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-Sigh-

I don't understand my Mum - to the outside world, she acts like the perfect mother who loves her son and is anything but transphobic, yet within my house she REFUSES to use male pronouns and started sulking earlier saying she 'needs more time' when I said I should be on hormones soon. To anyone else she'll use male pronouns for me but when we're alone she refuses. What is this?! 

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I just asked my ex out! Stupid idea and I'm sure he won't be interested but man do I miss him. 

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Everyone I know seems to be getting chest surgery referrals or coming close to the time and I'm so jealous /: I'm not even going to be on T until at least February and then there's a year to wait for top surgery... waaah.

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I wish I meant as much to my mum as alcohol does ):

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Unusual Date Ideas

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Abortion

If you are against abortion/hate abortion then don't have an abortion.

If someone else is getting an abortion, it's none of your damn business.

Stop attacking my feed with pictures of fetus's & stupid long messages about it and instead please post pictures of cats riding tortioses and lolducks.

Kthxbai

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Partying tonight?

It's my housemates birthday party tonight but I just cannot be arsed /: all they're doing is lazing around and smoking weed. It doesn't help that there's a couple underage kids here participating.

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conversations with my 7 year old sister Scarlett

Me: I love you very very much, you know that right?

Scarlett: I love you too I know

Me: Can I ask you something?

Scarlett: Yes, what is it?

Me: If I was a different person, would you still love me? Well, not if I was a different person but if I looked different.

Scarlett: Of course I would, I love you lots and lots and nothing can change that I love you, no matter how different you look.

Me: Okay, that's a nice thing to know...what about if I changed my name to something different, like...platypus?

Scarlett: well that's also okay because you are still you inside.

Me: What would you call me?

Scarlett: Well, your name is platypus isn't it?

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Hello I am an adult with an anxiety disorder and I lost my comfort item.

My bunny is named Blue Bunny and she is my most important thing in the world. I would go without water sooner than I would give her up. I got her 18 years ago and she hasn’t slept without me since. Her ears and paws are threadbare in places, and her head is floppy and soft.

I got off the Amtrak Bus stop in La Cresenta, CA on the north side Honolulu Ave west of Lowell Ave.

  Please PLEASE signal boost this. I have contacted the bus company but they haven’t found her and I’m scared.

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Yes I know my enemies - they're the teachers who taught me to fight me

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You know what baffles me? When I came out as a transgender male, people immediately asked me 'does that mean you like women now?'

And yet no-one turns around to a guy when he comes out as gay and says 'Does that mean you're a woman now?'

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family photo

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STP

There's nothing like getting drunk and weeing up against a pub door haha I'm such a pest

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Blargh

Constant misgendering by my fucking friends that don't even try to use the correct pronouns

Have to wait ages for T

Chest is there

Stupid voice

Curves

Everything below the belt is wrong

No body hair/facial hair

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Monsters University is gonna be the blue one having a wank while the green one takes drugs

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I don't think I've met Sarah but if she's like the rest of the staff you'll have no problems or reasons to be worried :) did you say you're from Penzance?

I hope so :) I'm so nervous about it! Yeah I am!