crestfallenchimera

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There is no Hell like being the comfort character of a mentally ill teen who uses writing to cope with their trauma.

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My anxiety at a school dance is not because of the people, but rather that the bass replaced my own heartbeat, and it's not a healthy rhythm to beat to

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hehe... snout looey :3

finally posting some art instead of just wannabe poet slop

Dandy's world my beloved

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I think we should create a tag for stories where almost everyone is a bad person to some degree, whether they misjudge what should be done and hurt others or they simply don't care that they do. I suggest we call it "No Model Citizens" because that sounds cool.

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I find myself disgusted by the hypothetical concept of being touched, but today my friend hugged me and all I thought was "I can heal"

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i think people finally see me as human. people think about me kindly. people don't always look at me with disgust. i missed this, even if its new to me.

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nothing beats pulling spirit halloween socks off of your massively juicy calves after a long day

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someone needs to make a cure for autism, I can't stop quoting south park

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I've been working on this fanfiction for over a year now and its starting to set in that I have less than 6 chapters left to write. Thats kinda terrifying. But I am so incredulously excited to reread it from the beginning and also so excited to read the ending.

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i am a feral dog

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Thinking a little too hard and realizing the trauma goes a little deeper and started a little earlier than I had remembered

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im so tired of thinking. I keep digging deeper and finding more. I don't need to know what else ruined me. I've accepted I'm broken, I just need to stop searching for more reasons.

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option a. tear myself open and watch my heart beat so I understand myself

option b. build a nest and curl into a ball until I learn to love myself the way I am

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If there is a God, he probably put a curse on me. But I'm going to ignore it the same way I ignore strangers saying my name and people laughing a little too loud walking behind me

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no idea if this has been done before but it probably has

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hyperfixations are SO annoying. NO brain I will NOT be writing another oneshot about my comfort character I have actual ongoing projects to work on.

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My 13 yo brother is staying up to watch the presidental debates tonight and I think its wild because when I was 13 I was writing spongebob fanfiction