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Fandom: Helluva Boss Pairing(s): stolitz Word count: 999 Summary: Blitz and Stolas make cookies. Genre(s): Fluff

Blitz was lying on his couch, one leg hanging off and bored out of his mind. He had gotten off work an hour ago and Loona was out with friends somewhere.

So when his phone screamed in his face, showing someone was calling him, he was glad for the distraction. When he noticed the contact name "Stols" paired with a picture of his boyfriend smiling at the person behind the camera - him - he was even happier.

He picked up the phone with a "Hey, birdbrain, what's up?".

"Good evening, Blitzy. I'm baking cookies and Octavia is out with her friends. I was wondering if you would like to join me.", Stolas said.

Blitz couldn't believe his luck. His amazing boyfriend had brought a possible cure for his boredom.

"Fuck yes! I was bored as shit before you called.", the imp exclaimed, enthusiastically jumping up from the couch.

"Wonderful! I'll make you a portal, dear.", his boyfriend replied and hung up.

True to his words, a portal opened up in Blitz's living room. Stolas waved at him from the other side.

"Hold on, babe, I have just the thing for this!", the assassin said, already running to the kitchen and rummaging through the drawers and cabinets before he even finished his sentence.

The owl demon looked after his boyfriend in confusion, head slightly tilted to the right. Clangs and clatters could be heard from the room he disappeared into.

"Got it!", Blitz called out and the noise stopped.

He walked back into the living room and presented a dick-shaped cookie cutter to Stolas with a self-satisfied grin.

"I stole this off of one of our targets a while ago.", he explained, "So no dick-shaped cookies for this guy in hell. Unless he gets a new one."

The prince chuckled. "Alright, let's go make dick cookies then."

Blitz walked through the portal and Stolas leaned down to greet him with a kiss.

"I missed you.", the taller demon said.

"Missed you too, Stols.", Blitz replied.

They walked over to the work surface where everything they needed was already lying around. Stolas pulled up a chair for his boyfriend to stand on, so he could see the top of the surface. Blitz understood and climbed up, setting down the dick-shaped cookie cutter next to the other ones.

"The dough is already ready. Apologies if you wanted to help with that."

"It's okay, cutting out and decorating is the most fun anyway.", the smaller demon assured him, "Plus, just being here with you is nice."

"Likewise, darling.", Stolas responded.

He took a bit of flour and spread it on the work surface and the rolling pin, so the dough wouldn't get stuck. He also tossed a bit of flour in Blitz's direction which earned him a glare and some flour flying into his own direction in response.

Stolas dusted himself off with a laugh. "Would you like to roll out the first bit?", he said, gesturing to the dough.

Blitz nodded and grabbed the rolling pin to roll out a chunk of dough. He grabbed the stolen cookie cutter and started cutting out cocks. Stolas opted for heart shaped cookies.

"Man, we're gonna be eating so much dick tonight.", the imp joked as he placed his third dick-shaped cookie on the tray.

"Is that a promise?", Stolas asked with a smirk, suggestively wiggling his eyebrows.

Blitz laughed because of course the prince would say something like that. An almost overwhelming fondness welled up inside him. It was nice to see that among all the changes in their relationship since they became official, some things never changed.

"If I'm not too tired, maybe.", he answered, mirroring his boyfriend's teasing smirk.

Stolas' smirk took the shape of an excited smile and his face flushed pink.

"Horny bastard.", Blitz thought affectionately.

Stolas took the dick-shaped cookie cutter from the imp's hands and gave him the heart-shaped one he had been using. Then he got back to it with the new cookie cutter.

"I'm thinking about putting red icing on some of these.", Stolas said and the implication was not lost on Blitz.

"Horny bastard.", Blitz said, out loud this time.

"You know me, Blitzy.", the prince agreed and, in contrast to the sexual nature of their conversation, gave him a chaste kiss.

They continued cutting out dicks, hearts, moons and stars until all the dough was gone which - even though he would deny it later - was partially because Blitz wouldn't stop eating the unbaked dough.

After a good amount of time in the oven, they were good to go. The decorating process was a mess, the two of them starting an icing fight with more icing landing in someone's face than on the cookies.

They did end up with a bunch of red dicks, like Stolas had suggested. Though Stolas' face was just as red. It was starting to look as red as Blitz's, whose own face was almost completely red now, because of all the icing that landed there during their fight.

"Well. I feel sticky and disgusting, so I'm gonna go take a shower. Do you wanna join me?", the smaller demon asked.

Stolas nodded eagerly. "We could eat our cookies and watch Spirit afterwards, if you'd like."

"Fuck yes.", Blitz said. He jumped off the chair, grabbed his boyfriend's hand and Stolas let him drag him to the bathroom.

The imp started undressing, carefully folding and putting aside his "Sorry I'm late, I saw a horse" t-shirt but carelessly dropping his sweatpants and underwear on the ground. Stolas watched him intently and took off the purple "cookie dealer" apron he had been solely wearing.

"Is sucking your dick still an option?", he asked.

Blitz chuckled. "Yeah but let's get that icing off your face first.", he replied as he stepped into the shower.

Stolas followed after him and turned on the shower head. And if he dropped to his knees the moment his face was semi-clean, that was to be expected, wasn't it?

https://archiveofourown.org/works/36571936

there’s a fanfic to go with this one. I’ll add it as a reblog on my other blog in a second.

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D.H.O.R.K.S and idiots (stolitz fanfic, Part 2/2)

Fandom: Helluva Boss

Pairing(s): stolitz

Word count: 1,902

Summary: Blitz and Stolas talk.

Genre(s): Angst and Fluff

<- Chapter One

Blitz woke up in Stolas' arms the next morning. He looked up at him to find him already awake and looking at him, a fond smile gracing his face.

"Morning.", he grumbled.

"Good morning. Did you sleep well?", Stolas asked.

"Better than most days.", Blitz replied.

"If you'd like to stay, we could talk over breakfast?", the prince suggested.

The imp abruptly sat up, suddenly remembering something. "Looney is probably wondering where I am!"

"Don't worry, she probably figured you're here. She asked for my help to find you yesterday. You didn't ask her to open the portal back home for you and she thought something might have happened when you didn't respond to her text immediately.", Stolas explained, sitting up as well.

"Of course. She's a smart girl.", Blitz said, relaxing a little, "I don't know. I'm not really hungry yet."

He grabbed his phone and texted Loona "im wutgh stokas" just in case she didn't realise that's where he must be.

"It doesn't have to be now. We can eat later."

He looked at Stolas before shifting his gaze down to the blanket, wearing a thoughtful expression on his face. He hesitantly grabbed the taller demon's hand and let out a huff.

"We can talk now though. Let's just get this over with.", he mumbled.

Stolas hadn't reacted negatively when the imp spilled his guts to him because of the truth gas and he had been very calm this entire time. This couldn't be as bad as the worst case scenarios his brain was coming up with, right?

"Alright. So. You said you don't want to go back to the way it was because you want more than that. Could you elaborate on that?", Stolas asked.

"I-", Blitz's words caught in his throat and suddenly Stolas looking at him with that tender smile was too much.

He pulled away his hand and crossed his arms, turning his head away. He considered getting up and running. That seemed much easier than talking right now.

Deciding against that, he took a deep, shaky breath and tried again: "I just really fucking like you. And not in a 'you're hot and I wanna fuck you' kinda way. Well, that too but- I want to... I feel like I might be in love with you and I know that's stupid cause we don't actually know each other that well. But I want to get to know you and start seeing you romantically and that really fucking scares me."

"I would also like for our relationship to become more romantic in nature. Though I realized I haven't always shown that very well.", Stolas responded, "For what it's worth, I'm sorry for calling you my plaything in front of those humans. I thought it would add to the intimidation factor, so I said that without thinking about how it would make you feel."

Blitz turned around to look at the prince again, though he still ducked his head a little and kept his arms crossed. His tail flicked nervously behind him.

"You probably have been trying to show that but I didn't take it seriously. I just thought that... we fuck, I get the book and that's all this is to you.", he said, raising his head a bit to look into the owl's eyes as he continued, "And that if you're a little more affectionate with me than someone who just wants sex usually is, that doesn't mean shit because that's just the way you are. When you called me your 'impish little plaything', that kind of confirmed that to me. So yeah, that sucked."

He uncrossed his arms and sighed. Stolas looked at him intently, waiting to see if he was going to say something else or leave it at that.

With a shaky breath he added: "And beyond that, the thought of you caring about me... like that. It scared me almost as much as... aknowledging that I care about you. Like that."

"This cursed deal I suggested really made a mess of things, didn't it? I really made a mess of things.", Stolas murmured.

"Yeah, well. We're here now. Can't really change the past. And it's not like I haven't contributed to this fucking mess we're in.", the imp replied, "Pretending I don't give a shit and repressing my feelings definitely played a part in this."

"Perhaps we should stop this."

Blitz felt his blood run cold and his body froze. He sat completely still on the big bed, staring at the royalty next to him in terror.

"What?", he asked.

What did he mean? He thought talking it out was going so well. Was he wrong? Had this conversation been going horribly wrong, inevitably building up to Stolas not wanting to see him anymore?

"The deal, Blitz. I think we should stop having our relationship revolve around the grimoire.", he explained, "No more full moon nights the way we know them."

His red eyes shone bright with worry, as he looked at the imp. When Blitz slightly relaxed, so did Stolas.

"So you still want to see me?"

"Yes, of course!", Stolas assured him.

"Good, I was... I was worried there for a second.", Blitz chuckled nervously.

The owl prince took his hand and said: "We can still have sex of course, just not because of the book. Rather because we simply want to. But let's spend some time together doing something else. You said you want to get to know each other properly and so do I. It'd be nice to go on another date. Though maybe not in the lust ring. Especially not Ozzie's."

"Yeah, never Ozzie's. Never again.", Blitz agreed. He grimaced as he recalled that shitshow of a date.

"You never answered my question that night. Why did you ask me out?", Stolas asked.

Shit. He couldn't tell the truth, could he? That would fuck everything up. He didn't want to fuck this up. He had never so desperately wished he wouldn't fuck up a relationship. But he also didn't want to lie to Stolas. Not after the taller demon had opened his heart up to him and having opened up his own heart as much as he did.

"I- I didn't- Okay, so- I was... I wanted to spy on Millie and Moxxie on their date and you can only get into Ozzie's if you have a date. So, I... called you.", he stammered a response.

He didn't dare look at Stolas. Panic was rising in his throat, pushing more words out of his mouth: "I understand if you're mad at me. I mean, I basically used you to get in, so I could stalk my employees."

"I'm not going to lie, that does hurt. But I'm not mad. You can make it up to me by going on a proper date with me some time.", Stolas said, "Do you want to talk about the unfortunate events that evening?"

"You mean when everything went to shit because my past came back to bite me in the ass so hard you were ashamed to be seen with me?", Blitz asked, a bitter laugh escaping his throat.

"I will not judge you for your past. Whether what was said about you was true or not, you're not like that with me now. And I wasn't ashamed to be seen with you. I was just ashamed.", the prince explained, "I felt I had lost my family for someone who wasn't serious about whatever we have. Losing my wife's respect and my daughter's love for a good fuck. Doesn't that sound pathetic?"

"You know what's pathetic? Sleeping with a dumb feathery prince for a book, falling in love with him, inviting him out on date and having your exes talk shit about you in front of him. And then you start avoiding him and repressing your feelings twice as hard. The only reason you're talking now is because you got into trouble and he saved your ass again.", the imp retorted, "I'm sure you didn't lose your daughter's love. Your wife's respect? Sure. But did she have much respect for you in the first place?"

"I suppose you're right.", Stolas sighed. Then he quickly added: "About my wife and daughter, not the part where you implied you're pathetic."

Blitz hesitantly climbed onto his lap and pressed his face to his chest. Long black fingers gently carressed the imp's head and back, minding the spikes there.

"We're gonna make this work, right? You won't suddenly not want me anymore and toss me aside for someone new?", Blitz asked.

"No, never. I think this was an important conversation to have. And I'm confident that now we will make it work.", Stolas assured him. He leaned down and placed a kiss on his forehead, catching the glimpse of a smile on the other's lips.

"I'm just so used to all of my relationships inevitably going up in flames. So I push people away and keep them at arm's length before that happens.", the smaller demon mumbled. He snuggled up to Stolas a bit more.

"I see. For me, it's quite the opposite. I have zero experience with romantic relationships and I don't know what I'm doing. I try to let you know how much you mean to me but the intention gets lost along the way.", the prince replied, "I suppose we need to learn to communicate more openly, like this, all the time."

"You think you can do that?", Blitz asked.

"Yes. Do you?"

The imp hesitated for a moment before responding: "I don't know. I hope so. I wanna be a good boyfriend to you because it's what you deserve."

"So we're boyfriends now?", Stolas wanted to know.

"It's terrifying as hell but... yeah? At least, I want us to be. It's fine if you don't want to call it that yet.", Blitz replied, looking up at the prince from where he sat in his lap.

"No, I do! I want us to be boyfriends as well.", the Goetia insisted.

Blitz reached up and cupped his face in his hands. "Can I kiss you?", he asked.

Stolas nodded eagerly and their mouths met in a kiss softer than Stolas' feathers and those were very soft in Blitz's totally unbiased opinion. They fell backwards on the bed together, Blitz now lying on top of the prince, and continued exchanging soft, gentle kisses.

Soft and vulnerable was uncharted territory for them. But maybe with a little time they would begin to suck less at it. Things weren't perfect and there was still a lot they had to work through. But right now, lying in Stolas' arms again, being able to call himself his boyfriend, he felt like they would figure it out.

That sense of security was dangerous. He had let himself believe in it only for it to go horribly wrong one too many times. And yet, even as they stopped kissing and Blitz stayed in his arms, cuddling up to him, the imp found himself so sure that this would work.

"Maybe I could take you somewhere tonight? For a proper date.", Blitz asked.

"I would love that.", Stolas replied.

The smaller demon placed a kiss on top of his beak and said: "Oh and I don't want you to worry about what to wear. I was just being an asshole. You looked great last time. Who cares if it's overkill."

https://archiveofourown.org/works/35878468/chapters/89867398

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D.H.O.R.K.S and idiots (stolitz fanfic, Part 1/2)

Fandom: Helluva Boss

Pairing(s): stolitz

Word count: 1155

Summary: Blitz manages to get captured by D.H.O.R.K.S again.

Genre(s): Angst and Fluff

Blitz woke up in a familiar dark room, tied to a chair. He looked around to find one of those D.H.O.R.K.S agents staring at him. He rolled his eyes. Did it have to be that guy? Don't get him wrong, they were all annoying as fuck but this one really took the cake.

"Déjà-vu much? Where's the other dumbass?", Blitz asked.

"So we meet again, demon.", Agent One said.

"Yeah yeah, get to the fucking point.", the imp snarled.

How was he supposed to know the one time he'd use Stolas' dumb book for his own purposes, he'd manage to get himself captured again? Some bastard from here snuck up on him from behind and he had been too distracted by the graceful horses in front of him.

At least he was alone this time. He may give him a lot of shit but he wouldn't want to drag Moxx into this bullshit again.

"You never answered any of our questions last time and maybe we just had the wrong approach.", the agent said.

He put on some kind of gas mask and signaled a thumbs up in the direction of the camera. Then the room filled with that awful smelling green gas again.

"God fucking damn it.", Blitz muttered.

"So, what are you?", Agent One asked, grinning triumphantly behind the mask.

"Really fucking pissed off is what I am.", the demon responded.

That seemed to throw the human off for a second, before he tried again: "What species are you?".

"I'm an imp."

"Why are you killing humans?", came another question.

"Sinners down there pay us to kill off people they don't like. And it's fun.", Blitz replied with a laid-back grin, showing off his sharp teeth. The human looked slightly horrified by his answer. What a wimp.

"How do you get access to a portal here? Does that demon that saved you last time open it for you?", he continued.

"No, I just fuck him for a magic book. Or I used to anyway. We haven't talked much lately cause we went on a date that went to shit and now things are awkward.", the imp said, a sad expression replacing his grin, "He has better things to do than opening portals for us. Or dealing with my bullshit, I guess."

In that moment a portal opened in front of them. Stolas stepped out, looking pissed. And Agent One looked like he just pissed his pants. The Ars Goetia shoved him against the wall without so much as touching him.

"Stolas? What the hell are you doing here?", Blitz asked, staring at the tall owl with wide eyes.

Stolas' expression slightly softened when he faced the imp. "Getting you out of here again."

He crouched down and started to untie him. Blitz stared at his beautiful face, closer to his than it had been in a while. And as the owl's hands unintentionally brushed against his arms, there was a single thought on his mind being pushed towards his tongue by the gas because it couldn't be more true.

"I missed you.", he said with a softness he didn't know his voice could portray. Fuck. Shit. Go back.

Stolas' movements halted and he looked at him in surprise. Then that surprise shifted into fondness and he replied: "I missed you too.", before finally pulling the rope that had been restricting his movement from his body.

Maybe it was the gas or maybe it was all of his repressed emotions about Stolas coming together, possibly a little bit of both, but Blitz couldn't help throwing his arms around him and planting his face in the prince's chest fluff.

"I missed you so much, you dumb bird. Ever since Ozzie's things have been weird between us and we haven't been talking and I miss your stupid horny calls in the morning, I miss waking up next to you, I miss getting to see your beautiful face. And I can't even say I wish things would go back to the way they were because I don't. I wish we could be more than that and please shut me up. I don't want to tell you all this. It's the fucking gas.", his voice came out muffled by Stolas' chest feathers.

"I see.", Stolas said after a long moment of silence, "Let's talk about this once we're back home, okay?"

He steadied Blitz's hold on him with a hand on his back while the imp wrapped his legs around his waist, face still buried in his chest feathers. Agent one was still struggling against an invisible force that was keeping him pushed against the wall.

Stolas took notice of the cameras and walked into the control room. Agent Two hurried to the other side of the room, silently pleading with him to not hurt her. He hit the button to stop the truth gas from coming and quickly deleted all of the camera files.

Then he walked back to where Agent Two was and narrowed all four of his eyes at him.

"If you ever lay a hand on this imp again, I will not hesitate to end you and the other one's sorry little lives. Is that clear?", he threatened.

The human nodded hastily and once Stolas let him off the wall again, he ran away. The prince opened a portal back to his bedroom and walked through, closing it behind them.

"Blitz?", he asked.

Blitz didn't respond and Stolas put him down on the bed where he fell backwards, before startling awake from the fall.

"Ugh, that fucking gas...", he grumbled.

He sat up, eyes scrunched together and holding his head. He had a bitch of a headache.

"Are you alright?", Stolas asked.

Only now realizing where he was and that Stolas was with him, his head snapped up to look at the owl.

"Oh. Yeah. Just a headache. I was out cold for a bit though. This happened the first time they drugged us with this shit too. Had a shitty nightmare drug trip."

"Would you like to talk about that? Or what you said to me earlier?"

Blitz looked away. "I- I don't- It's been a long day and-", he stammered.

"If you wish to rest first, that's alright. You can stay here or go back to your home. Whatever you want.", the prince reassured him.

"Um... Actually, it's over a month late but... Could I take you up on that offer to cuddle?", the imp asked.

"Of course.", Stolas answered without hesitation.

He crawled onto the bed and Blitz lied down next to him, letting himself be pulled closer and restinh his head against Stolas' fluffy chest. Stolas had one arm around him and gently carressed his face with his free hand.

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"Get some rest, Blitzy.", he whispered and Blitz who had been getting more tired by the second allowed himself to drift off to sleep peacefully.

Chapter Two ->

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Ace² (reed900 oneshot)

Fandom: Detroit: Become Human Pairing(s): reed900 Word count: 1271 Summary: Gavin and Nines' relationship is fairly new and they both struggle to tell the other something about themselves. Unbeknownst to them, that something is actually the same thing. Genre(s): Light Angst, Fluff

To everyone's surprise the android that was assigned as Gavin Reed's work partner and said detective had not only become friends. No, they also had fallen in love. To say that everyone was shocked to find out that they had started dating was an understatement. No one saw it coming. Not even in their wildest dreams could they have imagined Gavin and Nines in a relationship.

Gavin was sitting at his desk and Nines was standing next to him. He was lost in thought, worrying about something. It had been a week since Nines had confessed his love to him and he had admitted that he felt the same about the android. Throughout that week they had shared sweet kisses or walked around holding hands or even cuddled in bed when Nines stayed over at Gavin's place. Gavin didn't mind that at all. He loved it.

But he couldn't help but worry that soon Nines would want... more. More than cuddles and kisses. More than Gavin could give him. He was terrified of Nines' reaction. He knew it was unlikely that Nines would leave him just because of his asexuality but his head kept playing out worst case scenarios and that certainly wasn't making starting the conversation any easier.

"Gavin, are you alright? You haven't touched your coffee at all.", Nines asked.

Gavin shook his head slightly as though he was trying to shake off the thoughts that were plaguing him. He looked up at Nines and was met with a worried gaze.

With a sigh, he replied: "Yeah. Sorry. Got a little lost in my thoughts, that's all.".

Nines didn't seem convinced but decided not to push Gavin to talk about something he clearly didn't want to discuss right now.

"Let's look through some of our evidence, shall we?", Nines suggested and placed his hand on Gavin's shoulder. Gavin nodded and turned his attention to their evidence - but not before taking a sip from his coffee.

They didn't make a lot of progress in their case that day. Not only was Gavin still very out of it but Nines' thoughts were secretly occupied by a similar worry as Gavin's. Gavin's assumption that Nines would want to do anything beyond innocent kissing and cuddling with him couldn't have been more wrong. Nines, too, was asexual.

For the longest time he had assumed that it had to do with him being an android and not being built to feel sexual attraction or have sex. But he also wasn't built to fall in love. He wasn't built to feel at all. Being a deviant had made that possible.

One day, he had found out that other deviants did feel sexual attraction, no matter their original purpose. That it was just him that didn't.

Figuring that out had initially left him in deep distress. Was there something wrong with him? Why did everyone else feel like that but not him? He even at one point started doubting that he was actually deviant. Looking back, that was an absurd conclusion to come to but in that moment, he was so convinced that there must be something wrong with him that it almost made sense.

After searching the internet for answers to the endless questions in his head, he finally found the term asexual. He found forums filled with other deviants who felt little or no sexual attraction. Knowing he wasn't the only one, that other people were like him - androids and humans alike - gave him comfort. Though he never even considered telling anyone about this until now.

Now it felt like he had to tell Gavin, in case sex was something he wanted as part of their relationship. He really wasn't looking forward to telling him.

Once Gavin's and Nines' shift was over, they made their way to Gavin's car. Gavin sat in the driver's seat and Nines sat in the passenger seat. Nines had been staying over at Gavin's apartment more frequently over the past week and today wasn't any different. On their way home, there was an almost awkward silence in the car.

"There's something I want to discuss with you.", Nines broke the silence. Gavin became visibly tense. His grip around the steering wheel tightened.

"Can it wait until we're home?", Gavin asked, "Please?".

Gavin looked at Nines for a split second before turning his attention back to the road. It was long enough for Nines to notice his sad expression. His LED turned yellow as he looked at his boyfriend quizzically.

"Alright.", Nines agreed and Gavin relaxed a little.

Gavin was scared. Scared of what Nines wanted to talk about. Scared that Nines wanted to ask if they could 'take the next step'. He was terrified of having to tell him that they won't ever. That conversation had gone wrong one too many times in his life.

From the moment they got out of the car until they went inside Gavin's apartment, Gavin became more and more tense again. Nines sat down on the couch and signaled Gavin to sit down next to him which he did. Nines took Gavin's hand into his and started caressing the back of his hand in an attempt to calm him down. He wasn't sure why Gavin seemed so nervous but that didn't stop him from trying to help. It did calm him down just a bit.

"I'm sure you are aware that a lot of couples tend to...", Nines grimaced before continueing to speak, "Have sex at one point in their relationship.". He glanced at Gavin whose eyes were glued to the floor.

"And... We are a couple. I-", Nines began talking again.

Gavin's eyes widened and he quickly interrupted his boyfriend: "Please don't say it.".

"Say what? Do you know what I was going to say?", Nines asked. He furrowed his brows in confusion.

"Yes and I don't wanna hear it.", Gavin replied.

"Gavin. Are you sure we are talking about the same thing?", Nines sounded even more confused than he had looked a moment ago.

"Yes. What else could you be talking about? Nines, I-", Gavin sighed, "I don't want to have sex with you. I'm sorry.". He didn't dare look at the android in fear of how he would react.

Nines stared at him, dumbfounded, for a few seconds. "Gavin, that's great! I don't want to have sex with you either!", he exclaimed. Gavin's head jerked to his left, where Nines was sitting with a wide smile on his face. Now it was Gavin's turn to look surprised.

"What?", Gavin asked. Did he hear that correctly?

"I am asexual.", Nines explained. Those three words left Gavin looking utterly flabbergasted. He stayed silent for a moment. Eventually, he spoke: "You're- You're asexual, too?". Nines nodded.

"I really misunderstood the situation...", he muttered, more to himself than to Nines.

Gavin looked at his boyfriend's smiling face and impulsively pulled him into a tight hug. "I was so fucking scared you wouldn't accept me but you're ace too.", Gavin admitted with a laugh.

"I was a little worried that you wouldn't accept me, as well.", Nines admitted. His lips curled into a smile.

"You're such a dumbass, why would I ever not accept you?", Gavin mumbled.

"Likewise, dumbass.", Nines teased.

Snark personified pulled away from the hug he had initiated, only to gently pull Nines closer by his collar. "Shut it, tin can.", he murmured and their lips met for a sweet chaste kiss.

"I love you.", 'tin can' whispered.

"I love you, too.", Gavin replied with a shy smile. He kissed him again. One of many more kisses the couple shared that evening.

https://archiveofourown.org/works/29012718

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MASTERLIST

Sanders Sides

LAMP

“Me too!”: Part 1 Part 2

Prinxiety

I don't want a soulmate

Logicality

A rainy evening in the mindscape

Intrulogical

Of handsome strangers, coffee cups and gay panic

Stray Kids

Poems

About Felix:

Sunshine boy

Detroit Become Human

reed900

Ace²

Helluva Boss

stolitz

D.H.O.R.K.S and idiots: Part 1 Part 2

Cookies

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Of handsome strangers, coffee cups and gay panic (Intrulogical oneshot)

Fandom: Sanders Sides Pairing(s): Intrulogical (Logan x Remus) Word count: 1167 Summary: Logan meets Remus in a coffee shop. Warnings: One tiny graphic description towards the end because Remus! Genre(s): Fluff, Light Angst

It was a cloudy Tuesday midday and Logan was sitting in his favorite coffee shop doing his assignments for university. Logan could easily focus on his work.

Nothing could distract him. Which is why he was deeply confused when he found himself getting distracted because of a handsome stranger who entered the coffee shop.

He had dark brown hair with a streak of it dyed silver and a mustache. His eyes were a blueish grey. He was wearing a green crop top, black ripped jeans and platform shoes.

The mysterious man confidently made his way to the counter and said: "Black coffee please.".

He couldn't take his eyes off of the man. There was something about him that was just so attractive to Logan. He wasn't even his type. He looked into Logan's direction and Logan felt his breath hitch.

"May I also get an iced black coffee for the cute guy over there?", he said, loud enough for Logan to hear.

He almost choked on air when he heard that. His cheeks were as warm as freshly brewed coffee and Logan knew that they were burning up like that because he was blushing.

The handsome stranger who had just bought him an iced coffee walked over to his table with the black coffee in one hand and the iced coffee in the other.

"I noticed your coffee cup was empty.", he said as he put down the coffee cups on the table and sat down in the chair across to his. "Thank you.", Logan said.

He took the iced coffee and took a sip.

"What's your name?", the guy asked.

"Logan. And yours?", Logan replied.

"Remus.", he responded.

Logan couldn't stop his heart from racing. Guys usually didn't show any interest in him. His friend Virgil had once told him that it probably was because he gave off "straight vibes". Remus' very obvious flirting was something Logan didn't know how to handle. He was so flustered, he could barely talk.

"What're you writing?", Remus asked.

"Huh? Oh. Um... It's for university.", he answered.

"I heard university work is very stressful. You should take a break. What do ya say? Wanna go somewhere else?", Remus suggested.

Logan hesitated. He had to get this done until Thursday and he wasn't one to procrastinate on finishing projects. But every part of him was screaming to go with Remus. And without even noticing Logan began packing up his things.

"I'm taking that as a yes. Awesome!", Remus exclaimed. He got up with his black coffee in his hand and made his way to the door. Logan threw away his empty coffee cup and took his new coffee in one hand and his laptop in the other before following Remus.

"Where are we going?", Logan asked after a few minutes of walking.

"How about... That empty playground over there?", Remus proposed, "All the kids are at school or in kindergarten right now, so we're gonna have some piece and quiet for a while.".

"Sounds good to me.", Logan replied.

They headed for the playground and sat down on the roundabout.

"I haven't sat in one of these in years.", he admitted.

"Really? I go here all the time. My brother used to come with me but nowadays he doesn't talk to me much anymore.", Remus responded.

"I'm sorry to hear that.", Logan said.

"It's fine. I guess I'm just too weird. Even for my own twin.", Remus assured him.

Logan frowned upon hearing that.

"I don't think you're weird.", he told him.

Remus' lips curled upwards into a half-smile.

"Thanks. But enough about me. Tell me about yourself!", he said.

"Well... I like reading, I am very interested in science and I want to become a teacher.", Logan answered, "What about you?".

"I love drawing, painting, writing... Really anything creative. Though my works are usually perceived as creepy or disturbing by people. And I play guitar.", Remus spoke.

"May I see one of your works some day?", Logan asked.

Remus looked a little taken aback by that question.

"Uh... Sure. If you think you can handle it.", he replied.

"I'm certain I can handle it.", Logan said.

Remus looked like he was lost in thought for a second before exclaiming: "I think I brought my sketchbook with me! Do you wanna see something right now?". "Sure!", Logan responded.

Remus rummaged through his backpack and pulled out a sketchbook. "Now what can I show you...", he mumbled while looking through his sketchbook, "How about... this!". He showed the drawing to Logan.

Logan looked at it. It showed a person with a hole in their chest. They were holding their heart in their hands.

"This is incredible! The heart is so detailed!", Logan exclaimed in amazement.

Remus looked at him with a shy smile and muttered: "Thank you.".

"Seriously, this is amazing!", Logan continued praising Remus' work.

He turned to look at the - now blushing - artist only to notice how close their faces were. He gulped. He glanced at the other man's lips, back at his eyes and at his lips again.

"I..", Logan spoke.

"Forgot what you were going to say? Like my lips? Want to kiss me? What is it?", Remus took a few guesses about what Logan wanted to say.

"All of the above.", he replied. "You have my permission to go for it.", Remus said.

So Logan moved in for a kiss. Their lips met and Remus put his arms around him, softly kissing him back. Remus' mustache was poking him a little but he didn't mind. In fact, he had a hard time forming any coherent thoughts.

Eventually, Remus gave him one final peck on the lips before he pulled away.

"Our coffee is probably cold now.", he pointed out.

Logan laughed and said: "I totally forgot about the coffee.".

He picked up his cup and drank the rest of the now cold coffee. Remus did the same with his cup.

"You said you come here often? Mind if I join you tomorrow too?", Logan asked.

"Not at all. It's a date.", Remus answered.

"I would like it to be a date.", Logan said sheepishly.

"Great! Give me your phone.", Remus demanded.

Logan obeyed and Remus saved his phone number in Logan's contacts and sent himself a message.

"Now we have each other's phone numbers!", he said and gave Logan his phone back.

"We should probably get going soon because the kids will fill up this place soon.", he added.

He put his sketchbook back into his backpack and threw their empty coffee cups into the nearest trash bin.

"You're right. Plus I need to get to work on my assignment again.", Logan said and picked up his stuff.

"Good luck with that. I'll talk to you later?", Remus replied, making his way to the exit of the playground with him.

"Definitely.", Logan said in response.

Remus chuckled. Then they said their goodbyes and went their seperate ways. Only until their date on the next day of course.

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“Sunshine boy” | poem inspired by Stray Kids’ Felix

Sunshine boy. Sunshine man. Your smile shines brighter than the sun can.

Seeing you happy fills people with joy. You light up their life by just being there. Sunshine boy, you are so dear to everybody far and near.

Yes, everyone does love you so. Their love for you can only grow.

Sunshine boy, you will continue to be your loved ones' sunshine on a rainy day.

On sunny days you're just as bright. As well as during every night.

Oh, sunshine boy, you are so kind. You are always on my mind.

With every brownie Every vlive Every laugh and every smile you make living life worthwhile.

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Me too! (LAMP fanfic, Part 1/2) [Reupload because I made an oopsie, the first time I posted this here.]

Fandom: Sanders Sides

Pairing(s):LAMP (LoganxVirgilxPattonxRoman)

Word count: 475

Summary: Patton, Logan, Virgil and Roman are in high school and they're all very gay (duh) and polyamourous.

Warnings: Mild swearing

Genre(s): Friends to Lovers, Fluff

Part 2

"Hi.", Virgil said as he sat down next to Patton. 

"Hey kiddo!", he answered in his usual cheery tone. 

"I've got something important to tell you but let's wait for the others.", the anxious one told him. 

Speaking of the devil: Roman and Logan arrived and sat down facing the others. The four of them always had lunch together in the school's cafeteria. Their peers always questioned themselves how a group of four completely different people could get along this well. 

"Greetings, wonderful human beings that are also my friends.", Roman greeted them. 

" 'Sup'.", Logan said holding up a vocabulary card with the word written on it, "Did I use that right?". 

"Yes, you did! I'm proud of you!", Patton exclaimed happily, "Virge wanted to tell us something important once you guys arrived. So, let's hear it.". 

"Well... I- I hope you don't hate me after this. But.. I'm gay. And it just felt wrong keeping it a secret any longer.", Virgil stuttered while fiddling with his hands and looking down at the table. 

"Oh, me too!", Roman responded smiling widely. 

"Yeah, same here, kiddo.", Patton said. 

"I have to go ahead and say that I too am homosexual.", Logan stated. 

They all looked at each other in disbelief before they burst out laughing. "Gays really do always come in groups, huh?", Virgil chuckled. 

"I'm also polyamourous.", Roman added casually. 

"Me too!", Patton, Virgil and Logan said at the same time. They looked at each other in complete silence, only to burst out laughing again. 

"What's next? We all fall in love with each other?", Patton asked giggling. 

"Pff... Yeah right.", Virgil snorted. Roman laughed at Patton’s question and even Logan was laughing. 

"Hey, do you guys wanna hang out at my place after school?", Roman asked once they had all calmed down. 

Everyone agreed and they got up to actually get something to eat. After they were done with their lunch everyone went back to their classes. Time seemed to go by so painfully slow for the four of them because all of them were looking forward to hanging out with the other three at Roman's. 

When their last lesson was finally over, they rushed outside and met up there. "Everyone here? Okay, let's go.", with these words Roman started walking and the others followed him. 

They had to go by bus. The whole time on the bus they were being really loud and the bus driver almost made them leave the bus. They ended up having a lot of fun at Roman's place. 

They were watching some movies, playing some games and having a pillow fight or two. Since it was Friday all of them agreed to stay at Roman's house overnight. 

As they were all laying on their mattress and staring at the ceiling, they all realised something:"Sh*t, I'm in love."

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A rainy evening in the mindscape (Logicality Oneshot)

Fandom: Sanders Sides Pairing(s): Logicality Word Count: 517 Summary: Patton & Logan are spending some alone time together. Warnings: None Genre(s): Fluff

It was a cool rainy evening in the mindscape. On days like these the only side who would willingly step outside was Remus. Knowing him he probably was outside already. Virgil was in his room - listening to "that Pg-13 music" as Roman would put it - like any other day. 

Speaking of Roman, he was in the kitchen stress eating the cookies Patton had baked for all of them. Janus was in his room, enjoying being alone for once. Usually Remus would be in his room with him. Janus had tried kicking him out plenty of times but it never worked. He always came back. 

Sometimes he thought his fellow dark side forgot that he had his own room. Everyone was minding their own business, so Patton and Logan had the living room to themselves. The two of them sat on the couch. Patton was cuddling up to Logan while Logan was reading a book. 

Patton cherished moments like these. Logan was always so busy. So when he did have time to cuddle, it made Patton incredibly happy. They didn't even have to talk much. Sitting like this while Logan was reading a book was enough. Patton could cuddle with Logan as much as he wanted and he could look up at his boyfriend's handsome face. 

Logan looked so focused. "It must be a pretty good book.", Patton thought to himself. He watched as Logan picked up the cup of coffee he had made for himself not too long ago. He brought the cup up to his lips and took a sip. His eyes went wide and he quickly swallowed the coffee. "I burnt my tongue.", he explained and put his coffee back down. 

Patton climbed onto Logan's lap and gently caressed his cheek. "I'm gonna kiss it better.", he said. Logan was about to comment how ridiculous that was but Patton interrupted him by softly pressing his lips to Logan's. Logan wrapped his arms around Patton and relaxed into the kiss. 

When they had kissed for the first time Logan had had no idea where to put his arms or what to do. Now he was slowly getting the hang of it thanks to Patton's advice to "just do what feels right". Nothing felt more right to Logan than holding Patton in his arms. Patton broke the kiss and looked at Logan with a fond smile. "Better?", he asked. 

"Much better. Thank you, Patton.", Logan chuckled. The book in his hand was long forgotten as he looked into the eyes of the man he loved. 

He kissed his boyfriend's forehead and whispered: "I love you.". Patton snuggled against his chest. 

"I love you too.", he cooed. Logan started reading again and subconsciously ran his fingers through Patton's hair. As time passed, the moral side's eyes started to become heavy.

He tried to keep them open but he couldn't fight it for very long and soon fell asleep. When Logan noticed, he put down his book, picked up a blanket lying next to him and covered Patton with it. He closed his eyes and eventually fell asleep too.

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I don’t want a soulmate. (Prinxiety Oneshot)

Fandom: Sanders Sides Pairing(s): Prinxiety Word count: 2,893 Summary: Virgil isn't very fond of the whole soulmates thing. His parents are expecting his soulmate to be a woman but Virgil knows better. But he isn't ready to tell them. Naturally when he meets his soulmate, he tries to push him away. Warnings: small mention of an anxiety attack Genre(s): Fluff, a little bit of Angst AU(s): Human AU, Soulmate AU (the one with the tattoos that say what the first thing your soulmate will say to you)

Virgil was sitting on his bed just staring at his wrist. He knew he was going to meet his soulmate eventually. But he really didn't want to. His parents were obsessed with this whole soulmate thing. They were contiously asking him if he had finally met "her". Not once did they consider his soulmate might be a man. He wasn't so sure if they would be as excited as they currently were if they found out that his soulmate wasn't a woman. Virgil didn't like having a soulmate. He wasn't sure whether that was because his parents were annoyingly obsessed with this mystery person he had yet to meet or that he wasn't ready to come out as gay. He spent more time staring at the black words on his wrist than he'd like to admit. He seriously didn't want to meet his soulmate. But at the same time he couldn't help wondering what kind of person he was. "Sweetie! Time for school!", his mom called from downstairs. Virgil got up from his bed and picked up his backpack. "Coming!", he replied. He took his time going downstairs. He wished his parents a good morning and hurriedly made himself a sandwich, so he could eat on the way to the bus stop. "I'm leaving now. See you later.", he let his parents know and hit the road. Today was one of those days again. He wished he could have just stayed in bed. When he was close enough to the bus stop to be able to see it, the bus was already there. "Shit...", Virgil muttered to himself and started sprinting towards the bus. He almost made it in time. Almost. When he arrived at the bus stop the bus' doors closed. Virgil watched the bus drive away. "Of fucking curse. Just my fucking luck.", Virgil cursed. He sat down on a bench. After all, all he could do was wait for the next bus. He saw a tall guy running towards him from the direction the bus had driven off to. He stopped in front of Virgil. Before he could say anything, Virgil told him: "The bus is gone if that's what you were going to ask.". The guy looked really startled for a few seconds before replying: "Darn it... Well, at least I have such cute company.". Virgil's eyes went wide. It couldn't be. He quickly rolled up the sleeve of his hoodie, revealing the words that guy had just said in black cursive writing. He looked up at the guy again. "You're...", he started. The guy showed him his wrist. He had hoped that it was just a coincidence but his wrist said "The bus is gone if that's what you were going to ask". "I'm Roman and you?", his soulmate introduced himself. "Virgil.", he responded. Roman sat down next to him. "Do you know when the next bus will arrive?", Roman asked. "In like an hour, we'll be incredibly late.", Virgil replied. "But look on the bright side! We have an entire hour to get to know each other!", Roman exclaimed. "No, thank you.", Virgil huffed. Roman was extremely caught off guard by that response. This was his soulmate after all. Why wouldn't he want to get to know him? He had just met him and already managed to screw it up somehow. "Why not?", Roman asked. "I... I'm not into guys.", Virgil lied. "Nonsense, you're my soulmate. There's no way you're not into guys.", Roman said, "So what is this really about?". Virgil sighed. "Look. I'm not a big fan of this whole soulmate thing. My parents are super annoying everytime it becomes a conversation topic. Plus they expect my soulmate to be a woman. I don't want to disappoint them. So I guess I'm just scared? I don't want to have to keep a relationship from them because I don't want to come out to them. And you know how this thing goes. We will fall in love if we get to know each other. It's our stupid destiny.", he explained. "Oh... That's understandable... I was so excited to finally meet my soulmate. I kept fantasising about our future together and what you might be like. This isn't anything like I expected it to be. But if you don't want anything to do with me, I can't change that.", Roman replied. Virgil felt extremely guilty seeing the frown on Roman's face. "I thought about what you might be like a lot too..", Virgil admitted, "I wish I wasn't such a coward, so we could make this work...". "You're not a coward! Coming out is very scary. I didn't come out to my parents until 3 years after I figured out I wasn't straight. Does that make me a coward?", Roman argued. Virgil shook his head in response. "Then you're not a coward either.", Roman insisted. "I guess you're right...", Virgil muttered. "I know.", Roman chuckled, "Tell me a bit more about yourself. What do you like to do in your free time?". Virgil - despite not wanting to talk to Roman earlier - replied: "Well... I love listening to music. I'm really into Emo. I love singing and I spend most of my time on tumblr.". "Oh, I adore singing!", Roman declared, "I listen to Emo sometimes too. I can't deny that the music is good. I also love drawing and acting! Or any kind of creative work for that matter ". "We should sing a duet some day.", Virgil suggested. "I would love that.", Roman replied without any hesitation. "But no lovey-dovey pop songs, we're definitely not at that stage of our relationship yet.", Virgil said jokingly, "I'm talking Mcr or Panic!.". "That's alright by me.", Roman said, "So... Do you still want nothing to do with me?". "I would be lying if I said yes.", Virgil admitted. Roman started beaming with joy. "Fuck, why are you so cute?", the emo muttered. "You think I'm cute?", Roman laughed. "Well yeah... Especially with that look on your face.", Virgil grumbled. "I think we already established that I think you're cute, right? Cause I think you're cute.", his soulmate said. "No, I'm not.", Virgil protested. "Yes, you are. You're really really cute.", the other insisted. "Whatever.", Virgil scoffed. He turned his face away, so Roman wouldn't see that he was blushing. "I'm sorry, my chemically imbalanced romance. I didn't mean to embarass you.", Roman said. "Don't call me that.", Virgil retorted. "Sorry. I like giving people nicknames. I just came up with that one.", Roman apologised. "It's okay. It's kinda endearing, actually.", Virgil admitted. They went on to talk for a while before the bus finally arrived. They got on the bus and sat down next to each other. "Do you mind if I listen to some music on one ear?", Virgil asked. "I have a better idea. Give me the other ear bud. I wanna listen too.", Roman suggested. Virgil shrugged. He took his phone and his headphones out of his backpack and plugged in the headphones. Then he put one ear bud into his right ear and gave Roman the other one to put it into his left ear. He put his playlist on shuffle and Come Home With Me from Hadestown started playing. "You like musicals?", Roman asked. "Did I forget to mention that?", Virgil responded with another question, "Yeah, I do. Hadestown is currently my favorite.". "Mine too!", Roman exclaimed. They spent the entire bus ride gushing about their favorite musicals. Virgil really liked Roman. He was good-looking. He was really nice and they even shared a few interests. It scared him how much he already liked Roman. They arrived at the school and hurried to their classes. But not before exchanging phone numbers because Roman insisted. A few weeks passed and texting Roman quickly replaced being on tumblr as Virgil's main activity. He didn't tell his parents that he had met his soulmate. He didn't like lying to them but he was too scared to tell the truth. It was a sunny afternoon and Virgil had gotten home from school 2 hours ago. He saw his phone's screen light up because of a notification. He became really excited when he saw that Roman had texted him. "Wanna meet up at that park near your house?", he mouthed as he read the message. He typed in: "Why, of course I do.", added a red heart and sent it. Oh no. Was the heart too much? He didn't have a lot of time to freak out because Roman immediately replied: "Great! See you soon." with a red heart at the end. He went from freaking out about the red heart at the end of his message to freaking out about the red heart at the end of Roman's message really quick. He hurried downstairs and told his parents: "I'm meeting up with Patton.", while putting on his shoes. He didn't even wait for a reply. He rushed outside and went to the park as fast as he could. Roman was already there when he arrived. "We really need to talk.", he said and held a beautiful bouquet of roses out to Virgil. It would be an understatement to say that Virgil was a little taken aback. He hestitantly accepted the roses while fighting the urge to hide his blushing face. "Thank you..", Virgil said, a small smile forming on his face, "What did you want to talk about?". "I wanted to talk about us.", Roman replied. Virgil felt panic rising up inside him. "What is it?", Virgil stammered. "I know you said you didn't want to date me because you don't want to have a secret relationship behind your parents back but...", Roman started to explain. He took Virgil's free hand and looked him straight in the eyes before softly uttering: "I fell in love with you, Virgil.". Virgil's eyes went wide and he kept looking back and forth between their touching hands and Roman's face. "Are you serious?", he asked, a part of him hoping he wasn't and another part of him ready to celebrate if he was. "Yes. Why wouldn't I?", Roman responded. "I... I fell in love with you too.", Virgil confessed. Upon hearing that, Roman was bursting with joy. "You did? Then... Do you think we can make this work?", he asked. "I don't know... I really want to.. But my parents-", Virgil said. He was interrupted by Roman exclaiming: "Don't worry about your parents! Right now you're here with me. So how do you wanna go on from here?". Virgil put the rose bouquet on a bench next to them and took a few steps closer to Roman. They were standing so close to each other that the noses were almost touching. "What are you waiting for?", Roman asked with a cocky smile on his face. Virgil playfully rolled his eyes and placed his hand on Roman's cheek before crashing their lips together. Roman closed his eyes and let out a sigh of contentment. They didn't kiss for a very long time. It was as short as it was sweet and loving. They felt themselves yearning for their lips to meet again as soon as it was over. "Wow.", Roman said. Virgil chuckled. "Couldn't have said it better.", he replied. They sat down on the bench Virgil had set down the bouquet and Virgil cuddled up to Roman. They spent the rest of the afternoon cuddling on that park bench. Eventually Virgil had to head back home. "One last thing! Are we a thing now?", Roman asked. Virgil simply nodded. "So... You're my boyfriend now.", Roman stated. He suddenly became very giggly. "I like how that sounds. My boyfriend.", he said in between the cutest giggles Virgil had ever heard. "I like it too.", Virgil replied, "I really need to go now.". He gave Roman a peck on the lips and they said their goodbyes. Then Virgil hurried back home. "Hi, sweetie! Did you have fun?", his mom greeted him. "Yeah, I-", Virgil started his sentence only to be interrupted by his mom gasping. He shot a confused look at her. "Your mark!", she squealed. His dad came running and grabbed Virgil's arm. He rolled up his son's sleeve and had a similar reaction to his wife. And then Virgil realised. That stupid mark changed color after you shared your first kiss with your soulmate. He had kissed Roman, so of course his soulmate mark had changed color. And of course his parents just had to notice it. "You finally met her!", Virgil's mom cheered. "Tell us everything.", his dad added. "I-", he croaked. He slowly felt himself losing control over his breathing and his fight or flight reflexes took over. He turned around and sprinted up to his room. He barely managed to lock the door before falling to the ground. He rocked back and forth and started hyperventilating. His parents were knocking on the door but he could barely hear them. He was losing his grip on reality. Then he heard his phone buzz. He took his phone with shaking hands and saw that Roman had texted him. Perfect timing. He had noticed the change of color of the mark too and asked if Virgil was alright. Virgil typed in what happened - many typos happening due to his shaking hans - and sent a reply. He got a little spooked when he saw that Roman was calling him but he picked up anyway. "Virge, can you tell me 5 things you can see?", Roman asked. "I see... My phone. My bed. My lamp. My Mcr albums. And my headphones.", Virgil counted out. "Good job!", Roman commended him, "Now tell me 4 things you can touch.". "My phone. My legs. The floor. The door.", Virgil did as he was told. His breathing started to even out again. "You're doing good so far. Now three things you can hear.", Roman continued. "My parents, the knocking on the door, you.", Virgil was slowly calming down as he spoke. "Good. Now two things you can smell.", Roman had memorised this routine for moments like this. He wanted to be able to help. "The food downstairs. And for some reason you.", Virgil was almost completely calmed down now. To him it felt like Roman was right next to him even though they were just talking on the phone. "And one thing you can taste?", Roman asked. "A bland taste in my mouth.", Virgil replied. "And you did it! Congratulations!", Roman cheered, "How are you feeling? Do you want me to come over and cuddle?". "I'm feeling a lot better. Thanks. I would love to but what about my parents?", his emo boyfriend answered. "Maybe they can handle the truth?", Roman suggested. Virgil sighed. "This is gonna go horribly wrong. But I really need your cuddles. And I'll have to tell them soon anyway.. I know they won't let this go.", he said. "I'll be at your door in 5 minutes!", and with that Roman hung up. Virgil unlocked his door and opened it. He looked at his confused parents and said: "Someone is coming over.". "Is it her? Your soulmate?", his dad gasped. Virgil didn't say anything and went downstairs. He waited for Roman and ignored all of his parents' attempts of talking to him. Finally the door bell rang. Virgil tore open the door and pulled Roman into a tight embrace. "Who is this?", Virgil's mom asked. Virgil let go of Roman. He took his boyfriends hand, took a deep breath and said: "Mom? Dad? This is Roman. He's my soulmate.". After getting over her initial shock, Virgil's mom greeted Roman: "Hello, dear! Would you like to stay for dinner?". "That's very sweet but-", Roman protested. He was interrupted by Virgil's dad saying: "No, we insist. Please stay for dinner.". Virgil looked bewildered. "You don't mind?", he asked his parents. "Why would we?", his dad responded with another question. "I always thought... you really wanted my soulmate to be a woman.", he admitted. "Oh my gosh... I am so sorry..", his mom said and hugged him, "Is that why you didn't want to tell us about your soulmate?". Virgil nodded. "Honey, I am so so so so sorry.", she apologised. "I'm really sorry too, Virgil.. I never wanted to make you feel like you couldn't tell us about this.", Virgil's dad apologised as well and hugged him. "See? They can handle the truth.", Roman whispered. "You were right, you were right.", Virgil admitted. "Does the offer of staying for dinner still count?", Roman asked as he intertwined Virgil's and his hands. "Of course!", his boyfriend's mom replied. And so they went to the kitchen and sat down. The dinner was wonderful. Roman was being his usual flamboyant, confident self and Virgil's parents adored him. It was like all of Virgil's fears about coming out to his parents had washed away. Like they never existed. Virgil was happy. He was happy that his parents accepted him. He was happy that they liked his boyfriend. He was happy to have Roman by his side. And most importantly, he was happy that he would soon be able to show the world how much he loved the man holding his hand without having to worry about what his parents would think. Maybe - just maybe - having a soulmate wasn't so bad.

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Me too! (LAMP fanfic, Part 2/2)

Fandom: Sanders Sides Pairing(s): LAMP (LoganxVirgilxPattonxRoman) Word count: 987 Summary: Patton, Logan, Virgil and Roman are in high school and they're all very gay (duh) and polyamourous. Warnings: Mild swearing Genre(s): Friends to Lovers, Fluff  Part 1

A few weeks after they had realised their love for each other they were sitting on a bench in a park. Patton was playing with someone's dog. "How is it possible for someone to be this cute?", Logan asked. "I know, right?", Roman replied. "m o o d.", Virgil who was slowly sliding down the bench said, his voice cracking halfway through the word. "Are you in love with Patton?", Roman teased even though he was head over heels for that cute lil puffball too. "What? No... You're in love with Patton.", Virgil muttered under his breath. "I'm in love with Patton.", Logan said. "Wait really?", Virgil asked. "Oh, we were not stating the obvious? My bad.", was Logan's reply. "Maybe we're lucky and he likes all of us back.", Roman did what he did best: hoping, "And even if he doesn't. We should tell him. He deserves to know.". The dog and his owner had to go and Patton went back to the others without them noticing. "Who deserves to know what?", Patton asked. Virgil, Roman and Logan exchanged a few unsure looks. Then they nodded at each other, took a deep breath and answered him. Their answers were overlapping because everyone phrased it differently. Logan said: "We are all in love with you.". Roman said: "I love you." and Virgil mumbled: "We love you.". "Guys, I didn't understand a word.", Patton laughed, "Could you repeat that? But not everyone at once this time.". "Patton, we've come to the conclusion that all three of us are in love with you.", Logan explained. "Yeah, what he said...", Virgil added. "Really? This isn't some stupid joke, is it?", Patton asked. "Of course not! In what universe would I ever joke about love?", Princey responded, posing dramatically like always. "This is the best day of my life, I love you all so much!", Patton squealed and pulled them into a 'crush'ing (sorry not sorry) hug. After he let go of them he pecked everyone on the lips once. They stayed at Patton's place that day and cuddled all night. Patton woke up that night because he heard a loud thud and then someone cursing. Virgil had tried to get out of the room without waking up the others but had tripped over something. "Virgil? What are you doing?", Patton whispered. "Sorry, I didn't mean to wake you up, Pat...", the emo replied. "Why are you awake?", Patton asked him. "I couldn't sleep.", he muttered. "Well.", Pat said and got up leaving only Roman and Logan on the bed who immidiately started cuddling with each other, "How about we go to the kitchen and get you something to eat and drink and then you try to sleep again?". Virgil nodded. Patton took his hand and they went to the kitchen together. "I'm not really hungry or thirsty. I've just got a lot on my mind.", Virgil confessed once they were in the kitchen. "For example?", Patton wanted to know. "I... I didn't lie when I said I love you. I do love you. But I also love Roman and Logan. But I didn't have the guts to tell them that when we were talking about our feelings for you. And now that you're dating us I'm scared that I might accidentally tell them.", Virgil explained. "You should tell them. You'll never know if they feel the same way about you until you tell them.", Patton said. "I know... It's just... So hard.", Virge sighed in frustration. "Tell me about it. I've been trying to tell you guys for forever.", the cheery one replied. The two of them began whisper-ranting about how cute the other two were. In Patton's room said two just woke up because they heard the talking in the kitchen growing louder. "Logan?", Roman asked followed by a yawn, "Where are Patton and Virgil?". "I don't know. Let's just keep cuddling.", Logan grumbled and pulled Roman closer. "As much as I would love to do that, I'm worried about our little puffball and my little ball of angst.", Roman said. "Your little ball of angst? He's my little ball of angst.", Logan declared. "How about 'our little ball of angst'?", Roman suggested and Logan nodded, "So... you like Virgil and Patton, huh?". Logan was blushing furiously while explaining: "A-actually I love you, Patton and Virgil.". "Really? Oh my goodness, this is perfect! I love you too. Now we just have to tell Virgil that we love him and hopefully he feels the same for us.", Roman said excitedly. And maybe a bit too loud. "Shhh, be quiet! He could hear you!", Logan whisper-yelled. "Calm down, we'll tell him anyway.", Roman tried to calm him down. He then took Logan's hand and dragged him to the kitchen where Virgil and Patton were still ranting about how cute they were. Said two didn't notice that Logan and Roman entered the kitchen and kept ranting. "I know right! Everytime I see Roman I wanna ask him who the fff..ork allowed him to be this handsome. And don't even get me started on Logan. Oh boy... He has no right to be this hot. Like excuse me, do you know how hard it is to not stare at you?", Virgil said while gesturing wildly. "And they're so cute too. Lo-", Patton started but was interrupted by the now blushing Roman and Logan. Logan cleared his throat and Roman said: "We wanted to talk to you two.". Pat and Virge were blushing now too. "Uh... S-sure.", the anxious guy said. "We just discovered that we are not only in love with Patton but also with each other and Virgil.", Logan explained. Virgil looked like he was shocked but after a few seconds he began to smile widely. "I love you too.", he confessed. "It's settled then, right? We're all dating each other now.", Roman said. They all agreed and went back to sleep.