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I've learned now that I'm happy depressed,

Happy depressed means being crazy

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Tv girl !! 💙💓😌

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Anyone else feel so annoyed to wake up in the morning

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I once knew a girl, she was super happy and joyful when u saw her, but it never really felt right to see her smile, I wonder why?.

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I hate thanks Giving, it has all the things I hate.

Food, I hate food it makes me sick =( feel like I wanna throw up.

People, I hate people and how much they can eat more than me and still look good.

To many people, to many food, I hate thanks giving 😒

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Does anybody like there sh scars, but hate that ppl might look at them and ask what's that's. Yeah its fucking annoying 😒

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HII! Ik nobody really cares about my post or this or that I haven't posted in a long time. But a new thing I have to share is my feelings. I feel nothing, I don't feel sad or mad or happy, It's like I'm a new person, a cooler calmer version of myself. I hate it 🙂

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My mommy said she doesn't like my bl so I'm making one😋

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I got a new skateboard!!!!!!

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I hate my stomach and myself wtf 😒

I can't eat food or drinks without having to throw up or i gag 🙁

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"They say it's better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all" ( by Ashe )

I think that's bullshit.

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So yesterday i told my mum mostly everything and yet again she said she was the problem and that she should change.

I know she meant it I want to believe but it's so hard to because no one changes. Damnit it took me 3years to change to stop being that one little annoying dumbass naive girl that got hurt and then i started hiding I started starving i kept crying cutting.

I know she will try but won't succeed i know it was all pointless to talk because I'll still be a mess.

So that's my post and also I was going to go to a mental hospital but my mom told me she could go to jail and me and my brothers could be taken away so I won't

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I'm at the dinner table and honestly I wanna die rn I'm shaking and quiet zoning out ik I am and Yk what anytime im loud or talk alot they don't want me to or get annoyed but when I'm quite they're all like are you okay and you good and all I can say is I'm fine bc if i tell them I wanna do bad things to myself they'll ask why? And honestly I don't have a reason as to why i wanna I just do why am I sad idk i just AM DAMN IT!! But i can't say that bc then I'm the bad person and everyone will hate me and then I'll be alone again! And I hate that I hate myself and everyone else too so screw how I feel and screw my physical and mental health!!!!

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What do I do? I keep thinking about it I keep dreaming about it I can't stop I want to cut until i bleed to death I can't stop I can't stop I can't stop I can't stop I can't stop I can't stop I can't stop I can't stop I can't stop I can't stop I..

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Hahaheheheahahah

😠mad post

My mom my mom my mom she did my hair bc i let her right!!!

Welll the first frickin time I let her do my damn hair she pulls me like if im some dog who doesn't wanna take a shower!!!!! By the the hair

🙂I'm like woman if you don't stop I'ma never taln to you again WTH!!!!!

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I love this post thing it's so cool and I play with it for a while sometimes 😄

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Don't eat just bc your bored!!!!

Don't eat just bc your bored

Don't eat just bc your bored

Don't eat just bc your bored

Don't eat just bc your bored

Don't eat just bc your bored

Do you eat just bc your bored!?!? Don't!