, whether it be towards me, Kureha, their friends, mutuals, etc., because you’ll be blocked (if asking anonymously, you'll be deleted).

It's peaceful here in these neck of the woods and I intend to keep it that way.

Thank you!

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VIKTUSSY ON MY TUMBLR FEED?!?!?!?!

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I decided to re-upload this old machinima because I come bearing some good news: after some consideration (and years of multiple requests) I will be working on Infamy again. It'll be a remake and I'm not sure how I'll get it done or how I'll tell it, but I'll figure it out. I always do.

In the meantime, here's the older adaptation you can watch. Thank you and enjoy!

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ALT TEXT: A picture of my sim, Maya, sitting in a field on a swing. she is wearing a white headscarf, white earrings and a black and white checkered dress w/a long-sleeved turtleneck. in the background there's a train with graffiti on it.

Beside Maya is a sentence that says: "🌸 oftentimes, true peace is recognizing and appreciating the silence that comes with it 🌸"