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down

drown me drown me drown me

or am I already drowning in myself?

so down down down

I go

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bodies

does it even exist?

it moves like it should... it is mine but it does not feel like me

skin, flesh, blood

i stopped caring a long time ago my body looks the way it does because i don't care anymore

that one time when i wanted to be called beautiful, i wasn't... so i stopped

not pretty, not beautiful just the funny friend never the beautiful or cute one

forever...

i don't have the energy to care anymore

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[gets in with you] milkshakes for everyone on me

[gets in my little clown car]

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first two art pieces this year 🎨

the forest nymph took me about 2 months to finish and the body took me 3 weeks. i try to get better with anatomy and teach myself how to draw bodies

really proud how they turned out 🥰

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and make art

My five year plan is to listen to music

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Supernatural vent

so I am currently on my can't-remember-how-many rewatch of my all time favourite show. sadly I neglected it for a few years because I am bad at dealing with endings, couldn't watch the last two seasons which i want to change now.

BUT I absolutely dislike the 7th season!! don't get me wrong there are funny episodes but god I hate those leviathan assholes, their storyline feels like chewing 10 year old gum, so tiresome. it definitely didn't help that Bobby died in that season and what's up with all the monsters being like "haha you have to face the black slimy bastards, good luck"? and Crowley just ditching them in the first half? seriously?

although I gotta say I liked Frank, it wasn't necessary that they made him seem like a Bobby replacement but his weird and funny but also serious sad he wasn't there for longer.

all in all my least liked season, it felt so exhausting and tiring.

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@headintheclouds-cl still thinking about our cottage dream <3

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Living in a fairytale 🌸💐🧚🏼🦄🧚‍♀️🧚‍♂️

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since the old version of this post was flagged for 'adult content'...

reblog this post if your account is a trans safe space or owned by a trans person!

along with that, reblog if your account is a trans non-binary spectrum safe space or owned by someone on the trans enby spectrum!

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fuck aesthetics, fuck vibe, fuck core

it doesn't matter if everything matches, wear what you bloody want!

yellow overall with a metal shirt and a emo haircut? fuck yeah

i feel most comfortable in "skate" style and my round harry potter glasses. who gives a shit!

this is your sign to miss-match and be proud of it you beautiful fuckers 🔥

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IS BEING HYDRATED REALLY WORTH ALL THIS PEEING?

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Reblog if you think asexuality is a legitimate sexuality.

I'm trying to prove something.

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digitalthiccground

???

Reblog and write the opposite of your URL

thatwasnotveryravenofyou → itisextremelypigeonofthem

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I ❤️ contributing to low birth rates