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HELLO EVERYONE!!!

I’ve decided to make a change to my diet (barely) by actually having 3 (low cal) meals a day!!

I’ve decided to raise my calorie limit a tiny bit so I can start prioritising my figure at the gym !! I want to be looking my tiny hourglass dream by my boyfriend and I’s one year anniversary (October <3)

He’s also going to teach me to lift weights😮

Very shocking for me but I’m tired of being skinny fat so…

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I feel so bad for my boyfriend. I think he’s really upset he can’t stay with my family over Easter because his mum has just moved away and he’s taking care of his brother. He’s an angel :(

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Nothing quite like a nightmare of your boyfriend cheating on you

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Me when my parents don’t understand my boundaries and insist that my sister is coming to the same university as me so I have to babysit her and they don’t have to deal with her shit: oh so I should starve rn?

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To all of my depressed loves,

What do you wish someone would say to you when you feel like ending it all? (Particularly post-breakup)

Currently supporting someone going through this and I don’t trust prevention websites because they feel a little unrealistic so I’d figured I’d ask people who actually struggle with it.

Thank you <333

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And when I do this I then don’t eat for the rest of the day🥳🥳🥳

One thing about me is I will spend all of my calories on breakfast because eating a healthy breakfast is, for some reason, extremely motivating for me

(Green apple, green smoothie and yog)

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One thing about me is I will spend all of my calories on breakfast because eating a healthy breakfast is, for some reason, extremely motivating for me

(Green apple, green smoothie and yog)

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Sleeping alone for the first time in 3 months because I’m ill

I miss my boyfriend

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Me: “I hate using the term pick me but that girl was deffo seeking male validation at the cost of other girls” [listing my reasoning for feeling this way and showing I truly attempted to be nice to this girl after she was repeatedly rude to me]

That one bitch: “that’s because girls like you are just so much drama and are so sexist because you’re literally insulting her rn, my guy friends would never do that”

OMFG JUST SAY YOURE THICK IN THE HEAD LIKE

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I know you’re all sick of my jealousy issues but pls let me vent

Basically my bf and I met a new girl on his brothers course yesterday and fucking hell. Rough doesn’t even describe it. Not only was she super petite and skinny and blonde, she was super similar to my boyfriend.

I’ve never ever had this issue with him before which is pretty impressive, but yesterday for the first time I felt completely invisible. I felt like I could barely get a breath in. He seemed like an excitable puppy when he spoke to her - he isn’t even like that with any of his other friends.

We spoke about it last night and he apologised profusely and said he’d work to be better. But I just can’t shake the feeling that if I didn’t exist, she’d be in my position as his girlfriend? Idk if that makes sense.

It just felt like he’d enjoyed her more than he’d ever enjoyed my company.

When we were talking I poked a little and said “don’t remove any of your female friends unless you want to do it” and he kept saying stuff like “well conversation just flowed easily”, “we were just pretty similar” etc but never actually answered that he wanted to be her friend until I pushed a bit more.

It’s unfair because I made him admit it but I wish he didn’t want to be her friend.

I find male friends so pointless, there’s nothing they could provide me with that he doesn’t already - so do I not provide something for him? Should I be more similar to him? He said he loves me for me and similarity doesn’t bother him but then why was he so excited by her mere presence? And how was he behaving around her before I showed up?

I know this is unfair, it’s just how I feel - I’m not pushing anything onto him I promise

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When they ask what my biggest fear is and I can’t say “dating a man who I fall deeply in love with whilst he secretly falls in love with someone else” so I just say gaining weight and then they threaten to send me to a mental health unit

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One thing about me is I work very hard to be a loving and non-toxic girlfriend. As a nosy bitch I really want to stalk ur family online and know your backstory, I want to know how many times you breathe a day, how you feel at every single waking or sleeping moment. As a drama queen I want to then share this with my friends asap. I don’t. That’s yours to tell me in your own time, yours to tell other people. If I’m dating you, I probably love you and I respect you to the highest degree.

Oh but the minute another girl is even perceived by you? yeah, no. Ig stalk 1000, on my mind 24/7, crying in the shower nightly.

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I’d die for Ariana grandes body

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What if I cried in the library while listening to Scott street in front of everyone??🤪

Does that make me seem super hot, cool and mysterious??

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Too real

i hate that my ed has made me mean. i see stranger and i judge them, i see ⭐️ving as a competition and get angry if my friends eat less then i do. i hate being mean.

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I keep being sent curveballs and I’m not enjoying it