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Cluster B culture is frankly i should do it even if it gets embaressing and awkward but also

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(questioning) cluster b culture is accidentally telling someone about your homicidal ideation and them saying "it's ok lots of people have intrusive thoughts about that." no. you don't get it. I LIKE thinking about this. It makes me feel BETTER.

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cluster B culture is not understanding why everyone gets so upset when you don't apologize for something you aren't sorry for (what, you really want me to just lie? where are your manners??)

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BPD (and suspecting NPD maybe?) Culture is hearing a therapist online say that they think their clients with BPD endure more pain than anyone else they see, and going "teehee that's so true", and feeling compelled to repeat it to your friends constantly like, "Hey, see how this guy says I'm constantly in emotional pain, it's so true, why don't you pay attention to me and pity me for how miserable I am all the time (BECAUSE YOU NEVER TALK TO ME!!!!!)"

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cluster b culture is having pretty much all the local therapists too scared to deal with anyone who has your diagnosis, like sorry i need more than just being put on ssris and told im a good person, but you went to school to be a professional and cant spend an hour with me? thats cute. i live with this shit every day with none of the knowledge or medication to help me out

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what does being an "otherwise aromantic" bpd mean? does it mean you just develop romo feelings for your fps? because i think thats kind of normal tbh ive never had romo feelings for someone who wasnt a fp first.

From the language used by the anon, I believe that's what it means; however, I don't necessarily think it's normal to only experience romantic attraction for FPs, even if it's very common for romantic partners to be FPs, at least from what we know (note: we do not have BPD, just basing this on things we've heard from friends with BPD). And besides, even if it was a normal thing for pwBPD to experience, that doesn't mean the aromantic label can't still apply or be used by the anon in question, especially if they feel it helps them explain their experiences better.

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Cluster B + MADD culture is telling a friend you've been having weird identity confusion moments with your blorbo and them suggesting, "Maybe you should try to avoid thinking too much about them for a while." And your immediate reaction being, "gonna be pretty hard to do that when they ARE me/when I AM them lol." (Blorbo is also very self-centered, so that did not make blorbo brain happy).

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otherwise aromantic bpd culture (hi me again) is getting that clench of your heart in your chest and lump in your throat feeling when your fp shows affection in a way that leaves you amazed and starstruck that such a feeling exists

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bpd culture is knowing just exactly who your fp would replace you with if you were gone or they got tired of you which causes extreme suicidal and homicidal thoughts whenever it comes to mind

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aspd culture is the book "nausea" by jean-paul sartre

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bpd (probably with chronic fatigue) culture is having your fp permanently glued to your mind and thinking about them 24/7 and wanting to talk but on the other hand not having nearly enough spoons to send a single message and feeling miserable

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aspd culture is getting broken up with, and constantly feeling like you're on your back foot with your ex and being desperate to regain control any way possible. even if that means permanently ruining any relationship you could ever have with them. aspd culture is feeling like if you're not in control of every little thing, even with the people you (supposedly) care about, you're automatically in danger and that the only way to be safe again is to claw back that control from everyone else if it kills you.

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aspd culture is grossing people out, creeping people out, and cringing people out on purpose for some sense of control over them. aspd culture is loving to know that youre hated.

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bpd culture is your brain being wired to be thinking of your fp so intensely all the time that you see them in every little thing you do or see or hear or feel

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aspd culture is stealing stuff instead of being violent. instead of getting into fights, i argue and i steal. i steal pencils, perfume, deodorant, wires, mp3 players, clothes, anything i can calculate to get my hands on without people catching me. or they do catch me. or i "borrow " it and its permanently mine now.

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bpd culture is the mere thought of your fp being able to make you either light up or break down (let alone the sight of them)

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plural bpd culture is your headmate splitting on their partner but not wanting to deal with the negative emotions so they shove their episode onto you

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