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Mori gives Fukuzawa a mission that involves children and may have to kill them in the mission. At the end of the day, they start arguing again... as usual. And poor Hirotsu is constantly stuck between their fights.

Poor Hirotsu :')

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Yeah... I decided to read a fiction yesterday and now look what i've got in my hand :')

""" Silence didn’t have time to settle back in the room, though, since Mori effectively broke it barely a minute later.

“I suppose I should be going too, since you must have some things to think about, not to mention your time to mourn. Sure, you don’t have to be on your own either, but you get--” As he spoke, he was already starting to move towards the office’s door following Naomi’s example. At least until Fukuzawa made his own move and grabbed him by the wrist; there was no actual force in such a grip, as if he had already wasted all his energy for the day.

As if holding Gen’ichirô as tight as possible during his final moments and after had taken it all away.

“You don’t have to go.”

It wasn’t until Mori turned back to face him when he released his wrist. None of them had taken a seat since the patching up finished and the actual meeting ended, but perhaps it was time to. And perhaps he would let himself cry once again, and even seek comfort in the doctor’s arms…

… and perhaps there was no real ‘perhaps’, because next thing he knew, he was already seeking and receiving Mori’s embrace as if all time spent apart had dissipated. Then, tears fall again, even if more silently than before. """

Okay, I'm aware of what Mori's face looks like here. In my defense, Fukuzawa crying like this breaks Mori's heart and makes him sad too. It is not unusual for Mori to see the Silver Wolf, who does not show a proper expression due to his age-like nerves, and he wants to calm him down. But on the other hand, even though he secretly doesn't want to, he is jealous of the person who can make Fukuzawa so sad, and this hurts Mori. Yes... yes I'm sorry but that's exactly the point. I remembered why i had a break from the fandom... My heart aches again o(╥﹏╥)

And we also thank @frankenjoly for this fiction! Thank you for bringing my fukumori brainrot again xd. If you're interested, you can read it here~.

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I took my laptop again ᕕ( ՞ ᗜ ՞ )ᕗ

'Oi! Are you alright-?' Fukuzawa asked when he saw Mori was covering his mouth with his hand, trying to stop the blood he was vomiting. He hadn't received any injuries in the fight they'd had a few hours ago, just minor scratches, and it wasn't normal for him to be vomiting blood like this now.

Well, it could be part of the mafia!fukuzawa story. I'm waiting for you to write (๑•ᴗ•๑)♡

Yeah well, my drawing style is changing in a huge range when i use my laptop. But i love this way too.

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I totally intented to draw something different from this. But you see, we have a smiling kakashi ᕕ( ՞ ᗜ ՞ )ᕗ

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Anatomy studies again :')

Well... I always say that i am lazy, you know (〃∀〃)ゞ

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Finally captured the mood i guess?

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Well, hell- how i ended up like this again--?

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Yo fukumori fans! I found something for you, I was tampering with my phone and i found a drawing for mafia!fukuzawa au. Then i decided to share those with you, cause i recognized that i will be on my kakashi era for a long time eheh... Gomen :') so let me explain and share them with you. Btw they're so messy gomen gomen again.

Yeah you know after joining the mafia i don't think fukuzawa will be happy or cherished that much. He will be the silver wolf, the assassin that government always feared. And yeah he'll complete the tasks Mori gave him with bloodlust. He threw away his sword because he was afraid of the satisfying feeling of accomplishment after killing people, right? So yeah he might have been aged but he is still that person. And if you think about it, our canon Mori would be very happy with this situation Fukuzawa in. So yeah, he would use him like a puppet and won't feel guilty.

Yes yes i know this is a whole of dystopia but this was what in my mind from the beginning. So now, let me explain every picture and yeah... Ehm... If you would write this story -again- i would read it with a great pleasure.

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(Tired of the whole night, he drags his blood-covered sword on the ground and goes to the main headquarters of the mafia.)

He came after a mission, feeling the guilt of pleasure he had. He destroyed a whole organization due to Mori's orders. That organization had many hideouts and Fukuzawa gave a visit to all of them. They were thinking to absorb Mafia's sources, they were planning many things. And Mori wanted the information, so yeah. He sent Fukuzawa to there to investigate and kill. Fukuzawa did what Mori said, he went to the organizations hideouts one by one. And well he took the documents, notes or records. Mori was lucky to have someone like him in a situation like this, he loved to play the cards at his disposal effectively. It was 5 am, sun was almost rising.

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His mind was filled with guilt and the events of a few hours ago. He didn't recognize that he was in front of the mafia's great building. He never wanted to be in this building but just look at him. He was standing right across it. And well there were many mafioso's and their eyes were on him. Those eyes were filled with fear and disgust. Fukuzawa didn't recognize their gazes on him first, but when he did he understood why they were looking at him like that. He had blood all over his body, his sword was also full of blood and it was making a disturbing noise while scratching the ground. Fukuzawa sighed and he waved his sword in the air a little - nothing more than shaking off the already dried blood - then he sheathed his sword with a smooth movement. Still mafioso's eyes were on him but fukuzawa didn't care.

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Luckily for Fukuzawa, Mori was standing in the reception area on the ground floor and talking to someone there. It was probably just a random conversation about involvement in the mafia or missions, but again Fukuzawa didn't care. After 7 months of living in the mafia, Fukuzawa had isolated himself a little more from life. Just the tasks assigned to him and the superficial conversations and sarcasm with Mori. He was on his edges already and he couldn't help it when he saw Mori. His heart bumped with ache; the tasks that he gave him, his ruthlessness, his rationalist mind. All of it turned into a growing emptiness and pain in Fukuzawa's heart. He take a step to get inside, with a thought of throwing himself into bed after completing the task and sleeping for a long time. The moment he stepped inside Mori slowly lifted his head and looked at him, oh yes that metallic smell of blood was all too familiar. He look at him with a flat face while waiting for him to come near. Fukuzawa never looked at him, he went to his side, he took the documents that he was holding in his sleeves and he gave them to him. He hadn't make any eye contact with him, he just wanted to go his bed. "Here's your information." he said with a flat and rough voice. Boy, that was hard for him, Mori took the documents and gave a quick look at them. Yeah, it was the information he was looking for, that organization could've not posed a threat by itself. They've had a backup.

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Meanwhile, Fukuzawa was preparing to get out from the building. He was on this mission for 8 hours maybe, he stopped counting after the 612th person he killed. He didn't even think about a shower, he wanted to sleep. But before he go Mori realized it and put the papers behind his hand. He took Fukuzawa's wrist with a sudden move and looked at him from the behind. "Where are you going?" His tone was nothing but authoritative. His hand was firm and eyes were piercing Fukuzawa's head. Fukuzawa didn't give him an answer, he just waited for him to let him go. But Mori didn't make this this time. He had an unimpressed expression on his face, he was not letting him go this time. Cause everytime he made this, it just caused more and more disquiet between them. The distance grew wider and wider. "You have blood all over you." Mori didn't let his wrist, he was not thinking let him go today anyway. Mori could see that it was not only the blood of others, he knew more than this. Fukuzawa was wounded, he was bleeding, this was so obvious and Mori was there to take care of his wounds. When Fukuzawa heard Mori's words he didn't make any voice, he just gave him a short glance with the corner of his eyes. And now what, was he playing the doctor game? He didn't need his care. "Fukuzawa Dono, -", he's cut with Fukuzawa's rough voice. " I'm alright." Mori looked at him with disbelief. "You're still bleeding and dirtying my floor." Against these words Fukuzawa was near of saying a word that he shouldn't say in front of the mafioso's but he didn't. He took himself, and Mori let his hand go. "Go to my room, i have a kit there." Fukuzawa turned his face to him to make clear that he needn't him but Mori's stern eyes didn't let him to say a thing. They wasted their time to give quick and stern looks to each other. At the same time mafioso was there, watching them, stretching with the tension in the air. God no one could look at their boss like he did, he could've been out of his mind. In the end Mori was the winner, Fukuzawa ran his hand through his hair and closed his eyes with irritation. Then he made a quick move to turn around, to headed to the elevator that was going the top. Mori just watched him as he was walking to elevator, he didn't show any emotions on his face. But one silver haired man could see that Mori was in top of his rage. From the first hand Mori didn't make any plan to have a Fukuzawa like this. Yeah he wanted the silver wolf but this was out of his imaginary. He then took the documents in his hand again and walk behind Fukuzawa. They were heading the top, mafioso was watching them with strain.

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You know he's so cute like this but without his mask, really... He looks like a pervert :')

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Still struggling with my laptop...

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Hehhh, still trying my laptop (。・ω・。) yeah of course with kakashi.

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Okay now, it's been a long time since i drew with my laptop and look at the result ᕕ( ՞ ᗜ ՞ )ᕗ

It's a little dark though, isn't it? Yeah i need to keep balance with my laptop and my phone :')

At the picture actually i was intented to draw one more person right behind him and that person was the one who would take the book. But eventually i ended up kakashi alone again, eheh...

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Why is this panel empty- Fukumori fans revive yourself and feed the fandom! I will come here when i can get out of my Kakashi era (。・ω・。)

Here take these for now, my oldy drawings that i didn't mind to share ᕕ( ՞ ᗜ ՞ )ᕗ

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Happy birthday mafias number one boss, i am sorry i was totally busy with kakashi :')

Look here ᕕ( ՞ ᗜ ՞ )ᕗ

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Whoaa who forgot mori's birthday? Me! Who spent 6 hours to make a drawing for him?? Me!! God- whoa... It took soo sooo long.

Ehm... Really-? I can't add the last drawing :') here here click (。・ω・。)

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your art is so pretty and brings me much joy ❤️

Aww thank you (*´ `)ﾉ i love them and i want best for them eheh but my drawings for them sometimes is not good enough... Btw for now i am just a little busy with kakashi and my classes. Though still, I know this acc will be fukumori centric :')

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Enough Kakashi- i can't get enough of him ಥ_ಥ