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Mitski, "Crack Baby" | Kafka Asagiri, Shiwasu Hoshikawa, Dazai, Chuuya, Age Fifteen | Kafka Asagiri, Shiwasu Hoshikawa, Beast | Kafka Asagiri, Sango Harukawa, Bungou Stray Dogs

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me every other day rejoicing as i feel my body slowly deteriorate, knowing its finally my time to die

i was just dehydrated

nearly just tried to floss my teeth with a deodorant stick. im about to work in retail btw!

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emetophobia warning!!

me watching a cat swarm a person with affection as they just grimace in disgust because the cat licked them meanwhile i would sit for hours covered in a cats vomit as long as its happy being with me

i love cats i would die for them

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things people do that i will beat you to death over (continuing list)

1. going “ewww gross” when someone shows/eats what they have for snacks/meals, just because you couldnt keep your mouth shut you just made that person feel ashamed for something THEYRE eating.

2. saying “i dont care” when someone is talking about something theyre passionate about or distressed over, if you want the conversation to move on just acknowledge what im saying with slight disinterest, ill take the hint without you verbally shitting all over everything i said.

3. commenting on someones food portion like “wowww are you gonna eat all that?” or “thats a lot of food”, just shut up and leave people alone.

4. making fun of furries. just because someone likes to indulge in a HARMLESS hobby that happens to be something you wouldnt do doesnt mean you get to be an asshole to them, and for the people that say “well i just dont like the weird ones, like the ones that are attracted to animals” those are furries, those are zoophiles, stop generalizing an entire harmless community of mostly KIDS by shoving them under an incorrect umbrella.

5. judging peoples appearances even if it was something in the past and that theyve changed. no one wants to hear that they were ugly as a kid, even if you try to redeem it but saying the person is pretty now, its unnecessary and annoying.

6. talking about things that you blatantly know nothing about, especially about certain groups of people. if you have not experienced something, do not speak over people that have.

7. loudly exclaiming/pointing out someones scars. even if you come up with the excuse that “you were so shocked and upset that they would do this”, you are actively making the situation worse, especially in public spaces. approach the situation calmly, respectfully, and with the persons feelings in mind rather than you morbid curiosity.

8. being mean to animals in general (especially cats). if you harm animals or even think about harming them because they simply exist around you, you make me sick. oh a cat walked up to you and brushed up against your leg to show affection and you kicked it? i will skin you alive.

9. invalidating and/or making fun of “cat scratches” sh. no matter how deep sh is sh, and encouraging people that are obviously unwell to do worse is sick.

in conclusion, dont be a dick, and think with your brain for at least 3 seconds to figure out what is considered a shitty thing to do and what isnt.

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me after being given 2 seconds of being alone with my mind without distraction

most sane mitski fan (im normal im normal im normal im normal im normal im normal im normal im normal)

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Mitski, "I'm Your Man" | Aesop, The Wolf and the Lamb | Susitse.art, Parasite | Franz Kafka, Letters to Milena | Konstantin Korobov, Agnus

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recovery is beautiful

my silly little comic :3

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i have an absolutely unmatched hatred for myself

aur aur aur aur aur aur aur aur aur aur aur aur aur aur aur aur aur aur

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my mommy says im normal!!

:3

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lobster

lobster

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me when the gateways of sphincter open at twilight as i try to slumber and fill my chambers with toxic fumes and i have no choice but to wallow in my own self-destruction

tl;dr - i farted

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Chuuya Nakahara CAN dream. heres my PROOF. // stormbringer spoilers!!

[tl;dr - THINK ABT IT WITH CONTEXT!! PLEASE]

everyone who argues that its 'canon he cannot dream' uses the same point. the first line of stormbringer is "Chuuya Nakahara didn't dream." [page 14] which is an understandable misconception, but you're not thinking about the context. first of all, the phrasing is important. its not that he cannot dream, its that he didnt. he isnt incapable. i think this sentence is more-so to bring up his nightmares, he didnt dream, BUT, he had nightmares. what is actually happening in this scene is clarified in the third and fourth paragraphs.

"Swirling within his chest were the remnants of some intense emotion, although he couldn't remember what emotion, exactly. He'd been like this every day as of late. Chuuya gave up trying to remember and left his bedroom to take a shower."

the inference you can make here is that something in his sleep caused him to feel like this, but the second he woke up he was unable to recall exactly what it was. the only plausible explanation for this is that he had a nightmare. "For him, waking up was like a bubble emerging from within mud."

also, the specific "as of late" sentence is also proof that this only has to do with his nightmares. he cannot remember his nightmares. they are traumatic flashbacks, so his mind blocks them out when he wakes up. this is especially important to support why he doesn't remember his past, as he proceeds to shower and "He thought about who he was while the hot water poured down his body."

my next point is how embarrassed chuuya got when the albatross said, "Were so used to you randomly being in a bad mood once every month or so, but I gotta ask: Did something happen? A bad dream, maybe?" [page 21]

which is followed with "A bad dream. The instant he heard those words, Chuuya turned around, furious. "Nothing happened!" His rage violently shook the glasses in the pool hall."

i feel like he wouldve reacted differently if he was simply incapable of dreaming. its like he got embarrassed because he just realized what he had forgotten. what a silly defensive guy.

and my final point is that it just wouldn't make sense? at the end of stormbringer it suggests he is a human, so why would he be unable to dream? its something that doesnt make sense with any of his lore. my nightmare explanation makes a lot more sense for his character. SOO THIS is my essay that proves chuuya nakahara is capable of dreaming. the idea that he cant is really just a misconception from the line being taken out of context.

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beast ranpo !!

what a beautiful boy

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blood // past sigma

hes so me coded

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my drawings of my beautiful boys

theyre both just like me fr

(im not autistic or gay /j)

when sigma joins the ada hes actually going to be best friends with ranpo and they share each others candy and cookies. ranpo will introduce him to many friends, especially is boytoy poe, and sigma will make ranpo happy with his constant praise because hes in awe of his abilities. sigma still thinks ranpo is an absolute freak and ranpo definitely feels superior to sigma because hes just an ordinary guy but somehow theyre still great friends because i actually just said so, i am asagiri.