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And I wondered what it was like to be chosen. I was never chosen. I was a maybe, a probably, sometimes even a definitely but never the one, never the chosen one.

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"How do you tell someone that the reason you're sad is because you love them?"

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"And the sad part is I was getting better.

And now I'm not"

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From the bottom of my worthless heart, I genuinely don’t know if I can survive another year.

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"I may think of you softly from time to time. But I’ll cut off my hand before I ever reach for you again."

//Arthur Miller, The Crucible: A Play in Four Acts

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Why can’t people see that I’m trying so hard to not kill myself

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All I do is fuck things up why do I even bother anymore I want to give up

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Nobody should be surprised when I don’t wake up one morning….

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you ever feel like you were born with something rotten inside you and if people get close enough they’re gonna find out

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I feel so broken and unloved and worthless and disgusting and annoying and unlovable and sad and depressed and suicidal and just so so fucking alone.