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I Finished It

I finished

I FINISHED THE ALTERNAT UNIVERSE

I FINALLY FINISHED THE MAP AND FLAGS OF EDERIDIC

IM SO EXCITED YEAHH!!!!

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So. For four days I have been working on a whole ass world map for my alternate universe and I'm almost done with it. I have a few more flags to add an the shit will be COMPLETED! this took so long to make this 😢 (don't mind the music)

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exposing myself it’s me I was anon I’ve been drained of art motivation recently but have fear in your heart cause hopefully at some point I will make fanart but don’t get ur hopes up im too busy euthanizing Tamura with a metal pipe for real this time

That's so sweet of you 😢 YOURE SO SWEET

You don't HAVE TO DO THAT QWQ YOU CONSIDERING IT IS ENOUGH

Thank you so much darling you're so sweet Qwq I really appreciate it please don't do it if you don't have the motivation I'm so thankful you even read the story or even consider it 💜💜💜

You're so kind Qwq thank you so much

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This is the kind of shit blueberry is selling

HAHAHAH- NOOO 😭

NOOOO 😂 I cracked up omg HAHA

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heyyy same anon as last time teehee but i finished it (kind of? i accidentally missed a BUNCH of plot cause i was trying to skip over the nsfw stuff this is what i get for reading it in a public library)

you're killing me with tamura and yuri toxic yaoi like man i don't even want to put the x in there they make me physically ill/pos

i do have one issue with it i can't stop thinking about and its the insane amount of ai art... i love you i love this fic but it all looks so silly ai art is always trash... your art is great tho!! i love seeing ur actual art in the beginning of the fic its so fun :3

also unrelated but i thought Raven was Fujiskai for like 2 whole chapters because i didn't realize raven was his name and not his hair colour :,) cursed by thinking fujisaki dressed as a cowboy would be really hot

also when do we euthanize tamura can i do it. yuri is my fave ybc charcter you can't keep putting him through this

i also read a bit of the oneshots book (that is what made me realize my mishap with fujisaki)

INCOMING: LOTS OF RAMBLING IM SORRY, IM SORRY I GOT BACK SO LATE I DONT CHECK TUMBLR OFTEN :((

I'm so happy you don't understand omg

OH DEAR!! HEH- HAIII AGAIN!! 💞

In all honesty I don't like NSFW a whole lot... Now, while I enjoy the tension (like villain x villain) type tension, I don't normally straight up put NSFW .. because I myself can barely handle it because I fluster so much, but I love the tension .. and Tamura and Yuri.. Yuri is also my favorite from YBC, and since it's an alternate universe, it's like... Taking the OC you favor the most and dumping your own trauma into it to traumatize them too: D And that's what I did with Yuri and Tamura, (I don't put the X either, don't worry.. I understand it.) .. now the AI art? I think the same thing .. it's very silly and usually is trash .. the reason there is so much of it is because I wanted it to be visually appealing to the viewers in some way rather than them just .. words on paper.. because personally when I read a story or something I need to see imagery to understand what's going on, but I get it... And plus it was kind of a last resort to save time. Since I had gotten the story written so frequently (always up for hours and hours writing it).. if I were to draw that amount of imagery? I'd be too exhausted to even get as far as I did.. and then I wouldn't have had as much motivation, but trust me I know the ai art is trash 😭 which is why I've been trying to think of something else to do for imagery .. but the only option would be drawing and. .. that's gonna be harsh . . I would probably dim it down to like one or two drawings, sketches per chapter is what I was thinking...

And I also have a different story I had published for a while but then unpublished it for .. some reason I don't remember. it was another AU bit of my own characters this time, it was a mafia one... But I depublished it cus .... Wasn't getting a whole lot of attention so I was like, if no one wants to read it I'll just respectfully close it for now until I make adjustments.. but anywho!

AND OH DEAR - FUJISAKI IN A COWBOY HAT? yes that would be kinda hot lemme just say that 😂 absolutely. (Might even draw Xiaosi Fuji in one)..

And Euthanizing Tamura? Sure go right ahead 😉 he almost was euthanized with a metal pipe 💀 but hey why would I kill off one of the many characters who brings that tension?

ALSO ITS NOT EXACTLY A ONE SHOTS BOOK

I don't do one shots I physically can't handle it 😨 tension yes 100% but -

ALSO THANK YOU FOR COMPLEMENTING NY ART THAT MEANS SO MUCH TO ME <3

I promise I'm gonna work on it again, it's just been a lot recently:( oof . . And plus ideas for many other stories I haven't done yet 😮‍💨 and drawing has been crazy.. BUT THANK YOU SO MUCH YOU DONT KNOW HOW MUCH THIS ALL MEANS TO ME. . and I'm really happy you were so nice about it :( 💜💜💜💜 I promise I'm gonna make this story better for you!!!

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started reading blood and wax for shits and giggles and bro... i lowkey a lil invested. only on chap 4 and it isn;t really the kind of fic i'd normally read cause i get really bad secondhand embarrassment and stuff but this is fun tbh. go off.

OFHSKSHSJSHDJHSH

THAT ACTUALLY MEANS SO MUCH TO ME

AAAAAAA

THANK YOUUUUU EEEEE

I Understand the secondhand embarrassment don't worry I panic too that's why there isn't much like that in there...from what I can remember

Omomokidhaushshaj

THANK YOUUY AAAA 🩷💕

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I want to say something; I used references because I'm still learning anatomy and learning this style.... That said... These are my boys. MY ALTERNATE UNIVERSE OF YARICHIN! (Or so they are apart of).. my AU is a mix of [anime] fandoms, and all live in different areas.. and I was bored... And drew these:) the drawings are experimental and .. I apologize I'm not a prodigy of art.. but there's these boys for you (twinks.) RL Yuri and RL Akemi.... They fight a lot. Yuri is 5'4 and akemi is 5'8 (yes the heights are very different, but again, this is an au, it's not made to be an exact copy .. but . Enjoy! :)

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New reaction image guys

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Yarichin B. Club rant because I've been thinking about it all day.

TW: EXPLICIT MENTIONS

...

First of all I want to state something.

This is not a hate post on it, I promise you. I still enjoy the fandom with all i got.. and to state something unbelievable:

I've never watched the Anime, or read the manga, but I know a lot.

I admit right now it's kind of my obsession currently...but thing is, I'm not obsessed because of what it is.. I originally got dragged into this fandom because of Ads, of the anime... In YouTube shorts.. insane.

I would usually skip by the the ads all the time but they kept showing up, and then I began to have an attachment to the character designs..and that is what brought me in. . Not even the whole "haha horny boys" concept.

Now, after a while of this obsession, I've ended up making AU's and putting together some crazy things I noticed all while still not reading the manga or anime. (I refuse)... But I've put together a whole bunch of the things I've seen on media.. I've seen a hellish amount of panels, clips, images, memes, and put so many of them together.. and now that I think about it...

It's actually fucking terrifying.

First of all: These boys are actually insane, like actively crazy. You have this group of boys who hide in the secrets of being this cute little photography club

No, like actually.

I don't know if I'm reading to much into this or not, but the whole fandom, the whole concept of it is literally insane.

Like...

It's literally terrifying like

I couldn't imagine walking in, mind you, IN A FUCKING SCHOOL ROOM and seeing like 5 boys surrounding this powerless boy who is literally not considered as intelligent let alone having a damn speech problem getting absolutely.. practically forced into being with toys..

That's insane to me?!

What is terrifying about this is basically.. it's A club masked as a cute little photography club ... But then you Waltz your ass on in and you're welcomed with...

- Peer pressure that’s basically blackmail,

- Physical threat (the pulling by the collar, the cornering, the “can’t leave”),

- The “baby-faced silly boy” who will actually kill you

- Group assaults framed as jokes,

- Nobody with real power to stop it because the teachers don’t exist, apparently.

- The victim can’t leave the school,

- The .. assault jokes that are not jokes if you drop the comedic tone—

- Boys gossiping about your sex life like it's their own.

Like it's actually terrifying, the concept of the power play and everything...

I want to state that I could be entirely wrong, because like I said I've not watched the Anime or manga or anything like that .. but Im putting together what I've seen in my time of obsessing over it.

So thinking about this, behind this colorful haha horny boys comedy .. the concept it dark.

For instance, let's say you walk in this photography class just wanting to take pretty pictures....

And then like Toono,

You see a bunch of boys, surrounding this powerless, less intelligent male like he's some kind of pet or like...toy. and then you try to leave because you just got traumatized.. but then you get dragged back in because now you can't leave and now you are forced into this "photography club" and completely stripped of your dignity and everything you are.

Even being innocent and just altogether submissive, you get dragged into this club, and now you're a primal target for a crap ton of boys and you can't really do anything about it.

Or the amount of manipulation and insanity you witness and see .... And BOOM now your life is completely fucked up because you have no other will than to be teased, stalked, and taunted by these boys, and now you can't leave.

No matter how much you try you get dragged back into this sex cult.

Over and over again, with constant torment.

Especially the Yuri situation, that fucked me up the most..

I absolutely love Yuri, he's one of my favorites, him and itome,

But Yuri, as far as I know, is considered "less intelligent" and also struggles with speech as is, and basically the group thinks he's stupid, don't they?

So now, since he's less intelligent, and also hypersexual..

Hypersexuality sucks,

And Yuri being the way he is... It may seem like he enjoys being played with...

But the group literally sees him as lesser and uses him because he is likely to be up for any messed up and insane activity the boys choose him to apart of, and usually without a doubt, he agrees to it and bam, now he's simply a toy for the other boys' amusements. Like, he may seem to enjoy the activities n shit that the boys do, but in reality.. thinking about it, he didn't really choose it, let alone understand it...so now his dignity and innocence was absolutely stripped from him, and now he's trained like a dog to be this .. this filler for if the boys are bored or something, and that what is fucking me up the most... They literally take advantage of this poor boy. He doesn't know what the hell is going on.

....

For now I'm done with this insane rant, and again I want to state, no hate

I simply still am enjoying the fandom, but I thrive on the darker sides of It all.

It's such an evil concept that it sickens me while it also fascinates me... Like phycological horror, thriller with sick mannerisms.

That's all I have for this rant.

Please, don't mistake it for hate.

Thank you for reading:)

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Drawing of My BlueLock AU (Ederidic AU/RL)....

RL Shidou and Jimpachi (yes his name is spelled with an M on purpose.)

These are my crazy boys. :)

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Two stories!!!

Yarichin AU's!

Really cool ones too:D

I found these stories of this AU .. and honestly, they are really good !!!!!

So I wanted to share?!

The first original AU?! (At least as far as I've seen.)

Let's goo!!!

I hope you enjoy :)))!!!

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More Tokyo ghoul OC boys..

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ANOTHER FEW TOKYO GHOUL OC'S...

My boys.

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THIS

Is my Tokyo ghoul oc.. one of my first in a really long time.

I apologize it isn't the best.. but I hope you like it regardless.... hopefully this is welcome here?