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gold rush || Kim Taehyung x Reader

Words: 836 words

Pairing: Kim Taehyung x Fem!Reader

Warnings: lovesick girl, fluff, one sided love (maybe)

For the fifth time that day, you wanted to smack your head with the giant book that was kept on the teacher’s desk. With a soft sigh, you turned your gaze away from those beautiful eyes to the man teaching you Calculus.

Crushing on your classmate Taehyung wasn’t something you were proud of. Often, you would find yourself sinking in the sea of his eyes, wanting to drown in it forever, then you would snap out of it and continue whatever the hell you were doing before.

You didn’t like the wave of euphoria that washed over you just by looking at him, you didn’t like the flush that rose to your cheeks whenever you saw him smiling, you didn’t like the way other girls would look at him, as if they’d risk it all just for his touch, you didn’t like the way they’d sneakingly brush their hands over his bicep or touch his arm while laughing at something he said.

It all started that one day.

“Hey, I’m sorry we started off our conversation this way, but can you help me with Calculus. After all you are the class topper,” his raspy voice, that you loved oh so much, snapped you out of your daze to see the class had already ended and students were leaving the classroom.

Your eyes widened in shock, before you realized you may be looking like a fool, so you blinked a few times and camly answered:

“I-I um I’m sort of busy th-this week,”.

Ok, maybe not so calmly after all. You wanted to bitch slap yourself into the next century. You saw his gaze dropping on the floor.

Öh, well I’m sorry. I guess I’ll ask someone else,” he was about to turn when you suddenly found your voice, as if fate was giving you a second chance.

“But I can make time for- you,” you wish you hadn’t said the last part, but the cringe was worth seeing a puppy smile light up his face. You couldn’t help but smile back. God you were so whipped.

“Tomorrow at 4pm, the library?” he asked, and you nodded, not trusting your voice thinking it may come out as a shrill ohmygodilikeyousofuckingmuchkimtaehyung.

“See you at the library, Y/N,” he said, before dashing off out of the classroom, leaving you standing on your spot, a lovesick expression on your face, before realization hit you. He knew your name?

Days turned into weeks and weeks into months, but your crush on Taehyung didn’t seem to wear off, instead it grew stronger and stronger, as if planting its root deep within your heart.

You hated the way goosebumps rose all over your body when your hand slightly brushed with his arm, you hated how you had to get super drunk that day, just to get that obnoxious feeling of butterflies away from you, you hated it so much you loved it.

Often, you would play scenarios in your head, him and you living a life almost too good to be true. He would wake up next to you, smile at you, kiss your forehead, his hair being a sight for sore eyes, your shirt hanging from his bedroom door. Both of you in the shower together, on the breakfast table together, watching movies together, cuddling together, going out on dates, attending his friends’ parties, him introducing you to his friends as his girlfriend, or better, wife. Both of you visiting your hometown together, hand in hand, with a love so strong, it could be set as an example, like Romeo and Juliet.

But then those moments would fade away, and you would again be reminded that none of this is true. You would come back to reality with a heavy realization dwelling on you, you could never be his.

You would gawk at him in school, watching how he absent mindedly licked his lips when he was concentrating, or how he smirked when he caught a girl staring at him, not that he complained.

He was ethereal and he knew it. He would walk around the campus with a certain aura that attracted everyone towards him. But never once did you see him bully anyone, or show off his looks, instead he was helpful, kind, charming, charismatic, and oh you loved it.

Everyday, you would think of him, his hand in yours, how soft and warm it may feel, just like home. How his kisses might make you forget even the biggest problems of your life.

Everyday you fall in love with him more, knowing deep down, you’ll never get him.

Everyday, you wanted to drown in his eyes, to feel the high of his love, to spend an eternity with him, to hold him and tell him how much you loved him.

Everyday you experience this gold rush, that makes you hate him, but love him even more.

So why did that feeling suddenly grow stronger when you caught him staring at you in class, a faint smile on his face.

I just wanted to experiment what the responses of people will be since this is the first time I'll be writing a fic that isn't about the marauders. Hope you like it <3

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All Too Well || S. Black x Reader

Honestly, I'm in love with this song and miss swift is the queen of my heart rn!! I really wanted to write something based on this song just to see how it would look!! Tell me in the comments if u like it plzzz :)

Words: 2,406 words

Pairing: Sirius Black x Fem!Reader

Warnings: Angst, muggle au, a bit of swearing, implication of cheating, let me know if there are more.

I walked through the door with you, the air was cold

But something 'bout it felt like home somehow

A cold breeze swept by, making you slightly shake. Sirius turned around to look at you and smiled.

"We're here," his warm and calming voice made you smile back at him. He had just bought a house for the two of you to move in together and the idea felt so perfect to you, you could already imagine making it Sirius and your's special place.

He took your hand and led you inside the house. Almost as soon as you stepped inside, the warm feeling of being home ran up your body, and you smiled.

Oh your sweet disposition, and my wide eyed gaze

We're singing in the car getting lost upstate

Autumn leaves falling down like pieces into place

And I can picture it after all these days

The music was blasting on full volume as Sirius and you sang along to it, not caring about a single thing in the world except each other's presence.

"Sirius," you said, looking at him. He turned his face to you and smiled, causing butterflies to erupt in your stomach.

"Yes, m'love?" he questioned.

"Can we get out of the car and have a walk around that lake?" you asked.

"Sure, love. Let me park the car on the side," he said.

Once he parked the car on the side of the road, both of you got out of the car and walked towards the lake. Sirius held your hand in his, and the warmth of his hand make the autumn chills in your body go away. Suddenly, a leaf fell over his head, causing him to freak out and you laughed.

Cause there we are again, on that little town street

You almost ran the red cause you were looking over me

Wind in my hair, I was there

I remember it, all too well

"What are you looking at?" you questioned, realizing that his gaze had been on you face for a long time.

"I'm looking at the best thing that's ever happened to me in my entire life", he replied, causing your cheeks to heat up.

You turned your head back to the front to see a red traffic light close to you.

"Sirius, red light!" you abruptly spoke, causing him to slap his foot on the brakes.

"You almost broke a traffic rule because of me," you spoke while laughing softly. He leaned towards you, pressing a soft kiss to your lips.

"Would've been worth it", he replied.

Photo album on the counter, your cheeks were turning red

You used to be a little kid with glasses in a twin-sized bed

And your mother's telling stories 'bout you on the T-ball team

You told me 'bout your past thinking your future was me

"Sirius, is that you wearing James's glasses?" you questioned, eyes never leaving the photo in the album Euphemia gave you.

"Where," Sirius said, making his way over to you.

"Right here," you said when he reached you, pointing at the picture. It was a polaroid of Sirius sitting on James's bed naked, wearing his glasses and making a pouty face at the camera.

"Oh shit, where did you get it from," he asked, rubbing his face with his hands in embarrassment.

A soft erupted from you, and he uncovered his face to look at you. He grabbed you by the waist and kissed you deeply.

Cause there we are again in the middle of the night

We're dancing 'round the kitchen in the refrigerator light

Down the stairs, I was there

I remember it, all too well

"You aren't asleep yet?", you questioned, looking at Sirius, who was standing at the entrance of the kitchen, eyes puffy and red.

"I-I had a nightmare...and I cou-couldn't f-find you so I- I thought you- you," before he could finish the sentence, you were already beside him, holding his face between your hands.

"I'll never leave you, Sirius," you whispered, caressing his cheek with your thumb.

"Never?" he asked, leaning into your touch.

"Never," you replied, smiling when he closed his eyes, your hands now fully supporting his face.

"Do you wanna dance?" he asked, opening his eyes.

You looked around. "There's no music", you said. He smiled.

"We don't need music," he said, holding my right hand in his.

"Wait, lemme just," he said and opened the door of the refrigerator, and gently starts to sway, causing you to smile.

Soon the both of you were laughing, while dancing around the kitchen. Nothing mattered at that moment except the two of you.

Maybe we got lost in translation, maybe I asked for too much

But, maybe this thing was a masterpiece, till you tore it all up

Runnin' scared, I was there

I remember it, all too well

"I don't think it's working out, Y/N," Sirius said, rubbing his face with his hands, while you stood in front of him, feeling flabbergasted.

"Wha-what do you mean, Siri? We're fine-we're perfect," words were rushing out of your mouth. Anything. Anything to make him change his mind.

In your eyes, both of you were very happy and very healthy. He made you the happiest person on the person on the planet. Then what? What went gone?

"No, Y/N, we're not perfect," he sighed.

"Why? Why aren't we perfect? I give you all my time. I give you all my love. I'm loyal to you. Then what's wrong?" you were trying so hard not to lose your composure but you just couldn't handle the pain his words were inflicting upon you.

"It's not about you, Y/N. Not everything is fucking about you!" his loud voice was enough to silence you.

"You ask for time. Too much time. Every minute of the entire fucking day I'm with you, not with my friends, not with my brother, but you. I can't go out anywhere without telling you or without taking you with me because you get upset over it and then I have to apologize to you for something I shouldn't be sorry over. I have my life, Y/N," tears were streaming down your face by the time he was finished.

"B-but I w-want to spend t-time with you b-because I-love y-you," you stopped again, hearing him sigh.

"You love me? Well good for you, but I need time, I need some space. For now, leave Y/N," he said and you didn't need another minute to leave everything in that house and apparate over to your friend Marlene's house.

And you call me up again just to break me like a promise

So casually cruel in the name of being honest

I'm a crumpled up piece of paper lying here

'Cause I remember it all, all, all too well

"Sirius is on the phone," Marlene's voice interrupted your thoughts. For the past week, you an Sirius stayed out of touch. Neither tried to reach out to the other, but hearing Marlene tell you Sirius called made a spark of hope ignite inside you.

You rushed to the phone and held it to your ear.

"Hello, Y/N," his voice made your heart melt. Hearing your name from his lips was something that always caused butterflies in your stomach.

"S-Sirius," you managed to croak out a weak voice.

"Can you please come home? I miss you, I need you," he spoke, and you found yourself silently nodding.

"Yes, Siri, I'm coming home," you said and hung up the phone. You rushed to where Marlene was sitting on the couch and picked up your wand.

"Where are you going?" she looked at you questionably and you smiled before answering, "Home".

You quickly apparated back to your house to find Sirius sitting on the couch, his hands in his hair.

"Sirius," his face shot up to where you were standing and he quickly stood up and hugged you.

"I missed you," he spoke, causing tears to form at the brims of your eyes.

"I missed you too, Sirius," you spoke. Maybe everything was normal again. Maybe.

***

Hours had passed since you had come back to your home. Right now, you were in the kitchen cooking dinner for tonight when the doorbell rang.

"I'll get it," you said and cleaned your hands on the apron before walking towards the door.

When you opened the door, a woman of almost the same age as you stood, with blonde hair and hazel eyes.

"May I help you?" you questioned.

"Is Sirius here?" she questioned, looking inside the house.

You practically shivered at the sound of your boyfriend's name from another girl's mouth and a thought erupted in your mind, causing your heart to slightly clench.

"Y-Yeah. Let me call him," you said, and called Sirius from inside the house.

"Oh, Siri. I missed you," the woman said, and connected hr lips to your boyfriends'. In front of you.

"Excuse me, what the fuck are you doing?" you pulled Sirius away from the girl by his hand.

"I'm kissing my boyfriend. Sirius, who the hell is this?" the girl questioned, pointing her finger towards you, whereas you stood there soundless, motionless.

Boyfriend.

He was cheating on you.

"I'm leaving," you quietly said, going back inside the house and pulling off the apron. You washed your hand and splashed some water on your face to stop yourself from crying.

"Y/N, wait. This isn't what it looks like," he grabbed your wrist but you snatched it away from him.

"We're done, Sirius," was all you said, before apparating back to Marlene's house.

Time won't fly, its like I'm paralyzed by it

I'd like to be my old self again, but i'm still tryna find it

After plaid shirt days and night when you made me your own

Now you mail back my things and I walk home alone

It had been days since Sirius and your relationship brutally ended, and you weren't feeling anything near fine or good. Your eyes were bloodshot red from all the constant crying, you hair were in a tangled mess, and your room looked like a war zone. But that was the least of your priorities.

Some days when you would pluck up the courage to go out in public and interact with people, you would immediately be reminded of the good time you and Sirius spent together, and that would make you sad all over again.

"Y/N, you're not your usual self," Lily said, one night when all the girls decided a girls night out.

"What do you mean, Lils," you said, acting oblivious to what she was saying but in reality you knew all too well what she meant.

"I mean, you used to have this bubbly and charming vibe around you and you would be constantly smiling, but now, you seem rather dull. Where's your old self?" she asked to which you smiled sadly.

"I'm still trying to find that side," was all you spoke for the rest of the night.

***

The doorbell rang and Marlene opened the door. A mailman stood there, holding a big brown box.

"A mail for Ms. Y/N Y/L/N," he said.

"Y/N, you have mail," Marlene called and you rushed to see what mail you got.

"The mail is from Mr. Sirius Black," he spoke putting the box on the floor and handing a page to you.

"Please sign here," he said and you did as he told.

When he went away, you and Marlene looked at each other before taking the box to the living room.

When you opened the box, you almost cried.

Inside were all your things that you had left in that house. From pictures of Sirius and you to the matching bracelets you bought for him and you, to the dresses and shoes he bought for you, all of it.

Tears threatened to spill from your eyes, and Marlene rubbed you back soothingly.

"It'll be fine, Y/N. I promise," she said, and you nodded.

'Cause there we are again when I loved you so

Back before you lost the one real thing you've ever known

It was rare, I was there

I remember it all too well

It had been five years since Sirius and your relationship and now you were back to your old self again. You spent most of your time with Lily and Harry and the rest with your fiancé, Lucas. The both of you met in a bar one night and you immediately felt the spark you felt with Sirius erupt inside you.

You were walking in the park near your house one day, when you suddenly collided with someone. You almost fell, but the person held your hand to stop you from falling. You quickly stood up and brushed off your clothes.

"I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to-" you stopped talking when you realized who it was.

The same grey eyes, the same long hair, the same jaw.

Sirius.

"Y-Y/N," he breathed out.

"H-How are you?" you spoke. Just asking about his well being wouldn't be such a big deal, right?

"Shit," he replied, causing you to frown in confusion.

"I think about it everyday, what I did to you. I took you for granted, never thinking how happy you made me. You made me the happiest man alive and in return I cheated. I'm so sorry. I'm so fucking sorry. The one real thing that happened to me, I ruined it. Forgive me," he was on the verge of tears, and so were you.

"It's fine, Sirius. I forgive you," you smiled and he looked at your hand.

"Yo-You're engaged?" your chest tightened at his question.

"Yes," you whispered in response to which he smiled and kissed your hand.

"Be happy, Y/N," he said before turing back and walking away. You stood there, with tears in the brims of your eyes, looking at your ex-lover walking away from your life.

A strong gush of wind blew past you, causing your hair to fly over to your face. You pushed them back over your shoulder. All the memories came flooding back, the car rides, the dances, the songs, the kisses, the promises.

You remembered it all.

All too well.

Wind in my hair, you were there, you remember it all

Down the stairs, you were there, you remember it all

It was rare, I was there

I remember it, all too well

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A Letter From The Dead || J. Potter x Reader (Part 2)

My grandfather passed way a month ago, so I was feeling very down. That's what inspired me to write this.

Part 1

Words: 765 words

Pairing: James Potter x Reader

Warnings: Mentions of death, su!c!de, bl00d. Let me know if there are more.

"We are friendshs"

"Yesh, Jamie"

"Sho no shecrets?"

"No shecrets"

"Pwomish?"

"Yesh Jamesh"

His mind was running miles per minute. It was 3 am, yet there was no sign of sleepiness on any inch of his face. Your letter was clutched tightly in his hand, and he was too zoned out of the world to think about anything else.

They could barely talk, yet they had made a promise of no secrets, then why did you break it? Were you that scared?

"It's just a caterpillar, James. It won't eat you"

"I don't care. It's nasty"

"No it's not. Look"

"GET THAT AWAY FROM ME, Y/N!"

No, you were strong. Very strong. Emotionally and mentally. You provided him joy in the darkest of times. You helped him when no one did.

"Y/N!"

"What's wrong?"

"Sh-She called me a git"

"Who?"

"Lil-Lily flower"

"Isn't that a normal recurrence now?"

"Y/N!"

"Oh alright, come here. There's no sadness a hug can't erase"

"And your hugs are the best, Y/N"

You were his strength, his confidence. The only person who encouraged him to tell more jokes even when no one was listening, just so that he wouldn't feel bad.

But what did he do? What did he do in return? Did he appreciate you? Thank you? Told you that you were special? Did he ever ask you if you were alright? No. He didn't.

And it was too late now. Too late to ask you for forgiveness. Too late to appreciate you. Too late to thank you and tell you you're special. Too late to ask you if you're fine. Too late to love you.

A tear slowly escaped his eye and landed on the letter, just above the blood stain, your blood.

"She said yes"

"Don't joke James"

"I promise, Y/N. Lily said she'll go out on a date with me"

"Sh-She did?"

"Yes! I'm so happy, Y/N"

"And I'm so happy for you, James"

He was stupid. Stupid to fall for your fake happiness, your fake smiles. Only if once he had asked you how you were or what was going through your mind.

"We're dating"

"You and Lily?"

"Obviously. Who else would I date?"

"Hmm true"

"Are you happy for us?"

"Do you wanna know how happy I am?"

"Yes"

"Drinks are on me tonight"

"It's not okay to be so happy, Y/N"

"What can I do? My best friend finally got a girlfriend"

You were such a good actor. He was in awe of how flawlessly you hid your heartbreak underneath a smile. Or how you supported him even after you knew he would never love you the way he loved Lily.

"I think I'll propose her next month"

"Isn't it too fast, James?"

"But I want her to be a permanent part of my life"

"F-Fine but if it goes wrong, don't blame me"

He proposed Lily. Married her, and stopped meeting you. Because he was busy being a good husband, and after Harry, a good father. He became too busy to acknowledge that one person who acknowledged him when not even the love of his life did. He replaced you so quickly.

"James"

"JAMES"

"JAMES POTTER"

"Sheesh Sirius, you'll wake up Harry. What's wrong?"

"Y/N"

"What about her"

"When did you last talk to her"

"..."

"James, when did you last send her a letter or met her?"

"I-I think it's been four months. Why?"

"On what occasion?"

"When we made her Harry's godmother. Now will you tell me what's wrong?"

"She's dead"

You deserved the world. You deserved happiness, not death.

"Her entire house was empty, just this letter was found"

"How did she die?"

"She committed suicide"

"She-what?"

"Suicide, James. She killed herself"

No amount of tears would bring you back. No cries or saddened faces. You were gone. Gone from his life, gone from Harry's life. Gone from Sirius's life. Gone from everyone's lives.

"The letter that was found is meant for you, Mr. Potter"

"For me?"

"Yes, Mr. Potter"

He'll keep it safe. Your last memoir. Just this letter. Your confession. He'll keep it close to himself because you kept him close to yourself. He'll love this letter, because he didn't get a chance to love you. But maybe, destiny would unite them in the afterlife.

It's so bittersweet to think about the moments spent with a person who's now just a mere memory, but those cherished moments are something James and Y/N both will keep close to each other until they reunite.

Till then,

Rest in peace, Y/N.

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A Letter From The Dead || J. Potter x Reader

So this work of mine is in an image form since I wanted to portray it as realistic as possible. I also want to post some works related to Halloween so I'll try my best to stay active.

This work is exceptionally lame and I wouldn't take it as a mature work of mine but please, bear with me!

Warnings: Bl00d, Mention of su!c!de. Let me know if there are more.

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Outcast || Remus Lupin x Reader (Part 5)

This is the final part. A big thanks to all of the amazing readers for reading my story.

Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4

Words: 1,707 words.

Pairing: Remus Lupin x Fem!Reader

Warnings: Fluff, insecurity, bad writing. Let me know if there are more.

Remus and I had entwined hands and smiles on our face the entire time we walked to Hogsmeade. His hands were warm and beautiful, except for the scars that adorned his body.

Y/N already knew that Remus was a werewolf; it wasn’t hard to catch up to why he disappeared every full moon, or why he came back with scars. Y/N cleaned him up once too, and they looked painful. She yearned to do something for him, but they weren’t close enough back then.

Maybe I can do something for him now, she thought.

“Where do you want to go?” Remus asked, looking at Y/N with a glint in his eyes.

He wanted to do this since as long as he could remember. He wanted to hold her hand, look at her beside him, hands entwined, buy her things and be the reason for her smile.

A part of him was guilty as well. She didn’t know he was a werewolf and he would never forgive himself if that part of him ever harmed her. That’s one reason he was dreading to be with her, he didn’t want her to be with a monster.

“The Three Broomsticks sounds nice,” she looked up at him and smiled, causing his stomach to erupt with butterflies. He smiled back at her before holding her hand once again and leading her towards The Three Broomsticks.

He walked a bit further before opening the door for her, to which she lightly chuckled, a sound Remus could listen to forever.

“Thank you,” she replied before walking towards an empty table. Remus then, ran towards her spot and pulled the chair for her to sit. She chuckled again, and sat down with a smile on her face.

Remus went to the other side and settled down on the chair, indicating for a waiter to come.

“How have you been?” he started the conversation, to which she looked up at him and smiled.

“I’ve been great! And you?” she asked. She knew the full moon had been a week ago and Remus might still be in pain, but he dare did not show it.

“I’ve been well,” he said.

At the same moment, a waiter came to the table to take their order. The waiter was a young man, no more than 19 years old.

“What would you like to have sir?” he asked, taking out his notepad and pen.

“A butterbeer for me,” Remus said and the waiter nodded. He then turned towards Y/N and Remus saw his cheeks tinting to a shade of pink. He slowly clenched his palm, trying to stop the jealousy becoming evident on his face.

“What would you like, miss?” he questioned Y/N and his gaze lingered a bit longer on her lips, which didn’t go unnoticed by Remus, who could do nothing but clench his hands tighter.

“A butterbeer for me too, please?” she added, looking at Remus, who smiled at her, loosening his once clenched hands.

“Two butter beers coming right up,” he looked at Y/N and smiled, to which she smiled back, and Remus’s lips pursed into a thin line.

“Are you feeling well, Remus?” Y/N asked, looking at his pursed lips. She knew he was in pain, but was hiding it.

Remus on the other hand was still in his insecure mindset. He still couldn’t believe Y/N had accepted to go out with him. He wasn’t as good looking as that boy was. He had nasty scars on his face and he turned into a monster every month. Y/N didn’t deserve someone like him. She was too good for him.

“Remus, Remus,” her voice snapped him out of his thoughts and he looked at Y/N to see her face pale.

“You’re not well, are you? I should’ve known you’ll be in pain. It was full moon last week, you must be feeling very tired and painful and I…” she stopped talking when she realized what she said and looking at Remus’s shocked and pale face.

“I’m so sorry, I shouldn’t have said that,” she said, folding her palms together and looking at her thumbs fiddling with each other.

Remus was shocked to say the least. He didn’t know that Y/N had known about his ‘furry little problem’.

“It’s fine. I…I get it if you don’t want to stay with me. I…turn into a bloody monster every month,” he blurted out and Y/N snapped up her eyes to look at him, now looking down.

“You’re such a beautiful person, inside and out. I’ve never seen you reply harshly to any bully, nor have I ever heard you shout or rudely talk to someone. Meanwhile I…I snap at anyone who tries talking to me before full moons and I’m a threat to every student at Hogwarts. You…look at you,” he now lifted his eyes to meet Y/N’s and sighed before continuing.

“You’re so beautiful, perfect in every way, and I…I’m ugly. I have these nasty scars on my face and body,” he said, suddenly feeling very vulnerable.

He looked at Y/N’s eyes again to see tears forming on the brims of her eyes. He quickly picked up a tissue paper and leaned forward to wipe the tears from her eyes. When he was done, he sat back down on his seat.

“Y/N didn’t know what to say. She never thought Remus could feel so insecure. She gently lifted her hands and put then on top of Remus’s. For a moment, he was surprised. H looked down at their hands before taking one of it out of Y/N’s grasp and put it on top of both of hers, and smiled. Y/N smiled back at him. She knew what to say.

“You don’t have to be so insecure about yourself, Remus. You are the bravest person I know. I’ve read about werewolf transformations and I know how hard and painful that can be, but you just shrug it off and act so nonchalant that no one could notice all the pain behind your face,” she said and met his eyes. She grinned before continuing,

“What if you turn into a werewolf every month? That doesn’t make you a monster; neither has it made you scary. From what I’ve heard, you fold your socks, so I guess I shouldn’t be afraid of you. As for the monster part, I guess that’s an adjective that’s frequently used for me as well,” she chuckled. Remus reciprocated the laugh and looked at Y/N’s face.

He just fell more in love with her. She accepted him as who he was.

“So can we become each other’s monsters then?” Remus jokingly asked to which Y/N laughed and nodded.

“I guess I’d like that,” she replied with a smile and both of their stomach erupted with butterflies, a blush quite visible on both of their faces.

Their drinks came up soon and both of then chatted about their normal lives and everything going on around them.

Soon, they were done and left the Three Broomsticks to walk for a while before heading back to the castle.

“Is it true?” Y/N asked, walking alongside Remus. Remus looked at her.

“What’s true?” he asked.

“That you fold your socks,” she answered and he chuckled before answering.

“James and Sirius saw me do it once in our second year, and never shut up ever since,” he replied. Y/N chuckled and Remus looked at her. She looked so divine, so carefree. No wonder he was in love with her.

“You know, I’ve liked you for a while now,” he said, sounding nonchalant, but deep down, he was panicking. Y/N looked up at him to see him staring at her too, to which she smiled.

She seemed to be smiling more often now.

“Really? For how long?” she folded her arms to her chest.

“Four years,” he replied, to which Y/N stopped walking and looked at Remus. He refused to meet her eyes, instead he looked ahead.

“You’ve liked me for four years?” she asked again, thinking maybe it was a mishearing fault, but when Remus nodded, she couldn’t stop herself.

She smashed her lips onto Remus’s. He was taken aback at first, but when he finally understood what was happening, he gripped her cheek with one hand while the other went to the back of her head. Y/N’s hands were wrapped around Remus’s neck and palms were tangled in his soft, brown hair.

When they pulled apart, both of them were out of breath and smiles were on both of their faces.

“I love you,” Remus whispered and Y/N opened her eyes to meet his brown orbs staring at her. She smiled again.

“I love you too, Remus,” she whispered back and Remus’s heartbeat quickened. He gave Y/N another peck on her lips, and then another on her forehead. Y/N and Remus both smiled sheepishly.

That’s how they returned back to the Gryffindor Common Room. Hands entwined, smiles on the faces, eyes glinting with love and red lips.

Lily was sitting in one corner of the Common Room, reading while Sirius and James were sitting on the other side, laughing about something. When they saw Remus and Y/N enter with smiles on their face, that’s all they needed to know.

Lily walked towards Y/N and grabbed her other hand.

“We’ll see you later, Remus,” she said and Remus nodded before she led Y/N up the stairs, but before they could leave, they were stopped by a smiling James Potter.

“Well, now that they’re together,” he pointed between Y/N and Remus, “can we be together as well?” he asked, making puppy eyes at Lily.

Y/N saw Lily’s lips turning up from the side but she quickly coughed.

“Sod off,” she said and pushed past James towards their dorm.

That last sound they heard was Sirius laughing and James mumbling something about Lily not caring for her.

Y/N had been the happiest this week, and she could only hope Remus felt the same.

Remus had been the happiest this week, and he could only hope Y/N felt the same.

They both hit their heads on the pillow, thinking about each other. They got their happiness. Both of them could now live happily, as each other’s monsters.

As each other’s outcasts.

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So I saw your must recent j potter x reader fic, and for some reason can’t shake this idea out of my head, what if… reader was “in love” with James but once he starts dating lily she starts to hangout with sirius, to get space from the couple, and then she starts to fall for him ( who had a crush on her since for ever) and James notices how close they are being and starts to get jealous and confronts Sirius about it and it gets pretty heated at the point where Sirius just shouts that he is in love with her? I’m so sorry this is sooo detailed and lame 😩

OMG OMG MY FIRST EVER REQUEST!!! I HOPE MY WRITING DOES JUSTICE TO YOUR THOUGHTS...IM SUCH A CRAP WRITER BUT STILL....

AND NO. THIS IS NOT LAME. Never think that your opinion is lame.

Not A One-Sided Love - S. Black x Reader x J. Potter

Words: 2,254 words

Pairing: Sirius Black x Fem!Reader , James Potter x Fem!Reader

Warning: Angst, one sided love, crap writing, use of swear words, mentions of starving, let me know if there are more.

You needed to distract yourself. This was getting out of hand. You were starting to fall apart now. Not attending classes, starving yourself, spacing yourself from your social circle, you were destroying yourself.

But they were everywhere. James and Lily were the ideal pair, the most loved couple, the most envied one as well.

You never told him how you felt. Both of you, you and James had spent so much time with each other, but not a single time did you have the courage to tell him that you were in love with him.

He had spent years going after that certain redhead that you, and everybody else were sure no other girl caught his attention.

And now they were dating.

And you were hurting.

"Y/N, are you ok?" the voice of Sirius Black snapped you out of your thoughts. You looked at him and blinked a few times before smiling a soft smile at him, which he reciprocated.

"Yeah, just zoned out," you said and he chuckled.

"I must agree today's day was tiring. Do you wanna go to the Black Lake to rest for some time?" he asked, deep down fearing a rejection.

He has had a crush on you for what felt like forever. He knew you were in love with James and it pained him but being the best friend he was, he comforted you every time you came back to the Common Room crying because you saw James and Lily come out of a broom closet.

"Sure," you said and stood up from the table of the Great Hall, where you were sitting, and walked out with him, fingers interlocked.

"Where are you going?" James Potter's voice rang through the Hall and a few heads snapped up towards your and Sirius's direction.

"To distract our minds," Sirius swiftly said and turned back, dragging you out of the Great Hall.

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It had been a few months since you and Sirius started hanging out more than ever. Usually before this, you would only hang out with him when all of your friends were there too but now, you both had late night talks on the bank of the Black Lake, a dozen inside jokes and puns and feelings you both knew were strong.

You had first realized it when a few weeks ago both of you were laying on the bank, just like you do, watching the constellations in the sky. The moon shone brightly over both of yours' faces, illuminating them.

You had told Sirius a joke and he had barked out a laugh which you once found annoying but now, it fluttered your heart. Your eyes looked over to him to see his perfect features illuminated in the moonlight.

It wasn't deniable that Sirius Black was hot but right now, he looked as hot as ever. As beautiful and breath-taking as ever.

His grey eyes shone as bright as the moon itself and his face looked the same, and in that moment you knew, that you had feelings for Sirius Black.

The feelings helped a lot too. So did your meetups. You no longer cried yourself to sleep. You no longer felt anger or jealousy when you saw James and Lily together.

Meanwhile James did.

He noticed how close you and Sirius became over the weeks. How both of you would enter the Great Hall, hand in hand, muttering inside joked to each other and blushing profusely.

It made him angry that you weren't talking to him anymore and it made him jealous that you weren't spending time with him. He was your best friend too, you're supposed to spend time with him as well.

Why did it start bothering him so much?

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The morning went as usual. James sat next to Lily and Y/N sat next to Sirius. James and Lily didn't talk whereas Y/N and Sirius talked and laughed, talked and laughed, and anger bubbled inside of James.

He had started feeling like this since last week, when he had seen Sirius place a kiss on your forehead, and your cheeks turned pink. He felt something rile up inside him. Definitely not jealousy, right?

"Sirius, can we talk," James said and Y/N and Sirius looked at him. Sirius gave a firm nod before standing up, kissing Y/N on the cheek and waited for James to stand up, which he did soon, and left the Great Hall.

"What do you wanna talk 'bout, Prongs?" Sirius questioned. James stayed silent and walked through corridors until he found an empty classroom. He motioned for Sirius to get inside and locked the door with a spell when he got inside too.

"Prongsieee what's going onnn," Sirius said in a sing-song voice but quietened when he saw James's face holding no emotion.

"What's going on between you and Y/N?" James asked with a stone-cold expression.

His feelings towards yours and Sirius's friendship weren't positive and it took him a few days to realize that he DID in fact, developed feelings for you.

He didn't like the way you and Sirius laughed at anything the other did or told, how you both sat too closed for the title of 'Friends' and how you both looked at each other straight in the eyes with pink tinted cheeks. Sirius had stopped sleeping with random girls since you both started hanging out.

"Nothing's going on between me and Y/N, James. Why do you ask?" Sirius nonchalantly said, while going to sit on a nearby bench, but James wasn't satisfied with his answer.

"Then why have you started hanging out with her more than you used to do?" James spoke up again. His fists were clenching on his sides. Sirius looked up at him, the usual glint in his eyes going away.

He sat up from the bench and walked towards James, stopping when he was a good seven feet away from him, and looked him dead in the eye.

"It's none of your business James. The last time I saw you hanging out with Y/N was a year ago," Sirius said. James was shocked by realizing the fact that he did, in fact stopped talking to you once he started dating Lily.

"Do you have any idea how much that girl was hurting. You were the only person she trusted with her life and you suddenly threw her out of your life like a scab. She was in love with you for Merlin's sake," Sirius spat.

James staggered back but gained his balance quickly.

"She- she was in love with me?" he asked dumbfounded.

Sirius faked a loud laugh.

"Of course you didn't know. How didn't you see the broken expression on her face after you and Lily first announced your relationship, her teary eyes whenever she saw you kissing Lily in hallways or in meals?" Sirius said, his heart clenching once again to remember the hurtful expressions of the girl he loved so much.

"You were so oblivious, weren't you?"

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You were waiting for Sirius to come back so you could finish the story you were telling him. It had been a few minutes since he was gone with James.

So curiosity got the best of you and you decided to go and look out for him. You stood up from where you were sitting and exited the Great Hall in hopes of finding Sirius and James.

You reached an empty corridor and were walking past it when you heard muffled voices of fighting. Gulping, you reached for the door of the class, from which the noises were coming. The door opened slightly and you peaked in to see two familiar faces, standing in front of each other.

Both looked visibly tired and frustrated. Sirius and James fighting wasn't a normal thing.

You tried hearing what the fight was about, peaking inside.

"You should stay away from her," James snarled and Sirius's eyes widened.

"Oh...well I hate to break it to you but I can't," Sirius said, in a mocking tone.

"Why can't you," James's brows furrowed at Sirius's reaction. He opened his mouth to say something but abruptly stopped.

"Because... she needs someone. She needs someone to calm her down when she looks at you and Lily looking so smitten with each other. She needs someone to help her drift her mind from you. She needs...me, and I need her," Sirius whispered the last part, but it was quite audible in the empty class room.

"You're joking. I JUST FUCKING TOLD YOU I HAVE FEELINGS FOR Y/N AND YOU/RE TELLING ME 'SHE NEEDS ME AND I NEED HER'? WHAT ARE YOU GONNA DO WITH HER, SIRIUS? THROW HER AWAY ONCE YOU'RE DONE FUCKING HER?" James shouted the last part.

"I LOVE HER FOR FUCK'S SAKE"

Silence.

No one spoke a thing. Not you, not James, nor Sirius.

"You...what?" James whispered, voice slightly shaky from just hearing the big confession.

Sirius ran a hand through his hair. He didn't mean to blurt it out. He had meant to confess it to Y/N soon. Maybe while they were stargazing.

"I love her, James. I have loved her since fourth year. It had hut me to see her so in love with you but I kept it hidden, so that she could be happy. I finally found a way to spend time with her and every moment spent has been the happiest of my life. I really lover her, mate," Sirius admitted, looking at the ground.

An audible gasp left your lips as soon as Sirius's speech finished. Both of their heads whipped towards your direction to see Y/N standing at the entrance of the class room covering her mouth with her hand.

"Y/N-" Sirius was cut off by James walking up to Y/N and pulling her into a tight hug, nuzzling his head in the crook of her neck.

Anger bubbled inside of Sirius watching the scene, but he kept it to himself, emitting a loud sigh.

"Can you give us a moment, James?" Y/N asked, pulling away from the hazel eyed boy, whose face turned into a frown, looking between the girl he fancied and his best mate, but nodding reluctantly and leaving the class room.

"Is it true, Sirius?" you whispered to him and he nodded, looking up to meet your eyes staring right at his.

"It's been true for three years Y/N", he said with a sad chuckle, looking everywhere but at her.

"How do I know you won't throw me out like your hookups?" you questioned to which his eyes finally met yours, but his eyes now held an emotion.

Pain.

It hurt him to think that you thought he would leave you once he got you. He would never. He would hold you forever, cherish you forever, never let you go.

"I know you have no reason to believe me, but just listen to me, then decide what you want", he said and took a deep breath. He looked at you for approval, to which you nodded, folding your arms to your chest.

"I've been in love with you. It's been a while, but I kept it hidden because you were undoubtedly so in love with James. I wanted you to look at me the way you looked at James. I wanted you to spend time with me just like you did with him. After he started dating Lily, and you became so broken, it hurt me. It hurt me to look at you crying yourself to sleep, it hurt me to look at your eyes look so empty, so emotionless".

"Our late-night hangouts became an excuse for me to spend time with you. It was the only part of the day when you looked so happy, and it was because of me. You have no idea, Y/N, how much happiness it brought me to look at you smiling at my jokes, listening to me rant about my family".

"You never judged me, you just listened, and comforted. Your hugs, your kisses, I want to feel it everyday. I want to call you mine and hold you forever and-", he was shut up by you smashing your lips onto his.

At first, he was too shocked to reply, but when he finally understood what you were doing, he melted into the kiss. He kissed you back with passion, tongues colliding. This kiss held unspoken words and feelings.

Sirius felt Y/N smirk into the kiss, to which he did too. They broke apart, eyes opening to look at each other. Strong gazes which held a glint in them. A glint of love.

"I love you, Y/N" Sirius said.

"I may be in love with you too, Sirius," Y/N said, smiling a warm smile at him, which he reciprocated.

Y/N had admired him from the start, how he survived his vile parents, his family drama while staying the prankster he was. Guess all she needed was a push and bam!

All they did for few minutes was look at each other and smile. Neither of them believing what happened, until Y/N broke the silence.

"Let's go back," she said. Sirius nodded and grabbed her hand, interlocking his fingers with hers.

That's how they walked out of the class, hands entwined and big smiles on both of their faces. Right now, they were in their own happy world and nothing could get them out of it.

Their abyss of happiness.

[arianaagreyy]

Too Late To Notice || J. Potter x Reader

Idk I have a weird obsession with angst. I like reading it and i like writing it so here's one:

Words: 1,241 words

Pairing: James Potter x Fem!Reader

Warnings: Angst, my crappy writing, mentions of cheating. Let me know if there are more.

Y/N wasn't stupid.

She saw the way James's eyes would light up whenever Lily was near. She saw the way he would find excuses to sit near Lily during lunch or dinner in the Great Hall.

She also saw the way Lily would start blushing whenever James was near.

She saw the way Lily would stare at James during class, a pink tint on her cheeks.

So she wasn't stupid when one day she saw James and Lily together, hair disheveled, clothes crinkled and faces pink with red, bruised lips.

What hurt her was the fact that James and Lily were perfect together. The popular guy and the pretty girl. They were so utterly in love and it cracked her heart.

It hurt her to see the boy who she was in love with since childhood fall in love with another girl, a girl that wasn't her.

_____

James was in love with Lily Evans. Everyone knew that and everyone loved them. The ideal couple.

But deep down, he felt something was missing. Or rather, someone was.

He noticed how you started ignoring him and Lily whenever they were around you, how you would scoot away from then at the Gryffindor table, how you would refuse to be a part of conversations they were participating in. And it hurt him.

He had known you since their childhood. You both were inseparable ever since. But it all changed since he started dating Lily.

Both of you used to hang out after classes, during lunch and in the Common Room. But now, it was different. He would hardly see you after classes; you were not there during meals and in the Common Room.

He missed spending time with you just as much as you did with him. You were the one who calmed him down after every time Lily rejected him and now that they were together, he felt guilty for not spending time with you.

Right now, he was sitting in the Great Hall waiting for Lily to arrive. It had been precisely 20 minutes since Lily had to be here so he decided to go out and look for her.

He walked around corridors until he heard a faint voice of someone shouting. He walked closer and closer until he could make out the voice, your voice.

He walked close enough to see who you were arguing with, and it was none other than his girlfriends, Lily.

“If you tell James anything you saw today, you won’t end up safe and sound,” Lily hissed, venom laced in her voice.

He was shocked to hear his girlfriend sound so venomous. She was known to be very polite and kind, nobody knew this side of her. James kept his mouth shut.

“You can’t cheat on him forever, Evans. He will find out someday,” you said.

A gasp left his mouth and both girls’ attention turned to him. Lily’s face went pale whereas you slapped a hand over your mouth, trying to stop any noise that comes out of it.

To say that James looked heartbroken was an understatement. He looked crushed. He looked as if he lost everything in life.

He had spent six years trying to get Lily’s attention, confessing his true and undeniable love for her but no rejection hurt more than this. He had her in her arms and she slipped away. He looked over at you to see you looking at him with an unreadable expression.

Was it hurt or anger or pity?

No. He didn’t need anyone’s pity.

With a stone cold expression on his face, and a desperate Lily on his trail, he exited the place.

You stood here, trying to comprehend what just happened until realization hit you in the face and your eyes widened.

You destroyed their relationship.

If you have kept your mouth shut, none of this would’ve happened. Lily and James would’ve been together. James wouldn’t have been so heartbroken and Lily…she must’ve gained something as well.

You took slow steps towards the Gryffindor Common Room, hoping to find James there and comfort him, like you used to do. Each step felt as heavy as a stone but somehow, you made it to the Common Room.

James was nowhere in sight so he must be in his dorm. You reached his dorm to hear faint sounds of sniffing…he was crying.

Never in your life had you seen or heard James Potter cry. You had spent six years comforting him after Lily’s rejections but he had never succumbed to his emotions until now.

Your hand involuntarily went towards the doorknob and you slowly opened the door to see James sitting on the floor, the wall supporting his back and his legs crouched up to his stomach. His hands were wrapped around his legs and his head was over his hands. Soft voices of sniffing and sobbing left his mouth and your heart ached to see the man you’re so in love with, look so broken.

You bent down to level with him and placed your hand on his head. The voices stopped and you felt his head move upwards.

His eyes were red and puffed. Trails of tears were visible on his face. You cupped his cheek with one hand and with the thumb of the other hand; you wiped the tears that were pooling under his eyes. Both of you maintained eye contact for what felt like forever until you finally broke the silence.

“I’ve never seen you cry,” you whispered to him, one of your palms still cupping his cheek. You felt him lean into the touch. He closed his eyes and another tear slipped out but you were quick to wipe it away.

“D-did you kn-know?” he asked you and you shook your head softly.

“I didn’t know. I just saw her today,” not wanting to say more, you stopped.

“Who was it?” he asked, now fully bringing his head up from his hands. Shit.

“That’s not important. What’s important is your health and I assure you Mr. Potter that crying is not good for your health,” you tried lighting up his mood, which lowkey worked because a soft chuckle escaped his lips, making a smile form on your lips as well. You took both of his hands in yours and gave them a squeeze. He looked at your joined hands and a slight blush crept up his cheeks, which was unknown to you.

“Why were you ignoring me?” he asked the question you were dreading. A sigh left your lips and you sat on the floor in an identical pose to James and rubbed your face with your hands, which left James’s. Both of you tried to ignore the tinge of disappointment that hit both of yours’ hearts.

“I honestly don’t know,” you stated. You had read enough romantic books to know that questions like these usually ended up with love confessions but you didn’t want that. You didn’t want to tell James you loved him right after he found out his girlfriend was cheating on him.

“You don’t know why you were ignoring me?” he said, a small smile forming on his lips.

Neither of them looked at each other, rather they looked at the spaces in front of them because at that moment, both of them realized something.

Y/N, that maybe James knew.

James, that he was catching feeling for her right after is breakup.

This was messed up.

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Outcast || Remus Lupin x Reader (Part 4)

Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 5

Words: 1,719 words

Pairing: Remus Lupin x Fem!Reader

Warnings: Fluff, crap writing. Let me know if there are more.

Maybe it was because of the anticipation of the day, or the nature’s mission to unite the two beings because Saturday came rather quickly and so did Y/N’s nerves.

She had never gone on a date before; forget about going with her crush. Her mind was running a million meters with thoughts both charming and scary.

What if he doesn’t like me? What if he thinks I’m a monster as well? What if he starts to hate me? What will I talk to him about? How will he react to going out with me? Is it a bet he made with someone or was it genuine? What if he likes me? What if he kisses me?

Her thoughts seemed to disturb her during class and she would always find herself zoned out and looking at the wall in front of her. This didn’t go unnoticed by the redhead she sat beside so one day when she was about to leave her Transfiguration class room, a soft hand grabbed her wrist.

She looked back to see Lily Evans smiling at her and she took it as an indication to not leave the class. Once everybody was out, Lily swiftly moved her wand and locked the classroom door. Y/N didn’t know what was happening; she had never talked to Lily before, so what did she want?

Her question was answered when she turned back, walked towards her and put pressure on her shoulder with her hand, indicating her to sit, which she did. Lily said beside her and looked at her with soft eyes.

“Y/N is something wrong?” she asked. Y/N could sense the real concern in her voice and it made a soft smile break out on her face.

“No Lily, everything’s fine. Why would you think something’s wrong?” Y/N asked. She never knew Lily was observing her the whole time.

“Because I find you zoned out during classes and this has been going on since the Potions incident”, Lily said.

The Potions incident had already slipped off Y/N’s mind, which was now replaced by thoughts of her and Remus.

“Oh…the potions incident. I forgot about it”, Y/N repeated her thoughts, but not fully.

“Then what’s wrong? I want to help you Y/N. Tell me, is there anything bothering you?” Lily asked placing her right hand on top of Y/N’s hand and giving it a squeeze. Her concern seemed genuine. Y/N sighed

“I…I’m going out with a guy”, she said and she could swear she saw a small smile form on the tip of her lips.

“So what’s wrong with that? Don’t you like him?” Lily asked.

“Oh no, It’s not that…” she drifted off. How could she tell her that she has no friends to help her get dressed?

“Do you want me to help you get prepared for it?” Lily asked, squeezing her hand again, a sort of excitement in her voice.

“H-How do you know?” Y/N spoke up with wide eyes. She felt embarrassed saying it.

“Oh-that’s the problem! I have no issue helping you get prepared. Oh, I’ve always wanted to help a friend get dressed for a date!” she squealed, hugging Y/N tightly.

She felt overwhelmed at first. No one had ever talked to her politely, forget about hugging her. She hugged Lily back with the same enthusiasm, holding back tears.

Lily was the first to pull away. She stood up and pulled Y/n’s hand so that she was standing up as well.

“C’mon, we need to find you a dress,” Lily said, waving her wand in the same motion again to open the classroom door. She grabbed Y/N’s hand and ran towards the Common Room, passing by the Marauders.

“Hey, Lily fl- oh!” James stopped talking when he looked at Lily holding Y/n’s hand. Lily sent him a glare and continued running towards the Gryffindor Tower.

“Do you think she’s alright?” Remus asked with wide eyes.

Why was Lily in such a rush? That too, holding Y/N’s hand? Is she alright? What will happen to the date?

“She looked fine to me. Don’t worry mate, you’ll still go on the date”, his thoughts were answered by James, who patted in on the shoulder. Remus smiled weakly at him, still not fully satisfied.

Back in the Common Room, Lily was furiously picking apart Y/N’s entire wardrobe. Y/N was sitting on the bed, feeling slightly awkward.

“Y/N no offense but…,” Lily finally came out of the closet, her hair disheveled. Y/N slightly chuckled and stood up from the bed, reaching for Lily’s hair and smoothed them down. Lily let a warm smile paint her lips.

How does she have no friends!?

“I know. I don’t have fancy clothes,” Y/N said, letting her hands fall back to her waist.

“Let’s look in my closet, shall we?” Lily asked. She had a perfect dress for Y/N and it would match her skin tone and hair color very well.

“Sure,” Y/N said and followed Lily to her dorm.

It was quite opposite to what Y/N thought. She thought it would be all clean, beds made and clothes in their place but it was messy. Bed sheets were on the floor and there were clothes and food wrappers everywhere.

Lily looked at her expression and chuckled, tucking a stand of her hair behind her ear.

“It’s my roommates. Marlene and Mary are very…messy,” Lily explained and Y/N nodded her head, a smile on her face. She always thought messy places felt like home the most.

Lily went towards her wardrobe, looked for a while and came out with a dress. Y/N could swear it was the most beautiful dress she had ever seen.

It was a beige knee-length, off-shoulder dress, with a beautiful black silk belt on its waist. Y/N’s mouth parted in amazement and Lily chuckled.

“You can keep it if you want. It doesn’t suit me anyway,” she said, handing Y/N the dress. She let her hand trail over the fabric before letting a tear slip out of her eye. Lily looked at the tear and frowned.

“If you don’t like it, that’s fi-,” she was cut off by Y/N crashing her in a bone-crushing hug. Lily smiled before hugging her back with equal pressure.

“No one’s ever do-done tha-at for me,” Y/n sobbed. Lily rubbed her back in a soothing manner.

“That’s what friends do, right?” Lily pulled away and asked. Y/N wiped her tears with the back of her hand and smiled.

“Yes. Friends,” she said and smiled. For the first time in her life, she felt like she wasn’t alone.

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Today was the day of the date. Y/N was sitting in front of her dressing table mirror while Lily was doing her hair. She was wearing the dress Lily gave her yesterday and it looked so beautiful on Y/N, she wanted to never take it off.

“I never asked you, who are you going with by the way?” Lily asked, reaching for a hair pin that was on the table.

“Remus,” Y/n answered and Lily let out a loud laugh. Y/N looked at her with a confused expression from the mirror.

“You were the girl he wanted flowers for?” she said, letting out a chuckle again. Y/N was reminded of the bouquet of flowers he gifted her and a soft blush painted on her face and she nodded, looking down.

“He came to me all flustered and asked me if I knew any spell that could guess a person’s favorite flower and when I said no, he looked like he was going to burst into tears,” Lily said, smiling at the memory.

Y/N chucked as well. She didn’t know about this. Finally, she could talk to Remus about it on the date, and maybe tell him her favorite flower.

“He’s fancied you for a long time, you know?” Lily said in a matter-of-factly manner. Y/N’s eyes widened in shock and she looked at Lily from the mirror.

“He what?” she asked, voice slightly cracking from the surprise.

“You didn’t know? He would only talk about you during our study times. Sort of like a James part two but I’m glad he didn’t stalk you,” Lily did a fake shiver and Y/N laughed.

“I’ve fancied him for a long time too,” Y/N said, looking down at her thumbs, fiddling them.

“That is awesome. Here, you’re done,” Lily said, placing the comb back down on the table and holding up another small mirror for Y/N to see.

Lily had clipped a few strands of her hair from each side of her face together, while letting the rest of the hair open and curling the bottom of the hair. The hairstyle matched perfectly with the dress and Y/N looked in awe, not recognizing herself.

“I don’t think you need makeup, but here, apply some lip gloss,” Lily said, handing her a bottle of light red lip gloss. Y/N applied a thin coat of the gloss on her lips.

When she was done, she went to the bed side to wear her shoes. They were black, short heels that she bought a few months ago and they complimented her dress pretty well.

As soon as she stood up, wearing her shoes, a knock sounded from the door. Y/N and Lily looked at each other with warm smiles before Lily went ahead and opened the door.

There stood Remus with another bouquet of flowers, this time they were daisies, Y/N’s favorite.

Lucky guess, Y/N thought.

He was wearing a dark blue tuck in shirt with black pants and black shoes. His hair were combed yet messy. Y/N’s breath hitched in her throat when she caught sight of him standing there looking so good.

“Lily what are you doing here? What happened to Y/N? Is she alright?” Remus started and Y/N stopped a chuckle from her mouth.

“See for yourself, Remus”, she said and moved out of the way so that Remus could now see Y/N.

Remus was shocked to say the least. Every nerve and muscle of his body was wanting to hold Y/N, kiss her and claim her as his but he kept himself under control and only parted his lips in astonishment.

She looked ethereal, breathtaking, and beautiful.

This was going to be one long date. One full of happiness, pure love and confessions.

“Ready to go?”

“Yes”.

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[arianaagreyy]

Six Years Later || Poly!Marauders x Reader (Part 2)

I received sooo many requests for a part 2 so here it is.

Part 1

Words: 1,355 words

Pairing: Poly!Marauders x Fem!Reader

Warnings: Angsty, a few swear words and crap writing. Let me know if there are any more.

You were standing on the balcony of the building when you heard a voice too familiar for your desire. And when there was one, there were the other two as well.

“Y/N?”

You turned around to see the only faces you dreaded to meet for so long.

Sirius, James and Remus stood in front of you, looking like a dream.

Sirius’s hair had definitely grown a few inches more since the last time you saw him. His black locks now reached his shoulders and his eyes were more dreamy than you remembered. James’s hair were messy as usual and his jawline was now more visible. Remus’s face had new, fresh scars and it pained you to think that you weren’t there with him.

But they were the ones who ruined it all.

James took slow steps towards you, his eyes locked with yours and a smile on his face. It wasn’t the smirk you were used to seeing but again, it had been six years since you all last saw each other. He reached you and enveloped you into a tight hug, which you reciprocated.

You saw Sirius and Remus coming towards you as well so you indicated James to pull away so that you can hug the two of them.

You first hugged Remus. He was the one you missed the most among the three since he was the one with whom you spent most of the time when James and Sirius were out for Quidditch practice. His hug was as warm as you recalled and you found yourself losing your composure.

You pulled away to look at Sirius who had tears in his eyes. You wanted to hug him, to comfort him, but that argument came rushing back to you and your steps faltered. Sirius saw you stop and a tear finally leaked from his eye.

You stood a safe space away from the three boys. The tension in the air could be cut with a knife. Gladly Remus spoke up.

“How have you been, Y/N?” he asked with a soft smile painting his face, which you returned.

“I’ve been amazing. What about you? How have you three been?” you asked, looking at all of them.

“We’ve been fine,” Sirius finally spoke up. You looked at him to see him staring at you intently. You smiled a sad smile at him.

Silence again.

“HEY Y/N,” the voice of your beloved husband echoed on the balcony. He came towards you with his hands in his pockets and a charming smile on his face.

“Rosier, what are you doing here?” James spat while Remus and Sirius eyed him with eyes full of disgust.

“Potter,” Rosier said with a smile, offering him his hand. James looked at his face, then his hand and begrudgingly shook it. He did the same with Sirius and Remus who reciprocated the hand shake.

You stood there, in front of the four. One was who you fell in love with and married and the other three were who you loved with all your heart in the past. It was funny to think how a single sentence ruined such powerful love, but then again it wasn’t what Sirius said. It was the fact that you walked in on them cheating on you. That ruined it.

When Evan had shook all of their hands, he took his place next to you, wrapping his arm around your waist and kissing your cheek, James’s, Sirius’s and Remus’s eyes widened at the sight since you hadn’t actually told them you were married now.

“What are you doing here Rosier? You aren’t an Auror as far as we know,” Remus questioned, anger and jealousy evident in his voice.

“I am not an Auror but I had to be here for my wife,” he said and looked at you, flashing a smile at you, which you returned with utmost happiness. You were internally thanking Evan for saying that because you weren’t the one who said that.

The anger and jealousy on their faces changed into a reaction of surprise and shock. James’s lips parted slightly. Sirius’s eyes welled with tears again and Remus, his face had turned into stone, something he did when he was too sad to show any emotion or expression.

“W-Wife?” James questioned, his voice cracking up a bit. Thankfully Evan didn’t listen to his voice so intently so he nodded and smiled even wider, if it was possible.

“Yeah, we got married a year ago. Didn't Y/N tell you guys?” he asked, pecking your lips after finishing the sentence, his hand now around your shoulder.

You looked at the three boys guiltily. They were looking at you with eyes full of tears now, even Remus‘s facade was slowly fading. Evan looked at them and turned to you.

“I’ll be back, mon amour,” Evan kissed your forehead and made his way back to the ballroom.

You were alone with the three boys. Tears were falling out of James’s and Sirius’s eyes now. It was hurting you to see them look so broken.

“You got married?” Remus’s quivering voice broke the silence. Your eyes snapped to his direction and you nodded.

“A year ago,” you said. You were dreading this moment since the beginning.

“My w-words hurt you so much, you went ahead and m-married a Slytherin?” Sirius spoke this time. It had been so long since you heard his voice and you wanted to hear it so bad, but he was doing it again. He was acting rude to you again. But you chose to ignore it.

You shook your head and shot a sad smile at him.

“I don’t even remember what you said”, you said.

Lie.

You remembered vividly what he said. It had hurt you immensely. It still does whenever you think of it. But they don’t know it, right?

“My parents arranged our marriage. At first I was very reluctant about the arrangement but then slowly I warmed up to them and then-” James cut your voice.

“And then you both got married” he said, wiping a tear off his face.

You nodded.

“Are you happy with him?” Sirius asked.

“Yes. I’m very happy with him”, you replied confidently, but deep down your heart was crushing into a million pieces.

“Well then there’s nothing to be sad about, right?” Remus spoke this time. He was wiping tears off the corner of his eyes, so was Sirius.

All of them nodded, and so did you.

“You know you can owl us if he’s being a dick. We’ll be sure he remembers who we are”, James tried to light up the mood, which worked since a laugh escaped from you and Remus.

“I think you’ve played enough pranks on him. He’s kind of scared of you guys,” you spoke.

All of them laughed. It felt like old times now. One told a joke and the other three laughed.

“We never apologized for what we said and did,” Sirius spoke, lowering his gaze.

“It’s fine, really. I’m glad we made it up”, you answered genuinely, reaching forward and holding his right hand in both of your hands. He looked at your hands and then at you. You smiled a warm smile which he returned, placing his left hand over both of yours.

“Thank you,” he whispered and you couldn’t take it anymore so you hugged him tight. Too tight.

When you pulled away you saw all of them looking at you with a warm smile.

“Remember guys, you’ll always be my number one priority,” you spoke.

“Won’t Rosier be jealous?” Remus asked, raising an eyebrow and you chuckled.

“I don’t give a shit,” you said, puffing up your shoulders, to which the three of them laughed.

“Well, we must be off. It’s getting late”, James declared, looking at his muggle wristwatch. Sirius and Remus hugged you and made their way back into the ballroom. You hugged James quickly and he went away too.

Unknown to them, a tear finally slipped out of your eye. That tear that contained all their kisses and memories they gave you. That tear contained their love, which now slipped out of you.

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[arianaagreyy]

Six Years Later || Poly!Marauders x Reader

Part 2

Words: 1,024 words

Pairing: Poly!Marauders x Fem!Reader , Evan Rosier x Reader

Warnings: Angst, badly written, mentions of cheating, verbal slurs. Let me know if there are any more.

You were walking back to the dorm you shared with your boyfriends. It had been a really long and tiring day and you were hoping the boys would be waiting for you so that you all could spend some comforting time together.

Unfortunately, that wasn’t what you saw, instead you saw your boys, huddled around a girl, naked. James was kissing her lips while Sirius was trailing kisses down her neck and Remus stood in front of them with a proud smile.

The smile was drained from his face as he met your eyes looking at their direction with a blank face, eyes showing no glint or emotion. Your mouth was slightly agape and your limbs were frozen.

“Y/N!” Remus exclaimed with a panic expression making its way up to his face. Hearing your name, James and Sirius stopped what they were doing and snapped their heads towards where Remus’s face was, so did the girl.

Of course you were standing there. You weren’t sure what you were feeling at that moment. Was it anger? Disappointment? Fury? You didn’t know. But what you DID know was that the boys you loved with all your heart, to whom you were so faithful that you never talked to any other guy after you guys got together (which was exactly two years ago), were cheating on you with a girl you recognized as a Ravenclaw you saw during classes.

Sirius and James quickly grabbed their shirts, put them back on and ran towards you while Remus walked with fast steps.

“Y/N, you have to listen, darling- “, James was cut off by you turning back and walking towards the Common Room. All of them were walking behind you.

“Y/N, please, just listen”, Remus’s voice reached your ear and it took all the willpower inside you to not stop. You reached the Common Room and were about to leave when a firm grip held your wrist. You turned back to see James’s hand locked around your wrist, his eyebrows furrowed and eyes glistening with what looked like tears.

“Just listen before you leave”, he whispered and let go of your wrist. You folded your hands on your chest.

“Y/N darling, you know how much we love you, right?” Sirius spoke from the back. It made you furrow your eyebrows, he wasn’t even coming forward to stop you.

“How long?” you were trying your best not to cry but your voice did crack a bit.

“Y/N, please-” you interrupted Remus.

“I ASKED HOW LONG, REMUS”, you couldn’t control yourself now.

“A month,” Sirius replied bluntly. Why was he acting that way?

“What did I do wrong?” you asked them. A tear fell from your eye.

“Oh I’ll tell you what you did wrong”, Sirius walked towards you and stood in front of you. His eyes showed anger.

You didn’t understand. You were the one who was supposed to be angry, not them. They cheated, not you.

“You never have time for us. It’s always ‘I have to go there’ and ‘I have to go there’ ”, Sirius spat. You stared at him.

“We wait for you to return everyday, we want to spend time with you but we don’t get to. What else are we supposed to do?”

“Well you’re supposed to tell me you feel like this, not cheat on me”, you defended yourself. James and Remus watched the scene unfold with their eyebrows furrowed.

“Says the one who herself is a selfish bitch”, he huffed and turned his head towards the fireplace.

“What did you call me?” you asked with disbelief.

“I called you what you are. A selfish bitch who just thinks about herself. Tell us, Y/N, did you start dating us because you loved us or was it just to get popularity and get fucked by the popular kids like a whore-” he was cut off by the sound of your palm against his cheek.

“DON’T . YOU . EVER . TALK . TO . ME . AGAIN. ANY . OF . YOU,” you gritted out the words.

“No, please Y/N-” James began but was cut off by a harsh glare from you. Remus’s eyes were full of tears while Sirius looked at you with wide eyes, his hand cupped his cheek.

“Goodbye”, you said and walked off.

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It had been precisely six years since you broke up with your boyfriends. Although you loved them with all your heart and were always loyal to them, Sirius’s words had stabbed you deeper than a dagger. You wished he would come after you and apologize, say that he didn’t mean any of it, but it never happened.

You didn’t talk to them after that. Even in the Common Room, you chose to ignore the three boys and pay attention to your studies.

Soon your NEWTs started and you passed with flying colors, landing you a job in a high rank of Aurors. You’ve been working there for four years now and it's been a year since you got married to your husband, Evan Rosier.

You weren’t pleased by the idea of marrying him before but when you got to know him, he wasn’t a bad Slytherin, he rather gave off Hufflepuff vibes. You fell in love with him and got married ten months later.

Today, the ministry had announced a ball in favour to those who just joined the Aurors. You didn’t know many of them since you worked up high in the ranks but you could spot a few familiar faces.

You were wearing a rose gold silk dress your husband bought you as a gift, matched with white high heels. Your dress hugged all your curves in the right places and complimented your skin tone as well. Evan’s taste of clothes was always good. Your husband was by your side the entire night but right now, you were alone. You had told him he could spend time with his friends and you’d be fine.

You were standing on the balcony of the building when you heard a voice too familiar for your desire. And when there was one, there were the other two as well.

“Y/N?”

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[arianaagreyy]

Outcast || Remus Lupin x Reader (Part 3)

Part 1 Part 2 Part 4 Part 5

Words: 1,511 words

Pairing: Remus Lupin x Fem!Reader

Warnings: Name-calling, bullying, fluff. Let me know if there are more.

The next few weeks went by in a blur but the highlight of those weeks were definitely the glances you and Remus threw each other’s way. This didn’t go unnoticed by his friends who snickered behind his back whenever he looked at you.

Today you were sitting in you Potions class. Your seat was a few rows behind Remus who liked sitting in the front row, to the absolute displeasure of Sirius and Remus. You sat next to a Gryffindor named Lily Evans, whom James Potter was smitten with. Lily was a kind and confident Gryffindor who wasn’t afraid to voice her opinions, unlike you. You hoped one day, you’d be able to defend yourself just like how Lily does when someone calls her a mudblood.

Ok students, I want your attention,” Professor Slughorn’s voice snapped you out of your thoughts. You looked towards his direction to see a cauldron full of some sort of potion that was unknown to anyone but you. You had brewed this particular potion in your previous school at a very young age.

“Who can tell me what this potion is?” he asked and you shot up your hand immediately. All eyes turned to you, making you look directly at the professor to stop a blush creeping to your face. What you didn’t notice was Remus looking at you with some sort of proudness on his face.

“It’s Amortentia sir,” you replied, tucking a strand of your hair which had fallen out behind your ear.

“It’s known as a love potion but it actually isn’t. Amortentia doesn’t create actual love, it rather makes a person deeply infatuated or obsessed. It’s impossible to create actual love using a potion,” you repeated what you had learned 3 ago.

The class was silent. The professor was looking at you with his eyes wide and the students with their mouths open.

“Oh...and it’s supposed to smell differently to each person according to what attracts them the most,” you added as soon as you remembered what else you had learned.

“And from where did you learn this information Ms. Y/L/N?” Professor Slughorn asked with a raised eyebrow.

“She has been brewing this and drugging students with it since she came here Professor. What else do you expect?” Lucius Malfoy’s annoying voice boomed loudly. A few students started to snicker.

Remus was furious. He knew Y/N was not that kind of person to drug someone with a love potion. It was very hard for him to sit there and keep his mouth shut so he blurted out the first thing that came to his mind.

“At least her family doesn’t consist of death eaters, unlike you”.

Suddenly, all eyes were on him and the laughs and snickers had stopped. It took him a moment to decipher what he said and when he realized, his eyes went wide. James and Sirius were looking at him with a glint of proudness in their eyes and a look of satisfaction on their faces.

Meanwhile Y/N was looking at Professor Slughorn with a confused expression. He seemed to be enjoying the drama rather than stopping it. But when she heard what Remus just said, she dipped down her head in embarrassment (also to hide the obvious blush on her face). Remus stood up for her. The thought alone made butterflies erupt in the pit of her stomach. She made a mental note to herself to thank him for what he did.

The tension between the Gryffindor and the Slytherin was so thick; it could be cut with a knife. Thankfully they were saved from further drama by the bell. Students quickly fled out of the class. Y/N also hurriedly packed her bag and left the classroom.

Remus saw her leave the classroom in a rush. Had he said something that upset her? Should he have not said what he said?

There were many thoughts rushing through Remus Lupin’s mind that moment and he wanted answers so he did the first thing that came to his mind: follow you and talk to you.

He took his stuff and ran out of the classroom towards where you went.

“Ah to be young and in love,” Sirius said, clutching his heart and swaying from side to side.

James laughed at his dramatic gesture and slapped him on the back before exiting the classroom together.

You had Charms next so you were making your way towards the classroom when you heard a voice too familiar call your name.

“Y/N! Y/N wait up,” Remus Lupin’s voice reached your ear and you stopped on your tracks before slowly turning around. He looked out of breath. You looked at him and chuckled and Remus could swear on his life he had never heard a voice as beautiful as that.

“What did you laugh at?” Remus asked with wide eyes, suddenly getting very self-conscious. Did he have something on his face? Was something wrong with his clothes? He started panicking internally.

“No Remus. I just got déjà vu,” she chuckled again, earning a warm smile from Remus.

His thoughts were a mess. How could someone be so adorable, smart, intelligent, kind, polite and caring at the same time? You were truly one of a kind. Your adorable chuckle made him elicit a small laugh of his own.

Suddenly Y/N remembered the thanks she had to say.

“Uh Remus…thank you,” she said, taking a deep breath. Remus’s breath hitched. What was she thanking him for?

“For what Y/N?” he asked. Her name rolled out of his tongue so easily yet hearing him say it made Y/N internally smile to herself.

“For defending me in class and for the flowers yesterday,” she said, fiddling with her thumbs, refusing eye contact with him because she knew if she maintained eye contact with him, she wouldn’t be able to control the urge to kiss him in this corridor, in front of everyone.

Remus’s heart swelled at her gratitude and he found himself falling in love with you all over again. His eyes glinted with admiration.

“Oh…it’s fine. No big deal,” he said, shrugging it off like it wasn’t a big deal but internally he was freaking out because this was the first time he was having a long conversation with you.

“It’s a big deal to me. Not many people here like me y’know”, she said with a tone of sadness in her voice.

Remus wasn’t surprised by this. He had heard all the names people called you.

A monster, an outcast, a vile creature.

But in reality you were like none of it. You were a beautiful soul with a beautiful accent that made his stomach do flips whenever he heard your soft and soothing voice. He could listen to you talking forever without getting tired. Your voice was like music to his ears.

You deserved none of the hate you got. Nobody understood the pain of being called a monster but he did. He had his own demons. The werewolf Lupin wasn’t as kind as Remus was.

“Do you want to go to Hogsmeade with me next week,” the question was blurted out by the boy. Y/N eyes widened in shock and by the time Remus realized what he said, the girl already had a big, warm, infectious smile on her face which made Remus smile as well.

“I’d love to, Remus,” she said looking at him in the eyes. She found herself looking into his eyes for longer than she thought and for a moment the world stopped. Again.

It was just Y/N Y/L/N and Remus Lupin. Again.

“Wonderful. So Saturday 11 am?” he asked, his nerves getting the best of him.

“Of course,” she said.

They both were standing in the corridor looking at each other as if the world had vanished and it was only the two of them. Y/N cleared her throat feeling slightly awkward.

“Ok so I’ll see you on Saturday. Thank you”, she said and turned away before Remus called her name again.

“Uh Y/N?” he said in a question-like tone.

“Yes?” she asked.

“Take care of yourself and just know that you’re an amazing person and don’t anyone tell you otherwise,” he said, his confidence boosting suddenly. Y/N felt a deep blush creeping up her face so she smiled slightly and mumbled a thanks and turned back to walk fast towards the class.

When Y/N was out of sight for Remus and Remus was out of sight for Y/N both let a wide, infectious smile break free on their faces and let a deep blush cover them.

There were two other boys watching as well, who were very proud of their friend’s confidence. James Potter’s and Sirius Black’s work was made simple by their best mate. All they had to do now was make them two confess their feelings to each other so that Remus can stop talking about how Y/N holds her pen during class with her ‘soft, delicate hands’ and Y/N can stop throwing discreet glances at Remus and then covering her face.

God they were whipped.

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[arianaagreyy]

Outcast || Remus Lupin x Reader (Part 2)

Part 1 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5

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Words: 1,257 words

Pairing: Remus Lupin x Fem!Reader

Warnings" Fluff, Bullying, Name-calling. Let me know if there are any more.

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The next morning, you woke up with a good mood. Humming a muggle song, you quickly took a shower and casted a drying charm on your body. You dressed up and walked out of the dorm to see the couch empty. The memories of last night came flooding back to you and you felt a blush creep up to your cheeks.

Clearing your throat, you made your way towards the couch and picked up the book you were reading last night. You had to return it to the library today.

When you entered the Great Hall, your eyes involuntarily searched for the boy you healed last night. Luckily, it wasn’t had to spot him since his two best friends were always the center of attention, making a commotion at the table. How could someone have this much energy in the morning?

You made your way towards the table and sat near to the closest place to the exit of the Great Hall. Your book was safely tucked in your bag. You were eating your breakfast normally until some Slytherin student shouted from their table:

“Oh look, the freak is here”, he shouted so loudly, even the Marauders silenced.

“I think you meant the monster”, another one added.

You were too used to hearing the taunts and names that you just ignored the names and kept on eating your breakfast, not seeing the entire Gryffindor table had their eyes on you.

“Stop disturbing her guys. She’s busy thinking about her next victim”, this time, a girl spoke.

You still didn’t mind the words, although a part of you wanted to beat them up so bad.

“I wonder who it will be this time”

“Maybe it’ll be you Lucius”

“Oh Salazar no! I don’t think so. Maybe someone from her own house”

“Maybe it’ll be you Black”, a boy said.

Out of the corner of your eye, you saw Sirius look at you and then towards the boy.

“I’d watch my words if I were you, Rosier. Just because she isn’t saying or doing anything doesn’t mean I won’t”, Sirius spat, venom evident in his voice, slowly standing up from his place.

“Don’t reply”, you softly mumbled but loud enough for Sirius to hear who clenched his hands and sat back down.

“But have any of you ever wondered why was she sent here”, a boy asked, faking a skeptical look.

You stiffened but not for long. You had to leave now. Pushing your half-filled plate away from you, you grabbed a napkin and wiped off your mouth.

“It’s not like I’m interested but now that you’ve said it…” Lucius’s voice trailed off looking at you and smirking.

Your family hadn’t told Dumbledore the real reason you were transferred from Beauxbatons and you didn’t want anyone to know either. You were scared if someone found out about the reason, you’d be a target for things even worse than the bullying you’re currently facing.

“What did you do, monster? Did you kill someone?” another boy shouted.

You nonchalantly picked up your bag, stood up from the place you were sitting and looked at the Gryffindor table to see all of the students’ eyes were on you. You just shrugged your shoulders at them and turned to leave the hall.

You were almost near your class when you heard footsteps behind you. You turned to see Remus Lupin standing with some flowers in his hand.

“Hey”, he said, panting. He was clearly running because he was out of breath.

“Hey”, you replied, trying vey hard not to blush and smiled at him.

“Um…what happened in the Great Hall…” he trailed off looking at you for any kind of discomfort but he only saw your eyes looking at him and a warm smile on your face. It had taken him a lot of time to muster up the courage and talk face-t-o-face with you.

“Don’t worry about that. I’m used to it”, you comforted him, clearly seeing that he was a little uncomfortable talking about it. It just made the butterflies in your stomach even worse.

Remus was also very impressed. He had a new reason to admire you now. You were so strong and you didn’t let a person’s opinion get in the way of your good mood. You were a morally strong person. He was suddenly aware that he had flowers in his hands and they were for you.

“Uh…I brought you some flowers. I didn’t know your favorite so it’s a bunch of a few”, he said, trying to control his nerves.

You felt your cheeks heat up and smiled warmly at him. You raised your hands towards him and he placed the beautiful bouquet of flowers on your hands. You smelled the flowers. It smelled so fresh, immediately you forgot about the Slytherins and where you were standing and for a moment, it was just you and Remus.

You cleared your throat and looked up at him to meet his brown orbs.

“Thank you, Remus”, you said and the way his name rolled off your tongue made blush rise to his cheeks.

He could hear that every day.

“Uh…no problem”, he said, rubbing the back of his neck.

He swiftly turned back and ran at full speed towards the Transfiguration classroom where his friends were.

When he reached there, James and Sirius were already standing at the back of the class, motioning him to come there. He quickly walked towards them and placed his bag on the table, looked at them and smiled a smile that James and Sirius were sure they had never seen.

“So I’m assuming all went well”, James said, leaning towards Remus since Sirius was standing in the middle of the two. Remus felt a blush creep up to his face again and averted his eyes towards the professor who had just entered yet the smile on his face never vanished.

James and Sirius were positive by now that they had never seen Remus look so happy before, not to mention the blush on his face was so evident. They both looked at each other, silently conversing via eye contact.

If one small talk with Y/N could make him this happy, how happy would he be if they were together?

Both of them were now on a mission to get Remus and Y/N together. It’s not always that Remus Lupine looks so happy right after a full moon.

Meanwhile Y/N was sitting in her class, nowhere near concentrating what Professor McGonagall was saying. Rather, her mind was occupied by the thoughts of a light brown haired boy who had just given her a bouquet of flowers.

“Ms. Y/L/N are you alright?” Professor McGonagall looked towards Y/N. She was suddenly out of her gaze to look at the professor.

Remus’s ears perked up hearing the name of his long time crush and looked towards her direction to see her shaking her head.

“Uh…yeah professor. Just a slight headache. That’s it”, she replied with a smile. The professor gave her a nod and continued what she was teaching.

Y/N sighed and started listening to the Professor, making notes. Remus looked at her one last time and went back to listening to whatever Professor McGonagall was saying. He wasn’t able to concentrate that well since half of his attention was towards the girl who was now writing on her parchment.

Unknowable to both, they had each other on their minds for the rest of the day, both wishing the same thing.

I want him.

I want her.

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[arianaagreyy]

Outcast || Remus Lupin x Reader (Part 1)

Ok so...I did Remus bad in the last post so here is a apology. I hope it's good.

Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5

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Words: 1,334 words

Pairing: Remus Lupin x Fem!Reader

Warnings: Fluff, let me know if there are more.

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Being a transfer student from Beauxbatons was not easy. Firstly, you were a Veela and Veelas weren't considered normal in Hogwarts, which you sadly found out the hard way.

"Watch out for the monster. She might turn on her charm and charm you into doing stuff", a boy shouted out.

"You don't belong here, you're an outcast", a girl added.

It hurt to remember all the words that are spoken to you on a daily basis. An outcast. That’s what people called you just because you were born a Veela.

Secondly, you were very insecure about yourself. You never liked your eye color, your pale skin, and your body. You hated the way people would ogle at you even if you weren’t wearing anything revealing, looking at you like you were a prey and they, a predator. You hated how you couldn’t make any girl friends because they would be afraid that you would steal their boyfriends.

You hated yourself.

But there was someone. Someone who had fallen for you, not because of your looks but because of your nature.

Remus Lupin loved the way you concentrated on your studies and excelled at them with ease. He knew you didn’t like using quills to write, you preferred a pen and so he loved the way you chewed the tip of your pen while taking notes. He loved the way you looked at younger students with such a soft look in your eyes. The way you scrunched up your nose when you couldn’t understand a word in your books. How you would always help a fellow student when they need it.

And what made it difficult was the fact that she was a Gryffindor which meant he saw her every day, sitting close to the fireplace, face covered by a book. Remus would always find it fascinating how you finished a book so quickly and every day after the other, he would see a different book in your hands. He would note down the name of the book you were reading and once you finished it and returned it to the librarian Madam Pince, he would borrow the book from the library and spend the rest of the night reading it.

To his amazement, your taste in books was a lot better than his. You liked reading historical fiction, something not many people enjoyed but again, when were you normal?

His friends would usually catch him looking at you with longing eyes and make fun of him but he couldn’t care less.

Today was a full moon. Y/N usually liked going to the astronomy tower to stare at the moon but today she decided against it and stayed in her common room. She had a book in her hands which she was reading with utter fascination. Reading was a hobby she got back in her third year when she had freshly transferred to Hogwarts and a bunch of Slytherins were mocking her for being a Veela.

“You’re an outcast, a monster”, a boy with blonde hair sneered.

“Shut up”, you snapped back, trying your best to not cry but failing miserably as one tear fell down your left eye giving the boy the satisfaction he needed.

“Oh look, the pathetic monster is crying. Whose pity are you trying to gain? Everybody hates you”, he said with a sick grin on his face.

By now your tears were freely spilling out of your eyes. You wiped your face with the back of your hand before mustering up the courage and asking:

“Why does every body hate me? I’m just like everyone-“, she was interrupted by the loud laughs of the entire group. The blonde boy was the first to stop laughing and looked at the 13 year old girl with a stare that could make anyone uncomfortable.

“That’s where you are wrong sweetheart”, he said.

“You’re not normal. You’re not like us. You’re a monster, a disgusting half-breed, an outcast. You’re a dangerous creature”, he snarled.

These words were etched to your brain and before you knew it, you were running past those Slytherins and into the closest place you found, the library. To distract yourself, you picked out a book from the historical fiction column and sat on the table farthest to the entrance, in a secluded corner. Since then, that table was your favorite place to study and the book genre was your absolutely favorite.

Right now, you were sitting on the floor, your back against the couch that was in the Common Room. Your legs were scrunched up to your stomach, the book resting on your lap. You were raising your hand to turn the page when you suddenly heard rustling from outside the portrait.

You slowly got up from your previous place, put the book on the couch and slowly made cautious steps towards the portrait. Slowly, you lifted your hand to open the portrait and the sight that met you made you control every nerve in your body from shouting out loud at this hour of the night.

There stood the Marauders, Sirius Black and James Potter supporting a bloody Remus Lupin. He had scratches all over his body, his clothes torn and his face scrunched up in pain. There was a look of exhaustion on all of their faces, indicating that they had been out for a long time.

You gently took one of Remus’s hands and tucked it around your shoulder, Sirius on the other side, and took him towards the couch. You slowly unwrapped his arm from around you, the feeling of his skin against yours still warm, and laid him on the couch. His eyes were slightly open but you doubted he could see anything clearly.

“We wanted to take him to Madam Pomfrey but she wasn’t there”, James said rubbing the back of his neck with his hand.

“Don’t worry. I’ll take care of it from here”, you said softly and smiled a warm smile to him, which he returned and dragged Sirius to their dormitory.

You sighed before turning your attention back to the injured boy. Even if he was covered in blood and cuts, he still looked like the most perfect boy in the world to you. His light brown hair all disheveled, his eyes scrunched close. You took out your wand and murmured a healing spell you learned a few weeks ago and to your satisfaction, the deep cuts on his face and hands slowly started to fade until there was nothing but a small mark which would only be visible if looked closely.

You performed a cleaning charm, cleaning all of the blood from his body until he was spotless. You sighed again and leaned your back against the couch.

You had liked Remus Lupin ever since you laid eyes on him. Being a part of the group of the infamous pranksters, the Marauders, and being so ridiculously famous, the thought of him feeling the same for you almost sounded pathetic to you yourself but how you wished. How you wished he would look at you with love in his eyes, how you wished you would be able to run your hands through his soft light brown hair, how you wished he would call you his and his only, but that was impossible.

You were already considered an outcast in Hogwarts and Remus Lupin deserved better than to be with a monster. You.

When you felt sleep taking over you, you soundlessly stood up from the ground and looked at the boy you just healed minutes ago one last time before retreating back to your dorm and calling it a night.

Little did you know the boy was awake; he was just enjoying the feeling of being this close to you and watching you get concerned for him. As soon as you closed the door to your dorm, his eyes shot open and even with the pain shooting through his entire body, he smiled.

Maybe full moons weren’t so bad after all.

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[arianaagreyy]

Pick me, please || S. Black, R. Lupin

Pairing: Sirius Black x Fem!Reader , Remus Lupin x Fem!Reader

Words: 1,396 words

Warnings: Idk angst maybe, emotional, a little bit of swearing, let me know if there are any more.

Lmao look at me. A new writer but trying to write emotional scenes. I know it's crappy and I'm open to constructive criticism.

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Betrayal hurts.

Hurts like hell.

Hurts even more when you witness it.

That's what was going through Sirius Black's mind when he heard his best friend with his girlfriend. The love of his life.

He had felt pain before. He had felt it in Grimmauld Place where he was abused by his parents, he had felt it when his own brother refused to acknowledge him but this...this pain was like no other.

It was like being stabbed by a thousand knives altogether. It was like being crushed by a mountain.

He ignored the first few times: The first time Remus offered you help when he wasn't there, the first time Remus held you while you cried on his shoulder which should've been his, the first time Remus saw you with a glint in his eyes, a glint he was so familiar with, a glint that showed love. The times Remus "nonchalantly" offered you help in classes. How he would randomly start looking for you when you weren't present at a place. How he started taking you out to Hogsmeade. And whenever Sirius asked him if something's wrong, he would always reply with a "I don't know what you're talking about. We're just friends".

But Sirius knew. He knew friends didn't look at each other the way Remus looked at you. He knew friends didn't sit as close to each other as Remus sat to you. He know friends didn't smile at each other other the way he smiled at you.

And that crushed him. It crushed him to see you look so happy with his best mate. It crushed him to see you look at him with such admiration in your eyes. It made him envious, jealous.

So he watched, he observed. He watched from the shadows how his best friend slowly fell in love with his girlfriend. His Y/N.

And right now, he heard it. He heard his best friend tell his girlfriend he loved her.

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"May I talk to you, Y/N?" Remus asked with a nervous edge to his voice. It didn't went unnoticed by Sirius, whose ears perked up by the mention of his girl's name.

"Sure Remmy what's up?", she asked while getting up from her place next to Sirius. She looked at her with a guilty smile and with a simple nod from Sirius, she walked towards the exit of the Great Hall with his best friend.

After waiting for a few minutes, Sirius also stood up and walked towards the direction Y/N and Remus went. He could hear the faint voice of someone shouting and it made him pick up his speed. His steps faltered as he recognised the voice as Y/N's voice.

"You're not supposed to drop a bomb like this and expect me to not be angry Remus Lupin", she was talking, but her voice was sad.

"I'm sorry Y/N but-", he was cut off with the sound of skin colliding with skin, a voice so loud it echoed in the entire corridor. A shiver ran through Sirius' body thinking what was the matter and was it so bad that made Y/N slap her friend.

"You're sick Lupin. You're sick to think I'll betray Sirius", her voice had venom.

"Pick me, Y/N. Pick me, I promise I'll be a better person for you. I'll keep you happy. I'll do everything in my power if it means seeing you happy. I'll give away my life just to see a smile on your face..." his voice trailed off when his eyes landed on Sirius standing in front of him with his fists clenched into balls, knuckles turning white.

"Sirius...", Remus opened his mouth to speak but a look from Sirius silenced him.

Sirius on the other hand was furious. He felt betrayed, jealous, stupid for letting his girlfriend spend time with his best friend when he knew Remus was in love with her.

"You...little...piece...of...shit", Sirius gritted out each word taking a step towards Remus, eyes locked with his. He wanted to punch him, hex him, harm him.

"Sirius stop, please", Remus pleaded taking one step back every time Sirius took one forward. Both of the boys forgetting that you were in the room as well.

"I trusted you. I let her spend time with you because I had faith in you", Sirius spat.

"You know how much I love her. She's my girlfriend for god's sake".

Remus stared at Sirius with eyes wide. He had never seen or heard such anger from his side, even when he talked about his parents.

Meanwhile Y/N had stopped crying. She was aware that if she didn't stop these boys right now, things would get out of hand.

"Sirius please", Y/N whispered with a rasped voice.

He looked in her direction to see her beautiful face all tear-stained and her mascara trailing lines across her cheeks. Her eyes were bloodshot red from crying and she looked so heart-broken, it only made Sirius more angry knowing that Remus was the reason.

"Sirius, love please", she pleaded and he stopped. He stopped hearing the nickname Y/N spoke for him. Love.

"Y/N he asked you to pick between him and me. Tell him who would you pick", Sirius spoke with a bragging tone, yet a sense of insecurity and fear bubbled inside him.

What if she picks him? "Pick me, please" his heart pleaded silently.

"I told him Sirius, I told him it will be you. Always", she spoke, wiping tears off her face. Both of their gazes, Sirius' and Y/N's fell on Remus simultaneously who looked as if his heart was crushed by a hammer.

But he should've known better than to fall in love with his best mate's girl.

"Remus, I respect you and I love you. But not in the way you want me to. My heart will always pick Sirius over anything, even myself. I'm so sorry", Y/N explained, her tone soft and soothing.

Remus was looking at the ground. When he looked up, he locked eyes with Sirius and for the first time, there was no glint in his eye. Remus had hurt Sirius in a bad way and he'll never be able to trust him again. He was sure of it.

He quickly wiped the few tears that had fallen from his eyes, looked at Y/N and Sirius and smiled and left the hallway.

And for the first time in the day, Y/N and Sirius were alone. He looked at her to see tears continously falling from her eyes. He quickly ran over to her and wiped away the tears, holding her close to him, not wanting to let go.

Her arms were wrapped around his chest and his hands were on her waist, pulling her close to eliminate all space between them. Y/N's soft sobs echoed through the silent hallway.

"I'msosorrySirius", she mumbled through her sobs. Sirius's heart ached to hear his beloved's voice so full of guiltiness and hurt. He pulled her away and used his hand to lift up her chin. She stopped crying and looked at him directly in the eye.

"You didn't do anything wrong my love. It isn't your fault, nothing is", he tried to calm her. "Do you understand?"

She slowly nodded her head and and Sirius used his free hand to wipe the tears off her face. Her face broke into a soft smile which made his heart flutter. She quickly wrapped her arms around his torso again and he pressed a chaste kiss on her forehead.

"I love you Sirius", she mumbled and put her head on his chest, right above his beating heart.

"And I love you too, Y/N", Sirius said, holding her as if to never let go. He closed his eyes and smiled at the ceiling, wanting the moment to never end.

They knew things will never be the same again. Remus will never be trusted around Y/N the way he was, she'll never look at him like she used to. Sirius will never talk to him about Y/N like he used to do but for now nothing mattered because they had each other. They'd fight for each other until their last breaths. They'd hold on to each other forever. They'd always love each other.

They'd always pick each other.

[arianaagreyy]

I Love You || James Potter

Pairing: James Potter x Fem!Reader

Words: 2096 words

Warning: Fluff, Insecurity, Emotional talk, Panic attack

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Y/N was the talk of Hogwarts. Intelligent, Sarcastic, Funny, Athletic but most of all, beautiful inside and out. The kindest soul to walk the grounds of Hogwarts. Kind to the Slytherins that bullied her, kind to the children who adored her.

It was no secret that James Potter was absolutely head over heels in love with his amazing girlfriend. Both of them were the ideal couple. Quidditch players, smart students, attractive looks. Girls envied Y/N whereas boys envied James and he liked showing you off as well.

But despite being loved by boys and girls alike, Y/N always had trouble fitting in. The day she transferred from Durmstrang to Hogwarts, she was terrified of how she'll fit in. She was on the verge of a panic attack when a red-head girl had so kindly offered her a hand to show around the castle, thus starting the friendship between Lily Evans and Y/N Y/L/N.

Now, with her friends, Y/N, Lily, Marlene and Dorcas entered the Potions classroom, tired because of laughing so hard from all the way from the Gryffindor dormitory to the Dungeons.

"Welcome ladies. So very kind of you to grace us with your presence", Professor Slughorn's voice seized their noise of laughter. Slughorn had a very sour expression on his face whereas two rows away, James Potter was looking at his girlfriend in awe.

The way her deep blue eyes were glistening in the light and shiny from laughing so hard, the way her lips formed the most beautiful smile James had ever seen in his life, the way her Y/H/C hair framed her perfectly carved face. He was so in love with her.

His thoughts were interrupted by a paper plane hitting the back of his head and falling on the table. He lifted the paper to open it.

Whipped. -Signed Moony, Padfoot and Wormtail.

He turned back to see the three boys trying to muffle the sound of their laughter by putting their hands on their mouths. James rolled his eyes and mouthed "Fuck off".

"We're sorry Professor. It won't happen again", her beautiful voice spoke. James looked around the class to see the boys looking at her with such admiration, It made him want to hex them all into the next century. Only he could see his Y/N with those eyes.

At the same time, James looked back at her just to see she was looking back at him with a smile so warm, it almost melted him.

"It shouldn't happen again. Now get inside. We already lost a lot of time", Slughorn rushed the girls into the class. All of them took their places next to their respective partners, Y/N being paired with Lucius Malfoy whereas James was stuck with Snape who, once in a while looked at him, rolled his eyes and went back to doing what he previously was.

James glanced over Y/N's direction to see Lucius Malfoy laughing silently on something Y/N said, a smile on her face as well. She was too good to people, even if they were undeserving of her kindness.

As time went by, James started getting more aware of the laughing noises coming from where his girlfriend was sitting. There were many thoughts running through his mind.

What if she thinks I'm not good enough.

What if she's not happy with me.

They both look so happy.

She has the ability to see the goodness in even the darkest of souls.

What if I'm not enough for her.

Consumed by his thoughts, he was at the verge of a panic attack when Professor Slughorn announced that the class was dismissed. James quickly picked up his books in one hand, slung his bag over his shoulder and bolted out of the classroom, not even sparing a glance towards Y/N, who was looking at James with concerned eyes.

Y/N sensed something was wrong so she very politely excused herself from Lucius, packed her stuff and ran off to the direction James did.

They had been together for nearly a year now but neither of them had told the other that they were completely and utterly in love with them. Y/N decided to tell him today. Now.

She had been building up her confidence to say this to him for a while now and that's what she was discussing with the girls earlier in the day until Marlene had changed the topic into something too hilarious.

She climbed the stairs that led to the Gryffindor Common Room, hoping she would find James there. She entered the Common Room to hear the sound of heavy breathing alongside muffled sobs coming from the boys' dormitory.

A lump formed in her throat as she slowly made her way towards the source of the sound. She opened the Marauders' room to find James sitting in a corner of the room with his knees scrunched up to his stomach, elbows on his knees and hands in his hair. He was shaking violently from the pressure of his sobs.

Y/N stood there trying to absorb the situation. Her strong, smart, funny boyfriend was sitting in a secluded corner of a room crying because of God knows what.

She slowly took steps towards him and fell on her knees in front of him. He somehow felt her presence as he stopped shaking and tried wiping away his tears but Y/N stopped his hand from reaching his face.

"You should be in class Y/N", he said, his voice raspy from crying so badly. Y/N's heart broke at the sight in front of her. He didn't lift up his head as he talked to her.

"And you should be dropping me to class", she spoke in a calming voice, trying to soothe him. Whenever she talked in this manner, James' nerves always calmed down but somehow this time, they only grew. His breathing started getting heavy again but he refused to look in her direction.

He knew he was over-thinking. He also talked to girls but Y/N never reacted in this way whereas when Y/N talked to any guy, he would start feeling this indescribable feeling to break that guy's face.

Y/N detected his heavy breathing and placed her hand on his bicep. James felt her soothing touch and his breathing returned to normal. Y/N then placed her hand on his already messy hair and started massaging his head, something she knew James liked.

He looked up to see her eyes full of concern and tears at the brims of them. As soon as Y/N looked into his eyes, a tear escaped her eye. His hazel eyes didn't have that mischievous glint in them; they had a broken look in them, like he lost something very dear to him.

James' hand was quick to wipe away the tear that left Y/N's eye. She looked so concerned for him. Just for him.

"James what's wrong?" she asked, her voice so calm, so enchanting.

"Is everything ok? Are Mia and Monty ok? Did something happened to Sirius? Are you hurt?" she bombarded him with concerning questions.

He shook his head as an indication that nothing of that sort happened. Her eyebrows furrowed as she spoke in a low voice:

"Did I do something wrong? I messed up. Didn't I?"

James quickly stood up on his feet, ears ringing from anger. How could she think that she did something to sadden him. She's perfect in every way. A perfect friend, a perfect girlfriend, a perfect daughter.

Y/N also stood up quickly, her hand falling from James' head.

"HOW COULD YOU THINK THAT?" he practically screamed at her.

"HOW COULD YOU THINK THAT YOU DID SOMETHING THAT COULD EVER SADDEN ME?"

By now he had lost all his senses. Nothing mattered more to him that his Y/N. His.

"You're the reason I smile everyday. You are the reason I wake up everyday. Just to look at you. You bring joy in my life, happiness that I never knew existed. Everything you do is so bloody perfect. You are so perfect", he spoke in a hushed voice but loud enough for Y/N to hear.

"And I can't even begin to thank you for all that you've done to me, for me. But me? What did I do to you besides showing you public affection? I never talked to you in class. I didn't buy gifts for you. I didn't stand up for you in class. I don't deserve you", he spoke, his eyes no longer connected to Y/N's.

She looked at the boy standing in front of him. That confident, arrogant toe-rag who looked so vulnerable right now.

"I see how the other boys look at you. With such admiration in their eyes. Whenever I find them staring at you, it just makes me feel as if I'm not good enough for you. I'll never be able to-"

He was cut off by Y/N throwing a pillow at his face. He finally looked up to see her face stained with tears, similar as his. Her eyes weren't glistening with happiness, they were glistening with sadness. Sadness that he could think he's not good enough for her.

"WHY WOULD YOU THINK THAT?" It was her turn to scream now.

"WHY WOULD YOU THINK THAT YOU ARE NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR ME", she shouted, tears falling from her eyes.

James was staring at Y/N with wide eyes. She was such a calm-spoken person and hearing her shout was new. But some part of him calmed down hearing her defend him.

"James, none of those boys were there for me when I needed help, none of them comforted me after my nightmares, none of them helped me catch up to my studies, none of them defended me from bullies. It was you. It was you all along", she said in a calm voice yet tears were still silently flowing from her eyes.

"You're the best thing that's ever happened to me James Potter. I don't care how those boys look at me. I care about how YOU look at me. You make me strong Potter. You make me happy", she said with a smile. I teary smile made its way to James' face as well.

"And I have absolutely no idea why you're so insecure about yourself because-", she stopped and took a deep breath.

"Because I love you James Potter. And even if I have to remind you that, I'll do it every single day, I will. Because I'll go any lengths just to be with you", she ended with a sniff.

James stood frozen, staring at her. Looking into her eyes.

Love.

He saw love in her eyes. Love for him. Not Lucius, not anybody. Him.

Before he knew it, he was taking fast steps towards her and slammed his lips to hers. This felt right. It felt as though they were home. In each other's arms. A comfortable warmth spread through their bodies as they held each other close with an intention of never letting go. Y/N was his drug and he gladly surrendered to her.

They broke apart with a smile etched on both of their faces.

"I love you Y/N. I love you more than myself", he said, sincerity in his voice.

"I know. I'm just too irresistible", she said, flipping her hair off her shoulder and looking at James with a smile that he wished he he could see everyday.

James pulled her into a comfortable embrace. Her hands rested on his neck and his on her waist, pulling her close. He dug his face into the crook of her neck.

"I'm never letting you go Mrs. Potter", his voice came out muffled. She let out a small chuckle which made blood rise to James' cheeks.

Suddenly, she pulled apart and looked at him with a glint in her eyes that meant trouble.

"Did you get jealous because I was talking to Lucius earlier?", she asked with a raised eyebrow. James didn't reply, just looked down, his face getting redder. she let out a laugh.

"Oh my god. I absolutely have to tell Pads and Moony you got jealous of Lucius", she shouted as she darted towards the exit, looking at James one more time before winking at him and left.

Too surprised to do anything, he let out a laugh of his own. A laugh of happiness, a laugh of love.