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like stfu let me live

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girl next door

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cunt

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i hate people who give birth , like what do you mean you're not a fairy who have her baby in a pink bubble and pop it when it's big enough

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sometimes i wish i could just take my car , and live day by day freely , unchained from this burdens of everyday life that are so draining i don't think humans were meant to be locked in a office or at home with five crying brats

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i love how lana romanticize small life things i feel so seen and validated because in the media (films , tv , movies etc) you have to live in a big town , be insanely wealthy , and have an incredible social life , but what about us people who have the right to love our lives just as much ? they're so many things that makes us beautiful and we're never representated ; our hobbies , passions , families , mindset and capacity to be and learn how to live in a world with such high standars for our lifestyles we are just as good and interesting living in our middle class appartements , writing on tumblr from old broken phones and going to the mall to have fun

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NEVERMIND I HATE HIM I'M TALKING TO A NEW BOY AND HE SO SO HOT SO NICE SO SWEET I LOVE HIM

there's only one boy i ever loved , i never loved someone else , i never will, i loved him since i was six and i'm ten years older now he is in USA for an exchange year but i'm bot sure maybe he will come to my highschool next year and i'm deeply terrified and excited just seeing a picture of him makes me sad and weird he already dated my best friend when we were like twelve and he never knew i loved him (or maybe a little) i forgot about him since now and i'm scared because i realized maybe if i can't even talk to other boys romantically is because of him

i hate him for never loving me as much as i love him

i love him like lana loves

i hate him like i hate

and i hate him sometimes and it hurts me the most knowing he maybe wouldnt even recognize me but i need to be with him because i know we are soulmates and he would know it too , i got very pretty now (i believe so) i'm not smart and i'm a bit shy but i truly never have what i wish in life so Lord please give him to me

Amen

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he is a bit ugly sometimes , sometimes he's very hot

perhaps he is annoying and it's utterly pathetic because he doesnt think about me

in usa he must have slept with girls

he dated many girls too

he cheated on his last girlfriend with his own twenty year old cousin and i musn't like him

there's only one boy i ever loved , i never loved someone else , i never will, i loved him since i was six and i'm ten years older now he is in USA for an exchange year but i'm bot sure maybe he will come to my highschool next year and i'm deeply terrified and excited just seeing a picture of him makes me sad and weird he already dated my best friend when we were like twelve and he never knew i loved him (or maybe a little) i forgot about him since now and i'm scared because i realized maybe if i can't even talk to other boys romantically is because of him

i hate him for never loving me as much as i love him

i love him like lana loves

i hate him like i hate

and i hate him sometimes and it hurts me the most knowing he maybe wouldnt even recognize me but i need to be with him because i know we are soulmates and he would know it too , i got very pretty now (i believe so) i'm not smart and i'm a bit shy but i truly never have what i wish in life so Lord please give him to me

Amen

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there's only one boy i ever loved , i never loved someone else , i never will, i loved him since i was six and i'm ten years older now he is in USA for an exchange year but i'm bot sure maybe he will come to my highschool next year and i'm deeply terrified and excited just seeing a picture of him makes me sad and weird he already dated my best friend when we were like twelve and he never knew i loved him (or maybe a little) i forgot about him since now and i'm scared because i realized maybe if i can't even talk to other boys romantically is because of him

i hate him for never loving me as much as i love him

i love him like lana loves

i hate him like i hate

and i hate him sometimes and it hurts me the most knowing he maybe wouldnt even recognize me but i need to be with him because i know we are soulmates and he would know it too , i got very pretty now (i believe so) i'm not smart and i'm a bit shy but i truly never have what i wish in life so Lord please give him to me

Amen

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does anybody knows how to roll a good blunt

dm to give me advices

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don’t know what’s real or fake …

@lostfwn

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end of the world ballad lyrics

I wanna be a rock star

Dancing all alone

Living like a movie

If it’s a good one

I wanna be addicted

To your favorite song

All my life I’ve been reckless

Everybody knows

I wanna be a gold dime

Living like it’s fun

Crying at parties

Making out with y’all

I wanna be the last dream

You ever had boy

Making life so easy

You never get cold

Cause you don’t know how much it takes

To live my life, doing mistakes

And you don’t know how much I cry

Inside my head

Their’s no good time

( i should do that song again)

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clemenceviolence is a very good singer is like if a girlblogger became a rockstar

go listen to her music

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the only man i need is the male version of myself

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end of the february break

lost my pinterest account

depression

miss my friends from another school

no father

no job

no love

hate people

hate living

hate my room

hate my class

hate my life

anxiety

social anxiety

future anxiety

nostalgia

no life

no friends

no desire of living

constant loss of braincells

unable to work

unable to think

unable to do anything but sleeping