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Masterlist
Havenât been on here in awhile but I want to get back into writing on here!Â
Steve Rogers x Reader
Long Night
Tony Stark x Reader
History
Nightmares
Bucky Barnes x ReaderÂ
Enough
Loki x OCÂ
I Did Something Bad (FemaleOC)Â
Updated: September 16, 2020
#marvel cinematic universe#marvel one shot#Steve Rogers#steve rodgers x reader#tony stark#tony stark x reader#Bucky Barnes#James bucannan barnes#bucky x reader#bucky barns x reader#marvel loki#loki x oc#loki
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Long Night
Written By: Shelby (@underneath-deepblueseas)
Pairing: Steve x Y/N
Description: Soo it has been a hot minute since we posted...sorry bout that :) Anyways, hereâs a Steve song fic I had partially written that I decided to quickly finish. Itâs based off the song âLong Nightâ by With Confidence. Itâs a short one, but I hope yâall enjoy it :)
Wonât you turn around and please look at me
For everything we are, everything weâve been
I promise Iâll be good if you stay with me
âY/N, please stop. Just please donât go.â
âSteve, I just..I just canât handle it anymore.â You say as tears slide down your face.
âI understand what youâre going through. I get it. I miss Bucky too. But it has been months, Steve. And we arenât any closer to finding a way to get them all back. And it hurts me. God it hurts so bad. But wallowing and drowning in your sorrow isnât going to bring him back. It isnât going to bring any of them back.â You say to him as you pick up your bag.
âSo youâre just going to leave me? Just like they did?â Steve says, tears in his eyes.
âI tried to be strong for you. And the first few weeks, I understood. I let you grieve. But, Steve, you canât spend the rest of your life like this. It isnât healthy.â
âWhy canât you understand that Bucky isnât just my best friend, heâs my brother Y/N. I canât just move on like you seem to be doing.â Steve yelled, wiping his tears away.
âI miss them everyday Steve. Everyday. But I know that I canât stop living my life for them. God, I wish everyday that it was me. That I disappeared instead of Bucky.â You yell, your hands grasping the door knob for dear life.
âY/N...donât say that. I donât know what Iâd do without you.â Steve says, taking a step forward.
âSteve, without me youâd hurt for a while, but you would have Bucky and he would get you through it. Without Bucky, youâre a shell of who you were. Youâre empty. I canât keep loving a shell.â You say, opening the door.
âPlease. Donât go. I promise Iâll be better.â Steve says, practically sobbing.
âIâŚâ You start to say, but you just shake your head and walk out the door.
I still have your shirt in my dresser drawer
The one with the stripes that you liked in store
Everything has changed, I wanted more
Steve didnât know what to do with the rest of your clothes. You had only taken what you could carry and it had been weeks since that night. Steve had called you endlessly since then, but you didnât answer any of his calls. At first, Steve thought you were just going to stay at your momâs house for a few nights. After a week, Steve realized that you werenât coming back.
Steve thought that if he kept your things, it would be enough for you to come back, at least one more time. As the weeks passed by, he came to the conclusion that you had abandoned youâre things just like you had abandoned him. And he was angry. God, was he angry. How could you do that? Just leave like everyone else did? But the worst part was that you had chosen to leave. Bucky and TâChalla and Wanda...they all didnât get a choice. They didnât chose to leave him. You did.
Oh how it's raining
Oh how the water falls
Into the safe things
We try to set in stone
I can't replace you
I can't escape you, now
Everything Steve did, you were there. Constantly in the back of his mind. Everytime he turned around, you were there, out of the corner of his eye. Nothing he did could help. He tried to forget you, he really did. But is seemed like everytime he would close his eyes, your heavenly face was there, reminding him that you were somewhere on this planet and you were not with him. Steve was getting desperate. He couldn't keep living like this.
Bucky was gone. Y/N was gone.
Everyone was gone. Except for Steve.
Oh itâs gonna be a long night
#steve rogers#y/n#angst#marvel one shot#avengers one shot#avengers x reader#Avengers infinity war#marvel#marvel cinematic universe
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History
Written By: Glenda ( @unsocialized-nerd)
Pairing: Tony Stark x Reader
A/N: This is based off the song History by One Direction and will have another part to it!
Youâve got to help me, Iâm losing my mind
Keep getting the feeling you want to leave this all behind
I had felt it coming before it even happened. Weâd known each other for our whole lives practically. We knew each other better than anyone else. Of course, I felt the shift. We were drifting, and I didnât know how to fix it. With me off training the new Avengers I could feel her getting impatient, on the outside she was always supportive, she knew the work I was doing meant something. I had sensed something was wrong for a few months now and I just didnât want to face it until now. Until the text.
âWe need to talkâ was all it read.
No, they donât teach you this in school
Now my heartâs breaking and I donât know what to do
I had always been the heartbreaker. The playboy who was never tied down. But she was different. Iâd been gradually falling in love with her since we were kids and I lost sight of that. I lost sight of the love we had. I didnât know how to deal with this heart break, so I started drinking. And drinking. And drinking.
All of the rumors, all of the fight
But we always found a way to make it out alive
I was at the point in my drunkenness where I began to reflect. Weâd been through so much. Rumors of cheating and lying and the fights about those rumors. But we always made it through. We always made up and came back stronger than ever. We beat the odds of being a couple in the spotlight and we just worked so well together, and I just donât know how I could let that go.
Minibars, expensive cars
Hotel rooms, and new tattoos
The good champagne and private plans
Itâs been months since she left, and Iâve done my best to get over her, but I canât remember a day since she left that Iâve been completely sober. I put my âsuperhero dutiesâ on hold and tried to enjoy being single. Drinking and partying and flying to different countries on a whim. But nothing filled the hole she left.
But they donât mean anything
âCause the truth is out, I realize
That without you here, life is just a lie
I need her so damn bad. I knew this before, but things got in the way. We lost touch. I lost her. But thatâs not how our story is going to end. Weâve been through too much to just throw it all away. I will win her back. Iâll make her see that Iâve changed and that Iâll put her first again.
You and me got a whole lot of history
So donât let it go, we can make some more, we can live forever
#tony stark x reader#tony x reader#tony stark one shot#tony stark#avengers one shot#avengers x reader#history#one direction
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Enough
Written By: Glenda ( @unsocialized-nerd)
Bucky x Reader
Disclaimer: hints at depression
Iâm better now. Iâm better now. Iâm better now.
These were the words you constantly told yourself. You had good friends and a somewhat stable job that literally included saving peopleâs lives. What more could you ask for?
But yet the voice was still there in the back of your head. Repeating itself. Playing the same thing it had all your life.
Youâll never be good enough. No one will ever accept you. No one will ever love you. Not even your friends.
And thatâs why you were in a big sweatshirt and shorts in my bed and had been here all day with no plans of getting out. There was a party at the tower tonight that no one had told you about until about an hour ago, but you didnât have the physical or mental strength to make small talk and pretend to have a good time so here you stayed.
It was better this way anyway. No one wanted you there, or at least thatâs what your brain told you. It was best to just stay in bed and not bring the mood down.
You were expected to be the life of the party and make jokes and just always be having fun at these things and if you couldnât do that tonight then what was the point of even showing up. No staying in bed was the best idea.
You and your brain were still coming up with reasons to not go when you heard a knock at the door. You didnât respond. You hadnât said anything to anyone in days and whenever they knocked you just didnât answer and hoped they assumed you were asleep. They usually went away. Except this one didnât.
âHey Y/Nâ Bucky said as he slowly opened the door and made his way to your bed where you were laying with your eyes closed hoping heâd just leave you alone.
âI know youâre not actually asleep. Come on, talk to me.â
âI donât want to.â Was all you said as you rolled over and continued to ignore him like a child.
He chuckled softly and then you felt the bed shift and you comforter move as he got in your bed with you.
You roll back to your other side and are met with Buckyâs eyes staring back at you.
âWhat are you doing?â you say with a soft smile that doesnât quite meet your eyes.
âIâm going to make you talk to me and Iâm not leaving until you do.â
âTalk to you about what Bucky?â was your response like playing dumb would work on him.
âCome on Y/N. You know what about. Youâve been in your room for days and you havenât spoken to anyone. Whatâs going on with you?â
âI just donât feel well okay?â you say not meeting his eyes hoping that he couldnât tell that youâre lying
âY/Nâ he whispers and after a pause continues, âYou know I know you better than that, whatâs really going on?â
âItâs getting bad again Bucky.â Your voice break and you can feel the tears coming but you donât want to cry in front of him.
âHey hey hey itâs okay. Youâre okay.â He pulls you into him and your head is in his chest with his arms wrapped around you and you feel safe like maybe it is okay.
After a minute or so of Bucky holding you while you cry he finally speaks.
âWhat lies are they telling you?â
Youâve never talked to him about your past issues with your mental health or the years of therapy you endured but somehow, he knew exactly what you were going through.
âIâm not good enough and Iâm annoying and a burden and no one could ever love me.â You say the last on quieter than the rest. You donât want him to know just how much you wanted to have love in your life, ultimately with him but you also knew that would never happen.
âWell I know for a fact youâre not annoying. Every one of us in this tower enjoy your company and we understand what youâre going through, hell we go through it too. You are not a burden to anyone; weâre all here to help if you need anyone to talk to. As far as someone loving you, we all love you, itâs not a romantic love that youâre currently looking for, but youâll find that, and it might be closer than you think.â He adds a wink to the last sentence and you smile a little and you lay there in silence still in his arms.
You start drifting off to sleep when he starts speaking again.
âAnd Y/N?â
You hum in response.
âYou are enough.â
And the two of you fall asleep like that. You in his arms with the voices subsiding and a party going on downstairs.
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I Did Something Bad
Loki x OCÂ
Written by: Shelby (@underneath-deepblueseas)
So this is based off the song âI Did Something Badâ by Taylor Swift. Itâs set right before the events of Thor. I love Loki and I heard this song and thought it would be perfect for him. Just something short and sweet...ish lol.Â
Thanks for reading!Â
I never trust a narcissist, but they love meÂ
So I play âem like a violin
And I make it look oh-so-easy
âAsta, my beautiful lady, would you mind reminding me why weâre going to see my oaf of a brother?â Loki asked, rolling his eyes.
âBecause, my dear Loki, Thor is the future king of Asgard. You are his brother. Youâre entitled to be there for him.â Asta said, whipping her long blonde hair behind her and fluttering her eyes at Loki. âAlthough, you and I both know who the rightful king of Asgard is.â She said smirking.
Loki nodded back while grabbing Astaâs hand. âYou are right, darling. One day, I shall take my birthright and become a king.â He grabs a strand of her hair, twirling it between his fingers.
âAnd you , my dear, will take your place by my side. As a queen.â Loki smiled while grabbing Astaâs face between his hands. âMy queen.â
âAnd how are you going to take the throne from Thor?â Asta questioned.
âI have something in mind.â Loki answered.
âHmm. Queen. I like the sound of that.â
They say I did something bad
Then whyâs it feel so good?
They say I did something bad
But whyâs it feel so good?
Most fun I ever had
And Iâd do it over and over and over again if I could
It just felt so good, good
Asta and Loki met each other when they were children. Being the same age and both belonging to royal families, they were destined to be together. Even though there were other children, it was always Asta and Loki. Asta looked up to Loki, and Loki adored Asta. They also had similar personalities. While in childhood, they were seen more as mischievous and harmless, as they grew their tricks turned darker and darker. Between the two of them, they could burn down a village while smiling.
Almost everybody thought that Loki was a bad influence and caused Asta to act like him. The truth, however, was that Asta agreed with everything Loki thought and would follow him anywhere. They were a package deal. It was their own form of love.
âYouâll help me?â Loki asked, wringing his hands.
âYou want me to help sneak in Frost Giants?â Asta asked in disbelief after hearing Lokiâs plan.
âYes.â Loki answered.
Asta slowly smiled and grabbed Lokiâs hands.
âOf course Iâll help you. Where do we start?â
Loki smiled.Â
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Nightmares
Tony Stark x Reader
Written By: Glenda (@unsocialized-nerd)Â
Based (Kind of) off the song Nightmares by: All Time Low
Set after the first Avengers movie. Also Pepper doesnât exist and Iâm sorry.Â
Now thereâs a ghost in the back of this room and I donât like it
I fall asleep with my covers pulled up and try to fight it
Iâve got to say itâs hard to be brave when youâre alone in the dark
I told myself that I wouldnât be scared but Iâm still having nightmares
You jolted awake after another nightmare about New York. No matter how hard you tried you couldnât shake everything that couldâve gone wrong or worse; everything that did go wrong. All the people injured all the ones you couldnât save. All the buildings, peopleâs livelihoods destroyed because you couldnât stop Loki in time. You shouldâve been able to prevent it.
You look at the clock, 3:25 am. Too early to get up for the day but too late for anyone else to be up so you stumble down to the kitchen in hopes of finding something to snack on while your nerves calmed enough for you to go back to sleep. Living in Avengers tower was nice and you mostly felt safe and secure living with Bruce and Tony.
These nightmares had been happening since the night right after the battle, when the memories were still fresh. Sometimes the Chitauri would win sometimes youâd die but other times it was worse; only you would survive, and it was all your fault. Youâd wake in a cold sweat after those ones. You would never forgive yourself if the only people who ever accepted you were killed because of you. Those nightmares were the hardest to shake. The one you had tonight was about Tony though. He hadnât survived throwing the nuke into space and you all just stared in anticipation and waited for him to say something witty, but it never happened. He never came through.
It had been months since New York and you seemed to be the only one still hung up on it. You didnât want to bother the rest of them with it or open healed wounds, so you kept it in. You were alone in this one, but then again you had been alone for most of your life.
There had been an accident in your town when you were younger. There were many casualties, your parents included. Many of the survivors ended up dead a few months later. You were the only one still alive. The doctors believe the only reason you survived was because you had been in a coma. After you woke up S.H.I.E.L.D. showed, specifically Phil Coulson had showed up. Turns out the thing that wiped out your town was a testing facility for some hydra weapons that had blown up and for some reason unknown to S.H.I.E.L.D. you survived. They took many tests and after a long day of being poked with needles youâd finally had enough and thatâs when you became away of your abilities. No one was seriously injured but you had accidentally thrown one of the scientists across the room. You were scared, and you ran. You hid for a while, but Coulson always had an eye on you. Making sure you were safe and healthy. And finally, when you had become old enough you sought out his help and you became a S.H.I.E.L.D agent and eventually an Avenger.
Youâd finally calmed down after your little trip down memory lane and were about to head back to your room when you heard yelling coming from somewhere. You followed the sound all the way to Tonyâs bedroom.
âNo, not her. Take me.â You heard him yell and you yanked open the door.
There was no one in the room. Just Tony in his bed sweating and thrashing.
He mumbled something about a nuke and thatâs when you knew. Â You werenât the only one still haunted by New York.
You walk across the room and you sat next to him on the bed and trying to wake him up and when he finally wakes up he bolts straight into the air and it takes him a few moments to realize youâre in the bed with him. And when he does he just looks at you confused and then looks a little embarrassed that you just saw him having a nightmare.
âHey youâre okay. Iâll go grab you some water.â
âNo, itâs fine donât worry about.â He says while not making eye contact.
âTony,â you say while you lift his chin so that he looks at you âI have them too.â
You both sit in silence for a minute and relax in the comfort and realization that neither of you are alone.
You both start to talk at the same time.
âYou want to talk about it?â
âCan you stay with me tonight?â
You give a soft smile. âYeah Iâll stay with you.â
âMaybe talking about it is something we can tackle tomorrow.â Tony says while you pull the covers up over yourself.
âYeah I guess.â You say while you drift off to sleep.
You wake up in Tonyâs arms and feel relieved. No nightmare.
For the first time since New York neither of you had a nightmare.
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Hello weâre Glenda and Shelby and weâve been marvel fans for a few years now and just recently decided to start a blog. We will be reblogging Avengers and other Marvel posts that we find funny or cool as well as writing our own one-shots and fics. If youâre a fan of Marvel and mediocre writing then you should follow us! Weâre always on the lookout for similar blogs so weâll follow back blogs like our own!
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