cynthmachina

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I absolutely love job hunting, especially when companies don't ever get back to you except for "direct marketing" jobs

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A customer came into the store and needed help with his Apple watch. I was working on his watch and phone and joked that I use Android so I'm not that familiar with Apple stuff.

He then said "You don't have an iPhone? I'm surprised, you look like you do"

What the hell does that mean??

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My New Years resolution this year is to learn 3D animation and workout more

I'm giving myself a 20/20 chance I actually achieve that lmao

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Got blazed up and built a Gingerbread House! Haven't made one in literal years and it was a ton of fun actually!

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Got blazed up and built a Gingerbread House! Haven't made one in literal years and it was a ton of fun actually!

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If you want an idea of how little I think ahead, I just tried playing my Oculus in my living room in front of my Christmas tree.

My Christmas tree with hanging ornaments.

I'm down 3 ornaments now.

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People around the world have a lot of struggles but none know the pain of trying to find the perfect theme, wallpaper, and icons to fit the season. It's a burden I am cursed with for life 😔

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So, my first tattoo I ever got was the Vorpal Blade from American McGees Alice, and it's takes up nearly my entire inner forearm. Yea, wasn't the best choice for my first tattoo but I stick by it.

Anyways, I rarely ware long sleeve shirts, so it's always exposed, and Every. Single. Time. I'm asked about my tattoo, the opening line is "Oh are you a serial killer or are you a chef?" It's gotten to the point where I regret the tattoo purely for that joke...

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Might Just Be the Edibles Talkin but:

Anyone else feel like September is like, the least memorable and significant month out of all of em? If we removed September from the calendar, i dont think we'd actually lose anything. Like,

- January is the start of the year

- February is the month of Love

- March is that sweet transition to Spring time

- April showers bring May flowers

- May is the time for Spring to go to Summer (and its the month of my birthday so it stays)

- June is the relaxing and chill side of Sunmer that reminds us why we like Summer

- July is the hot and exhausting side of summer that rips off those rose colored glasses and reminds you why Summer sucks

- August is the time for everything to start cooling down and gettin ready for Fall

- September.

- October has Halloween, the leaves turning colors, cooler temperatures made for sweaters, and allows the Pumpkin Spice people to finally come out and frolic

- November has Thanksgiving and the time for Winter to pop out

- December bas Christmas, Winter, Snow, Hallmark unleashing a years worth of Christmas movies in 31 days, hot chocolate, and a valid excuse to just stay in, cozy up with a blanket fresh from the dyer, and shamelessly eating 3 chocolate Santa's while watching The Polar Express for the 120th time.

September is just the month we forget just happened on the first day of August

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misstitched is one of my favorite dresses, i've been wanting to draw it for a long time

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"You're pretty chill and relaxed, wish I was like that lol"

My mental health if even 1 brain cell thinks about stress

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I used to go to the gym a lot and get a good 30 or 45 min workout. Now I never go because I'm always on my feet at work and I keep thinking it'll be boring to do. I think I might try doing VR workouts instead, seeing how they're a ton of fun (most of the time lol)

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Adderall is super weird cause I'm feeling so much better when I take my pills, my mood improves, and I think a lot more clearly!

But I also get anxiety for the first 30 min or so if I feel like I'm not productive, I go from one task to another, and eating can feel like a chore despite wanting to cook a large meal 🤔

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American McGee's Alice by lavelis👻

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I swear to the Gods, YouTubes recommendation page is literally the definition of "hit or miss"

It's either the same exact videos I don't care about despite refreshing 100 times or it'll be spot on with the vibes I'm feeling. There's barely a gray area with it

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Haha yall ever have a stress mental breakdown and accidentally kicked your door so hard the bottom hinge broke off the door frame, all because it kept slowly closing and hitting you in the back for months?

lol just happens to all of us lol

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My plan was to get a part time job, work about 30 hours a week, and focus on my other projects and getting a career in my field.

Im working 40 hours at a food court job and a jewelry place, I'm tired af, the only project I have any energy to finish is my Civ 6 save file, I gotta find a new place since rent is going up if I renew, and I'm struggling with money...