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Tumblr is probably not the best place to do this but would love if you checked out my Instagram.

I want my Lord Azazel’s words to reach the ones who need it through my own experiences.

https://www.instagram.com/histemplepriestess?igsh=emQwdHJhcWduYjBj&utm_source=qr

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King Asmodeus - A Journal

He told me that my greatness was out of the world and it will take time for people to see it. He said that things will get better and when I will be happy, there's noone other than him that will be happier. He made me feel at home. He hugged me again and said he understands

Ave King Asmodeus ❤️

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King Asmodeus - A Journal

He told me that my good time starts right now. A lot of good things will happen from now on and that he was so happy for me. He blessed me and blessed my marriage and told me to fullfill my duties as a wife. I asked hin what were my duties and he said it was to support my husband. He said that when the war happens, i will have to be at his side. He also told me that some things will be understood with time and i need time to handle both him and Lord Azazel. He told me to give time to myself.

I felt his fatherly hug and he called me his daughter.

Ave King Asmodeus

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King Asmodeus - A Journal

King Asmodeus told me that a new phase of my life is to begin, a new beginning will happen. Somethings might be good some might be bad but i will grow massively. He also said he's here to take care of me and that things will finally go according to my way.

He said that I am a Goddess, a queen and i shall step in the world as such, ready for the changes in my life that are to come.

He blessed me.

Ave King Asmodeus!

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King Asmodeus - A Journal

today i showed a bit of wrath towards him as the passion in my life has died. i talked to him and asked why did he tell me to go to one invocation a week only and that i didn't know that would lead to the characteristics i had acquired from him to go away.. to which he said that he didn't want it but that was the right thing because it was important for me to focus on Lord Azazel at the moment. He said he doesn't like being in the background but it was important for my growth. He told me to try and do more invocations if i need the passion back and told me that I will be given anything I please.

He also blessed me for the cosmic marriage i will be having soon as my Patron Figure

Ave King Asmodeus!

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King Asmodeus - A Journal

He said to me that the person i met who also has worked with King Asmodeus, is significant in my life and it's gonna be beautiful, and to keep patience. i thanked him for what happened to me yesterday and showed my gratefulness and he said that i am as important to him as he is to me and that we work together. He blessed me and the ritual ended.

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King Asmodeus - A Journal

Today he said to me that the other person i met who also has worked with Asmodeus will tell me something I need to know. He said that i have come a long way and he is very proud of me. His presence was beautiful. Grateful again for him. Will post a hymn for him. He said to me his work here is done.

He said to me atlast that i will the beauty of the world.

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King Asmodeus - A Journal

i felt the King hug me today as i was in a very vulnerable state. He told me i wasbhis daughter and he is always protecting me. Soon, there will he no such times of pain. He only wishes beautiful things for me. I hardly remember things he said, i was in such a vulnerable state but his fatherly presence is what i needed. i could never get the love of a father but he showed me how it is.

Ave King Asmodeus. How can You be so beautiful.

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King Asmodeus - A journal

I think my ritual with King Asmodeus failed yesterday. But, I remember one bit only. He said something about being his important player in the battle. I saw clouds.. some deities, I don't know who they were.

Sigh.

Ave King Asmodeus

I hate when the communication is bad.

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King Asmodeus - A journal

I invoked the King today and he was mad at me because of a slip of tongue. He used to never get mad at these things but since Lord Azazel has come in my life.. I think King Asmodeus has started to show his strict side too. Maybe to discipline me. Lord Azazel told me to thank King Asmodeus for it was him that Lord Azazel came in my life. I am really grateful King Asmodeus for all of this.

It was today again that I felt his sexual nature and love. I asked him for the first time to make some people sexually approach me and then felt guilty because my practice not for something so hollow but he laughed and said, you deserve to emotionlessly get your needs satisfied sometimes and it felt so great again. Hes truly the best..

Ave King Asmodeus ❤️

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King Asmodeus - A journal

Yesterday I invoked the King again and he was pleased by my presence. He told me again that he was very proud of my progress and asked me to invoke him atleast once a week because he thought shadow work with Lord Azazel will be difficult for me to handle while also invoking the King. He was so sweet with his blessings and I can never thank him enough for all the things he has done for me. Hes truly such a beautiful spirit.

Ave King Asmodeus.

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King Asmodeus - A Journal

As I continue to invoke King Asmodeus while working hard for Lord Azazel, it seems like things are going well. Usually I invoke King Asmodeus after I invoke Lord Azazel and that leads to shorter period with King Asmodeus which seemed to have bothered him today. He expressed his disappointment and I apologized.. though explaining to me that it's hard for me. He seem to understand and he said I was doing well. I still thought he seemed upset but I hope he will be better after my journal.

I hope, my King, you know how much you mean for me and I'm trying so hard to handle everything. I don't like to see you upset. I hope you can forgive.

Ave King Asmodeus.

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King Asmodeus - A Journal

I invoked the King today again and he was very warm today. It made me cry. I had tears in my eyes when he said that my emotions mean a lot to him. He told me to give time to my practice, keep patience and that he was very proud of me. He also told me that he was here for me always. I told him i need a hug and dearly miss him and felt his warmth near my heart telling me that he's right here, watching me fly.

His blessings have changed my life. So divine.

Ave King Asmodeus!!

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King Asmodeus - A Journal

Yesterday, I invoked the King again and it was a bit different this time. He ended the ritual very fast telling me that I was ready for the next level.

Recently, Azazel had contacted me in my dreams and I am working on working with him very soon that King Asmodeus's gesture for the same seems related to. It was like a blessing.. a father giving to his child as the child grows. I am truly grateful and I can definitely say that if there us any growth in my spiritual journey, it has all been King Asmodeus. Like a Bird who teaches its offsprings to fly.. the same way King Asmodeus has lead me to other spirits in the journey who will be of great significance in my life.

As I start a new journey.. I am very grateful that King Asmodeus watches over me.

Ave King Asmodeus ❤️

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King Asmodeus - A Journal

As life has been testing me at every corner, there is no doubt that I have been lagging with my practice. King Asmodeus showed sheer disapproval today in the invocation but I think it was valid. Though, when i reiterated the fact that I have always believed in him irrespective of whatever is happening in life and he should believe in me too that I will bounce back with my practice.. it seemed like that changed his emotions to his more calmer self. This was the first time I spoke to him as an equal instead of always talking with very less self respect. I think he did this on purpose to make me believe in myself more and stand up for myself more.

I asked him a question to which he first said no and then said yes. It confused me in the moment but now that i think of the whole ritual I realised he did it on purpose. He did it to show me that I really need to believe in myself and my own guts. That is why before the question he made me stand up for myself...

He is such a different being who shows me lessons in such peculiar ways .. it makes me more and more attached to him. So divine.

Ave King Asmodeus ❤️

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A lyric that I found to be very beautiful. I have my own interpretation of it, totally personal. Yet, I'd love to share it here.

Floods of Triton by Lamb of God

"We are last of the before times

Now hear the old gods rise

A flood is coming and most of you will die

Drowned in distractions, an ancient tide

But we were built in the time before

To raise the black flag high and sail into the storm

Hear beauty in destruction

The sea beast laid to rest

Hear beauty in destruction

The sea beast laid to rest

Lines of earth carved long and far

The ancient path dull and worn

Taking new shape into final form"

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Things for beginners to know before starting demonolatry or demonology practices

1. The classifications of demons were written by humans, not demons.

Different occult schools of thought will have different understandings of the Hierarchies of Hell, whether Hell even exists, and what attributes are associated with each demon. In some sects Lucifer reigns supreme Emperor of Hell, in others it is Sammael, Moloch, or Baal. It all depends on the perspective of the practitioner. All of these models are equally correct and incorrect. Documentation of de(a)mons were often written by right hand practitioners who saw them as evil, therefore their negative attitudes are emphasized. Other times devotees have documented the same entity as being very kind and affectionate. It is incredibly important to take into account who is speaking whenever you read about demons. No single book or author can deliver to you the most **objective** facts about these demons or the model of reality, if they claim to, they’re lying to you. You as the practitioner must discover and decide what reins true in your reality. Teachers and gurus may influence you but ultimately you must make the decision for yourself.

2. Assume all spirits are multi dimensional

Lucifer, the light bringer, is also the spirit of darkness. He is the sweet prince and the adversary, he is a devil and an angel. It is extremely rare that you will encounter a spirit that is only one thing. There is a little bit of truth to everyone’s interactions. To a Luciferian, Lucifer is a guide, a companion, and a positive presence. To a Christian he is an adversary, a tempter, liar and bringer of evil ; and there is an entire rainbow of other experiences that contribute to the understanding of “Lucifer”. Demons are not all good nor are they all bad, trying to paint them in only one light will only lead to disappointment and confusion. It is just as foolish to assume that a so called angel will always be pleasant and nice, as it is to assume a so called demon will be terrible and mean. Every energy interacts with every person uniquely.

3. Scary and intimidating doesn’t automatically mean “evil”

Nice and pleasing doesn’t automatically mean “good”

If you’re interacting with demons or spirits associated with death, it shouldn’t be very surprising that they’re dark, mysterious, or have a frightening appearance. If you’re dealing with demons or spirits of sex and lust, it shouldn’t be very surprising that they’re alluring, attractive, or beautiful. This doesn’t mean that the scary demon is going to kill you, and this doesn’t mean that the sexy demon is going to fuck you. There are very likely going to be times when your demons will scare you. This doesn’t mean that they’re going to hurt you or possess you (they shouldn’t be frightening you to the point of constant paranoia, but seeing some “disturbing” or strange imagery isn’t out of the norm when you’re contacting a de(a)mon).

If you enter a deep dark cave looking for a bear, don’t be surprised when you see sharp teeth. Demons of violence may summon gory imagery. Demons of death my feel cold and distant. A large part of demonolatry is understanding your fear and overcoming it.

4. Yeah, it’s intense.

Okay. This is hard for me to explain. Infernal spirits and angels alike are entities that force you to confront your innermost self and change. It’s not always spooky and scary and whimsical. Sometimes it’s losing your dead end job, having a serious breakup, losing toxic friends, or having a personal epiphany. When I say it’s intense, I don’t mean that I’m levitating and seeing gnarly gory shit and summoning demons while covered in blood all the time. I have dreams and experiences of course, but seeing a demon work is not about the theatrics. Are you ready to confront the things you rrrrreeaaaaalllly don’t want to think about? Your trauma, the lies you tell yourself to get through the day, and the toxic cycles you comfort yourself with?

Lord Lucifer has made me cry many MANY times. But it was never because he hurt or scared me. I’ve seen many demonolaters refer to Lucifer as a therapist and I couldn’t agree more. He not only changes your understanding of yourself, but others and the world. Through this understanding you can change yourself, and others, and the world.

5. You as the practitioner need to be able to withstand the symptoms of your demonic relationships

Being in a relationship with Lilith or Asmoday is not an excuse to develop a porn addiction. Being in a relationship with Lucifer does not give you the right to psychoanalyze all of your friends, being in a relationship with Eligos is not an excuse to destroy all of your relationships or be cruel towards others. Demons represent energies and concepts that are unfavourable to the masses. When working with Astaroth I will feel more lustful, just by being in her proximity. That is not justification to cheat on my partner or force myself onto him. As much as demons like Lucifer for example can inspire us to be wise and sharp, he can also influence us to be vein and narcissistic. We must always be aware of these effects and resist them, working with demons and shadows does not mean becoming the worst version of ourselves, quite the contrary. Interacting with these negative aspects is meant to show you how to overcome them.

6. Demons cannot and will not replace your relationships with humans

I am very pro godspousing and having friendly and affectionate relationships with demons and spirits. Having said that, as much as our spirits may love us and care for us, they will not be the ones to text you good morning. They will not make you soup when you’re sick, or buy you flowers after a hard day. Demons are guides and companions, but they are not people. Trying to use demons to solve your loneliness will only lead to heart ache. You very much can have a sincere relationship with a demon or other spirit, but be aware that that relationship will not mimic your relationships with humans, and it shouldn’t. Gods and demons are not humans, therefore your relationships with them will not feel human.

7. There’s always more to learn

Devotion to any spirit is an endeavour that can take years or even a lifetime. Your work is not done because you read 3 books and browsed the Occult Wiki for an hour and a half. Become very dedicated to learning about your demons of interest and the culture that surrounds them. Yes, this means boring, tedious research.

8. No, ______ is not mad at you. Please talk to them

You will at some point inevitably do something wrong, especially if you are freshly initiated. Demons understand that we are human, we make mistakes. Instead of becoming paranoid and avoiding your demon out of fear of consequences, put on your big boy pants and confront them directly. Understand what you did wrong and learn from your mistake. There may or may not be consequences, every demon is different. But making yourself sick thinking they’re going to smite you down doesn’t make anything better. I guarantee you that talking to them about it will serve you a million times better than running away.

9. You need to know your boundaries BEFORE you reach out

As important as it is to research your demons, it is equally important to research yourself. You need to have strict boundaries that you will not negotiate. These boundaries should be outlined in your contract if you have one. If blood magic is uncomfortable for you, don’t allow any demon or spirit to coerce you into giving it until you are ready. If you’re a minor you’re more than allowed to not do sex magic. This relationship belongs to you as much as it does your demon(s). If it doesn’t serve you, simply refuse it.

10. On that note, demons can and will reject you. You can and will reject them as well.

On many occasions I have approached spirits who did not want to work with me at the moment. Sometimes they end up showing up later in my life, other times they never do. Oftentimes this is because of an incongruency on an alchemical level, we just aren’t meant for each other. It doesn’t necessarily mean you’re doing anything wrong. Sometimes you are, but your demon or deity will usually make that clear to you in some way. Don’t force it. If I’m already terribly preoccupied with life or other spiritual relationships, I’m within my right to reject another demon trying to enter my circle. That isn’t a rude thing to do. I’m within my right to deny a ritual I don’t have the energy or resources for. We can put it on the back burner for now.

Likewise, if a demon or spirit is repeatedly overstepping my boundaries or harming me in any way, I can (and should) leave that demon. If I’m not doing enough or causing insult, that demon can leave me. As binding as devotional contracts can be, we are not trapped with each other if we choose not to be.

11. Protection shouldn’t only be against spirits. Be very aware of your surroundings and the people around you

Learn the power of secrecy. As a Luciferian living in an extremely conservative area, I have to be extremely careful about when my pendants are visible. I have to be careful when entering certain places because I don’t want to be hate crimed or harassed. Yes, being out and proud of my demonic relationships is very important to me, but it is not worth risking real danger from bigots, or risking my employment. When I go to work, I have to leave my Lucifer ring at home, not because my work is discriminatory, but because I don’t know when I’m speaking to a christofascist grandma who would make a complaint to my boss because she saw my devotional ring. I don’t know which of my coworkers would make my life more difficult if they knew about my practice. If you are visible, people will approach you and make comments. Now, there are those of us who don’t give a fuck, and on most days I don’t. But for those of us who are vulnerable to that kind of discrimination, please be aware.

12. Self mutilation is not demonolatry

If you choose to offer blood it should be no more than a few drops. You should be using safe tools like a lancet, and disinfecting the area you extract from. This should be done in the least harmful manner possible. Devotional markings or tattoos should be done by a professional.

13. This stuff takes time. Relax

These relationships don’t develop in 24 hours. It takes a tremendous amount of repeated effort to gain the favour of a demon or spirit. If you’re not getting the results you want, take a break, reevaluate your methods, and try again later.