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It's my 1 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

Yippee🗿

[botan-likesveevees]

Hey.

I'm confused,I'm so confused I never was more confused, for context I'm trans(mtf)🏳️‍⚧️ and as (I dare to say) all of us,I crave the girl childhood that I couldn't have.but now,when I get enough money,I could be a girl I always was, just on the outside too,but I still wouldn't have the childhood the thing I want probably the most.i believe in reincarnation,I think you understand where I'm going with this. If I kill myself I'll have the chance to be reborn as a true girl,but now I'm in high school,I have friends and I don't want to go with the 9 years of torture that elementary school was.but I still want to kill myself for that chance of being a girl.it would be so simple and easier than to get those surgeries.however like I said I now have friends who I think care about me, I don't want to make them sad or anything but I don't know. The idea of just ending this life and starting a new one as my true self, it feels right for me,but I don't want the people around me to feel things they shouldn't feel because I'm selfish.but I'm pretty sure if I would tell them I'm trans they'd stop being my friends anyway so I guess whenever I tell them I'll move accordingly to their responses but still I'm very confused.

Anyway that's all.

⭐

[botan-likesveevees]

Penny headcanons(pkmn vi/sc)

⭐ she's a transfemme demigirl

⭐they go by she/they

⭐when she get's anxious she vapes,even tho she tries to stop it's a habit at this point,but atleast it calms her down

⭐drinks the pokeworld version of red bull and monster energy (i thought of red tauros and dragon energy) and had to go to nurse Miriam multiple times because she drank too much

⭐posts on AO3 religiously,mostly posting fluff fanfics but does have a bit of angst

⭐she's questioning asexual but a proud biromantic

⭐her natural hair is black and she dyed her hair when she was back in Galar

⭐before she went to Paldea she tried the gym challenge,they got actually pretty far but she didn't want the attention of the champion title so she quit at piers.

⭐she was born when the constelation Cassiopeia,hence her codename.

⭐her Sylveon(who i nicknamed Pixie stick /Pix for short) comforts them when they are having a panic attacks,this happened allot before operation star-fall,it has calmed down now but sometimes she still has them

⭐ she listens to lofi, vocaloid and those "early internet" type playlists along with everything Giacomo makes. but sometimes she also puts on some J-rock or even metal after a hard day for example

⭐uses the " :3" emoji constantly

⭐she has an eevee glasses case

⭐ watches pokeworld's version of Evangelion,BNHA, BNA, angels of death and soul eater

⭐ likes pokemon crossing(animal crossing) and her favourite villager is Sasha

⭐likes dark humor but doesn't like it if it goes too far(jokes to straight up covered racism/homophobia) also fluent in sarcasm

⭐even tho she mostly stays at their dorm they actually smell really good and takes good care of their hygiene

⭐she's like kenma in a sense she doesn't like to be noticed by people but still cares about what others think about her

⭐she tried live streaming once but quit after her bullies entered her chat

⭐the reason she doesn't talk much is because she feels disphoric about her voice,and her hoodie is a dysphoria hoodie

⭐ actually not a bad cook,even though she mainly just eats instant ramen she can bake cookies and simple pies and cook basic dishes and they turn out pretty good,not as good as Arven's but that's to be expected

⭐ a Tumblr user,user her account to rant and vent since she doesn't want to "bother" her friends with it

⭐a very good student in academic sense,her best subjects are Math,pokemon biology,english and arts

⭐ she would be a hufflepuff,but with traits of all four houses,she would be put in hufflepuff mainly because how far she can go for her friends and how trustworthy they are

⭐loves to collect pins,patches and stickers

⭐amazing at minecraft buliding

⭐she actually robbed the pokemon bank just to reward Florian and Juliana and before to buy things for the team star crew

⭐feels extreme self gulit about team star and thinks it's all her fault that it ended how it ended

⭐ REALLY fast typer

⭐ made a discord server for team star,then for her,Juliana, Florian, Nemona, Arven and Clive just kinda spawned there aswell

that's all for this post

Hasta La Vistar...!⭐

[botan-likesveevees]

School is starting soon,new school for me that means I'll probably have to socialize if I don't want people to view me as " the weirdo that never talks" but I also just feel comfortable with not talking so it's making me very frickin anxious... I don't know how I'll handle things if the word that I'm transfemm with she/they pronouns gets out, I'm just hoping to Arceus that it.. won't... happen??? I don't know,cuz on one hand I'd love for everyone to know,but like I don't want to deal with transphobia OBVIOUSLY so it's just making me really uncomfortable,plus I CHOSE to stay in the dormitory so that'll be a whole new experience,I'm just so done with thinking everyone will hate me even that MIGHT NOT be true and I'm just overthinking stuff but then again I do live in a country that's..... interesting with the LGBTQIA+ community the views here are mostly ancient in most people here,plus I had a frantic experience with two guys in a mall where I ran away when they just said hi to me,idk I never saw those people in my life so my natural instinct was to run away,they were also snickering when they saw me like...they knew me?!?? Even tho I like I said never saw them.I JUST DONT KNOW WHAT TO DOOOO sorry for this rant post I just needed to drop this somewhere and Tumblr seemed like the best place. Enjoy this Eevee for you reading this dumpster of a post

Art by Notus49 on Twitter.

Hasta La Vistar....!⭐

[botan-likesveevees]

Bruh I just figured out almost all my " friends" just used me to get cigarettes I have my ways of getting them and it got out and everyone was suddenly nicer to me... should have figured it out sooner but it just hurts

I don't think I'll have real friends anymore 🥲

That's all. Hasta La Vistar...!⭐

[botan-likesveevees]

Nintendo pls

i think everyone can agree on something...that something being that we need pokemon world merch,what i mean by that? i mean things like lechonk piggy bank,all those rotom-phone cases from Violet/scarlet, bassically what the protagonist has in their room,Y,know like those posters Ash had, like if pokemon existed irl,stuff like that. if anyone else has ideas comment them i'm curious if i'm right.

Hasta La Vistar..!🌟

[botan-likesveevees]

EEVEELUTIONS ARE THE BEST

If you disagree fight me