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And it starts again

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I forgot to go to the store, I’m going to the town hall tomorrow anyway I’ll get the cacti then

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It’s decided, as soon as my lazy ass decides to get up I’m getting my cacti two new brothers Marco 2.0 and Fergus

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I wanna do something kinda bad but also I don’t wanna do it but one half of my brain is saying “do it do it do it do it you’ll feel better” but then again the other half is saying “do not, Naur, don’t go down that line” this is difficult

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Wearing your bf’s shirt❌ putting it on your plushy, cuddling it and imagining it’s he✅ (I’m way too touch starved I need that yellow rat here rn)

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Bro my cactus is dying, my first ever cactus too. Time to say Goodbye to Marco and possibly get a Marco 2.0😞

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Why is blood so pretty

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Eagh one part of me wants to eat more so I could get in a regular portion of food and people could stop saying I need to eat more and another part just screams at me I’m fat and ugly anyway and I should just stop eating entirely, I don’t like food it makes me want to vomit and seeing my body makes me feel sick what do I even do in this situation

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Drew this lil fella I saw in my dream last night

Tw: 20 minute ass drawing

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Why the fuck did I get put in this world I do nothing but make shit worse, I make people feel bad accidentally, I get random depressive swings where I feel like the most ugly horrendous human in existence, I confuse myself with my own words, I rot in my room, I make my friends listen to my stupid problems and feel so fucking guilty afterwards they didn’t deserve to deal with my shit, there’s no use for me in the world I’m useless my existence doesn’t do anything but make people feel bad but for some reason I’m not allowed to put an end to myself. I don’t understand why, if I was friends with myself I’d want him to jump off a bridge

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I want to get another cactus, I don’t know which one tho, if I do I don’t even know what to name it

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So silly when a dumb joke makes you want to vomit to the thought of you being vulnerable and climb back behind your walls, was very stupid of me to try and show some amount of vulnerability to anyone oopsie daisy, will never happen again

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Anyone else ever look at tide pods like it’s the best candy ever made? like excuse me if you don’t want me to eat it and send myself to a hospital then why make it looks so fucking appealing

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Not sure if anyone will even see this but any tips for making crust/patch pants? Currently making my first pair and anything would be helpful