ang3l1ca-tr4uma

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What's broken can never be fixed

When you shatter glass you can't just glue the pieces back and expect it to be alright, there will always be cracks.

You'll leave shards behind, and the glass will never be complete. It will never be as it once was.

[ang3l1ca-tr4uma]

I cannot remember parts of my life. This is something I'll never get over. Literally I remember "waking up" but then there's nothing. I try hard, and I know there's something there, things that happened, but it all comes up blank. Or too fuzzy, to hazy to make out anything, like a really foggy forest where you can barely see the outlines of the trees and just about hear the rustling of the bushes. Where you know they're there, but you can't really see them.

I don't even know what's part of my trauma and what's not. What parts I remember are actually traumatic. Is there anything worse I don't remember? I don't think so. To me it seems impossible for there to be anything worse. My parents aren't that bad, they'd never let anything happen. They love me, the abuse was a mistake. An accident. Nothing worse happened. So why am I acting like there was something worse? Why do I have the symptoms of someone who has experienced something worse when I know (almost) for a fact that NOTHING worse happened..

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This blog is for venting / trauma dumping

Mainly for our trauma holders but any of our alters can post here.

It is traumacore themed, so if you don't like, DNI.

We will post about triggering topics here and even tho we're going to add trigger warnings for each post I do say that this entire blog might as well be a trigger warning.

Also we don't support endos, fuck off you sick fucks.

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