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Fic search

I need help looking for a fic, active circa 2015-2016 (I think), on either AO3 or Wattpad. It's an Omegaverse fic, with Omega Mickey and Alpha Ian being fated mates/bonded mates. In this story, Mickey's brothers Iggy and Collin also had their own mates and their own romantic storylines. Their stories were all very detailed and interesting, so they were not just background couples. I remember one of the partners' name being Carmin or Carmine, and his family was part of the mob.

It's a whole telenovela and I would love to find it again but I can not remember the name of the fic or the author. I don't know if it's been deleted, but if anyone knows what I'm talking about, please let me know 😢😢❤❤❤

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we are officially in a new era of avatar fandom i am extremely screaming

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prapaisky + forehead kisses

LOVE IN THE AIR (2022)

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the fact that even though this life has brought them both so much pain and suffering the king not included just gong gil being used and abused while jangsaeng getting beaten for protecting him everyday despite all that they still choose to live it again just because the other's in it their love is that strong they just want to be together no matter the strifes and i just 😭😭😭😭😢😭😢😢😿😿😢😿😢😭

i just want them to have a happy ending

I’ve always wanted to see my king. And now I see thee, I see! What? What do you see? Thou art blind to what’s high and what’s low. So thou hast turned this world upside down.

THE KING AND THE CLOWN 2005

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—Are you happy? Then you should show it. —P'Pai, I’m so over the moon. I feel so good.

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doing the lord's work my friend ❤❤❤

Posting this just coz my hun @prapaiskymissinghours used her doe eyes at me 😚😚❤️‍🔥

THE ONE AND ONLY BOARDROOM MEETING.

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solid top 5

your top five fave moments in LITA 👀

OMG NONNIE ARE YOU TRYING TO KILL ME? How should find ONLY 5 FAV MOMENTS? AHHH

Okay, alright. Let’s try to be normal and try to answer this like the rational being I should be, ah?

Number 1 (bc I’m such a cheesy romantic at heart it’s unbearable) “I will take care of you for the rest of my life” PROPOSAL

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Prapai, Sir, please, will you stop coming for my heart?! It’s just perfection. I mean. A real proposal here wouldn’t have worked, and would have somehow destroyed the whole dynamic PrapaiSky made their own. But this? This is them. 100%. Prapai not rushing into things, giving Sky a headup and a security at the same time. ‘I won’t go anywhere. It will always be you for me’. And isn’t that extremely beautiful? Are there any words expressing a deep seated love better than this? I highly doubt it. It’s simply perfect.  And can we talk about Sky’s smile? The ease? The trust, the LOVE we see there? Amazing.  He learned to love, learned what REAL LOVE is all through Prapai. He got to know how it feels to feel secure with someone. To know he want your best, and he wants your happiness.  I can’t express how much that affects me on so many levels I stopped counting. 

Number 2  THE CONFERENCE TABLE SCENE (bc fucking hell YES)

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This is a war. With Place No1, really. Because… I mean…. You get me, right?  That was beyond hot.  The little game those two were playing? Sky’s side-eyes and him biting his lip when he sees Prapai coming his way? Man was prepared from the start. Man was on a mission the moment he arrived (bc srsly. No shirt? No underwear. Hellllooooo~) Prapai entirely unhinged? The chair turn? The way he attaches himself to Sky’s skin as if he’s an oasis after an endless walk in the desert? THE WAY HE LIFTS SKY FROM THE CHAIR? Also… the hickey’s on Sky’s chest that were surely NOT make up.  Sky’s expressions? On point of how it looks when one gets rawed? I mean… we all know I’m a kinky little beast, but that one got even to me.  Jaw dropping scene. Really

Number 3 TRUTH SCENE

I’m not even close of being capable to express the whole scene as good as @bird-inacage, so please read this post if you wanna go into the feels. For me, personal, this scene means a lot. On a ’funny’ sidenote, Fort’s acting as Prapai single handedly got me out of my own trauma I was wallowing in since seven years. No joke.  It’s the quiet reassurance, the ‘I am here, I am hearing you out, I am not judging you badly for what happened to you, or how you think badly about yourself’. It just got me.  The tears that rolled down Prapai’s face? The pain he was going through knowing what Sky went through? Intense. The acting was intense. The scene was intense. The wounds it had reopened in myself were intense. But also the healing, the way you saw Sky healing just a tad bit. The “Can I love you?” - because let’s be real. This is THE fear if you ever got burned badly. I could ramble about that scene for hours. 

Number 4 RESCUE SCENE

Linking back to @bird-inacage again bc damn did that post do things to me.  (We’re running briefly into sad hours, pls forgive me) For several reasons that scene got to me. I might or might not have re-watched it several times just to see if it still triggers me or if I managed to heal.  I saw myself in Sky SO MUCH it was almost scary (Peat is a hell of an actor. Can we award him?). Not gonna go into detail bc I suspect no one’s ever wants to hear that. So just lemme say the way Prapai reacted was superb. In all those years I always wished for such a reaction, and seeing it on screen did a number on me.  It’s refreshing to see that there is this tiny possibility of hope for finding care in such moments.  The scene holds a special place in my heart and somehow became my comfort zone (as weird as it sounds.)

Number 5  FIRST TIME LOVE MAKING

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Not to be horny on main (but really, I can’t help it. It’s just the way I tick), but that scene was absolutely beautiful. It’s overflowing with love, tenderness and affection.  This is how love making should look like. The deep connection between them, the kisses, the adoration, the longing and yearning still running through them even though they are as close as two can be.  You get the feeling they want to become one, and honestly, is there anything more beautiful than this?

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*Claps hand* Soooo. That’s it.

I hope I answered well enough without indulging into the million meta’s in my head that I can’t bring myself to write bc a) they gonna be shitty (I can’t write meta’s for life) and b) supposedly no one’s interested. 

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LITA Special Episode | “Are you asking me to marry you?” “I’m ready to take care of you for the rest of my life.”

This scene was BEAUTIFUL. The framing, the mood, the lighting - everything. And when I thought we were getting a proposal, I nearly fell off my chair. But in fact this conversation is very Prapai. He’s not rushing into anything, and he will wait until Sky is ready. He’s certain of Sky and his love for Sky, and most importantly he wants Sky to know that he intends to marry him one day.

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Remade THE scene.

Last picture done by @zieeroh

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This is one of those "if I get too happy, I'll get scared" moments for Sky. It's bound to be a little overwhelming to hear how devoted another person is to you, no matter how deeply you've already known it.

That first gif you can see the fear in his eyes as they flit about, but he's soon reassured by Prapai's love that he is just too happy to make room for fear and doubt.

sky’s reaction to pai’s talk about marriage ༄ requested by anonymous.

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LOVE IN THE AIR ⋮ SPECIAL EPISODE. then next time… don’t let your ex pester me again.

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you know that minigame you play every month when it's close to that day but not quite yet and you sneeze and a little something came out and you have to guess if it's piss, or discharge, or blood, and you're in public/in the middle of something so you can't really check at the moment and you have to live in that dread of the unknown for the next 5-10min or until you can go to the bathroom?

you know?

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i've been trying to get my friend to watch young royals since i've been obsessing over it, but she has not been paying attention and spends majority of the time looking at other things on her laptop and i'm considering ending my friendship with her :D is that too extreme?

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They're called TranScend on youtube and when you've entered the rabbit hole, you will never be able to climb out

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Unpopular opinion warning (slander of Rokkaku, don't proceed if you don't want to hear negative things about him)

I can't be the only one who finds Rokkaku extremely annoying, right? I know he's a good guy, yes. But everything he does and his mannerisms annoy the hell out of me. And that's a problem on my end, that's something I need to look inward and ask why.

But I just wanna say it because... idk I feel like I'm wrong and insane for feeling like this when everyone else seems to absolutely love him.

So come, come yell at me for being wrong. I would love to hear your thoughts, seriously.

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God, look at baby's wrist. Someone give him an ice pack ffs. He's not gonna be able to paint for a while now, and I'm scared he'd internalize DeokJae's words and his self-worth would yeet itself off a cliff again.

He'd feel like he couldn't offer Seungho the only one of two things the man ever asked for (painting and sex) and might try to overcompensate for it by using his body, doubling down on the "prostitute" notion.

Seungho would wake up and decidedly avoid him again and he'd feel like he needed to prove his worth. Because other than his body right now, what else could he be of use for? Love? Nah, Seungho denied it himself. And surely, that unconscious nod meant nothing. How could someone ever love him, an orphan, a nobody, a painter who can't even paint?

Dear Byeonduck, please don't any of that happen.

Maybe the Nameless/Jihwa murder plan will kick into high geer next week as they take advantage of how unconscious Seungho is and how vulnerable Nakyum is and we won't have to worry about this at all. Yay, silver lining?

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Ok ok, all SeungHoe aside, how DARE our baby look this beautiful being disoriented?

Like, look at him!

The plump lips, the reddened cheek,...

his eyes...

The fuck? How are his eyes so pretty? I can write a whole essay on this image alone.

Honestly, I wouldn't blame the other dudes for pouncing on the chance to touch him because GOD DAMN