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Reconnecting with Darryl's Family: My Journey of Growth and Healing

I’ve had questions and incidents happen recently, and the big question is, am I still in contact with Darryl’s family and/or friends? The answer is 100% no. I went off the deep end after Darryl died, and his stepmom and dad want nothing to do with me because of that, even though I’m a completely different person now and have improved on so much. Darryl’s older brother and “best” friends blame me…

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Unveiling Truths: Navigating Love, Loss, and Pain

Rumors and Facts; The Differences Between People Who Hate or Love Me When I was sick, I was at one point dealing with awful effects from endometriosis. I’m now in remission from it and doing wonderfully even with my previous medical history. Why do I bring this up? Well, when Darryl was alive (my late fiancé), I don’t know to this day if this is what triggered him to relapse on heroin or if he…

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🌟Introducing Metamorphosis Crafts Studio & Metamorphosis Addiction Photography: Where Dreams Blossom and Memories Flourish🌟

Are you ready to step into a world where creativity dances, and every heartbeat is a masterpiece? Look no further! At A Metamorphosis Addiction, we’re not just event planners; we’re memory weavers, dream architects, and joy curators. Let us take you on a magical ride where celebrations come alive, and life’s most precious moments are etched in time. 📸 Capturing Life’s Magic: Our Photography…

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Prom Prep Guide for Him & Her

Here is a Prom prep guide that I created specifically for the young ladies and gentleman in the Hart school district. Outfit Selection Start shopping for your suit or dress in ADVANCE as well be sure to have enough time to do alterations to the dress so it fits you properly. I recommend going to the Fashion district in down town Los Angeles. You will for sure find a unique dress that no one…

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Happy Belated Easter & April Fool’s Day

The baby chicks, ducks and turkey Joe’s old injured hoof is no more and is ready to start training! Joe’s hoof injury when it was fresh three years ago. Still have no idea how it happened Hey everyone! 🌟 I hope you’re all reveling in the joyous aftermath of Easter and still smiling at the mischief of April Fool’s Day! Exciting News Alert! 🎉 I’ve embarked on a new journey after waving goodbye…

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Prom 2024 Mini Sessions Available

Step into the spotlight and capture the magic of your Prom 2024 with our exclusive Photoshoot Mini Sessions! Immerse yourself in a 30-minute personalized experience crafted to encapsulate your unique style, personality, and the essence of this unforgettable evening. Our expert photographers will guide you through every pose, ensuring each moment is perfectly captured and preserved for a…

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Shattered: A Harrowing Tale of Loss, Addiction, and Redemption

Darryl and I on a anniversary date Me at the hospital when I was sick and dying One of Darryl’s Art Sketches On March 19th, 2016, I woke up at 8:30 AM, and to this day, I have no idea what woke me up; I got up from bed and found my fiancé, Darryl Jeffrey Spahn, lifeless in my bathroom in my house, where I currently still live. I didn’t even get to say goodbye. The paramedics said that his body…

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Journeying Through Grief: Nurturing Love, Creativity, and Hope

Spring feels like a distant hope amidst the relentless rain storms here in Southern California. While not as severe as last year, the challenges of caring for my animals, especially the horses, amidst the inconsistency are quite taxing. Adding to the weight, my heart aches for my boyfriend, Christopher, who recently lost his grandmother. In the midst of our grief, we’ve opened our home to foster…

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From the Abyss to the Light: Unveiling the Unseen Chapters of Metamorphosis Addiction

In the shadowed depths of despair, ensnared by addiction, demons both within and around me, I extend an invitation, a lifeline. Join me on a transformative journey from the abyss of darkness to the radiance of light, from captivity to the boundless freedom of recovery. Welcome back to “Metamorphosis Addiction. The turning points in my recovery were a symphony of perilous notes, each resonating…

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From Addiction to Recovery

In the shadowed depths of despair, I found myself ensnared by addiction, grappling with demons both within and around me. Today, I extend an invitation, a lifeline, to join me on a transformative journey—a passage from the abyss of darkness to the radiance of light, from the confines of captivity to the boundless freedom of recovery. I am Samantha, and this is “Metamorphosis Addiction.” But let…

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From Sorrow to Solace: A Tale of Resilience and Redemption with Jocelyn's Compassion

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Embracing the Pause: Navigating an Unplanned Hiatus as the Year Ends and the Holidays Begin

Dear cherished readers and subscribers, I extend my heartfelt gratitude for your patience and understanding during my recent absence. It’s time to unravel the tapestry of events that led to my momentary disappearance from the digital landscape. The past months have been a whirlwind, marked by the tumultuous presence of a sociopath determined to cast shadows over my businesses and reputation.…

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Embracing Life's Flow: A Journey of Metamorphosis, Creativity, and Inspiring Possibilities

In this incredible journey of life, I’ve discovered the power of letting go, trusting the process, and embracing the flow. After months of overthinking and over-analyzing, I’ve come to a significant realization: it’s time to let things flow and trust that what is meant to be will happen. My focus is shifting back to my metamorphosis journey and the essence of life. I recently experienced a head…

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Dating now a days has got so complicated it is not even funny. It is all about hooking up first then seeing where it would lead to. There are no benefits for me because I am a demisexual. I enjoy sex do not get me wrong, but I really would like to settle down and hopefully eventually have children of my own. I dumped my last ex-boyfriend back in early February. Why do I keep thinking it was in…

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Late Summer Post Because Sh*t Happens

Time for an update on what is going on, finally. Since my last post I have sustained a bleeding head injury which resulted in the paramedics coming to my house. All I had them do was check me to make sure I didn’t need stitches. I absolutely refuse to go to the local hospital, that place is nothing but bad memories for me and they suck. Now you may be wondering, how did I manage to have a…

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B*tches Will Be B*tches but What About the Sociopath B*tches?

I sincerely apologize for the very long-late blog post. I have had a crazy couple months with work, my animals, dating, socializing, etc. My poor hens got eaten by raccoons, my baby chicks that I bought before that got eaten by my dogs, and I was so upset and horrified my mom called the feed store and we now have 9 chicks, 2 ducks, and 1 turkey. Then I met up with this guy for coffee, he gave…

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Marching Toward Progress!

March is a month of new beginnings, and may I say this month has gone by way too fast for me, but I have started working with a new non-profit organization called Win Place Home. I will be volunteering with my friend almost every weekend when I am off work. I also started seeking out organizations that need a social media and marketing manager. Keep our fingers crossed that it works out for…