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The nickname Angel for Andrew is so important to me.

Because sure one could hypothetically look at him and say oh you know, call him angel because he's small, blonde, pale, kind of has the same vibe as a cherub you know? If you take away all of the glaring and knifes and things right? Call him angel because he looks like one.

But here's Andrew, a man called a monster his entire life, who's never once been put first. Never once been anything but shunned and neglected by those who were supposed to love him. Who even when he found his family was touted as unstable and dangerous. And suddenly angel isn't just a nickname anymore. It's a symbol of regrowth, of trust, of worship. It's looking at everything Andrew has done and calling him not a monster, but one of God's chosen. One of the symbols of good and purity. And sure Andrew is less then pure in every aspect of the word, but it's looking at his actions. At those "sins" he's committed, and telling him that they don't matter. It's acknowledging that he did what he had to do with the goal of protecting his people in mind.

So you guys can reclaim monster all you want. To me the best nickname for Andrew will always be a soft "Hey Angel" from the person who understands him most.

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HUH?!

>>> the perfect court the foxhole court the raven king the king's men the sunshine court the golden raven the broken cage >>> the queen's game

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Cut to the chase this is how I imagine the monsters dorm:

Please lmk if u see the vision coz I’m genuinely curious as to how other people imagined the dorm to look whilst reading🙏🙏😫

Edit: here’s a more specific version (the right way around this time)

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Literally incredible I’m officially obsessed😍😍😫

rot like a saint

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INJECT THIS INTO MY VEINS🙏

What if instead of face tattoos, they were tramp stamps?

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Ok y’all I need ur help, does anyone know the fanfic I’m thinking of it’s wolfstar and I read it like probs 4 years ago

So basically it’s set during marauders era at hogwarts and Remus is trans. So instead of remus’ big secret being that he’s a werewolf it’s that he’s trans. It’s gotta be multi chapter probably kind of a long fic

Anyone🥹 please and thanks xx

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Just finished iwtv and I’m in aww so now I NEED some andreil or wolfstar vampire au fic recs.🙏🙏🙏

They can be long or short idgaf but I just NEED them so pleaseeeee pleak🥺 if you know any lmk

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So cuteeee 😢

…and sleep

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!!!!!!!!

anyway unless I change it in the final hour it's The Golden Raven

book 3 inherited the original title of book 2

moving my keyboard back to the other tower now, so g'night, my lovies, and thank you for all your support <333

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look at me Jean-Yves

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REAL

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POV Andrew and Neil at the same time in the backroom:

iykyk 😏

POV Aaron on the dance floor at Edens:

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POV Aaron on the dance floor at Edens:

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POV Kevin Day when someone says baseball is better than exy:

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Sometimes you just have to ask yourself WWAMD (what would Andrew minyard do) and usually the answer is stab someone but I think it’s a justified response tbh and I applaud him for it 💅

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the response on the last one actually shocked me! i'm glad you're all having as much fun as me with this!