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Dropping by just to inform some of my marvel followers regarding my second blog. Please do take your time and surf through my posts while also hitting that follow button ! 💕

Again , this isn’t a confirmation of me returning back to this blog. Like I said , I believe I’m done with the Sam and Colby fandom for good but not on hateful terms ! I don’t want to keep anyone’s hopes up high as I don’t see myself returning any time soon and wanted to make stuff clear.

So if you could head on over to @seabass-plums and show a little supportive action , it would mean the world to me. Love you guys ! 💕

Octavia Alrose , former sibling of Frederick Alrose has always been known for being determined in whatever she wishes to acquire , be it in the form of her wish to join her brother’s company , Alrose and Comrades or the will to trust..

Bucky Barnes , the Duke of Long Castle is termed for his utmost pride revolving around his controllable demeanour. He wishes to seize the mightiest of the might. However the passing away of his late wife Annabelle Barnes sets a drawback in his soul , his incompetence towards loving another.

Can Octavia fulfil her wish to be a prospering agent , leading the company along her brother or are her dreams set to drown in failure ?

Will the Duke ever learn to love again or is his trust contrasted by a set of unfortunate events revolving around his life ?

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Masterlist

Chapter 1 - The Arrogant Duke ( comes out tomorrow ! )

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Hey colby u should do more explore videos I miss them so much!

Sorry to break it to whoever sent this in , but I am not Colby Brock.

I just run a tumblr fan account revolving him but if it makes anything better , I hope he goes back to exploring too :(

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So I want to come clear and address why I have moved from the Sam and Colby fandom to the Marvel cinematic.

Most of you might not be aware of it but yes , this fandom is toxic. No matter how hard you try to ignore it , it doesn’t even matter if you’re new to it all...the hate and toxicity is always persistent and it’s hard to go unnoticed.

Me personally , I hate opening up my fan accounts to find it filled with hatred and immaturity that always revolves around one of the boys or either their devoted fans. I really hoped that people would’ve remain unbothered and not focus on the negative aspects but that didn’t work out either.

I’m beginning to question a lot of things and as of now , I’m happy being in the Marvel side of the fandom. I’m uncertain of my return but truly appreciate everything you guys have done for me. ❤️

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Hey idk if you do request but if you do can you make one on Aryia we’re Kévin does an expose video with you or Aryia and asks about your relationship that’s a secret.

I decided to write this since I’m bored out of my mind , yet the requests still remain closed until further notice.

Here you go love - hope is all you need

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Hope is all you need

Theme : anxiety , irritating , confusion , hope and love towards significant others

Masterlist

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Your heart skipped a beat as you saw a familiar name blink onto your screen , your fingers looped into your hair in anticipation. You knew you were next..

“Hey Kev !” You exclaimed with quite a bit of uncertainty in your voice , in all honesty , you weren’t ready for your turn. You were present for Katrina’s sessions and dreaded for the position she was in. You were ready to be her knight in shining amour and escape her away from the horrifying questions that were being asked to her , but instead , she seemed to take it in with quite the dignity.

“What took you so long ( Y/L/N ) ?” 

You could still sense the smirk that evilly danced upon his lips along with his signature smug smile and you instantly knew you were going to be torn apart in shreds like a vulture attacking its prey.

“I...I was taking a shower” You blurted out. You could feel the little condensed beads of sweat dripping from your forehead as you quickly began searching for a quick but smart excuse.

“Alright , whatever. I’m hoping your ready for your session doll.”

You gulped down hard with the choice of his words , your heart picked up its beat , the loud thumps were prominent in your ears. 

“K-Kevin...I...” Your were ashamed of your performance and sighed in defeat , there was no easy way out of his. “I’ll be over within 15 minutes.”

At the end of line , you could hear a deep rumble that signified his deep , dark chuckle. “I’ll be waiting Sweet Cheeks.”

Your skin burned with embarrassment and before you could protest for yourself , the line came to an end. A loud whine ceased it’s way out of your lips as you picked yourself up and trudged your way towards your car.

You hesitantly decided to send a text to him , ‘It’s my turn for the exposed series but I’m pretty sure the both are gonna get exposed soon.’

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“Ah , there you are.” Kevin greeted you as you walked into the familiar house , straight way getting into the infamous room that held all the exposed sessions. The equipment was laid out front before you and you began second guessing the entirety of the situation.

“Hey Kevin...you’re gonna go easy on me right ?” You mumbled , your eyes were wandering in search of him , hoping he’d bust open the doors and put an end to the malicious behavior of his roommate , to your defeat Aryia wasn’t home.

“So I’ll be asking some simple questions in the beginning so I can keep a check on your heart beat and breathing.” 

After a couple of basic questions like ‘what was your actual name?’ and ‘how old were you ?’ , the reality began to kick in. 

“First question , have you ever been caught for doing something illegal ?”

You were an absolute sweetheart , an innocent bud in this monstrous world and so , as a result , your answer was a no. It honestly made you feel pretty good about yourself until the next question was asked.

“What’s your body count ( Y/N ) ?” Kevin chuckled deeply.

You felt your sense tingling and decided to skip the question , which lead to only two of your skips remaining behind. You sighed in despair , your eyes secretly begging Kevin to go easy on you , considering the fact you weren’t quite sure of opening up about your relationship. Hell ! You weren’t even sure if it was a proper relationship to begin with.

You’ve seen the harsh side of the fandom , especially the one belonging to Colby. No matter how true the situation may seem , it’s the girl that gets hate on the most and you were definitely not planning to be their next victim.

“Ohhhh , one skip down already. You still have 12 questions remaining sweetheart.” This was basically Kevin’s way of reminding you that you were going to be submerged in an utter mess.

“Next question , have you ever had a crush on a YouTuber ?”

The monitor seemed to catch the biggest spike ever , making Kevin chuckle out loud. You furiously tapped the handles of the seat while thinking really hard about your answer.

“Yes , yes I have.” You claimed honestly.

“Oh really ? And who is that youtuber ?” He asked.

It was your turn to return a wicked smirk , “that wasn’t a part of the question Langue.”

“Ah damnit !” He exclaimed , laughing towards the near end. He knew he missed a great opportunity , but then again , it was the Kevin Langue we’re speaking about. “I’ll get you the next time love , no worries.”

You shot him a death glare , your face pulled straight while your lips were pressed in a tight line. “Not funny Langue.”

He brushed it off immediately and moved onto the next question , “have you ever been in love ?”

Your mind fogged up with immense curiosity. Have you ?

“I don’t think I have yet.” You replied back , still second guessing your answer. Maybe you did , but you weren’t aware of it yet.

“Seriously ? You’ve never been in love ?” He enquired once again , his eyes almost had a sense of sympathy for you that you absolutely dreaded.

“I’d like to think that I haven’t. I have only been in a single relationship , that certainly didn’t end well either. So yeah , I haven’t been in love.” You explained. It was harsh bringing back your past , but with what was waiting in your future , you certainly didn’t seem to care much.

“Hmm , that’s good. Onto the next one. Have you had premarital sex before ?”

Your face grew to an incredible scarlet , giving away your answer. “Yes , yes I have.”

“Ohh , you’re a badass.” Kevin snarled , he was basically twisting you up , getting you ready for the harsh question.

“Next question , are you dating someone at the moment ?”

Your eyes were fixiated at the table , drawing slow patters with your fingers yet you still managed to get a glimpse of the devilled look on his face.

Before you could potentially answer the dreaded-over question , the room of the door flung open , revealing a heavy-breathing Aryia at the doorstep.

“What a coincidence !” Kevin remarked , he surely was being like an asshole during this exposed session but you didn’t seem to mind. Sooner or later , the truth would spill out-you’d just be ready if it wasn’t so rushed up.

“You can’t have her bro , I’m filming.” Kevin pointed towards the cameras before commencing the session in hopes of being able to cover up the little mishap that just occurred.

“So y/n , are you or are you not ?”

Your heart picked up its beat and you knew you weren’t going to hear the end of this from Kevin or the others , you were caught up in your reverie at the thoughts about the consequences of admitting it at the minute , you turned over to Aryia who had a worried look across his face.

“I’m not sure what we are yet , but I hope to God it’s a start of something new.” You whispered , eyes still locked up with Aryia’s while your lips formed into a tight smile , praying that he was completely okay with your answer.

“Awwwww. I wish well for you y/n.” Kevin admitted before closing up his equipments and giving you a 10 minute load before he could commence the second part of the session and left the two of you in the room.

“Were you serious about that answer ?” Aryia asked , his arms were crossed against his chest but his face didn’t give off any emotion.

You were terrified to your wits , shaking over the fact that maybe this was the last time you’d see him. “I was.” You smiled softly , waiting for his cue.

Aryia let out a sigh , unfolding his arms while his gaze travelled down to the floor while his feet made their way towards you. “Well then...I hope that as well.” He whispered , inching closer and closer to your lips before colliding them with yours.

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Announcement

For all you marvel fanatics , I just created a new account solely revolving around the Marvel Universe. I’m really excited as to where this might take me !

I’ll be over @seabass-plums if any of you guys are interested.

Love you all ! ❤️

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MASTERLIST

Colby Brock Masterlist

Sam Golbach Masterlist

Jake Webber Masterlist

Brennen Taylor Masterlist

Mike’s Dead Masterlist

Aryia Emrani Masterlist

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Colby Brock’s Masterlist

Exposed

Angelic

Stood up

Strangers

Inducing labour

High together

Going public

Nobody compares

What you call that ?

Green-eyed monster

Selfish love

Night terror

High on love

Sessions

Celestial body

Lean on me

Forever

Flustered

Not you again

I want you 1 2

Weak ?

Faking it

Let me take care of it

Admit it

Long lasting

Photo shoot

Blood-sucking

Never enough

Wanna try it ? 1 2

Dominator

Awkward boner

Pool party

Trying something new

Broken but you fixed me

Fling

Alarmed

Issues

You belong to me

String

Gore

Rivalries 1 2 3

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Aryia’s Masterlist

It’s you

Hope is all you need

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Trying Something New

Summary : Colby thinks that his sex life with the reader is taking a downfall and begs her to try out something new and exciting in bed.

Warnings : SMUT SMUT SMUT !

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Before I begin the story , I’m so happy to finally be back ! I’m kicking this off by something I’m well aware with..smuts. I hope you guys enjoy this story ! Also , I do realise I had a request pending but I don’t think I’ll be able to complete that. Partly because I’m basically not interested and still need time to figure things out as well as the story line seemed too overrated. I hope you guys understand where I’m coming from , I just need more time to think this through. :/

“I’ve said it before and I’m saying it again , it’s a no Cole !” You yelled out in frustration , the veins on your forehead began popping wit great intensity. What seemed to be a tantrum turned into a fit , resulting in Colby desperately wanting a yway of his own.

“Come on baby , I promise I’ll be gentle.” He pleaded , flashing you those innocent blue eyes that seemed to drown you in his innocence.

“I don’t get it , why the sudden hassle ?”

His brows twitched before he began furiously biting on his bottom lip , a drop of sweat ran down the side of his face that gave away the sign of agony.

“Well..me and the guys have been talking.” He muttered , his eyes surfing through all the parts of the room except meeting your eyes. “They’ve all experienced something new in bed...I thought we could try it as well.” He mumbled , fidgeting with the numerous objects that accompanied on your dresser.

“You told the guys about our sex life !” You shrieked , looking at your boyfriend wide-eyed before sighing in defeat. You honestly did see that coming , regarding how close Colby is with the rest of the guys.

“I just felt defeated alright ?” He began. “The rest of the guys seemed to have such an amazing sex life , while I’m here unavailable to treat you right in bed. I dont know if it’s just me but...our sex life has been below the bars lately. I just thought we could spice it up.” He puckered his bottom lip while looking at you towards the end of his sentence , the intense stare seemed to tingle a sensation within you.

Maybe it wouldn’t be so bad after all ? You thought.

“Alright , but we’ve got to plan it out. I’m not trying to get something stuck in there.”

Colby chuckled deeply before embracing you in a hug , “gosh I love you so much.”

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Colby had set up everything for the big day , ordering stuff online before hand that only showed his hope for the experiment.

The cardboard box was plopped onto the bed , the rumbling noise signifying there were more than one item present in it.

You curiosity peaked as you shut off the tv immediately and crawled towards the edge of the bed , begging to get a peak at the artefacts that laid hidden from you.

“So , we’re gonna start at 3 exactly. I’m going to open you up a bit , loosen up your hole a bit and then comes in the plug. I’ll be placing that in you for about thirty minutes so your hole is nice and puckered for me and then we’ll carry on , alright princess ?” He asked.

You weakly nodded your head while still eyeing down the forbidden box. You heard Colby let out a snicker and finally revealed the items present in it.

A bottle of lube , a butt-plug that had a silver diamond placed on its end and some anal beads. This was going to be fun.

“Alright doll , turn around for me.” He requested. Lucky for Colby , you were already half-naked , implying the oversized sweatshirt and panties that certainly seemed to drive Colby wild.

“Up baby girl.” Colby whispered , patting the small of your back as you arched your back up , your ass hanging in the air as you heard Colby let out a loud grunt.

His fingers danced along the hem of your panties , pulling it away from your body while exposing your lips that met with your tightened hole.

“Ugh , look at you.” He growled while discarding your panties to the floor.

You were unaware of the motions that seemed to occur behind your back , but a pop sound certainly caught your attention. A sudden coolness caressed your hole as your squirmed at the feeling.

“Hush kitten , just relax for me.” He whispered in a gentle manner. His thumb was dipped into his mouth , collecting the perfect amount of wetness before caressing your hole.

The sensation felt weird but you soon relaxed under his touch. You swore to yourself that this was going to be a one time thing.

“Are you ready doll ?” He asked tenderly. “Just tell me if you need me to stop , Alright ?”

You sent a weak nod towards him , your legs began quivering as you waited for his fingers to enter you in anticipation , his little movement already making your hole clench uptight.

“It’s alright princess , I need you to relax for me.” He cooed , rubbing the rim of your hole in soft circles while he waited for you to loosen up.

Another pop sound caught your attention as you watched Colby load up some of the lube onto his slender fingers , his index and middle to be exact.

He traced the dripping lube onto your hole and rubbed quick circles this time , arousing your needs and desires.

“I’m ready.”

He obliged and stuck his index finger into you , pulling and pushing it down with a steady and slow pace. His free hand held onto your cheek in at attempt to open you up wider.

“Do you like that doll ?” He whispered.

You were too caught up with the single pleasure his finger was providing that you hadn’t noticed him lean against your ear while resting on his side. You difficult in response , finding it incredibly hate to gather up the words.

He chuckled lightly and fixed up his position once again which caused his finger to go deeper into you.

You moaned out aloud while arching your back , feeling his finger being correctly dipped into you.

“Am I making my doll feel good ?” He questioned , his middle finger somehow reached your pussy lips as he began wetting his finger with your juices , his idea of preparing for the next step.

Your eyes were closed shut as you enjoyed the euphoric feeling of his finger but soon whimpered as you felt his middle finger dipping into your hole.

“Shush , take it like a good girl.” He muttered before sighing deeply once he felt his second finger slide into you with ease.

His fingers moved perfectly with sync , scissoring you open as your lips began to let out loud moans and profanities.

Colby smirked at the thought of you enjoying this , his head rushing with ideas of the numerous times he’d fuck you in this position. His dick was already straining in his boxers , throbbing to the point where he craved for a release but he certainly did not want to hurt you. He preferred taking it slow and pleasuring you to the fullest.

“Are you ready for the next step baby ?” He asked , his fingers were being pulled back while his attention was on the shiny butt-plug that laid in the box.

You had seemed to certainly enjoy the feeling to the fullest and didn’t want it to end and so you pushed back into his hands , taking the fingers all into your hole once again while moaning out loudly. You began bouncing into his fingers while he stared at you in amazement.

You saw his dick twitching in his pants and giggled quietly before taking in the effect of his fingers.

Colby couldn’t truly believe how much you were enjoying this , in fact he imagined you backing up into his dick once he began fucking you.

He shook himself out of his thoughts and withdrew his fingers away , making you whine like a little puppy.

“I’m sorry baby , but I’ve got something bigger stored for you.”

You bit your lips at his remark and propped yourself up before he could begin with the third base. Your eyes seemed to wander down his dick , visualising how hard he must be and how refrained he felt. You wanted to speed things up and so crawled towards him while he was coating up the butt-plug with lube.

“You seem too refrained for my liking.” You smirked and began massaging his bulge , making him groan unexpectedly.

“Let me help you , please ?” You begged whilst unbuttoning his jeans and pulling them off swiftly along with his boxers. His hard dick slapped against his stomach , his tip oozing out precum.

You looked at him wickedly and pick up the precum onto your fingertips , while maintains a very strong eye contact you placed your fingers into your mouth and began moaning.

“Don’t do this to me baby , you know tonight’s all about you.” Colby reminded , he gripped onto your sides and pushed you forward , your ass once again hanging in the air.

“Why can’t I have your dick instead ?” You whined , already hating the waiting period it took to get his dick into you.

“Because you’re not ready yet.”

You huffed and gasped unexpectedly as you felt the butt-plug push into you hole , going way deeper than Colby’s fingers had intended to go. “I’m gonna let this sit inside you a minute alright ?” He twirled around the butt-plug as you began grinding onto nothing , you wanted something more than just the little butt-plug but knew that Colby wouldn’t budge a bit.

Minutes had passed by as Colby kept moving the plug around , he surely was taking enough precautions in the attempt of doing this once again.

You soon got bored and sighed in desperation , “can we move on to the next step already ?” You whined. You were growing impatiently wet and needed to feel him inside you.

“Not yet baby girl , you’re still a bit tight.”

You huffed in anticipation but gleamed once an idea struck into your head , you swivelled your head around and look him in the eye whilst biting onto your lip , you knew how wild it drove him.

“Perhaps I could help you.” You suggested , your hands travelled down onto his dick and pumped him a couple of times.

His hand played the same effect and began pumping the plug into your hole , enhancing the effect by playing with your clit with his free hand.

“I can’t wait to have this in me.” You said while increasing your pace. His grunts and moans were certainly turning you on all the more while his hands were being pleasureful.

You let out a loud moan and began chanting his name , signifying you were close to the edge.

“Cole stop please !” You cried out while pushing his hand away.

He look at you worriedly but remained quiet.

“I wanna come on you , please.” You pleaded while already making your away above him , straddling his frame while lowering yourself. Your clit was pressed up against his boner as you began grinding on his dick , creating a sloppy mess with your juices.

“There , all lubed up.” You giggled and pulled yourself up.

Colby’s hands held onto your thighs as he helped you plop onto his still-sensitive dick , his tip entered into your hole and stretched you out completely.

“Ah fuck !” Colby grunted. “I thought you had loosened up already.” He remarked.

Your hole had clenched up , tightening your grip around him as he let out yet another groan. You soon realised and relaxed yourself while slowly taking the rest of him into you.

You sighed aloud once he was completely submerged , taking some time to wholly get used to his length before you began rising up and down onto his length.

Your hands were pressed against his chest , acting as a support for you to bounce up and down his dick.

“Just like that kitten , you’re doing so good.” He mumbled.

Colby noticed you were getting tired of the quick movements and your pace began slowing down.

He quickly took in the lead and locked your hands behind your back , making you fall forward onto his chest while your face was buried into his neck. His hips snapped up into you as he continued with a steady yet fast pace , drilling into you with great intensity.

Your cunt began dripping with your juices and you soon realised you were close to the edge once again.

“Colby ! I’m gonna-” your words were cut into half as a wave of pleasure hit you , your hole tightening up once again as you noticed you had squirted all over Colby’s abs.

His dick began twitching inside of you and he soon bursted as well , his cum shot up deep into you as he continued riding out your highs.

You laid over his chest for a while before pulling yourself up , his dick fell out of your hole along with the excess cum.

“We should probably get ourselves cleaned up.” Colby suggested , his hands finding their way to your body and hoisting you up while leading his way to the bathroom.

“So..did you like it ?” He asked as the both of you stood below the shower.

With your breath still being unsteady , you nodded your head quickly.

“We’re definitely doing that again..and again.”

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How would you guys feel...if I said...that maybe...most certainly...

I’m making a return !

( although I won’t be taking up requests...)

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Do it , I’d love to answer some 🥺❤️

REBLOG IF YOU ARE HELLA BORED AND WOULDN’T MIND SOME CURIOUS ANONS.

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Here’s a list of weird/strange articles on wikipedia in no particular order for you to read and just add more useless knowledge in your puny human brain. General murder/death trigger warning for most.

Bloody Mary || Kennedy curse || Taman Shud Case || La Voisin || Greyfriars Bobby || Pripyat || Albert Fish || Mary Toft || The Cure for Insomnia || Roanoke Colony || John Murray Spear || Arecibo message || Nuckelavee || Phaistos Disc || Tanganyika laughter epidemic || Mad Gasser of Mattoon || Murder of Junko Furuta || Peoples Temple || Ed Gein || Stargate Project || Jackalope || Numbers station || UVB-76 || Bélmez Faces || Donner Party || Adam || Mariana UFO incident || Valentich disappearance || Cleveland Torso Murderer || Trepanning || Dyatlov Pass incident || Grey goo || Overtoun House || The Garden of Earthly Delights || Wilhelm Reich || Starchild skull || Original Night Stalker || Owlman || Ararat anomaly || British big cats || Jack the Ripper || Clapham Wood Mystery || Pope Lick Monster || Shadow person || Out-of-place artifact || Black Dahlia || Jersey Devil || Crawfordsville monster || Koro || Philadelphia Experiment || Glasgow smile || Roswell UFO incident || David Parker Ray || D. B. Cooper || Total Information Awareness || Goatman || Grey alien || Joachim Kroll || Peter Kürten || Gilles de Rais || Alien abduction || Joseph Vacher || Mothman || Polywater || Catacombe dei Cappuccini || Villisca Axe Murders || Grace Sherwood || Loveland frog || The Hermitage || Jatinga || Sankebetsu brown bear incident || Mongolian death worm || Devil’s Footprints || The Sick Child || H. H. Holmes || Dysaesthesia aethiopica || Bloody Benders || Lamia || Black Paintings || The Monster with 21 Faces || Shirime || Lina Medina || Exploding head syndrome || Quantum suicide and immortality || Mokele-mbembe || Spontaneous human combustion || Dulce Base || Chandre Oram || Oscar || Men in Black || Vladimir Demikhov || The Great Red Dragon Paintings || Bloop || Retroactive continuity || Elizabeth Báthory || Delphine LaLaurie || Silverpilen || Polybius || Guided rat || Robert J. White || Chelyabinsk meteor || Armin Meiwes || Big Crunch || Belchen Tunnel || Moberly–Jourdain incident || Boy Scout Lane || Princes in the Tower || Rosenheim Poltergeist || Peter Stumpp || Bermuda Triangle || Bachelor’s Grove Cemetery || Hill of Crosses || Self-immolation || Lycaon || Burke and Hare murders || Pykrete || Kate Morgan || List of unusual deaths || Sawney Bean || Rogue elephant of Aberdare Forest || Yoshio Kodaira || Incorruptibility || Methicillin-resistant Staphylococcus aureus || Toynbee tiles || Rat king || Sailing stones || Thalidomide || Jersey Shore shark attacks of 1916 || Tunguska event || Head transplant || List of cryptids || Borley Rectory || Sedlec Ossuary || Alien hand syndrome || Capgras delusion || Mellified man || Atuk || Monster of Glamis || Spring-heeled Jack || Allagash Abductions || Aokigahara || Raymond Robinson (Green Man) || Premature burial || Brain transplant || Nightmarchers || Decompression illness || Midgetville || Zombie || Mercy Brown vampire incident || Necromancy || Lamkin || Harry K. Daghlian, Jr. || Icelandic Phallological Museum || Neisseria meningitidis || Unit 731 || Bunny Man || Bubbly Creek || Malleus Maleficarum || Moll Dyer || Original Spanish Kitchen || Charles Bonnet syndrome || Voynich manuscript || Black Annis || True name || Dorothy Talbye trial || Black dog || Wandering Jew || Sarin gas attack on the Tokyo subway || Yara-ma-yha-who || Rod Ferrell || The Juniper Tree

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WHAT HAPPENS NEXT???? I WANNA KNOWWWW 😩

give your heart a break // colby brock - chapter six: the honesty

A/N: first off, I just want to say I’m sorry this has taken so long to be posted. life has been kicking my ass recently, so I haven’t been able to upload as often as I like. secondly I just want to say I’ve come to the bitter realization that after this chapter there is only two more. so, get ready for that. I just want to say thank you to everyone who has messaged me about this story and how much you love it. it really makes me happy that you guys like my writing so much. okay, without any further ado, here’s the next chapter! lmk what you think! :)

story description

taglist: @azurebrock , @daddydobrock , @colbyf-ingbrock , @cuddlingwithcolby , @absolute-randomness-forever , @lovelycolby , @codename-nyx , @sweetxplr , @absolutelynobodyposts , @colbysmisdemeanour

trigger warning: slight angst, sadness, mentions of hangover

word count: 1344

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eight months, zero weeks, one day

I snuggled into the pillow more, the softness helping my pounding head. I didn’t want to open my eyes, knowing the light from the sun wasn’t going to help my hangover at all. Begrudgingly, I slowly opened my eyes, wincing.

Wait, what the fuck?

The apartment I was in wasn’t Colby’s. I had come accustomed to waking up in his room, or maybe even on his couch depending on where we both fell asleep. I suddenly realized that no one was next to me and that this couch wasn’t his soft, cushy one.

I glanced around the apartment quickly, realizing that it looked similar to Colby’s, but still wasn’t his. I turned over to see two identical toucan paintings on the wall. I turned my head the other way, seeing a ‘never normal’ neon sign above the balcony doors.

I’m… at Sam’s?

I slowly sat up, groaning as everything moved too fast for my eyes and head to adjust. I looked on the table in front of me, a bottle of water and some Advil laid out.

I grabbed them quickly and took it, chugging the water.

“Oh, you’re finally up.” Sam noticed, walking out of his bedroom. He slid his fingers through his hair as he trudged to the kitchen.

“Um. Why am I here?” I asked, rubbing my eyes.

Sam gazed over at me as he began to make some coffee. “Do you remember anything from last night?”

“No. Not really.” I shrugged. “I mean, I know there was a party.”

“And you definitely partied.” Sam joked.

“Yeah… that doesn’t help me remember anything.” I grumbled, slowly standing up.

Sam sighed. “I don’t know all the details, but from what I got, you and Colby got into some argument and he left the party early. You got really drunk, and when we were all going to leave, you said you didn’t have anywhere to go because Colby told you to not sleepover at his place and you didn’t want to go home, so I told you to crash on my couch.”

The second Sam said Colby’s name, I immediately remembered everything from last night. Borderline like a war flashback.

I grunted, holding my head as I rested my body against Sam’s counter. “Fuck.”

We both stayed quiet for a moment, the only noise being the coffee maker.

“Is there something you want to talk about?” He pulled out two mugs, handing one over to me.

I took the mug slowly. “Colby and I… got into a fight because I joked about it being our eighth month anniversary.”

“What? He got upset over that?” Sam doubted.

“Well, I had been teasing him all night, and he was starting to get annoyed at me. I then… accidentally called him my boyfriend and he kinda lost his shit.” I confessed.

Sam poured coffee into his mug and then mine. “I’m surprised. It takes a lot for him to get angry.”

“He told me that we weren’t together and that I need to stop acting like that. That this whole week I had been extra clingy and last night was the pinnacle of it.” I huffed. “He said I wasn’t his girlfriend and I needed to stop acting like we were more than friends-with-benefits.”

“And then he left?” He questioned.

I nodded. “Yeah. Afterwards, I just kept drinking. He texted me later saying to not come over and that’s when I think I blacked out.”

“That was uncalled for by him.” Sam commented.

“I just wanted one night without him, but he’s all I could think about.” I mumbled.

He replied. “You guys have had your fights before. You’ll be okay.”

“I don’t think we can go back from this. I know I can’t.” I whispered.

Sam turned to me. “Why?”

I paused, my heart pounding in my chest. “If I say it out loud, then it’s gonna be true.”

“If it’s already true, not saying it isn’t gonna change it.” Sam stated.

I took a deep breath and looked up at Sam. “I’m in love with Colby. And I can’t be.”

“What do you mean?” He queried.

“We made a promise that when we started all of this to not catch feelings. And now I’m fucked.” I hissed.

Sam argued. “I wouldn’t say that.”

“Yes I am! Because if Colby finds out, he’ll make us stop everything we’re doing! And I don’t want that. This could end our friendship. I can’t lose him.” I exclaimed.

“You won’t lose him. He cares about you too much to kick you out over something like this.” Sam responded, getting milk and sugar out.

“Colby is so fucking adamant about us not getting feelings for each other. It’s like he’s hellbent on never falling in love.” I crossed my arms tightly.

Sam scoffed, mixing in the milk and sugar. “That… you can blame on his ex.”

“He never talks about her, you know. Not to me, at least.” I pointed out, following his actions.

“She did a number on him. Even though it’s been a couple years, it’s still a touchy subject.” Sam answered, taking a sip.

I inquired. “What happened between them? I mean, I remember he would bring her up all the time, but I never got to meet her.”

“There’s a reason for that.” He remarked.

“Was she bad?” I uttered.

“Not really. But towards the end of their relationship, it got bad. At first, everything was good. He had fallen really hard and fast. And apparently, she felt the same way. Then, something changed. All of a sudden, if Colby didn’t see her every day, he would feel like shit. Sometimes she would cancel plans, and then his day would be ruined. He started to see her less and less.” Sam informed. “Then we went on a trip somewhere and she called him and told him that she wanted to talk things out when he got back. They got into this huge fight over the phone and she told him that she never really loved him.”

I gasped. “Oh my God.”

He pursed his lips “Yeah. He cheated on her that night… and you know how Colby feels about cheating.”

“He hates it.” I chimed in.

“She made him into someone else. When we got back, they broke up for good and after that… he hasn’t had a serious relationship since.” Sam mentioned.

“I can see why.” I exhaled.

“He’s terrified to fall in love with someone that doesn’t love him back again.” He explained.

“What was her name?” I asked.

“Sophie.” He remembered.

“Fuck Sophie.” I deadpanned.

Sam smirked. “I agree.”

We clinked our cups together, taking a long swig of our coffees.

Sam cleared his throat, placing his mug down. “Look, I know Colby. And as much as he wants to deny it, he loves being in a relationship. It’s just he’s scared to get hurt again.”

“I would never hurt Colby like that. Ever.” I admitted sternly.

He put his arms up. “I believe you. But you gotta tell Colby that.”

I shook my head. “Not now, though. I will soon.”

“It’s up to you when you do it.” He glanced at his watch. “I gotta go take a shower. If you leave before I get out, make sure to lock the door behind you.”

“Sure thing, Sammy.” I said, taking another sip.

He smiled lightly, patting my shoulder as he walked to his room.

I called out, turning to him. “Sam?”

“Yeah?” He stopped right outside his room.

“Do you think… Colby loves me?” I questioned, my voice sounding desperate.

Sam took a deep breath, thinking for a second. “I’m not sure. But out of all the girls he’s been with, you’re definitely the closest to his heart.”

He lightly nodded his head as I bit my lip, his words making my heart speed up.

Maybe Sam was right…

I heard a ‘ding’ come from my phone. I pulled it out of my pocket and looked at the text I received.

Colby: can we talk? I want to say I’m sorry.

<< CHAPTER 5 || CHAPTER 7 >>

[colbysmisdemeanour]

Thank you love , I’m so grateful of how understanding you guys are. This really warms my heart 🥺💖

Announcement !

Hey you guys , I know it’s been a while since I’ve posted anything and just took the MIA route...I’ve just been focusing on myself to say the least and wanted to pull myself out of every situation that took place here.

I’m still half and half as to whether I should post or stay on the low for a while until I totally regain my self...

I do need your advice 🥺

[colbysmisdemeanour]

Announcement !

Hey you guys , I know it’s been a while since I’ve posted anything and just took the MIA route...I’ve just been focusing on myself to say the least and wanted to pull myself out of every situation that took place here.

I’m still half and half as to whether I should post or stay on the low for a while until I totally regain my self...

I do need your advice 🥺

[colbysmisdemeanour]

MASTERLIST

S A M   W I N C H E S T E R

An Eventful Day

Reader runs into Sam at the grocery store, while he tries his hardest to hide his identity. 

D E A N   W I N C H E S T E R

A Surprise (SPN SERIES - 1/3)

The Reader is excited over the thought of Christmas, and making effort in order for it to take place in the bunker. She believes the boys deserve it. However, Dean is not very fond of the idea, considering their upbringing. As this has always been a wish of Sam’s, he helps her. Jack hears the plan, and decides to assist. Although, things in their plan seem to get rocky along the way. 

Merry Christmas? (SPN SERIES - (2/3) 

Jack and Dean go out to shop for Christmas, while making Sam and Y/N believe that they are in the bunker. The two small groups are caught at the same store, for the same reason. It really is a surprise. 

J A C K   K L I N E

An Unknown Feeling 

Sam reunites with his long time friend from his Stanford days. After introducing the reader to his brother, Jack and Castiel. Jack’s curiosity gets the best of him and finds himself falling for her. These emotions he faces are foreign to him. 

Movies & Ice Cream 

Jack sees the reader cry for the first time, after her breakup with her boyfriend. Jack had never seen her so broken down, especially when she keeps up her image of being strong. He comforts and spends the night with her. 

C O L B Y   B R O C K

Destined Souls

It’s the night of Christmas Eve, and all the trap-house roommates left to attend a party to hang out. Colby decided to stay home because he wasn’t feeling right, especially not after his breakup with the reader. He wasn’t thinking straight, and left her a voicemail. Little did he expect, she showed up at his front door. 

Bad for You

Perhaps, you were a little to shy admit your feelings. However, despite his heart being taken, it didn’t stop neither of you of showing how you felt. While Colby dating someone else, you both are hopelessly in love with each other.

Never Again

After being away on tour, and going to a party, Colby returns to you with news. He pranks you by convincing you that he cheated by kissing a fan. 

Can’t get enough of you

Lately, your ex hasn’t been able to get enough of you. He wants you back, and when he finds you at a party, he’s all over with you. Once Colby finds out he’s the one blowing up your phone, he isn’t too happy. 

Meant to be

After being distant from each other, you and Colby ultimately reunite.

Comfort

(REQUESTED):  could you do something with the quote “just please be my best friend right now, not the guy I just confessed my love to” with Colby Brock.

Kiss it Better

(REQUESTED): You accidentally hurt yourself during a date with Colby.  

Trust

(REQUESTED): Colby forgets to mention the presence of an old ex to his girlfriend (reader), and things rapidly escalate.

S A M   G O L B A C H

Safety First

You and Sam step away from the group while filming for a Sam and Colby video late at night in a forest. You’re injured and being hunted down by possible cult members.

J A K E  W E B B E R

Harmless Prank

Jake decided on a regular, boring day to bug you by creating a new Instagram account to spam you on. 

D A V I D   D O B R I K

Just Pretend

While helping David get rid of a girl who wouldn’t stop flirting with him, things get heated between him and the reader. 

C L A Y   J E N S E N

Will you go on a date with me?

Clay asks the reader out on a date to a carnival, however, things don’t go exactly the way he plans. 

Like I’m gonna lose you 

Reader is insecure, because of Clay’s close relationship with Hannah. 

Innocent 

You are being framed for the murder of Bryce Walker, and Clay will go down to the ends of earth to keep you safe.