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“this is my comfort character” and then it’s a character who has never seen comfort in their life

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I'm starting to feel like I'll never have a solid connection with anyone ever again.

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i'm always so hungry. hungry to be different, to look different, to feel different. a rotting dog. too greedy. never satisfied.

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So true bestie what did you say btw i was dissociating

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i weight more that my friend and i meet her weighing less than her, i mean i'm happy that she could lose weight because she really put effort in that shit BUT AGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

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i lied guys i just buy the most fucking cool pink kid dish

i don't want to romanticize my ed, i don't want a positive view or foodlogs or buying hello kitty dishes. u want the pain and the bones, i want to remember that this is what “i chose”, that someone like me can never be worthy of food or a good relationship with this shit

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you need to eat, it's true. but do you need to eat that? do you need to eat it in that amount? do you need to eat it now?

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i don't need therapy, i need calculate all the calories of my week

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i love so much the dirty fast like, damn bro ty for the diet coke and the coffe with 0 cal sweetener

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i ate like a normal person and i feel so fucking full like i'm gonna explode in any moment i can feel my stomach trying to process the food and HURTS

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i really love food but no for eat it, more like i fucking LOVE food because it's so magical the composition and presentation and the form that makes your brain do weird shit about feelings and all the fucking concept of food is so amazing and it's kinda sad that i have a ed

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starve.

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UGH I FORGOT FLUSH THE BATHROOM AND MY MOM JUST ASK ME IF I WANNA BE A BULIMIC OR SOMETHING, I FUCKING HATE MYSELF, I FUCKING HATE HER

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eat pathetic low cal food because i'm a pathetic disordered respect to food makes me feel less pathetic so i'll call it seasoning preferences

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I can eat those sweets another time, another day, better in another life where I have the metabolism of a cis boy who plays lol

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I made pasta because I always make salads for lunch and I thought my mom would like it but she came and we argued because of my nephew and my anger issues, she didn't even say anything about the food, what a waste of calories

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who cares if i want to mentally live in my daydream universe while i physically rot away. that's my business