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Ok guys, I’m single and finally free of my abuser so now I can write again!

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This is how I picture Jimin looking in my “I’d hate to say it” fic, and how you should picture him too 🥹

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Please come baaaack

Kids miss you 😭

LMAO I’M HERE! ❤️

Gangsta’s next chapter is done. I just haven’t proof read it to make sure there’s no errors because I’m out of town and haven’t had any time to myself

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Hi, I just found out about your series “GANGSTA” and I wanted to know when you planned on continuing the series?

Typing it as we speak, hoping I can get it posted by tonight before it’s time for me to go to bed because I have work in the morning 😩 but it’s active and I’m working on it. Finally!!!

I had a writers block with it for a while and forgot how the next chapter was going to play out and now I just remembered LMAO.

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the dopamine rush I got seeing you pop up on my dash lmao I miss you cherry, hope you’re doing well <3

Hi omg! I miss you too! I’m doing amazing, I truly hope you are too ❤️

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LMAO guys this is literally me with gangsta rn

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good 2 see u back bb, hope u n ur baby r both doing well <3

Thank you my love! ❤️ We’re both doing amazing. I missed you guys!

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I'd Hate To Say it | pjm (teaser)

summary: when you return home from studying abroad, you come to find your former best friend, jimin, has made drastic changes to his life that could put him in danger or behind bars forever.

pairings: drug dealer jimin x fireader.

warnings: smut, violence, fluff, blood and gore, ex best friend jimin, gang member!jimin, tattooed/pierced!jimin, long hair!jimin, use of guns/knives, mentions of self harm, mentions of abuse, alcohol abuse, drugs, drug addiction, angst, murder, strong language, 18+, minors dni.

word count: 796

author’s note: yes yes, I’m getting back into my writing and I’ve finally posted at least the teaser to this fic lol.

Your heart beats heavily against your chest as you finally hear Jimin’s door unlock, the brunette appearing on the other side as it opens. He looks uninterested to see you, an annoyed expression on his face. “What’re you doing here, y/n?” He says dryly. You take a deep breath before you speak. “Is it true?” You ask softly.

Jimin leans against his door frame, a raised eyebrow as he waits for you to explain what you mean, but you don’t. “Is what true?” He urges you to go on. “What everyone is saying… that you– that you have something to do with that boy getting murdered.”

Jimin squints before his dark orbs survey the hallway to make sure no one is around. It was almost like he thought you were setting him up, but regardless of your estranged friendship, he still knew you better than that. Once he made sure the coast was clear, he pulled you by your arm inside his apartment and slammed the door closed. “What’s everyone saying?” He questions.

“That you, along with your little gang associates, had something to do with that shooting that happened in Busan last night.” Jimin scoffs, letting go of your arm. The brunette walks around you, running his fingers through his hair in distress. His back is turned towards you, and he stands in silence for a moment before turning to face you.

“Do you believe them?”

You’d be lying if you said you didn’t. It was time to face the painful truth; Jimin was no longer that sweet boy you used to know. “I don’t know what to believe anymore, Jimin. I mean… since I’ve been back I’ve barely recognized you. You’ve been into a lot of reckless shit, and now you have murder attached to your name? It doesn’t seem too far-fetched anymore.”

Jimin scowled at your insinuation. “Then I guess you got it all figured out, don’t you? Just call the cops now if you’re so sure, y/n.” He pulls his cell from his pocket, reaching out for you to take it. “Go on, take it.” He beckons. You shake your head, refusing the phone. “I didn’t come here to prosecute you, Jimin.” You speak softly. “I came here hoping that it wasn’t you… but I can read you like a book still, and I know you had something to do with it.”

The brunette makes a ‘tsk’ sound. “So what if I did, y/n? Are you gonna rat on me?” He takes a step closer to you, the look in his eyes intimidating; but no matter how hard he tried to instill fear into you, he was still Jimin. “No… but you should turn yourself in. I don’t wanna see you go down like this, Mochi.” You utter the nickname you used to call him when you were kids.

This softens the brunette for a mere moment before he finds himself enraged. “Don’t. Don’t you fucking call me that. Don’t you fuckin’ pretend to give a shit about me. Not after you left me behind.” He grits his teeth, pointing his ringed finger in your face.

“I never left you behind,” you push his finger away, glaring at him. “I had goals, dreams to achieve. I couldn’t be stuck in this dead end life like–”

“Like me?” He cut you off. “Say it, y/n. Say like me.” He pushes. You shake your head, taking a step back from the brunette. “I’d hate to say it, but you’re a lost cause. I should’ve never come here. If you wanna ruin your life forever, that’s fine by me. I’m done caring.” You turn to exit, but Jimin isn’t done guilting you. “You never did.”

This finally boils your blood, and you whip around to face him. “I’m not the one that stopped reaching out, you did!” You remind him. You were tired of being the one to blame for your fallen friendship with Jimin. The phone worked both ways, and he was the one that stopped answering your calls, and calling altogether. “I am tired of being blamed, I am tired of your coldness towards me. I don’t know what the hell you wanted from me!”

“I wanted you to stay!” He snaps. “But you left and I was all alone! I needed you, y/n. I needed you and you fuckin’ left me…” his voice cracks, and for the first time since you’ve been back you see a glimpse of the old Jimin in his eyes. Soft. Innocent. Lost. “I… I don’t know what to say…” your voice is gentle. Jimin finds his composure, shaking his head. “I don’t need you to say shit,” he spat. “You wanna know if I killed that kid? Yeah. I did it.”

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When will u be posting tracing your tattoos 🥺

Oh hun, that’s gonna be a while. I haven’t even finished my main story because I forgot where I was going with the next chapter now I’m trying to remember 😭😣

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Hey there

How are you? Hope you're well♥️

I was scrolling my old reblogs and found again that series of yours about the bear. I just wanted to say that it is, til this date, my favorite carmy fic! Your writing is so fucking good! And I was wondering if you plan on ever reposting and continuing it?

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Oh my! It’s been so long. I would love to continue it. I’d have to rewatch the bear though.

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It’s happening…

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Well well fuck me well 🤦🏽‍♀️

“But if you forget to reblog Madame Zeroni, you and your family will be cursed for always and eternity.”

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hi baee, i was wondering if you’ve read or know the title of this one JK fic series where he’s the gang leader, and had a problem with pregnant!oc’s brother but since the brother couldn’t be found he kidnapped pregnant!oc for ransom?

thank you in advance

Heyyyy. No I have not read it but it sounds like a banger 😩 if you find it or any of my followers know lmk immediately 💕

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i don't usually send in asks/comments but the way i absolutely DEVOURED gangsta 😩 i'm such a slut for haegeum yoongi,, genuinely cannot wait for the next chapter

I’m glad you like it! I actually genuinely miss writing it, and I’m trying to plan to have the next chapter finished by tonight or tomorrow the latest but definitely before the weekend is over 💕

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Let me stop playing with yall and post this chapter 5 LMAO

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wait a minute... did you delete that series where mc has a baby and is on the run and finds shady yoongi who completely shames her for being a prostitute, but still gives her a place to stay hidden?

or did i dream about it?

You did not dream it, it existed 😭 “The Monsters Out There”. I’m gonna bring it back eventually in time.

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Seeing you post is like a breath of fresh air.

How are you mamas?

Missed you.

Hi!! I’m good, just been so preoccupied with work and my daughter. I haven’t had much time to be here but I think about this place all the time.

I miss you all too!