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lingrimmart · 5 months
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coyote-in-the-mirror · 5 months
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Don't you just wish someone would just try you? Someone barges into your house with a gun and you just get the opportunity to fuck up all their shit, to sink your teeth into their flesh and taste the blood and feel the adrenaline pump through your veins and see the fear in the their eyes because god, you're a monster.
Maybe someone threatens you with a knife and you crush their fucking neck in your mouth and hear the strangled yells as they try in vain to get you away.
Not to kill, no, but just to get a taste of what it's like. Fucking hell.
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brain--rott · 8 months
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stay busy every second of every day so the thoughts can't get you
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burgecci · 1 month
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i realized
you just want me to be around, don’t you?
for me, it was just
the way i showed up for you
the way i held you down and had your back
the way i was always the stable one,
the one who always thinks clearly
the way i was loyal for you
you are scared of losing me
because you just lost one of your closest
and no one else handle you like i do, right?
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betyourefine · 1 year
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my bad thoughts are turning into bad actions
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deityoftellan-los · 4 months
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I'm not lonely
So stop checking on me
Each day I meet new friends, see
They like me
Do you like me
Enough to get you to come see me?
Not for sex but for a cup of tea.
I'm not lonely
So stop calling me
I get thousand likes on my selfie
People like me
Do you like me
Enough to get you to write poetry?
Your own words, ok? Not a copy.
I'm not lonely
So keep your appletini
I've progressed to wine, dearie
I'm being paid dearly
Do you like me
Enough to pay back the time you stole from me?
Literally, not monetarily.
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madame-mongoose · 2 months
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feel so weird today and idk why its really fucking me up
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theprincientist · 2 years
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You will spend an entire life in your head. Make it a nice place to be.
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Do This for better quality time with yourself:
Be aware of your thoughts
Completely underrated, but it changed my life.
Start counting how many times a day:
you insult yourself over big or small things
you're mean to yourself for your body or actions
you put yourself down
you say you can't do something without trying
you say you're sorry for no reason
you compliment yourself
you self-soothe
You will notice that you are probably very mean and put yourself down a lot.
You say things to yourself you would not say to others because you are scared to hurt their feelings. But you think you deserve that treatment.
After a week you will realize how often you mistreat yourself and how that gives others permission to do the same.
"Sometimes you are your own biggest bully." -The Princientist
Be aware of what you say to yourself and start creating arguments as to why that is not truth.
Next time you call yourself stupid, tell yourself about 3 or 4 things you did well recently and how everyone makes mistakes.
Learn how to self-soothe. So important. Be your own friend and treat yourself nicely. Especially when life is not going well.
When things don't go your way, you are all you have. Don't put down your biggest asset.
Useful Resources: Psychology Article How To Identify and Stop Bad Thoughts here.
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lesbianonsteroids · 2 years
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Playing with you while I try fall asleep, my fingers on your clit while my eyes start to droop. You know the sound of you cumming is the only thing that puts me to sleep.
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nixnephili · 1 year
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I like the personification of No Longer Human! It seems it's coming along nicely. I'm just not sure on the human/humanish face underneath the mask, given the ability itself. I kinda liked the 1st's mask/face a bit better in terms of concept. But, I look forward to seeing more :)
You misunderstood the ability, I'm afraid....
- "No Longer Human"- is not an ability spotlighting a display of something in-human.
Dazai's book is all about a human. That doesn't know how to be human. That's it, that's the plot compacted.
(I highly recommend the book)
It's introspective. Of a human that doesn't know how to human. A human man that just mimics behaviors and reactions he's seen around him over the years because he doesn't know how to elicit them himself. He doesn't know how to express feelings the way others do so he mimics mannerisms. For the entirety of his school years, he puts on a mask and plays the "clown". He finds no value in life, that sense of nihilism shaping him into becoming alienated from society, suic*dal, isolated, he is constantly hyoerficated on the ugliness of life.
For example, the paintings. Yozo used to draw cartoons, until that one conversation with his friend that made him look at Van Goh's self-portrait as a ghost, and thus began his spiral into thinking perhaps all artists use their craft to put their misery into the world, to express their ugliness - and so he went from drawing cartoons to painting disturbing, unnerving portraits...he had shown his works only to his friend.
The BSD Dazai and his ability are not a good representation of such complexity I'm afraid...the horizon here expands beyond the belief that "No Longer Human" refers to an inhuman creature.
It's a human behind that mask, it always has been.
The mask still goes over the face entirely- thought I wanted a point to be made that there is a human face under the mask, so the ability is on the middle of putting it on to showcase that.
-Nix🌙
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lunaglitchercc · 3 months
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bloodyrosesnthorns · 3 months
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uuuhshiny · 11 months
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Russell Crowe in the Beautiful Mind
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beingthisgayisart · 4 months
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Am I a bad person if I have bad thoughts constantly but don't act on them most of the time?
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mountndo · 10 months
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