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please take a moment to appreciate yourself. appreciate how far you’ve come, how much effort you’ve put in to something, how much love you’ve given someone. appreciate yourself.

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being abused doesn’t give you a right to be abusive. if you were abused, you should know how terrible it is and want to avoid making others feel the way you did.

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I wish you’d write me into your story the same way I wrote you into mine

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it must be so exhausting to be around me

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hey everyone! just wanted to say that right now i’m mentally stable¹ and i’m having a great day²!

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¹actually doing terrible: this is a cry for help

²another breakdown!!!

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Quick what’s a spell to stop me from being mentally ill so I don’t destroy every relationship in my life

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I guess what I’m trying to say is that I hate having bpd, I hate caring about people more than they care for me, I hate crying the moment I feel that person loses interest, real or not. I hate that this isn’t limited to romantic relationships. I hate that it is with everyone.

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Having bpd around new people like: what personality can I adopt that all 10 of these people will like

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what a lovely day to remind everyone with a personality disorder that they aren’t inherently abusive and that they deserve just as much love as everyone else and that they are beautiful, amazing, and strong.

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luv when u tell ppl about ur crippling fear of abandonment and then they leave u

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I hate that I can’t tell if someone is actually acting shitty and I’m allowed to be mad, or if my mind is just distorting reality again.

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Everything I fucking do is stupid and irrational and I fucking hate myself and hate my life

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why do non-borderlines get so offended when I say “you don’t understand” as though I’m saying they’re heartless or whatever. like bitch that’s not an attack that’s just a statement of fact.

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List of things I am good at:

Crying

Splitting

Wondering if I am being manipulative

Crying

Feeling invalid

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Hi I would like to cancel my bpd subscription

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Positive BPD moments

When your favorite person texts you first

When you get through a crisis without self harming

When you feel okay with yourself even for just a minute

When stop yourself from sabotaging yourself

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Someone: *does something to upset me* Me: SORRY SORRY SORRY PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME I'M SORRY FOR BEING ANNOYING AND MAKING YOU DO THAT IM SORRY