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Kinky as fuck . . . but mostly Asexual

I struggle to make sense of the title as much as other people do sometimes, but it is what it is. I used to have one hell of a sex drive before I got an IUD about a year and a half ago and it fluctuates but for a lot of the time it’s barely been there. I’m not even mad about it because when it was there it was just a nuisance and tending to it was like a chore sometimes

But the catch is I’m still a sadomasochist and love engaging in kinks and topping and bottoming as much as I did when my sex drive was still there and on the rare occasion it decides to show up. It doesn’t necessarily get me off hardly ever anymore but I now it’s just lots of fun and feels good in other ways and I still enjoy being in dom space and sub space. I guess a perk is when I’m topping someone because it’s fun without my sex drive there I don’t experience a top drop and I used to pretty hard if I felt really all too aroused or orgasmed when topping someone. In another sense it makes topping people that much more enjoyable in different ways because I don’t have to worry so much about crashing afterwards.

I also love getting my partners off, it’s lots of fun even though it’s not really arousing. I’m a pet and I feel like I showed off the things I’ve learned and like I’m accomplished in a usually pretty nonsexual way when I make someone orgasm.

It’s kind of like all of the parts in my brain are there and working just fine except for the actual sexual attraction and arousal parts, information can still pass through them but they don’t usually react much. I still have no intentions of getting rid of the IUD because whatever has happened to my sex drive and sexual attraction since then still isn’t nearly as much to deal with as my original sex drive.

It’s kind of making me question what actually is arousal and sexual attraction and how does it differ from other similar feelings of almost euphoria I guess and aesthetic attraction? Was I ever really all that sexually attracted regardless of gender or equally unattracted regardless of gender and more or less aesthetically pleased by certain body types? 

I’ve just been kind of rolling with it and doing what I enjoy and informing my partners that my orgasm is usually near the bottom of the priority list if it even makes it on there but it’s definitely a thing I think about a good bit

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The eternal struggle of an artist.

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Car keys have had a button to help you find your car for quite some time but why is there still no button on your car to help you find your keys?

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#CatProblems

I'm letting a few friends crash in my living room for a couple days while travelling so one of them is sleeping on my favorite spot to sit besides my bed and it's drIVING ME ABSOLUTELY INSANE because that's MY SPOT

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What a gentleman

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Fursona inspired dye job, so pumped for Anthrocon

Done with Arctic Fox purple, blue, and black

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Pride YCH for a hamigo on discord Commission info here! | Follow me on twitter | Buy me a ko-fi

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mercat

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Funny cat by Rexiecat

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When you can't stand working at a desk but you don't really like more physically active jobs and start to think maybe existence and working are your problems

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New place, new #sunrise and suddenly waking up early for a #morningpee is just fine #deadtree #spring #mountainview #fog #pleased #satisfying (at Oakland (Pittsburgh))

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Большие кошки тоже любят коробки.

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Used my Tide Pods for laundry but decided to have fun with the empty container

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It makes sense why they would shoot #zombie movies in #pittsburgh #fog #eerie #scenic #dawnofthedead #nightofthelivingdead

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It started with these two when I was a young naive teen and then it ended deep in yiff and learning new things about myself

Will I ever get tired of drawing sleepy cuddles?  I doubt it  💜🖤

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Cute CNC/Pupnapping Scene

Everything me and my pup do together somehow ends up being cute or having a cute spin on it no matter how kinky it is, same has to go for consensual non consent and pupnapping

Charlotte spot spots her target when he’s walking through a busy path in the woods just like they planned. she inconspicuously makes my way beside him when she pulls a small vibrator out of her pocket, put it up to his ribs, and whispers, “you’re coming with me now, any sudden moves or screams and I’ll tickle you”. Once we turn off on to a less busy path Charlotte uses her giant wing for cover to gently tie his hands behind his back before blindfolding him and taking a long, windy path back to her tree den just to confuse him a little.

Once we’re back to my place Charlotte puts him down and there’s a bit of a struggle as he tries to get away and free his hands so she tickles him until he begs her to stop and agrees to comply. She pushes the reluctant pup back to her bedroom, positions him just far enough away from the bed that his fluffy tail can’t feel it and use both paws to shove him down on to the bed. He lets out a faint yelp as the breath leaves his body where it was standing, he lets out a withered cry of relief when he feels the soft Sherpa blanket on his back and before he can calm down and gather his breath again Charlotte is immediately on top of him. She wraps her long tail around his legs and digs he spikes in just enough to make it uncomfortable while wrestling with his arms and tying his paws to her bed posts with the softest shiny blue rope. He’s barking and trying to bite and resist at full force so she shoves a bone gag in his mouth but is still careful not to pull it too tight. Charlotte then expertly uses her tail to remove his pants but not the underwear and anchor his feet to the other two bed posts.

Let play time commence, but still within what he would normally consent to. The next two hours consist of nothing but intense teasing and tickling. Charlotte uses her tail, wings, and claws to simultaneously tickle his feet, armpits, and ribs. He’s tied too tight to move so all he can do is let out high pitched but muffled foxote screams. She brings him right to the edge of orgasm again and again until about fifteen minutes after he starts begging her to stop. Once she’s good and ready and careful not to over step her bounds she unties his feet, puts his pants back on, puts his arms back behind his back, and takes him to his favorite Mexican restaurant. She finally unties him completely, slips enough money for a dessert and a few drinks in his pocket, kisses him on the cheek, and removes the blindfold but disappears into the night before he has the chance to turn around.