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Can we normalize NOT romaticizing noncon?

I keep seeing character x reader fics where character is LITERALLY HARASSING the reader and its automatically okay ebcause the character just so happens to be attractive?? How does that make it okay?

When I was growing up my elementary school was near my house so I was allowed to walk home and out of the blue this random middle aged man start following me as a kid I always gave him the benefit of the doubt since he left before I reached my house (becauses of police cars)until it happen three days in a row and I was getting scared and one day there was no police car and he kept following so I start running and he was CHASING AFTER ME and I was like 10 so I was crying home to my grandpa and the man was standing outside my house with his phone taking pictures of my address so my grandpa called the cops and the man had multiple restraining orders against him for stalking people.

That shit wasn't funny in anyway shape or form so when you romanticize it with different characters its fucking weird. "Oh I dont support this in real life!" clearly you do because your writing a fic about it?I was originally gonna ignore these posts but when I saw one of bsd x minor!reader it genuinly triggered me cause don't you have better shit to do in your freetime?

Stop romantizing traumatic events.It's weird,unbenefical and overall disgusting.

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— Richard Siken, Portrait of Fryderyk in Shifting Light (via letsbelonelytogetherr)

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— virginia woolf , carlyle's house and other sketches (via letsbelonelytogetherr)

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— Anaïs Nin, from The Diary of Anaïs Nin (Vol. 1: 1931-1934) (via letsbelonelytogetherr)

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I feel like I'm being torn apart. Like there is fifteen souls trapped in one body. The essence of me feels like I've lived so many lives and am still trying to put the pieces back together. I am tearing myself apart to find out what, or who is inside. It's like my enlightened third eye has opened and the only thing I can see is the truth, despite being thrown away, shot right back at me. The truth that despite being born like this, I will never be the girl everyone expects me to be.

It's almost like....Divine Intervention

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I know there’s an audience that prefers a gender neutral, appearance neutral reader.

But that’s not the audience I write for.

I write for the fat girls that spent their childhood thinking they would never be loved. I write for the fat girls that have tried everything to lose weight but couldn’t and still would like to feel desirable. I write for the fat girls who don’t WANT to be anything but themselves and are tired of society telling them they need to change to be loved and accepted.

Because some people will never NOT be fat. Some people will always be fat and that’s just how life is for us. That’s an undeniable truth, that some people will live their entire lives having a fat body.

And I think fat girls deserve to have a place, at least a single blog in this huge writing/monsterfucking community that caters to THEM specifically.

Because I am that fat girl, and I will write characters that remind me of me.

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This is exactly what I was looking for! Tysm @starlitcen your the best!!! 🤟🥰

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THESE ARE SO COOL! LOVE THEM TYSM 😁 @starlitcen

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This is so beautiful, glad to be represented in the art community! Stretch marks are beautiful!!

daylight / after dark for the flower series.

(i ask that you tag respectfully, because they’re self portraits. thank you!)

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"Artists are people driven by the tension between the desire to communicate and the desire to hide."

David Winnicott

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College Rhopalocera

It feels as though I'm dead. Like today is my last day on earth, this is the end. Although that couldn't be farther than the truth. My life is just starting. The only thing that's dead is my childhood and teen years. I'm being reborn into something completely different. I am raveled in a cocoon of silk and waiting to emerge, scared of what I'll look like when I come out a completely different person.

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Me when I applied for college three states away. I'm running from something, but I don't know what it is anymore.

It’s so hard to scream silently; 'I want to go away, I want to get out from here'

When, in fact, I don’t really know where I want to go, or where I want to escape from

I don’t really know why I’m running away.

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Past Fling.

I am a scholar.

I am a lover.

I am a poet.

And I love you,

And it kills me.

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Shapeshifter's Woe

I started to peel my skin, pluck my eyes, morph into something you would fantasize. I altered my voice, my stance, my walk, my confidence, and all for you not to give me the attention I crave.

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I thought the problem was me, my dear. But I had overlooked a terrifying fact that I'd ignored from the start. You'll never see yourself through my eyes. Thats what truly breaks my heart.

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ᨳ ༚ Asmodeus

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Love these!!! <33 tysm @starlitcen

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so cutee aaaaa