allthatmay
allthatmay
Mother of Mouthmuck
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ruined by one piece [AO3] fanfic author, she/her. name's may. hiya!
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allthatmay · 3 hours ago
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no words, just angst
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allthatmay · 4 hours ago
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If posting fic online has taught me anything, it’s that I have no idea how the reader will react to anything. Nada. Zip. Zilch. Not the faintest clue.
Fics that I think I scribbled off just to get them out there get the kindest, most rapturous feedback. Fics I slaved over, agonized over, bled my soul into get a couple tepid replies. Fics I thought were me revealing the darkness and weird kink that lives in my brain, scared to even post it for fear of judgement, get, “Aaaw that’s so sweet!” replies. Baffling.
My conclusion? You just never know. You really just can’t know. When I did a workshop with 20 other writers I would try to guess what their critique of my story would be and I was right maybe 1 in 20 times. Only one other writer would have the same critique for my story that I had. And it wasn’t even always the same person.
The encouraging part about this is, if self recrimination, the fear that you know what people won’t like about your story, is holding you back, just say fuck it! You’re almost certainly wrong! All you can do is make it the best story you can for the energy you have. And yeah, sometimes that means scribbling it out in an evening and kicking it out to the void of the internet before you can change your mind or worry about editing it more than once because then you’ll never post it.
It’s all chaos, man. You don’t get to decide what the audience thinks. All you can do is create it and put it out there for them to decide.
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allthatmay · 4 hours ago
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my favorite orange navigator girls 🧡
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allthatmay · 1 day ago
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the myth the woman the legend🌸
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allthatmay · 1 day ago
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big problems require big solutions
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allthatmay · 1 day ago
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allthatmay · 2 days ago
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no comment
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allthatmay · 2 days ago
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Tonight, Tonight—CH3!
(or as I refer to it, "the Shankrock fic")
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Ace is careful when he reaches out, watching every minute movement Shamrock makes. He only dares to look away when he’s got the item in his hand, and it takes a few bemused blinks before he realises what he’s holding: a pack of cards, old and weathered, but clearly well-cared for. When he takes them out, they’re all accounted for, their faces shining like gossamer in the moonlight. “It’s only a simple gesture, but I know you must be bored. I thought they might be well received.”
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allthatmay · 2 days ago
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shanks had an ugly kissing face im sure of it
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allthatmay · 2 days ago
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I cannot stop thinking about Episode 5 of TADC because Ragatha is, however unintentionally, one of the best examples of how isolating and difficult it is to interact with the world as an autistic person I have ever seen. To the point it genuinely makes me sad to think about her. I need to make a post expanding on this at some point but rn just. The way everyone assumes there’s some sinister hidden meaning to everything she does and says but she’s literally just trying to be nice and she doesn’t understand why it’s not working. The way she tries so hard to make connections but it constantly falls flat, she says things that hurt without realising how or why. She follows the rules she’s been taught will make her friends — she’s kind, she’s forgiving, she’s accepting and apologetic when she messes up, but for some reason it’s just not working. She tries to mimic other people, she tries to laugh at past experiences, tries to open up about her past like everyone else is doing, but now everyone’s uncomfortable and looking at her like she’s crazy and she doesn’t get it!! She doesn’t get it!!! Jax is a jerk and he’s mean to everyone but for some reason Pomni likes him and she doesn’t get it, she doesn’t understand! Pomni tells her it’s okay to be a jerk sometimes but Ragatha doesn’t like being mean, she wants to be nice to people, but she does it anyway, she gets mean like Jax and Zooble do but now Pomni’s looking at her like she’s done something wrong but she just did what she asked her to!! She doesn’t get it!! At the end of the episode everyone goes off into their groups and Ragatha is left alone, after having tried so hard to make friends and fit in and make people like her, she’s still alone, and everyone thinks she’s weird and unapproachable and she just has to give up and accept that she is inherently unloveable. Her evil alter ego tells her she’s going to die alone and nobody loves her and the only thing she corrects her on is the fact that they can’t die here. The few that might like her when she’s around don’t miss her when she’s gone, because there’s nothing to miss. Ragatha has spent her whole life systematically stripping away everything that makes her different and unlikeable in order to make herself more palatable to others, and in the process she has made herself a personalitiless blank slate with no unique identity for others to latch onto and appreciate. She has nothing to add to any conversation because she’s too afraid of being disliked to have a memorable personality beyond being generally polite and nice. And just. God. Someone get this girl some noise cancelling headphones and a therapist on speed dial, being this good of a representation of what it’s like to be autistic, especially to be an autistic person with trauma, is not good for the soul. That final shot just destroys me right in the heart. My poor girl.
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allthatmay · 2 days ago
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it all started when he was diagnosed with lung cancer
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allthatmay · 2 days ago
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allthatmay · 3 days ago
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I have a headcanon that everyone on the Spades crew had some sort of noble blood, not just Deuce, cuz ever since Ace adopted the first runaway noble (sabo) he kinda couldn't stop.
He just started collecting them. Does he know all of them were nobles? Nah. Wouldn’t care even if he did know.
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allthatmay · 3 days ago
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allthatmay · 3 days ago
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I try to remember my idol’s wise ways of living
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allthatmay · 3 days ago
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SHUGGY CRUMBS
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allthatmay · 4 days ago
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Not Anymore.
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