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Nice little post separate from what I usually post about just to share something in pride month

I, yesterday, was able to help my mum discover that there is in fact a flag for asexual people and they are valid in the LGBTQ+ community. It was a lovely feeling, she seemed extremely happy about it given the fact that she is asexual and had never realised that there was a flag or any other form of representation for asexual people.

so quick message to all the asexuals out there: you are valid and welcome in this community, anyone who says that you aren’t is honestly just a dickhead who shouldn’t be listened to, and you deserve to feel as much joy through being represented as anyone else.

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happy birthday gay people happy birthday technoblade

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since a lot of people I know online follow this blog, I’d like to say a massive thank you for all of the birthday wishes I received yesterday, this is the most appreciated I’ve felt in a while and it really means a lot

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Holy shit I’m stimming so hard! This event was amazing, major thanks to the mods for running everything and making it so enjoyable (and putting up with my lack of ability to meet deadlines for various reasons XD) My soulmate for the event is so so lovely and nice to talk to and they are an extremely talented artist, everyone else on the server is an absolute pleasure to talk to, even if I haven’t talked a lot, everyone is so kind and supportive and the atmosphere on the server is great!!

I kinda can’t believe that this event is over. It feels like yesterday when I was scrolling tumblr and came across a post about this event and thought ‘why not, looks like fun!’, and now I know that I definitely made the right decision, this event was able to help me through my writers block and allowed me to work with such cool people in the process!

again, major thanks to the mods for putting it together, running everything and being so patient and helpful!! I can’t wait to join again if this event runs in the future!!

Friends, Romans, countrymen, the time has finally come!

Linked here is the super secret, much awaited Leaderboard Spreadsheet for Soulmate Sweepstakes! Go find yourself and your partner in it!! Good job everyone!

Mod Izzy, who did most of the score-entering, gave everyone little nicknames in the sheet! If at first you cannot find yourself using ctrl+f, try clicking around to check if you're under a nickname instead of a username.

But that's not all! Here's something even more exciting! Our lovely Mod Cal has been working on an even more secret project to celebrate the end of our event!

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Hi! Mod Cal speaking! Boy, have I got a treat for you all! For the last couple of days (give or take five) I have been hard at work making a place for everyone to easily find all of the lovely work that YOU have done throughout this event!

NOTE: You must be on desktop to view this, and it is highly recommended you have an adblocker!

At this website, you can navigate to the leaderboard, a full page for everyone's submitted T2T pieces, and quick links everywhere! If there's any broken links, please let me know ASAP!

You will ALSO notice on the T2T showcase page that every team has a custom-made Minecraft achievement! These were Mod Sky's idea, so everyone go give lots of love to them; the whole mod team pitched in to create custom awards for every team, honoring the hard work you all did <3

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*ao3 being super laggy* *sighs* *opens tumblr*

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a fanfic a day keeps my mental healths decline away

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MY AMAZING SOULMATES ART!!!

last and final piece for the @mcyt-soulmate-sweepstakes! we did a techno & tommy role swap for dsmp :-)

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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Dream SMP Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: No Romantic Relationship(s), Alexis | Quackity & Technoblade, Ghostbur (Dream SMP) & Technoblade (Video Blogging RPF), Technoblade & Phil Watson | Philza Characters: Technoblade (Video Blogging RPF), Ghostbur (Dream SMP), Alexis | Quackity, Phil Watson | Philza Additional Tags: Roleswap, Exile Arc (Dream SMP), Technoblade Needs a Hug (Video Blogging RPF), Wilbur Soot and Technoblade are Not Siblings, Scars, Drowning Summary:

Exile was much lonlier in the winter, Techno found.

Perhaps it was the fact that Quackity was visiting him less. As much as Techno was loathed to admit it, Quackity's presence was comforting in a way he never would have expected from a man so willing to taunt and tease him, taking every opportunity to remind Techno of excactly what had gotten him into this situation in the first place, of the mistakes he had made and the people he had failed along the way. Techno had learned quickly that the only way to deal with the constant stream of criticism and insults was to tune the man out entirely, but he couldn't help but find comfort in the way it reminded him so much of the very first days of their rivalry.

Or: roleswap au set during the dsmp exile arc!

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Very excited to take part in this :D

If anyone has any requests, pop the prompt and the names of the characters to include in the fic and I’ll do my best to write it!

Please note that I would very much prefer to write Techno + somebody (I.e emduo, syndicate, twins duo, ect) as that’s just what I have the most experience/interest in, and as always all fics I write from this card are PLATONIC

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*ao3 being super laggy* *sighs* *opens tumblr*

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(Sorry for the low quality image) made the Antarctic empire flag out of pony beads!! First time using this type of stitch so it’s not the greatest but hey! I did my best!

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FUCK THAT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE ANNOYMINGS

LMAOOOOO I DONT EVEN KNOW HOW TO WRITE THAT THO SO UR GOOD XD

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C!Technoblade

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Ty Mel ❤️❤️❤️

Fic for @mcyt-soulmate-sweepstakes! I picked the prompt 'curse', I'm sorry for how short this is but writers blocks kicking my ass rn (this was supposed to be a full au however I don’t have the time or energy to turn it into one at the moment unfortunately, however I may use this to create one in the future.)

word count: 456

Tw for mentions of war/violence and death

Technoblade is old.

Old beyond his years, some might say, those unaware of the curse keeping him alive for centuries. He has seen nations rise and fall, witnessed foolish leaders lead their country to their graves. He’s followed those very same leaders into their wars, if only to appease the dozens of voices in his mind, constantly screaming for bloodshed.

He’d been content, long ago, to fight for lands that would surely forget his name in the years that would follow. He’d jumped from war to war, rarely allowing himself a moment of peace before throwing himself into another battle, blood from the previous war still lingering in his mind alongside the souls of those he had killed.

War was his purpose, his home, the one place he truly belonged. He had been raised there, amidst the violence and terror, and had grown to cherish the feeling of adrenaline rushing through his veins as he sprinted, blade in hand, towards the hoards of soldiers on the frontlines. It was the one place he was free, the one place he could provide for the voices calls.

He hadn't intended for that to change, for his entire life to be turned upside-down in the blink of an eye, but somehow, that is excactally what had happened.

He had been helping around camp, transporting supplies and assisting the medics with any minor injuries the new recruits had acquired during the journey, when a merry laugh had sounded from around him, echoing around the valley they were currently stationed in. He turned slowly to see a young boy- Gods, what was a kid that young doing at war? Technoblade hadn't thought the army was desperate enough to drag kids into this- his golden curls silhouetted by the sun, his lips upturned in a bright smile. At his side, a shorter boy stood, a soft smile on his face as he gazed at his companion, although his brown eyes were shadowed, as if he knew of the horrors he was sure to experience in the following weeks.

Technoblade grimaced as his mind wandered. If he closed his eyes, he could almost hear angiushed screams replacing the laughter and terrified expressions replacing the ones they currently wore. He shook his head quickly, attempting to rid himself of the horrid image, but the voices taunted, whispering about how it was inevitable, that the teens blood would be spilled and their lives would be lot just as quickly as they had begun. He shouldn't care, not after the countless amount of lives that had been lost at his own hand, but the thought of the boys bodies lying cold and limp on the ground made something worryingly close to regret twist in his gut.

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Fic for @mcyt-soulmate-sweepstakes! I picked the prompt 'curse', I'm sorry for how short this is but writers blocks kicking my ass rn (this was supposed to be a full au however I don’t have the time or energy to turn it into one at the moment unfortunately, however I may use this to create one in the future.)

word count: 456

Tw for mentions of war/violence and death

Technoblade is old.

Old beyond his years, some might say, those unaware of the curse keeping him alive for centuries. He has seen nations rise and fall, witnessed foolish leaders lead their country to their graves. He’s followed those very same leaders into their wars, if only to appease the dozens of voices in his mind, constantly screaming for bloodshed.

He’d been content, long ago, to fight for lands that would surely forget his name in the years that would follow. He’d jumped from war to war, rarely allowing himself a moment of peace before throwing himself into another battle, blood from the previous war still lingering in his mind alongside the souls of those he had killed.

War was his purpose, his home, the one place he truly belonged. He had been raised there, amidst the violence and terror, and had grown to cherish the feeling of adrenaline rushing through his veins as he sprinted, blade in hand, towards the hoards of soldiers on the frontlines. It was the one place he was free, the one place he could provide for the voices calls.

He hadn't intended for that to change, for his entire life to be turned upside-down in the blink of an eye, but somehow, that is excactally what had happened.

He had been helping around camp, transporting supplies and assisting the medics with any minor injuries the new recruits had acquired during the journey, when a merry laugh had sounded from around him, echoing around the valley they were currently stationed in. He turned slowly to see a young boy- Gods, what was a kid that young doing at war? Technoblade hadn't thought the army was desperate enough to drag kids into this- his golden curls silhouetted by the sun, his lips upturned in a bright smile. At his side, a shorter boy stood, a soft smile on his face as he gazed at his companion, although his brown eyes were shadowed, as if he knew of the horrors he was sure to experience in the following weeks.

Technoblade grimaced as his mind wandered. If he closed his eyes, he could almost hear angiushed screams replacing the laughter and terrified expressions replacing the ones they currently wore. He shook his head quickly, attempting to rid himself of the horrid image, but the voices taunted, whispering about how it was inevitable, that the teens blood would be spilled and their lives would be lot just as quickly as they had begun. He shouldn't care, not after the countless amount of lives that had been lost at his own hand, but the thought of the boys bodies lying cold and limp on the ground made something worryingly close to regret twist in his gut.

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[DONATION PERIOD ONGOING]

It's time! Donate now to The Sarcoma Foundation of America, Sarcoma UK, or one of our two bonus charities, and submit your proof in our Google form to receive art or fic for Technoblade's birthday! All information can be found below the read more.

(Google form)

It's really simple: you donate, you send us your receipt and prompt, and one of our lovely contributors makes you art or fic. The finished pieces will be posted on June 1st to celebrate Techno's birthday.

You can claim two prompts if you want! One for donating to either of the Sarcoma research charities and one for donating to either Point of Pride or Operation Realife.

Donate to the Sarcoma Foundation of America here. We encourage you to leave a note saying you're donating in memory of Technoblade! Example screenshots:

Donate to Sarcoma UK (the charity Tommy is an ambassador for here. We encourage you to leave a note saying you're donating in memory of Technoblade! Example screenshot:

Donate to Point of Pride, a charity providing healthcare access for transgender and queer folks, here. Example screenshots:

Donate to Operation Realife, a charity providing essential items to the Gaza region, here. You can donate to them directly, or donate to one of the many families from their vetted list. Example screenshots:

Remember to black out any identifying information in your screenshot but also make sure a date is visible, so we can verify you donated for this event!

Find the Google doc to submit your screenshots and prompt here:

https://forms.gle/RJbCEVozWFoHyaZM9

If you run into any issues, have questions, or require help, please don't hesitate to comment, ask us, or DM. TECHNO MILLIONAIRES ROLL OUT!!! 🔔🔔🔔

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-trying to get inspiration to write

-decides to read instead to take my mind off it for a bit and then try to brainstorm ideas

-can't find anything i wanna read, end up remembering a fic i wrote and rereading it

-lose all motivation to write because holy shit I'm so bad at this and i shouldn't have used that word there and i used too many adjectives in that line and too many commas and that paragraph doesn't flow well and-