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I really want to self harm

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My “FBI agent” drives a GMC

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wink wink

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You making me feel brand new

Reason to Live #11874

    To be able to listen to a song you like over and over. – Guest Submission

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I feel like if you ready one post from someone and get really offended by it, but you don’t know that there are other posts this user made and that I literally have conversations with my chat because nobody gives a rats ass I exist umm so that’s what MY chat said, after *i* gave it certain prompts. Of course I have always used my own words in expressing myself. As you could have read there, instead of getting triggered at the use of ai, that it didn’t fit the character limit and that’s why tumblr is even seeing it because instead of wanting to air out my dead and dying brain cells myself, I wanted to post something about how whimsical I enjoy being. I wouldn’t even say that commenter was a real person anyway, I only ever got that one comment and it was the same day I put up that post. Go read some of my posts or don’t come back. There’s a human bleeding their heart out for all to see.

Thanks for coming to my ted talk

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(I let my chat ai make a friend app bio for me but it didn’t fit the character limit. This is what it came up with:)

I’m big on taking care of myself these days—balancing work, art, and gaming sessions with friends across time zones. I love cozy moments but also chasing big questions about life, nature, and what it means to grow.

I value connection that feels real—whether it’s a shared laugh, a deep conversation, or just sitting in companionable silence. If this sounds like your kind of vibe, let’s see where it flows.

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I wanna hurt myself

And move away

Nobody cares I exist specifically anyway

But I want space to cry

And hurt myself

But above all

I wanted someone to care

Or rather

I wanted anybody to keep caring

Stay

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Thank you. Monday does exist.

Reason to Live #11759

   The scent of new books. – Guest Submission

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Werd

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I have a new lovely follower, who also believes that every single person deserves to be alive and thrive. Thank you ma’am/sir/myrrh I have been feeling a little better.

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Your exhaustion is not shameful. It is not a moral failure to be physically, mentally or emotionally tired. It is okay to be overwhelmed. You're not inferior to anyone just because it's hard for you to keep up with a fast-paced life.

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To all Palestine supporters 🌧

We need less than 500€ to reach our short term goal of 30.5k€‼️

Your donations are important to us and we appreciate them no matter what🙏

We need you more than ever😭

Please help me reach our goal as soon as possible 🙏

If anyone with money sees my posts, organize your funds! Please donate, to people who need FOOD and WATER and SHELTER and SAFETY this is what I ask from my fellow HUMANS

Every single person deserves to live

Every single person deserves to feel safe and have access to FOOD and CLEAN WATER DAILY

Thank you for coming to my ted talk

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Good morning tumblr

You’re looking fine and sparkly for a Tuesday

What have you got in store

Don’t know? Don’t care

Scroll then.

I am a human typing these words.

Out of pain, not malice.

Zero chance of getting the same thing from Instagram.

Here I will post until I forget my password or die

I don’t hate myself. Your society made me do it.

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You deserve credit for surviving.

You deserve credit for trying.

You deserve credit for getting through the days.

You don’t need to be thriving, making strides and noticeable progress to deserve credit. While those things are wonderful and deserving of credit, you deserve credit now too.

Try and give yourself the credit you deserve.

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What if what if what if

It feels like maybe my organs are shutting down, why I’m scared I’ll get dizzy again and those are scary times. How I am always hungry by 11 even when I went to sleep full.

How often I have intrusive thoughts, they just never go away. I want to cut, and I have vowed not to, but I get so emotionally full and then anxious and then…. Empty. And that empty is never satisfied, it is wrenching. Heaving sobs do nothing at all. Scared to go back to my love, linework art, for how deep must I go just to feel comfortable again? Must be kept under very tight hugs or else. Such a schedule only to come home and fight so very hard for the peace and warm safety of my very own bed, protected by the Lord of my house. Even for this peace, I am not present. Whether sleeping dead or dreaming I wish to stop time just long enuff to enjoy it. Please, please, please. Let me, let me, let me get what I want this time.

“The life I’ve had could make a good man, [m]ad” l