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New blog post now up. Link in the bio #puppylove #aftermiscarriage #dogtherapy

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So tomorrow night danny will be in London for a meeting on Tuesday. Even though he’s only away for a short time I’m not looking forward to being on my own. I always used to lwork be my own company but I literally never get that now specially with Rosso around. At the moment I’m still waiting for my cycle to work out what’s happening and I’m emotional so a little worried il just over think a lot tomorrow and if af does arrive I’m dreading the coping alone. It’s something I have to just face though and know he’s there at the end of the phone and that he will be back in no time for a big cuddle. We’re never apart, always together and I miss him so much when we are. He’s my puzzle piece and I’m lost without him #husbandandwife #husband #lovehim #togetherforever

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Spent the afternoon planning bits for our home. 😊🏠

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This mornings beautiful bride 👰

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This mornings beautiful bride 👰

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This mornings beautiful bride 👰

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This mornings beautiful bride 👰

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This mornings beautiful bride 👰

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So I’m working this afternoon and I’m shattered after yesterday working in the heat, we have no air con and work is like an oven. I’ve slept so much since I got back last night. Decided to have a lazy morning before this afternoon. I felt really tempted to do a test this morning but stopped myself I am determined to wait until next week, see if af turns up first. #ttc #rainbowbaby🌈 #ttccommunity #ttcjourney #ttcrainbowbaby #ttcsisters #aftermiscarriage

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Morning all. Well I’m great fun. All emotional last night, not a great mood this morning, feeling all hormonal, I’m a big old grump. The thought of going out isn’t fun either fancy hiding at home instead. But off we go, front on, soon be home. Temps up again but still a long way to go. #ttc #ttcjourney #ttcaftermiscarriage #ttccommunity #ttcsisters #ttcsupport #miscarriage #miscarriageawareness #hormones #grumpy #bbt #aftermiscarriage #twoweekwait #depression #anxiety #rainbowbaby🌈 #ttcrainbowbaby

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Only makes me strive for difference

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Morning all. So we have about 7 days until af is due and temps are steady this morning. As much as I try to switch off as it gets nearer you can’t help but wonder. But I have found when I come to enter any other info at the end of a day I can’t always think if iv spotted symptoms. Shows i am switching off at some point. #ttc #ttcaftermiscarriage #ttccommunity #ttcjourney #ttcsisters #aftermiscarriage #miscarriage #miscarriageawareness #fertilityfriend #fertility #bbt #twoweekwait

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Tonight we have had a poorly pup I think he is hating the heat, I do hope it cools tomorrow this is just horrible muggy stuff. I never thought I could love a dog as much as I do him but he’s been might little saviour and focus for the last 10months he came into my life just when I needed him most and I love him so much. My first born, my boy, my best bud, my cuddle buddy. Night all. #puppylove #cockapoo #puppy #cockapoosofinstagram #rosso #myboy ❤️🐶

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Just chilling by my pool

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Up until recently when ever I thought about my work I would always find an excuse, a reason why not. But it shows my NLP has worked when today although the immediate thoughts of well this is all going to take a lot of money popped into my head first, I sat back and thought about others ways to make my dreams happen. I have also made a sensible plan of action to get where I need to be. For the first time I’m not rushing it (although I’m battling my lack of patience) I’m making a plan. With doing things properly his time I might actually get there. It’s also going to take some help from lots of other people. But I’m determined this time, my last chance il get there. Also thanking some lovely people who asked for advice for being so honest with me. I will wake up every morning and leave be my job and create a life where I work from home. #createthelifeyouwant #beyourownboss #selfemployed #makedreamscometrue

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Work plan begins

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Good morning all. So reality has hit that my holiday is over and it’s back to normal. Iv loved time away, quality time with loved ones and not working in that other thing I have to do. Today though it’s back to it, I’m half way through the two week wait and it’s gone quick being busy, really just temping then switch off. So planning to keep busy this week, planning my make up work, that other job things I have to go to, being healthy and shifting some timber for holiday in five weeks. #bikinibody #backtoreality #dothejobyouloveandyoudonthavetoworkonedayinyourlife #tired