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QUEEEEEEEE

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2nd day on university I wanna die

(song not related , I just like it)

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Anime p0rn on my fyp I blame malia for this

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Can we pretend that airplanes, in the night sky, are like....shooting stars?

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My popular oomf doesn't even comment or like my posts I can sense the virtual classism

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Alien stage predictions

Sua: Death

Till: Death

Ivan: Death

Luka: Death

Hyuna: Death

Mizi: Death

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Hello everyone

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Arcane songs got me gagging, they are soooooo goood

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Bro this blog looks like a desert

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Oh in a blink gone, and till was gone

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Are you black sorrow because you are Ivan or a you Ivan because you are black sorrow

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Hoped to love....

ORIGINAL STORY

Part 1

"This will be the last love letter I will write to you ,or the first one, if you consider it that way. I want to tell you that loving is not bad, it wasnt your fault to love me and it wasnt my fault for not understand it, I never received love from anyone, wished I could understand this feelings before it was too late, im sorry for the hurt I caused you. I met you when you where a radiant sunshine with a heart of crystal, you met me when I already felt alone, falling in the void. It's not your fault to feel in love..."

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When I was young, I always thought that love was everything for a person, that destiny had planned to cross paths with that one person and that you would be loved and had a happy ending, but as I grew up I realized that… maybe not all of us are destined to be loved. 

I grew up in a loving and attentive family, not everyone had that luck, but I was one of those who did, or so I thought, maybe it was my mind that decided to erase those bad memories and only leave the good ones, my parents gave me the name of light but what is the point of having a name like light if I will never be able to find the light to guide me in moments where darkness predominates.Maybe they wanted me to be the one who finally finds that meaning of life… the meaning they never found.

School was the first step in developing me as a person, and creating connections outside of what I called home. A place where you began to make your own decisions. I met all kinds of people, all kinds of stories, all kinds of connections, all kinds of loves? Friendships….Did i really just experimented some type of love? or just my fantasies? Maybe my fury of finding what I longed for so much was playing with me, after all I don't know what love is, I never experienced it love ,am I allowed to feel loved?

After school, University took over, closing one stage of my life and opening another, a stage in which many consider boring, stressful, and fascinating, your body lose your childlike look but childness is still inside you, it was in this moment in my life when I met someone, someone who I still miss to this day,  my hope, my……..

His name was ##### I met him when I was taking the university entrance exam, when there was only silence, when I was focused on my future, felt his touch, asking to borrow an eraser, his voice low so only my ears can listen.

 After the exam, at the station of destiny he is also there, and with an electrifying touch he searches my attention, and with his open hand approaching me,I see the eraser that I lent him. “Sorry, I forgot to return it, thank you for lending it to me, I really appreciate it,” he said, turning to find his way.

“Hey” I said before he walked away "What's your name?" I asked

“Matthan” he says, tilting his head while grabbing his backpack “And you, who are you?” he asked

“Im…Light”

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University is the worst thing that has happend to me

Anyways stan zb1

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¡5 publicaciones!

Yuppie

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SO GYATTT GYAT AS IT CAN BE

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Omg new follower hiiiiiii

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hihi <33

Hello 💖