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Y’all I had like 8 drinks and I couldn’t find the calories ANYWHERE not online or anything. Hours (and 8 drinks) later Reddit was able to tell me that each one is literally 250?!?!?!!!!!??!?!!??!!?!?!!!!?!?!?!!!!?!??!?!?!

Gonna kms

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I feel like everything is falling apart quicker than I can pick up the pieces and put them back together.

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I'm sorry mom.

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i dont think i am meant to have love in my life

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Yo I have a question for the witches and spiritual communicators

My back patio where I spend a lot of time- smoke cigs, garden, be in the sun, propagate house plants, ect. And it’s definitely cute very loved my me and the pollinators in the garden. Anyways, long while back i noticed fly eggs on the light by the door, ofc I let them be like any things else but they hatched the other day u guess and now I’m constantly being accosted by flys. I hate bugs on my skin as a BPD person.

Is this just life or is there a meaning to this Tom foolery?

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I can feel my heart pounding so exaggerated, I feel it pounding in the tips of my fingers and tips of my toes

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my first body check I guess (I am 20) I am super accepting of compliments, criticism, meanspo and all thinspo. I love meanspo pls pls give yes-Dm me to give meanspo pls❣️

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Realizing that the two people I consider friends only talk to me because they’re my partner’s friends/ fuck buddies. Oh to be 20 and still never have had someone text me first. I really try to make friends, I need people in my life. Maybe I supposed to die young and alone, fat and ugly.

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Supposed to take my morning and night meds with a full meal or I’ll get sick but for a few weeks I’ve just been not eating and so far it’s okay so hell yeah. I’ll have like 400 cal a day in pieces of rice cake so I don’t pass out or anything (I be disabled asf). Love feeling hungry and not bloated, even seeing progress. Kinda feel like I might die too tho lol

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Yeah where at this point, can’t afford new clothes but everything I have is too big. Altering and sewing the same clothes I’ve been wearing (and altering/repairing) since freshman year of HS.

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🎀finally gonna be skinnier than my bf🎀

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Wanting to be skinny to look good during sex >>

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ethereal

elegant

slim

beauty

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My favourite thinspo pt2