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idk who needs to hear it rn but the worst thing you can do to them is thrive and do your best and live your best life without them. do what you need to to grow at your own and never worry about what they'll think of you again. they lost the right to an opinion about you when they left. it is not to Spite Them, it is for you to heal, because it is what you deserve. drink a glass of water and congratulate yourself for making it this far.

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funniest way to drop a crackship but YOURE GETTING IT ANYWAY. everyone look at me and @mail-me-a-snail's stupid gay people. they make me sick. who would've thought a tf2 oc and a WoW character could be in love. created by the absolutely wonderful and talented @sayatsugu!!! tysm for drawing my boys!!!

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are you good?

Gonna be a collective "no" from us, but God is gonna have to try a Lot harder if he wants my ass to stay down </3 I do very much appreciate you checking in, though! -Duck & Mal

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For the temperature one, you can only change it about 3° 

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Keep fighting

It’s not over yet.

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being truscum and anti-endo are the same thing.

if you're one you're just as bad as the other

okay bye

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ⓘ You can Bite your Friends.

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when the predator says something preyphobic so you have to hit him with that herbivore stare

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A female cardinal indignantly braves the springtime rain.

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Cervid Accuracy Test: Red Dead Redemption 2 (2018)

One of my favorite games of all time, incredible story and characters (Charles my beloved), brain-chemistry altering. Could talk about it all day. But we ain't here for that. Rockstar put an insane amount of detail into the animals in this game, including the 3 species of deer. But just how realistic are they?

Disclaimer: These ratings aren't meant to tear down the game in any way, they're just for fun!

White-Tailed Deer

Okay, you can definitely tell what these guys are meant to be. Good form, glad to see different models for bucks and does. Nice broad, fan-like tails -- bonus for holding them up when they run. No visible glands on the legs, but that's minor. The bucks are much more detailed, less flatly-colored than the does. White mouth rings are just a bit too far back. Antlers are...interesting. Three points on a tine? That's like a whole other rack, brother, save some for the rest of us. Much more accurate in the 1 and 2 star variants. But overall, pretty faithful to real life.

Rating: You're a good deer, Arthur Morgan. 8/10

Rocky Mountain Elk

Devious smirks on these fellows. Nice form, appropriately fluffy necks, broad noses. More woolly than coarse. But ☝️ peep those pedicles, cows and bulls share the same model. Gotta dock points for that. A little pale for Rockies, especially their faces, but the color is better on other variants. Antlers are great, classy, not over the top like the 3 star whitetail. Bonus for adding 1 stars with broken antlers.

Rating: Impish, pasty individuals. 7/10

Western Moose

One of the rare opportunities we get a distinct subspecies of moose! I'll be real, I barely ever see these guys when I play, so I'm not too familiar with all the variants. Nonetheless, they have great models, realistically big humps and surprisingly well-anchored ears, damn. Large, sledge-like hooves. But again ☝️ peep those pedicles. Same models for bulls and cows, making the cows' dewlaps too large. Nice gradient colors like this subspecies has irl, though the darks could be a little darker and start higher up on the body. Missing stockings. Antlers are again just yuge, but at the same time could have wider palms to look less like spoons and more like paddles.

Rating: In desperate need of socks, but looking good despite that. 7.5/10

Mule Deer

Rockstar forgor

Rating: Depressing. 0/10

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Screams

dire wolves dropped. again

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Last Song: Spotify says Cabinet Man by Lemon Demon but it's perpetually Silver Platters by Les Gold in my heart

Last Book: In theory, Wolves of the Beyond: Lone Wolf, but I haven't actually started rereading it yet (favorite from our childhood)

Last Movie: uh Sing 2 unironically but it took me 30 minutes to watch the last 15 while doing the dishes because the first 90 minutes vored our bandwidth

Last Game: Monster Hunter Wilds (Or World, it's basically just been that recently)

Last TV Show: Who need TV when YouTube has everything I want tbh

Sweet/Savory/Spicy: Marry, Fuck, Kill

Relationship: "I miss my wife, tails. I miss her a lot."

Favorite Color: Blue (only if it comes with pronouns though)

Last Internet Search: "Wolves of the Beyind" because I couldn't remember what book one was called. Prior searches include literally just "disboard", "gypsy rose" (don't ruin your day like I did), a very wonderful source of Free Media Heck Yeah!, and "are axolotls salamanders" on behalf of Sunny, my beloved, to win an argument with my roommate

^Sunny in question btw (they are Salamanders, which makes them amphibians like frogs)

10 people I’d like to know better

Thanks for tagging me for this tag game, @twistthing!

Last Song: Get Louis Theroux it - Tom Cardy

Last Book: Carmilla by Sheridan Le Fanu

Last Movie: The Italian Job

Last Game: Super R-Type

Last TV Show: Star Trek: TNG

Sweet/Spicy/Savoury: Savoury

Relationship: Taken

Fav Colour: Purple

Last Internet Search: "how tall of Jared Leto" (spelling mistakes and all - I'm quite sleep deprived at the moment)

Tagging (with no pressure): @animentality @lordpudi @lady-yfrit @ancientsorcerer @holdiethemoldie @troyrepresentative8 @osbob-the-existent @fire-but-ashes-too @rhokisb @mylee-sketches and anyone who wants to join!

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People on Tumblr are so mad when people don't know things then when someone genuinely asks with interest because they want to understand, they're like "UGH I hate this website [proceeds to angrily explain like it somehow pains them to type a reply]" Like girl you were begging people to ask if you don't want to explain maybe then replies off or wait for someone else to explain?? When did the ecosystem get so toxic.

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I keep wanting to actually do something with this blog so badly but I am doing so so badly recently. I've never been this low, and I can't help but feel like I don't deserve to get better at this point. I'm scared the world would be better off without me and that the all I've ever wanted to do (put good into the world because there's enough bad) is a pointless undertaking and i'm so tired. so much happened while i was dormant and now it's. worse? i don't know what to do anymore and I'm scared that i am just continuing the cycle. nobody will talk to me and tell us what we've done, they just seem so intent that we Have and i'm scared and it Hurts. i don't understand. i want to understand. nobody will help me understand.