confusedhumansworld

[confusedhumansworld]

And I wish we are together in a parallel world. Together forever and ever

[confusedhumansworld]

How I wish I could hug everyone and tell them that it's okay. It's okay to be scared and angry and hurt and selfish. It's part of being human.

— Frank Warren

[confusedhumansworld]

And when we parted;

I wished there was market

That sold years,

That restored hearts

And brought back nostalgia.

[confusedhumansworld]

Believe you me, I wanted to write so much on that note that you liked. Wanted to write what I feel about you. can you not read it in all the empty space underneath?

Well what do I expect from you. No, honestly, if you cannot even read my eyes how are you going to read the empty space!

With love

Yours only.

[confusedhumansworld]

Am I the bad person? Even after all the sufferings I have faced in my life. I am not a bad person, yes I have a bad temper but it is because of the unaddressed issues and pain from the childhood. It's not my fault if I am coming from a bad place. I still deserve to be loved.

[confusedhumansworld]

So it was just me who felt something between us? Are you going to ignore the tension between us? Am I crazy to feel the urge to say that I love you? When I knew that you, my dear too wanted to say that you love me. I am not crazy. I knew there was something. A little hope, for a time being, but there was. You may close your eyes to it, but not me. I know what I saw and what I felt.

[confusedhumansworld]

Would you hold me like you have done before?

[confusedhumansworld]

And when you said no, I wish I could hold the time and gain enough courage to tell you I am worthy of love. That I can be good enough for you. But alas I didnt have the courage back then I do not have the courage even today.

[confusedhumansworld]

[confusedhumansworld]

Are our lives beautiful?

Or are they ugly?

What actually makes our lives beautiful or ugly?

I think it is just all about the people in it.

They give you all the love, support, care and make it beautiful

Or they bully you, reject you, isolate you and make your life ugly.

[confusedhumansworld]

What else can I say after being rejected. But let me tell you not only did my self confidence and self love shattered but so did a big piece in my heart. I still remember the day as clear as the sky. How I felt unworthy of any love and affection. I tried moving on. Honestly I did. But you come back in my life in one way or another. So you tell me what should I do now? Let you go or let my self go?

[confusedhumansworld]

Maybe we are together in a parallel universe

[confusedhumansworld]

You're the only flower in my barren land.

[confusedhumansworld]

and you pushed my head under the water

you told me

you needed me

to be your anchor

so i was

i drowned for you

-an.m

[confusedhumansworld]

I've lived, a decade, in love with you. These are not just the feelings now, you have become a part of my life. My thinking. Although we have never been together or might not be together ever, yet I dont know if I will ever be apart from you.

[confusedhumansworld]

I've lived a life

A life of a mere glow worm

That attracts everyone

But no one chooses to take it home

To protect it

From the suffocation

Caused by the child

Who is holding me tightly in his close hands.

[confusedhumansworld]

“am i broken? am i flawed? do i deserve, a shred of worth, or am i just another, fake, fucked up, lost cause?”

—

Anson Seabra

Broken

https://soundcloud.com/ansonseabra/broken