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Hold the fuck up...

Bi/pansexual Raf confirmed? 😳

I legit hope I'm not tripping. That's what I'm seeing on the GTA Wiki. 🫣

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Inspired by this post, I created this little playlist image thing. It's to match the whole dilemma between my GTA Online OC and El Rubio. 👀

If you didn't know, for fanfiction/"OC things" purposes, I made this whole situation between them where one of El Rubio's guards caught Grace at one point while she was robbing him. He tortured her for a while and also slowly developed an attraction to her, even though he still hated her.

Then, she managed to trick a guard into letting her out of the cage she was in, and she disguised herself as she escaped the island. Since then, El Rubio has kept mocking her, getting angry with her, or even flirting with her over the intercom/speakers any time she continues to rob him. 🫠

And then knowing that he loves her, Grace is all like...

Plus, you know with El Rubio being... El Rubio, he doesn't care if she hates him and doesn't reciprocate his feelings. 🫠

These are the standard fanfiction details I created. The whole situation of Grace getting captured and escaping is altered in Welcome to Paradise, but this is like the "main"/original lore for Grace and what happened to her.

Just a warning: if you want to listen to any of these songs, some of them contain explicit and/or sensitive lyrics.

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my drafts keep growing…

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I was playing a bit of Sims tonight and had Amara open her werewolf bar during a full moon (crazy idea, I know, but in my experience, while some werewolf customers cause chaos, others just hang around like normal). Then when I had her close it a few in-game hours later, most werewolves left, but a couple stuck around.

Wolfgang was one of those who continued to hang out there. While rampaging, he snarled at Amara a few times and howled a lot. Then he left after a while, although he eventually came back to... do this. 🫠

Like... why the flirty/sexy dance? You flirting with her or something? She's married, blud... and married to a werewolf who'd easily fuck you up if he wanted to fight you. Gtfo with that shit. 💀

Good on Amara for ignoring Wolfgang, though, because she'd never cheat on Greg. 🙃

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Pride flag I created with all of my orientations... because why not? 😏

These are the different flag parts: demisexual (arrow), heteroflexible (rainbow strip), aroflux (top 3 colors), graysexual (bottom 3 colors).

I'm no pride flag designing expert, so I'm sorry if the colors and stuff are unsatisfying to look at. I tried my best to throw every flag of my identity into one single flag. 🫠

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equipped with the oddest stance possible and zero dialogue as well. love him ❤️

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⤷"𝘸𝘦𝘭𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘢𝘥𝘪𝘴𝘦!" - 𝘫𝘶𝘢𝘯 "𝘦𝘭 𝘳𝘶𝘣𝘪𝘰" 𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘪𝘤𝘬𝘭𝘦𝘳 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺 𝘧𝘪𝘳𝘴𝘵 𝘤𝘢𝘺𝘰 𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘤𝘰 𝘴𝘤𝘰𝘱𝘦 𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘰𝘯

Another GTA Online moodboard, but this time, inspired by my Cayo Perico machinima/movie...

Note: If you wanna watch it, just be warned that it's over 2 hours long, and also, there are lots of mature and sensitive topics mentioned. You can find the post with the main movie and additional ending here.

I had a tough time finding fitting pictures for this one, and because of that, it took me way longer to make this. But other than that, I'm very happy with how this moodboard turned out. 😅

Unfortunately, I lost the links to the pictures this time, but I know they're all from Pinterest. 😶

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Hey y'all! So, I know I shared my Sims’ info in one post - their lore/backstory. I'm deciding to update that post with more detailed info about them and even altering a few details.

(And just to note that I had more Sims originally, but there were lots of Sims in my game that I abandoned, so I “released” them as NPCs because I didn't see the point of keeping them playable if I wasn't playing as them. I didn't want to delete them either, so that's why they're kept as NPCs. The Sims in this post are my main [original] Sims I play as.)

Here, I'm including more details about their past lives, relationships, romantic/sexual orientations, pronouns, genders, traits, zodiac signs, and stuff like that. The zodiac signs are inspired by when you could assign your Sims zodiacs in games like The Sims 2 and 3, but not in The Sims 4 unless you use a mod. I'm on Xbox, though, so I can't give my Sims any signs in the game. 🫠

The document can be found below if you want to read about them. And just be warned: there are some mature/sensitive topics, like mental health stuff, abuse, etc.

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Damn. Wtf did Rockstar do to fuck up this heist again?

And yes, I said "again." With every update/DLC comes a Cayo Perico nerf, which sometimes creates bugs (not always, but it has happened more than once). 🫠

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I made yet another extended/bonus ending for "Welcome to Paradise." I thought the bonus ending I made was unsatisfying, so I made a separate video extending it more. I tried my best to avoid a cliffhanger this time. I'm sorry if it's still a cliffhanger, but as I said, I tried. 😅

Instead of just linking the video, I'll link the whole Google Drive folder that has the main video, the new video, and the document with all mainstream songs used.

(TW in the new video: a mention of ab**tion)

And if you saw my post with my spreadsheet about Grace and Luca, keep in mind that machinima Grace and Luca are slightly different. They're pretty much alternate versions of how I originally made them.

For example, Grace wouldn't give in to El Rubio because she's a very confident and resilient girl, but her machinima version is more mentally/emotionally weak and does give in to him. Also with Luca, he can hear in the machinima, but his intended, original version is totally deaf.

Yeah, just to keep those things in mind. But for the most part, other than those differences, they are the same as how I have them listed in my spreadsheet. 😅

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I'm still adding songs to it, but I updated a bit of my "Songs to Rob El Rubio to" Spotify playlist. Even made a catchy description for the playlist. 👀

I liked the idea of a playlist just for listening to while doing The Cayo Perico Heist in GTA Online lmao. Because why not vibe while robbing a dangerous drug lord? 😏

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BRO-

IT TOOK SO FUCKING LONG TO FIGHT WITH FSSA AND SHIT TO GET THE RIGHT PLAN FOR GROUP HOMES/OTHER LIVING FACILITIES BECAUSE I'D OFTEN GET DENIED FOR MY DISABILITY "NOT BEING PROVEN ENOUGH" OR SOME OTHER BULLSHIT (because good ole 'Murica thinks invisible disabilities and disabled young adults aren't a thing). AND NOW I GET THIS TEXT...

HOLY SHIT-

Now, I just gotta decide where to move exactly. That's gonna be tough. 🫠

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