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Much more of a survivor main, but I dabble in killer from time to time and this looked like fun Might do a survivor version of this as well xD

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Eco Grunge — Nea Karlsson

My submission for this year’s cosmetic contest!! Cut it a little closer than I would like but I’m just happy to have finished in time :D

Had a lot of fun trying to tie in lore elements and digging through some of my favorite fashion subcultures to put something I felt suited her but was still different enough from her usual to stand out.

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Cronchy ass ref, but a paint and portrait practice combo with my baby girl i have like no free time rn and this fuckass room is over 100 every day so i've not had the ability to make much recently but i was content with this Dwight just ate shit and she's trying not to laugh

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Nea for a lighting study except I got lazy bc I am tired from the move got a lot going on rn so might not be super active, my apologies for the absence

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Make me your final girl

Just scribbling idk, kept falling asleep while finishing it so extra messy lol

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not dead just got a lot goin on, take a shitpost

when u catch the little shit that dropped the killer on ur head and got off scott free

aka accidental sandbag and then the killer gives the sandbagger hatch I am so sorry Yui, istg it was an accident I didn't know you were there--

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Decisive Strike

One of the perks that never comes off my bar, I get tunneled too often lol

Alternatively “I do not wish to be held” the perk lmao

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I love my moots

I’m sorry im a chronic lurker, I’m just hella awkward and scared to interact with people

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that screencap of him in the chair speaks to me like the green goblin mask istg dfghjkhlfgsd also shitty rendition of one of my fav fits to run on her in game ;v; best be careful, those ropes won't hold indefinitely dear

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tfw you finally catch the little shit that's been blinding you all match artblock is kickin my ass, have an angry scribble

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For the soft asks: 15, 23, and 26. :D

Thank you for asking!!💜💜 15. Comfort food?

Ah this is hard haha. I am a bit of a foodie, I like a wide variety of dishes and it all sort of depends on what I am in the mood for! If I absolutely *had* to pick one though, I would say maybe crab dip in a breadbowl? A spicy one topped and mixed with cheese, old bay and fresh maryland crab in it, hot oil adding just a teeny bit of kick-- we have a local restaurant that makes a pretty good one but they're always changing the sizes on me ghjkghfsvdfdfhgcvjbkn

23. Have you ever received flowers? I have!! Very rarely, but the most recent was from my hubby on valentine's day as a little surprise :D

26. If you could live anywhere with anyone you want, where would it be and who would you bring?

Well, I haven't been able to travel much, so there are many places I would like to see before saying I would want to live there. However, if the hurricane season wasn't an issue, I would love to live in Puerto Rico, maybe up in the mountains like my grandfather. The countryside is breathtaking and the small towns have such good food and kind people. It's just so peaceful, I miss it sometimes. If not there, then somewhere coastal. I would love to be close to the beach if hurricanes and flooding were not an issue. Something about the sea and the call of the void, especially at night. It's very inspiring. As for who I would bring, that would have to be my hubs of course ☺️💕

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for the reblogged soft ask game if you're interested hehe:

1, 2, 10, 16 (⸝⸝´꒳`⸝⸝)

Thanks so much for asking!!

What song makes you feel better?

I'm not sure that there is a specific song that makes me feel better. I like a lot of music, but there are a few special ones that I hold very close to my heart, which are ironically heavier on the beautiful tragedy side of things. Something about beautiful tragedy just speaks to my soul. I have a particular fondness for lullabies, ones so breathtaking and beautiful yet so sorrowful in the most bittersweet of ways. I keep a small playlist and play it time to time, they move me like little else. They might not be happy necessarily, but are a special little thing that mean a lot to me. Much of my creative drive and process is rooted in music, inspired by songs that bloom into images or stories. It is my biggest inspiration for everything I create. I love all music. But the most recent addition to the lullaby list was Wiege from Alien Stage (ALNST), I find the vocals captivating and love a good waltz. (I am also a massive soundtrack nerd and have collections of things from the Dune and Avatar soundtracks)

2. What is your go to comfort show?

I don't watch much anymore as I struggle watching things on my own, but I would probably say Siren. Not sure why exactly that one seems to linger so much but it does, and I adore the vocals for the siren's song. I find it very relaxing and have a soft spot for the concept, I also love when shows or stories with fantastical elements work some scientific reasoning into what is going on bc I am a huge science nerd in regards to the biological side of things. Third season was a miss, but I still love the first season a lot.

10. When was the last time you laughed so hard you cried? (or just felt really good afterwards)

Not sure!! I laugh easy and quite a lot. I am a pretty un-serious person irl and like to make people laugh. Other people laughing makes me laugh too. I can't recall, but I think it was in a voice call with some friends but I sadly don't remember the context or what we were doing WAIT NO I REMEMBER. As a joke, my younger sibling gifted me one of those anime titty mousepads for my birthday with Sukuna on it. They give me some form of cursed or silly item related to my current fixation every year. The year before it was pins in my favorite colors with Wesker and "Baby Girl" written in the barbie font on them lmao. I keep them all and cherish them

16. What’s something you want to create soon?

This will likely sound a bit dour, but something I can love or at least like. Something beautiful that I can finally be content with. I've been in creative limbo hell for awhile and inspiration has been so fickle, I've nitpicked every work to pieces and struggle with not hating it after the initial contentment of finishing it dispels. It's something for me to contend with of course, but hopefully we'll work through it. I don't have any plans for big projects at the moment, just sort of working on improving some elements and getting better in general. Just more art. More writing.

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im trying to narrow it down and get close to the best variation

I just know tumblr is gonna eat the quality but i didnt wanna post the individuals TTATT

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✨soft asks✨

What song makes you feel better?

What is your go to comfort show?

Reading or writing? Why?

Whats your favorite feeling?

How do you like to take care of yourself?

What’s your favorite candle scent?

Who do you feel most like yourself around?

Whats a fabric/texture that’s nostalgic for you?

Best childhood moment?

When was the last time you laughed so hard you cried? (or just felt really good afterwards)

Do you have a comfort item? Tell us about it!

What calms you down?

Bath or shower to relax?

Whats something upcoming that you’re excited for?

Comfort food?

What’s something you want to create soon?

How do you feel best loved?

What age in life do you think you’ll feel most yourself at?

Have you ever written or received a love letter?

Tell us about a memory you hold close to your heart.

Tea, Coffee, or hot cocoa?

Name of your favorite playlist?

Have you ever received flowers?

Who is your bestfriend?

If your soul was a color, what would it be?

If you could live anywhere with anyone you want, where would it be and who would you bring?

Do you like to garden? Have you ever grown something?

What are you proudest of?

Are you a kind person?

What do your hobbies look like?

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I just know tumblr is gonna eat the quality but i didnt wanna post the individuals TTATT

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NEON AND NEON PT 2 for the ask fljnsjlnsbjfln