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wolfcut rumi bcuz i love wolfcuts and i love rumi

every other detail i added to this drawing was 100% necessary i swear (me staring at her muscles and veins)

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dare i say, mira calling rumi 'princess' in the beginning as a snarky nickname (bcuz she dislikes rumi in the beginning in my hc), but after polytrix gets together 'princess' comes back as a nickname that gets rumi all blushy and shy and is maybe even something mira likes to use in the bedroom often

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was listening to my playlist and a song came up that reminded me of a polytrix fanfic. specifically this one:

a couple lines from the song:

"So, I spend my time away from everybody in my life, I'd hate for anybody to think I just need someone's help, when I can't be with someone else."

"All I do is hurt my friends and hope they won't come back again. When all I want's to be with them, I'm only human in the end."

"Don't say that you see the good in me. Don't say that you think that I could be the one you really need, I'm born to be the enemy."

"Don't say I can make it up. Don't say that I've changed enough. I'll never be the one, can't forget the things I've done."

the fanfic hit so hard and was so well written. highly recommend. now i go back to listening to this song while thinking about rumi angst.

if you read the fanfic, let me know if you pick up what im putting down ^^

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low effort drawing bcuz i really wanted to draw polytrix cuddling, but im bad at drawing poses like these when i do my usual way of drawing

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Bruh the way Mira is so girlfriend yet so boyfriend at the same time, like the duality of her being the most femme fashion wise and then manspreading in that doctors office…like okay Mira yknow what hell yeah till the honmoon breaks or whatever I’m so normal about you-

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this might be unpopular, but i love rumira so much, more than zoemira (dont get me wrong though, i love them and polytrix like hell)

but rumira has the potential for so much angst and shit

like when they first met, 100% mira had a dislike for rumi. her being a nepo baby, coming off as "perfect" in every way, and possibly even reminding mira of her "perfect brother" that her parents would compare her to all the time

they would argue and fight almost all the time in the beginning, because mira would be irritated by everything rumi did, even if it was good

but then, one day (saw this on another tumblr post) celine is like being extra harsh to zoey and mira and rumi sees how its affecting them and actually stands up against the woman who raised her, and now mira has this newfound respect for her older band member

and also another moment where mira accidentally walks in on rumi crying and realizes she isnt the perfect girl mira originally views her as, and her perspective of rumi begins to truly change

we also see in the movie the ways in which they interact. the confrontational and accusatory nature of mira's creates so much room for angst, especially when rumi was still hiding her patterns (which is exactly what we see in canon), but at the same time mira clearly loves and cares so much about her, which also creates room for hella fluff between the two

idk, i cant think of anymore words to describe my feelings of the two; all i can say is i see MoonSun in them

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Once you've fallen into polytrix, there's no coming out...

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its actually confirmed by maggie kang that KDH is a queer allegory omfg. i found this reel off a random instagram comment on another post

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someone's probably made a post about this before, but i can't stop thinking about K-Pop Demon Hunters being a queer allegory (am i using that term right?).

the basics and most obvious being the Saja Boys' fandom being 'The Pride'. obviously Saja = Lion, and 'pride of lions', but you get what im getting at.

and then we have HUNTR/X having colors resembling the bi flag (not to mention the concept art where zoey had blue hair, so the three 100% had bi flag-colored hair), as well as rumi with her bi flag color eyeliner. even if it's not meant to be the bi colors, you can't help but think how much it looks like it.

onto the more not-so-obvious parts. my favorite scene in the movie is: "Why couldn't you love me?" "I do-" "ALL OF ME". i felt this scene so hard as someone who is trans-nonbinary, and ive heard countless stories of fellow queers and their families loving them, but not wholly and not for who they really are. especially stories of their families choosing to pretend that part of their identity doesnt exist.

we have rumi feeling shame over her identity, something out of her control, and being forced to hide that identity even from close friends, because she's afraid of how they'd react, and especially afraid of losing them. (i have personal experience with these myself)

ooh and another thing that stuck with me. in 'What It Sounds Like', rumi sings a line: "I tried to fix it, I tried to fight it." that is the experience most, if not all, queer people have when first finding out or thinking they may be queer. because we are taught growing up that being queer is wrong. so we try to "fix" ourselves, and we try to "fight" our identity

idk if KPDH was meant to be a queer allegory, but it 100% feels like one, and i cant stop thinking about it. if any of you have anymore examples to add on, feel free to share^^

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happy rumi with toned arms and patterns glowing pink because i said so

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someone's probably made a post about this before, but i can't stop thinking about K-Pop Demon Hunters being a queer allegory (am i using that term right?).

the basics and most obvious being the Saja Boys' fandom being 'The Pride'. obviously Saja = Lion, and 'pride of lions', but you get what im getting at.

and then we have HUNTR/X having colors resembling the bi flag (not to mention the concept art where zoey had blue hair, so the three 100% had bi flag-colored hair), as well as rumi with her bi flag color eyeliner. even if it's not meant to be the bi colors, you can't help but think how much it looks like it.

onto the more not-so-obvious parts. my favorite scene in the movie is: "Why couldn't you love me?" "I do-" "ALL OF ME". i felt this scene so hard as someone who is trans-nonbinary, and ive heard countless stories of fellow queers and their families loving them, but not wholly and not for who they really are. especially stories of their families choosing to pretend that part of their identity doesnt exist.

we have rumi feeling shame over her identity, something out of her control, and being forced to hide that identity even from close friends, because she's afraid of how they'd react, and especially afraid of losing them. (i have personal experience with these myself)

ooh and another thing that stuck with me. in 'What It Sounds Like', rumi sings a line: "I tried to fix it, I tried to fight it." that is the experience most, if not all, queer people have when first finding out or thinking they may be queer. because we are taught growing up that being queer is wrong. so we try to "fix" ourselves, and we try to "fight" our identity

idk if KPDH was meant to be a queer allegory, but it 100% feels like one, and i cant stop thinking about it. if any of you have anymore examples to add on, feel free to share^^

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sorry, has anyone made the connection between Afterlife by Hailee Steinfeld and Agathario yet or no

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SESBIAN LEX

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49%

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im catching up with the manhwa rn, and you cant tell me they didnt do this on purpose.

like ik kdj was calling the story his lover, but THE LOVER PART NEXT TO HAN SOOYOUNG?????

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no one in orv is normal ab kdj

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"You can lay down, no one will hurt you,

Let your fears be carried by the streams,

The twilight gleam watches over you,

Let this lullaby guide your dreams,

And when the morning rises,

I shall be by your side"

- The Lullaby by Sophism

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I'm an avid Purple Hyacinth fan and I'm currently brainrotting over ORV since I just finished the novel.

I was listening to my Liked Songs playlist omw home and this song came up, and since my brain is full of DokSoo rn, you know how it is.

I'm gonna go draw some DokSoo fanart based off of this song now 🧎