crushonavirgin

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all i do is cry.

i'm off my meds by choice, don't do it! this is terrible bvut i refuse to take them@!#$%$#@!~!@#$%^ i'm tiredf o f my mlife sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo now thatb i, m off thnjem i will finally hhavr thne g uts tokm do thbne inevitable.

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may 11th, 2025 (8:00)

just did a bunch of benadryl, i hope my mom is proud of me!

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this is my virtual diary now ;3c

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AND I WANT YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU TO LOVE ME ...............................................................................

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man idgaf if i only go to school 3 HOURS.................. everyone there is insufferable except my friends...................... i'm going to strangle myself with my bare hands in front of everyone if one person makes me mad or says the most annoying thing heard on planet earth.

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ex bf pls leave me alone. ex bf pls leave me alone. ex bf pls leave me alone. ex bf pls leave me alone. ex bf pls leave me alone. ex bf pls leave me alone. ex bf pls leave me alone. ex bf pls leave me alone. ex bf pls leave me alone. ex bf pls leave me alone. ex bf pls leave me alone.

all he does is make me angry and wish i could strangle myself with my small intestine!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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I NEVER SHOULD'VE DYED MY HAIR BLUE....................... I'M TINTED BLUE NOW BUT MY HAIR LOOKS NICE>>>..... MY WHITE NAIL POLISH IS BLUE NOW BUT I GUESS I SHOULD'VE EXPECTED THAT UGFUHYSBFUIJF................................................................. i should put this energy into finishing school to graduate........

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(:̲̅:̲̅:̲̅[̲̅:♡:]̲̅:̲̅:̲̅:̲̅) hello! welcome to my blog :3c

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my name is soren, but i also go by hunter or lain.

(my pfp n the picture above is me !!)

i'm 17 y.o. (07 liner) and i go by he/him (tboy & queer)

native mexican american and i speak esp/eng.

i have audhd & i'm mentally ill.

thingz i lav ¥_¥

collecting keychains

music (especially kpop & hyperpop)

fortnite

moodboards

pinterest

instagram

roblox

cool clothes

seventeen, bnd, nct (kpop bgs)

anime

k-dramas & manhwas (bl cuz i love men)

spicy food

thingz i hate =_=

loud noises

school

crowded places

most people

overly sweet things

cake

kpop antis

insects

math haters

2hollis haters

you (/j)

to know:

i'm blunt & honest, i'm a naturally dry texter, i make kys kms & nsfw jokes, i love catholicism, i enjoy making friends.

don't interact:

racist, homophobic, all the basic dni criteria etc etc & overall just DON'T be a weirdo. if u don't like what i post or talk about go away??

what will be posted:

i'll definitely talk a lot about my interests or random things that pop up in my brain but also mainly about my life and health (especially my anemia) so bewareeee, so i MIGHT spam sometimes depending on how i feel day to day... oh and i'll probs make random ahhh moodboards of how i feel on certain days or weeks idk man ... i don't really care to tw but if you need any lmk fr ;-;

music, interests / media, misc, etc. ⋆꙳❅°⋆❆.ೃ࿔:･*❆ ₊⋆

kpop seventeen, boynextdoor, nct, ateez, tomorrow x together, bts, enhypen, zerobaseone, exo, p1harmony, 82major, evnne, pow, shinee, le sserafim, illit, red velvet, & so many more. 

others mitski, ldr, leith ross, the nbhd, beabadoobee, the marías, clairo, faye webster, ian, nle choppa, tyler the creator, kendrick lamar, brent faiyaz, sonder, avenoir, a$ap rocky, ken carson, chief keef, frank ocean, destroy lonely, 2hollis, nettspend, nate sib, goreshit, aphex twin, joost, luci4, nirvana, radiohead, & so many more.

dramas light on me, i can't reach you, boys be brave!, my beautiful man, my personal weatherman, to my star, candy color paradox, semantic error, kissable lips, roommates of poongduck 304, a shoulder to cry on, takara-kun & amagi-kun, my love mix up, love mechanics, mr. unlucky has no choice but to kiss, our dating sim, love mate, senpai this can't be love, unintentional love story  & more.

shows & movies lego ninjago, eddsworld, the walking dead, outer banks, inside job, young sheldon, house, the end of the fucking world, young royals, aggretsuko, my hero academia, the adam project, captain america: the winter soldier, venom, guardians of the galaxy, captain america: civil war, deadpool, malibu's most wanted, transformers, spiderman across the spiderverse, fear street, a quiet place, it, scream, annabelle, antman, night at the museum, & more.

literally msg me to be friends orrrrr send me asksss cuz im bored 24/7 but beware that i have a life SOMETIMES and school...... also dm for socials teww cuz i don't feel like adding them here bc i'm tired and lazy even though i am writing this.. SHUT UP. LEAVE ME ALONE. </3