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dgraymanimagins · 7 years ago

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Hey! May I request a NSFW Kanda X a female, virgin reader? Kanda's drunk and in the mood and it unfolds from there Thank you so much! I hope you have a lovely day/afternoon/evening!

I’M FINALLY FINISHED! HAHA! Also sorry for ghosting y’all for a few months, I was procrastinating/forgetting/busy.. But now that it’s summer I am getting to all the asks now! I hope you enjoy this!

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“Shit”, Kanda spurred when the feeling of drunkenness shook forward. He used to be able to drink his fill without getting fucked up, these moments made him realize how drained his lifespan really was. Sitting head up against the speckled dirt wall of the motel room, Kanda continued to take small swings from his whiskey bottle.

He watched Allen sleep while Johnny and (Y/N) went shopping for dinner. ‘Fuck. This short stack’s been sleeping for awhile.’ Kanda thought, yet he knew Allen was fighting. The 14th that is. Watching him sleep peacefully made the black haired samurai sick, knowing that what was going on his head was much different,

“Keep fighting bean sprout. If the 14th takes over it just gives me the best excuse to slice you in half.”

Taking another swig of whiskey, Kanda heard the jingle of keys unlock the door. Johnny and (Y/N) no doubt,

“Johnny my bags are slipping hurry up!”

Yeah it’s them alright. The jingling of the keys continued as a nuisance, testing Kanda’s patience. In a heap of frustration, Kanda groaned and got up to open the door, having both of his traveling companions eat shit on the floor,

“Ow! What the heck Kanda?”

The stubborn exorcist did not bat an eye, but made a snarky reply, “You guys are slow.”

“So? At least give a warning before doing something like that, I could have crushed your soba!”

Kanda raised a brow, she really got his regular?

“They have soba around here?”

(Y/N) shook her head, eyes wide and ready to snicker, “NO, Kanda not at ALL. I had to hand MAKE this soba in the back alley of an Italian RESTAURANT.” Her sarcasm hung at the back of her throat, waiting to snap again. Kanda rolled his eyes, he was too out of it to say something back, plus he was hungry, “Just hand it over.” (Y/N) stood and handed Kanda the bag, yet she was surprised. He didn’t say anything back? Is he too tired? This behavior was indeed not like him. Until Johnny stepped into the mix, everything became clear,

“Kanda? Are you.. perhaps- drunk-?”

The obviously drunken exorcist looked up with red cheeks, rustling for his meal in the bag, “What the fuck makes you think that?” Johnny scratched the back of his neck anxiously, “Well- you seem a bit off tonight-“

“Yea? That doesn’t mean shit.”

Yet, it was now so obvious to (Y/N). His red cheeks, sweating forehead and the unstable way he settled himself into a chair.

Oh yea, he was drunk.

~*~

As the night grew darker, Johnny had already passed out on the bed laid against the wall across from Allen’s. Speaking of Allen, he still had not awaken from his deep sleep. Leaving (Y/N) and Kanda the only ones up and about,

“You’re not gonna sleep?”

Kanda implied to (Y/N) who was counting the money that they had left, “I can’t, well not until I figure out how we’re going to stretch this money for tomorrow.” Kanda hummed a, ‘hmm’ in response, “What about you? Don’t you need to sleep?” (Y/N) asked back. Kanda just shook his head, “Don’t feel like it.” (Y/N) chuckled at his restlessness, which confused him, “What’s so funny?” (Y/N) answered with a cheeky smile, “Oh nothing; it’s just I’ve never seen you this drunk before.”

“I’m not drunk.” Kanda scoffed.

“Yes you are.” (Y/N) insisted.

“Don’t fucking push it.” Kanda threatened. The girl suddenly began to giggle, trying to suppress it with the palm of her hand, “No wonder they say men will never understand women. They’re fucking weird.” Kanda stated as his grouchy personality shone through. (Y/N) chuckled silently a second time, trying her best not to wake her comrades, “Then I suppose my sense ofhumor will never catch me a man? Fine with me!” still giggling as she said so.

Kanda rolled his eyes, yes, women will always be some sort of fucking mystery. That he had no interest in solving. Just thinking about women made him feel a certain way at the moment, something as of a desire. He didn’t exactly know what he desired from them, but it wasn’t just ‘them’ it was ‘her’. The woman sitting across from him on the floor counting money, what did he desire from her? It made him want to itch his crotch, making him quite uncomfortable in his trousers.

In a drowsy haze, Kanda began to snarl at the image of (Y/N) on top of him and in many other positions. He didn’t know why he only just started having these desires, but they were only making him more uncomfortable in his trousers. The aroused exorcist gave his typical, ‘tsk’ and leaned forward to grab (Y/N)’s hand who to her surprise, saw her comrade in an unusual mood, “Kanda? Is something wrong?” Kanda only stared at her with cloudy eyes, ‘Yes-‘ he thought. Then it turned to a, ‘No-‘ suddenly a, ‘Maybe-‘, was there anything wrong? The only problem he saw was that (Y/N) wasn’t closer to him, and to fix that he pulled her hand to bring her (body type) figure closer.

To why he was doing it, was unbeknownst to the both of them. (Y/N) felt herself also wanting to lean in, even if this was the first actual physical affection they both shared. Kanda had brought her as close as he could to his side, having the abnormal want to hold her there. Not just to hold, no, he wanted something more to happen. ‘Shit.’ He thought, his head hanging away from the woman next him, ‘What the fuck am I doing?’ His thoughts swirled. Maybe his lifespan was draining so much that he began to feel more humanly desires such as sex.If he could get drunk then he could also be subjected to those kinds of things as well,

“Kanda? What is it?”

His thinking was brought out by the soft voice beside him, who had her hand laying against his heaving chest and her head already resting in the crook of his neck. The last thing he noticed was her thigh curled over his crotch, her very being embracing him. He wasn’t taken aback however, he actually liked the feeling of her like this, and the more she rubbed her thigh against him-

“Fuck-“ he moaned, his deep voice hanging in the back of throat. Wanting to come out more, and louder. (Y/N) at this moment had long since realized his need, but she wasn’t exactly ready to give her all just yet. The feeling she had for the stubborn exorcist had always been the same since they met. She had to admit he was extremely handsome and rugged, but she had always seen him as a fellow comrade and friend. Yet there was the underlying passion for him she thought about at night, if there was anyone she would share her virtue with, it would be him,

“Kanda, do you really want to do this? Allen and Johnny are still sleeping.. what if they wake?”

Kanda, who was rubbing (Y/N)’s thigh with his hand and breathing against the top of her head, did not realize how high the stakes were. He might have been shit-faced-drunk, but he still thought out how having sex with (Y/N) might affect things in general. Although this only lasted a few seconds, he had already made his decision, “Then I guess you’ll just have to be quiet-“

Hastily, he grabbed (Y/N)’s forearm and pulled her on top of his lap, setting his hands on both sides of her waist. Rubbing his thumbs in circles against her form, until slowly reaching under her shirt to feel more than just the fabric over. (Y/N) felt her hips grind back and forth over his crotch, unbuttoning his jacket as she did. Kanda’s pants only got tighter around him while she rubbed her clothed heat against him, causing his hands to slide over her ass and clutch wherever he could to keep her moving the way she was. (Y/N) felt a knot in her abdomenwhen he grabbed her so aggressively like that, she slightly squealed in excitement for his forcefulness. Kanda began to notice the way she moaned, trying her hardest no doubt to keep quiet, but the squeal she let out just made him hotter and harder. (Y/N) had finally opened his jacket up to reveal his pale and defined chest; not to mention his lined abs. Her frantic hands touched his chest before leaving them there to stable her body as she moved against Kanda furiously.

He couldn’t take it, the feeling of her grinding on his crotch so aggressively formed the same knot she had in her stomach. Only he felt something coming, or rather he was cumming. What felt like the very last second, lasted for several seconds. It only took one more rub against him to reach an orgasm. Kanda felt his face become hot and his abdomen release while (Y/N) palmed out his orgasm. He had successfully suppressed his moan into (Y/N)’s neck, his heavy and raspy breaths against her skin made her even more aroused than before, “You came already? That’s not fair.” She whispered into his hair before kissing his head gently. Kanda came back up and leaned against the couch once more, looking up at (Y/N)’s face, and for once he was admiring it. Of course he knew she was pretty attractive, but never did he notice just how beautiful she really was, ‘Damn, how drunk am I?’ He thought while laying back. His hands now resting on her waist again, rubbing the way they were before, and to respond to her comment previously, “Well what do you want me to do? Hold it in?” She scoffed at his remark and began to remove her shirt, and shortly after, unclipping her bra, “No I don’t expect that, I just want to be even.”

Kanda didn’t hear her, he was too busy staring at the pair of (S/C) breasts in front of him. It was much different from seeing adult workers flashing them around the Red Light District, he didn’t pay mind to them. However in this moment; he couldn’t stop staring, and then found himself touching them. Since this was the first time he had touched a pair of breasts, the feeling of squeezing them softly and and running his fingers over her nipples was driving him back into ecstasy. (Y/N) pushed her chest against his hands, palming and rubbing her own heat with a lone hand. Kanda wasn’t exactly the best at fondling a woman; since this was his first time, but he didn’t care how it was done. Touching her was all he wanted at the moment. The pushy exorcist groped (Y/N)’s delicate breasts less so when he spotted her feeble hand rubbing herself outside her trousers. Moving from one task to another, he let go of his grip upon her chest and descended to the button of her trousers. (Y/N) understood his actions and allowed him to unzip her while she fondled what he left alone. She quietly moaned above him, her trousers sunken to his lap while his thumb pushing against her panties to tease her clit, “Kanda..! Fuck- just..!” (Y/N) silently cried as his fingers rubbed circles around her clit; her underwear still in the way. Kanda had never seen her like this before, yet she had also never seen him like this either. The whole situation just felt scandalous, but they were technically doing nothing wrong, so why not see how far he could push her?

His fingers stopped and released the pressure on her, (Y/N), who was just on the verge of orgasm, was caught off guard. She looked down to find his hands pulling on her panties, bringing them down to meet her trousers at her knees, “You know I was almost at my limit. You could have kept going.!” Kanda smirked, his red drunken face eyeing her virgin flower all the while until finally looking up at (Y/N), “What fun would that be? Now get up and sit on the couch.” (Y/N) rolled her eyes, his rugged voice was getting deeper by the second. Still, she obeyed and crawled off of him only to hoist her self up on the couch. Kanda met her eye to eye on his knees in front of her, analyzing her naked body, laying his hands on the sides of her thighs, “Open your legs.” (Y/N) blushed harshly, while her legs slowly opened for him, revealing her virgin pussy. The drafty wind in the room blew against it, making her tightened her core. Yet even if the room was fairly cold, the heat crawling up (Y/N)’s face and down to her flower was enough to keep warm. She especially felt warm when Kanda couldn’t look away, his eyes becoming infatuated with the sight of her in the position. He was going to put himself inside at that moment, however he decided he wanted to have a taste for himself.

With the next agenda, he leaned his head forward and licked her cunt up and down. (Y/N) threw her head back into the pillows, taken aback by the new sensation. His tongue teased her clit while his fingers rubbed the outside of her entrance. Her moaning was muffled by a throw pillow next her, holding it against her face to silence her sounds of pleasure while her partner sucked her clit for what felt like forever. Kanda quite liked seeing (Y/N) in this state, her legs shaking and back arched. The moaning was the cherry on top of the sight, but that would soon change when (Y/N) began to feel the knot a second time. Yet this time, it was forming much quicker. The black-haired samurai saw her arrival and started to rub her clit back and forth with his hand, her moans becoming higher and louder into the pillow. His fingers becoming faster with every moan she let out until-

“Fuck- Fuck! Kanda I’m cumming.!”

Were the muffled words he heard before she bucked her hips up, back arched and screaming into her pillow. His name being called out in the cushion, how desperately he wanted to snatch it away to hear her more clearly. Yet that risked them being caught by their sleepy comrades. So in Kanda’s aggravated and hot state, he stripped himself of his jacket and trousers, (Y/N) watching him eagerly. When the final cloth came down from his hips, his size was revealed in the shining of the moonlight. Though it was fairly dark, (Y/N) could make out his hard cock even in the shadows. However she did not make out the very dark blush on his face. Of course this reaction was completely normal considering this was the first time a woman has laid her eyes on his privates. Embarrassed and exposed, Kanda only wanted to move on in his arousal, “Stop staring and let me do you already.” he stated in a deeper, gruff tone. (Y/N) only smiled, “You were staring at my tits, it’s only fair if I take a gander at what you’re packing.” The blushing samurai turned a cheek, furrowing his brow to match his frustrated groan, “Plus, you can’t put it in now. The cum from before is still on you, I have to clean it up so I don’t get pregnant, or do you want that?” (Y/N)’s cheeky tone made Kanda agitated until he felt her lips meet his throbbing tip. Throwing his head back, he adjusted to the new feeling, for it was miles better than just being dry humped against. Her tongue followed through with her lips, circling around him. To make matters worse one of her hands was stroking his shaft, the other was palming his balls. All the attention was starting to stir up a dizzy, yet good feeling it Kanda, “Shit- (Y/N).!” Was all he could muster while he pushed against her head, not wanting the feeling to stop. As good as it was, (Y/N) felt his orgasm coming, and she wasn’t having it. With the might she had, she pulled her head back and let her hands fall to his hips; keeping him stable. The absence of sensation made Kanda look shoot glares downwards, “Why’d you stop??” The woman below him grinned and kissed his tip, “I can’t have you cum again, because I’d have to clean up, again. So save it for this-“ (Y/N) had already sat back down on the couch, opening her legs once more and using her fingers to open her entrance wide, inviting him in. At this point, Kanda had already been determined to fuck her the moment she laid on his lap, and he wasn’t throwing away his chance. As soon as she widened herself open, he shot forward, held her (body type) hips, and pushed himself in. (Y/N) had to cover her mouth to muffle the scream that came out, he wasn’t big; for anything he was average. Yet this was still her first time, which he had no idea up until now, “This is your first time.! Why’d didn’t you say anything!” Kanda grunted, being sure not to move in fear of hurting her, “Shhh.! Y-Yes, I am.. and I was too in the moment to say anything.! I thought you figured..” (Y/N) explained. Kanda gave another agitated groan, “How the fuck would I know? This is my first time too, now that we’re all saying shit now.!”

The two bickered for a minute or so until Kanda grew to be impatient. (Y/N)’s walls were practically squeezing him, begging him to move almost, “Fuck this- I’ll just be gentle-“ was the warning he gave before he began to roll his defined hips back and forth into her slowly. (Y/N) clenched her teeth, trying to contract her walls to adjust to him. Every thrust was hell on earth, she beginning to wonder if it was all worth it when suddenly she felt her pussy give out just a little. She felt a little more comfortable than before, still painful, but less so now. It became bearable. (Y/N) let herself relax under him, staring to enjoy the feeling of Kanda gripping her hips while he stood bent over fucking her. In her new found bliss, Kanda was also starting to realize why Lavi fawned over women all the time. With every push into (Y/N), he felt a release of tension, and a rise of it. He knew she was in pain, making his movements also painfully slow. Yet she reached out to his shoulders and whispered into his ear, “You can go faster if you want.. it doesn’t hurt so much anymore-“

Which was enough to drag her hips from the couch, to the floor, “EeKk-!” She quietly squealed as she found her self laying on the cold wooden floor, still remaining beneath her ruggedly handsome exorcist, “Why did you do that??” She interrogated,

“I got tired of standing up.” He responded, throwing his hips back into her on his knees. She covered her mouth with her arm, repressing the moans emitting. From the start it was unbearably painful, now (Y/N) discovered the wave of tension rising in her womb. Not to mention the knot that returned in her stomach, yet it was far from unraveling. Kanda on the other hand, couldn’t believe how a change in pace could alter the way he felt. (Y/N)’s pussy just kept squeezing tighter or letting go every time he thrusted, her contractions of adjusting caused him to lean forward against her. His chest laying against hers while he attempted to push farther, deeper into her. Laying against her made his head feel heavy, which resulted him to lay in the crook of her neck. Ultimately, this gave way for (Y/N) to kiss his neck and/or slightly bite his ear lobe. Which drove him up the wall and thrusted into her faster and harder, “Kanda.! Fuck Kanda- you’re gonna make me- fuck.!” Was what she whispered to him, trying desperately to keep the sounds inside her. But Kanda had his fair share of moans as well, grunting and sighing into her ear was all the approval (Y/N) needed to know his progress.

Though, (Y/N) was at her limit, “Fuck Kanda.!! Fuck me- fuck me- right there- AHhH!” With that, Kanda complied her and fucked her with all he could until he felt her tightened around him. Followed by her squirt, which rushed against his member before leaving her. (Y/N) was slightly embarrassed about her squirt liquid, but overall she didn’t mind since she had orgasmed from Kanda pounding into her. Yet, he wasn’t finished, and hoisted her up. Kanda had always wondered how it felt to let a woman ‘ride’ him, so this was the perfect chance. He let himself lay on the wooden floor, holding (Y/N)’s hips in place. She however looked at the predicament confused like, “Go on, I’m not done.” (Y/N) raised a brow, “You didn’t cum?” She asked him, “No, I had to start over because you didn’t let me finish when you were, ‘cleaning me’ up.” (Y/N) sighed and began to move her hips up and down, placing her hands on Kanda’s lined chest to keep herself up. Though it was not the easiest position, at least she was in control this time of the pace. She started off slow, her hips rolling up and down on him, feeling his cock leave her and then come back in again and again. The look (Y/N) had on made Kanda a little harder, not to mention the way she looked when she moved on him like that. Who knew he would enjoy such a sight? To feel more of her, Kanda reached up with one hand to fondle one of her breasts, the other started to thumb her clit.

(Y/N) felt herself knot up again, it’s like he knew how to tease her. His hand gripping her tits while his other hand played with her clit, it drove her nuts. On top of him being inside her was the biggest component to it. Her hips rolled back down faster, causing her to bend over to kiss him. When their lips met, (Y/N)’s hips paced slower, wanting to pay attention to their kiss more than anything. Even if they had already gotten so far, they didn’t share a kiss, this also being their first kiss. Kanda was taken aback at first, he didn’t expect her to do that, let alone continue to kiss him. He supposed since this whole situation was full of new experiences, he might as well roll with it. His hands slid into her (H/C) hair and pulled her closer, kissing her with just as much want she had. This forced a halt to their sexual movement, and made way for a sentimental moment. While still allowing him inside, (Y/N) cupped his face to bring him just as close as he brought her. Their kiss didn’t last long however, they pulled back for a breather, just to only stare at one another. Kanda would usually scoff at anyone who dared to stare at him, but in that moment he could only stare back. After all the things that occurred that night, that moment was one he remembered the most. Looking at her enchanting face, her (E/C) eyes staring right back at him, ‘Damn-‘ he thought, giving her one last longing kiss before thrusting into her from underneath. The unexpected action surprised (Y/N), not having enough time to suppress her squeal. Which unfortunately gave out into the open, risking the chance of her comrades waking up to her and Kanda fornicating.

Kanda, who didn’t really care at this point, decided to finish himself off. Holding (Y/N)’s hips all the while thrusting into her. And before she could knot up again-

“(Y/N)- (Y/N)- shit.!”

His warm semen came streaming into her, a sensation she didn’t mind over orgasming herself. Yet the realization hit her like a ton of bricks, “Asshole.! I could get pregnant.! You should have said something- I would have gotten off and finished you-“ Kanda didn’t give her time to finish her rant, and pulled her down for a kiss. The action itself quieting her, even she couldn’t deny her liking to a kiss. After pulling away from him, her chagrin attitude remained on her face. This only made Kanda smile though. He knew the consequences of what he just did, but he’d rather her be the mother of his child than any other woman, “C’mon let’s get cleaned up in the bath, it might be around 2:00 in the morning but I always take showers before I go to sleep! Now let’s go before they wake-“ (Y/N) commanded which made Kanda roll his eyes at her. He supposed a bath wouldn’t be too bad after sex.

~*~

Shortly after the two entered the bathroom, Johnny turned over to Allen, shaking with a traumatic look about his face, “Allen-“ Johnny whispered across the room. Allen, who was in a sleep-induced coma turned over as well, “Yeah-“ Johnny chattered his teeth while he spoke, “D-Did you hear them too?”

“Unfortunately; everything.”

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dgraymanimagins · 7 years ago

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How about Alma finding out that Reader has some training from CROW but they hid it from him because they didn't want to upset him? (Reader decided to stop training as a CROW member but was later discovered to be an Exorcist themself) Happy ending of course!

If only they could explain themselves to him, to grab his attention and spill themselves of their guilt. The stinging pinch of betraying Alma was something (Y/N) knew to be fake. They knew he would come around to face the now and forget the past. Who (Y/N) was then became the needle in the haystack, never to be found again. Still somehow Alma was pricked by the needle, venturing too far into the the straws of hay. If only he hadn’t been there, if only he would have just screwed his heart to the sticking place!

What Alma saw with his undiscovered sight could never leave his mind, the nightmare of his own love performing a now wretched practice before him. To watch (Y/N) perform a restrictive spell on an Akuma, to hear them say the repulsive words of, “Restriction Wings!” made him the fool of love. To see the golden strips that bound evil from advancing their attack, to watch as his love turned to Alma with solemn guilt and to have the sudden realization of betrayal.

Made Alma sick.

“Get away from me!” He shrieked, his arms fell weak trying to hold his shaking form. The rubbled ground he laid on started to feel like quicksand, sinking in the image of (Y/N) walking up to him with their CROW spell strips still attached, “Alma please-“

“GET AWAY!”

His cries and wrawls of agony spout words of distain, never ceasing,

“YOU LIAR! YOU LIED TO ME! YOU’RE A CROW!”

“Alma!”

“SHUT UP!”

Alma pushed himself to stand, legs shaken and eyes tear-stricken,

“Let me explain!”

“NO NEED TO!”

What was once an able and strong passion of love between them, broke from the slightest touch of past. (Y/N) knew it would be a long and silent journey back to headquarters.

~*~

Avoided, ignored and morphed irrelevant for three weeks. Ever since the incident with Alma’s discovery of (Y/N)’s CROW abilities, he has become repelled by their presence, not being able to withstand it. The longing to see him, touch him and hold him was driving (Y/N) mad with guilt. Though, not their fault, they knew this. Alma has a terrible past with CROWs, yet his lover has never been one. Training yes, but never stayed true to the position. He was always so repulsed by CROWs, even when they came to headquarters during Allen’s investigation, he steered clear from them. To suddenly realize his own partner had CROW abilities, of course would frighten him.

But things needed to be settled between (Y/N) and Alma, they couldn’t take being away from him any longer. So that’s why (Y/N) was standing in front of his bedroom door, afraid now of confronting Alma. It all seemed like a worthy idea at first, until they actually came down to doing it. (Y/N) was indeed afraid, and very.

What would he say?

What would he do?

Will he listen?

Anxious thoughts swirled their mind, scenarios of what could happen terribly became a reality to (Y/N). Yet, this childish ignoring could not go on any longer, they have to confront him. So, with a slight knock and a deep inhale they waited for a response. Almost immediately hearing a reply, “Who is it?” the soft voice questioned. (Y/N) stood straight, ready for any response to their answer, “It’s (Y/N).” no reply was heard back. Deep waiting and anticipation corrupted (Y/N). Oh, how they wanted him to say something, anything! Until,

“… Come in.”

Well, honestly, (Y/N) did not expect to get this far. What do they do now? I suppose to go in would be the right action to take. Yes, but afterwards, what then? Determined and shaken, they went inside. Surprisingly, Alma had his window open, letting warm sunlight and the sound of the outside fill the room. He sat at his tiny desk, drinking his morning cup of coffee while finishing a game of solitaire. He seemed so relaxed, but (Y/N) knew what was on his mind. Why let them in if not to address the elephant in the room? Yet he had been avoiding them ever since, does he want to mend things too? (Y/N) just had to find out, “Alma, can I talk to you about what happened that day?” he did not look at them. He continued placing cards around and nodded his head, knowing full well what day they meant.

(Y/N) decided to sit on his bed to start, that laid against the wall in front of his tiny desk. Facing his back, (Y/N) opened up the conversation, “I’m not a crow if that’s what you think.” He lifted his head, letting them know he was listening, “..I’ve had training before though, when I was younger, but I never became one.”

“Why?”

His voice was deep, almost angry but wrapped with confusion. (Y/N) straighten their back again and answered his question, “Because I had discovered my innocence.” Alma was still quiet, but still confused, “..and if you hadn’t?” (Y/N) burrowed their brow, hadn’t? What did he imply by that?

“What?”

Alma turned his body to face them, his eyes fixated on theirs, “If you hadn’t discovered your innocence, would you have become one of them?” (Y/N) had taken a moment to give him an answer, staring towards their lap, Alma waiting patiently as they thought. They knew it would leave a mark as to what he would now know, but he did ask, so (Y/N) will answer, “Yes.”

Alma sighed with disappointment, loving a person who has now turned fey, saddened him. Why would they ever want to become a CROW? Alma wasn’t giving up on them, for as much as he loved (Y/N)? Never, they might have thought so when he stopped talking, he just needed some time to sort himself from that day. Seeing (Y/N) play those abilities brought back awful memories. Yet, still, why would they ever even think about being a CROW? He just had to know,

“Why?”

(Y/N) looked up watching tension crowd the room, this conversation made the sunlight seem to evaporate from the window, “I was 7 when I started my training, after my family had been taken away by Akumas. I had been welcomed by the CROW group, adding a new addition to their entourage. The abilities that I was taught gave me purpose Alma, at the time at least. You have a terrible past with them, but I had a fulfilling one. I idolized them. That was all I knew, until 8 years later after I joined. When I was 15 I discovered I had innocence. My whole outlook changed about my purpose. So if I had never found my innocence, I would have become one because that was all I had.”

(Y/N) finished with a frustrated tone until realizing the harshness that came off. Alma overlooked it though, having a better understanding of his lover. (Y/N) was going to try and mend a softer following from what they had just said until Alma stood from his desk chair. A voice never left their throat when he kneeled in front of them, laying his head on (Y/N)’s lap. Pressing his forehead into their thighs, hands holding their (warm/cold) ones, “Alma?” His head lifted, eyes meeting with their (e/c) ones, “I’m sorry..” Alma whispered with shaking hands, reaching towards his partner’s face. In that moment of understanding and forgiveness, (Y/N) let relief wave over their head. Alma was never upset, he was only confused.

Just sitting there holding him was more than enough to ensure (Y/N), that everything was going to be alright.

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dgraymanimagins · 7 years ago

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Plz send in requests don’t be scared

I do and love NSFW, SFW, fluff, smut, headcannons, romance, and modern au’s

I don’t do angst or anything triggering though, only happy endings here mate!

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dgraymanimagins · 7 years ago

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Leenalee, Kanda, Kumui, and Allen takes the spicy ramen challenge wiyh ghoat pepper flackes mixed in.

Lenalee • Is probably tricked into it by Lavi thinking that it’s just regular ramen. • But OohH is she in for it. • Takes one bite, and realizes the MISTAKE. • Spits it out and probably gives Lavi a chastising. Komui • Would do it because he was challenged by the Science Division. • Ultimately regrets it, his face would turn red and he would be trying it breathe out the hot air from his mouth. • Does not finish and he leaves the bowl half finished.

Kanda • Doesn’t see it as a challenge and eats it just because. • No reaction and isn’t the first one to finish because he takes his time on eating it. • Eventually finishes it and walks away from an empty bowl.

Allen • Does it because this boy is competitive and is AlWAys ready to grub. • Endures some discomfort but keeps going because he’s not gonna lose to Kanda. • Beats Kanda, who doesn’t care, and walks away from the empty bowl with a huge stomach ache.

#d.gray man #allen walker #kanda yuu #komui lee #lenalee lee #headcanon #imagines #ramenchallenge

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dgraymanimagins · 7 years ago

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Spicy? How about some spicy headcanons for Kanda, Allen, and Alma???

{ Allen }

• Spicy Allen can be the best kind of Allen if you play your cards right, he is more outspoken and blunt than usually. • Allen’s good spicy side is only brought out when he’s feelin’ a little confident, and that’s completely O.K. ! • The people around him definitely notice his change in behavior, but don’t pay too much mind to it, he’s happy and that’s what matters. • When Allen is romantic spicy, you can expect he’ll be more touchy and flirty with his s/o or crush. Overflowing them with compliments and being extra polite to them, but in an upfront; obvious way of showing his affections. • Mad spicy Allen is an Allen you don’t want to get involved with. He’s salty, sarcastic, passive aggressive and all around just bluntly petty. It’s not his usual anger, this type of rage is brought on by just mocking/teasing him. He plays it off in a jokingly way, but deep down he’s a little pissed.

{ Kanda }

• Usually, Kanda’s spicy side is NOT a good sign whatsoever. Spicy for Kanda means anger, and you know what that means! • Yep, unceasingly harsh insults along with violent promises brought on by bad luck/annoying people. • “I’M GONNA SLICE YOU IN HALF IF YOU DON’T MOVE OUT OF MY FUCKING WAY!” • Even if Kanda’s spicy side isn’t so pleasant, it has its ups and downs. • When Kanda is spicy confident/romantic, which is a rarity in itself, he tends to be a lot quieter than usual. Only because he is at peace, and has no need to talk or lash out at others. He even smiles once in a while. • With his s/o he can be a *little* touchy, ONLY a little when he’s romantic spicy. And by that I mean he brushes their hair behind their ear, pats their head, and if they ask him to cuddle/hold them; he won’t even argue against it. But he only does this with them behind closed doors. Don’t expect spicy treatment from Kanda in public, it ain’t gonna happen.

{ Alma }

• Ohhh spicy Alma is a bunch of colors! You never know what you’re gonna get with spicy Alma. • Spicy Alma tends to be happy; cracking jokes sarcastically and chipper when he talks. And when he’s happy, he likes to talk to anyone that comes around! • People generally love spicy Alma in this state, his smiles are bigger than usual and he tends to have a tiny skip in his step if you look closely. • Alma can also be the spiciest romantic when it comes to his s/o. He’s VERY touchy and EXTREMELY flirty, making sure that they know he loves them with every slight brush of the hand. He tends to go a little too far sometimes, by doing it in public and holding them way too tight, often having them push themselves away so they can breathe. Yet he knows when to stop. • Most of the time. • Mad spicy Alma is very pouty and relentless. He always needs to have the last word and makes sure the other person knows that they upset him. He’ll just become OVERLY passive aggressive and avoid whoever pissed him off. But he calms down eventually and apologizes for his outburst. • He still a little mad tho.

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dgraymanimagins · 7 years ago

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Plz request some more stuffs for ma ask box plz I love it when I get dem spicy requests

#d.gray man #allen walker #kanda yuu #yuu kanda #lavi bookman #lenalee lee #requests #my hcs

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dgraymanimagins · 7 years ago

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Why look at the stars when it’s Alma who shines the brightest..?

Ho, ho, ho, @superbadlydrawnallenwalker! I was your Secret Santa this year! ^^ I hope you have amazing Holidays and Happy New Year! °˖✧◝(⁰▿⁰)◜✧˖°

Thank you all the mods from @dgmsecretsanta2k17 for organizing this wonderful event!<3

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dgraymanimagins · 7 years ago

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Kanda fluff with his S/O, please???? And a meddling Alma if you don't mind! (because he deserved to live T.T)

Sorry this took awhile, barely got this today!

•••

Kanda has never been one for words, nor kind gestures or any interaction whatsoever. Especially affectionate interaction, he didn’t see a point in it. What pleasure do people extract from being all mushy and kissy with each other? It grossed him out if anything. That was until he had his S/O, he was still uninterested in being lovey dovey with them though. Yet whenever they were alone, his S/O always tried to make advances to provoke him towards it,

“{Y/N}, stop kissing me like that I’m trying to rest.”

{Y/N} was currently giving her lover, Kanda, kisses on his bare chest. He had just returned from a mission and was trying to sleep for the next one. But his S/O had other plans, the two weeks that Kanda was gone {Y/N} was craving his attention. Wanting him to hold them and kiss them at LEAST. So when he came back, {Y/N} didn’t hold back their cravings,

“I don’t want to.. just let me for a little while longer..”

Kanda gave a gruff sigh, letting {Y/N} kiss and hold him in the privacy of his room. He was about to sleep too, letting his hair down and everything to get ready to retire. If {Y/N} hadn’t walked in and just cuddled right next to him. {Y/N} was now getting a little too comfortable, going down from Kanda’s pale chest to kissing his lined abs,

“Hey!-“

{Y/N} looked up, their {S/C} hands resting on his hips, “What is it..?” Their {E/C} eyes meeting her lover’s black ones. Kanda couldn’t help but admire the way they looked, his annoyance now forgotten. {Y/N} spoke up apologetically, “I know you’re tired, and you want to sleep.. but I just wanted to touch you like this before you had to leave me again.” Kanda watched how {Y/N}’s gaze fell from his, trying not to give away the sadness in their eyes. The grumpy samurai threw his head back groaning, fuck he loved them,

“Fine. Just don’t go any further from where you are, got it?”

The smile that made its way on {Y/N}’s face warmed the black hole of a heart that Kanda had. He didn’t smile, but was internally amused. With that, {Y/N} made their way up, kissing Kanda’s smooth abs, scarred chest and sensitive neck. {Y/N} did not know it was sensitive until they started to gently kiss it. The stern exorcist clenched every muscle he had, along with his teeth. Shit that felt good,

“Ggh!-“

The pitch that emitted from Kanda made {Y/N} chuckle, their finger rubbing circles on his chest,

“Is that a.. sensitive spot Yuu?” Kanda turned his face from them, not being able to shake the sensation he got from their kisses. {Y/N} just gave a small and gentle smile, knowing that their lover was probably furiously embarrassed. So they did what any person would do in a predicament like this, they kept kissing his neck,

“Stop it-“

“Aye! You said I can kiss any where above your waist! So that’s what I’m doing!”

“I know what I said- But not there- Agh!”

{Y/N} had now bitten his earlobe slightly, kissing behind his ear as well; making sure to gather that area fully. Meanwhile, Kanda was beginning to have enough and grabbed his S/O around their waist, surprising them. He then quickly sat up, {Y/N}’s face still in the crook of his neck and their legs on each side of Kanda’s lap. {Y/N} pulled back, now staring at him, his arms locking them in,

“What was that for!”

“You didn’t stop.”

“And..?”

“I made you stop.”

“By sitting me on your lap?”

“If that’s what it took.”

{Y/N} scoffed, trying to squirm out of his grasp around their waist. They did everything, by bucking their hips up, grabbing his arms to push them down, pushing his chest away; everything,

“If you want out all you have to do is stop messing around and go to sleep with me.”

{Y/N} whined and wiggled in Kanda’s arms, even he had to admit that his lover looked quite cute. Their face puckered while they tried to push his chest away, still trying to escape. Until- an idea hit; {Y/N} was still in a position to keep up their shenanigans. So they ceased their struggling and instead, leaned forward into Kanda’s chest, which made him groan louder than before,

“Are you fucking kidding me {Y/N}!”

{Y/N} chuckled and put their hands on his still bare chest, laying on him while putting their head back in the crook of his neck,

“Oh Kanda.. you’re so warm, let me stay here for a little while..~”

The kisses that gathered on his neck from {Y/N} were on going, it wasn’t enough to give him a hickey, but enough to make his skin red. He would die before letting people see those kind of marks; that are meant for him and his lover alone. Speaking of his lover, they were now kissing his lips, a spot that was almost foreign for that type of action for the both of them. They never really shared real kisses, occasionally, but not like this. {Y/N} was even surprised at how long they were able to keep the kiss going, it felt good to feel his lips against theirs. They knew he was probably shocked and annoyed about it, but for now it was bliss.

Kanda laid back down on the bed, still holding his one and only. Still keeping the kiss, by the way. To him, it was hopeless, he might as well let them get out what pitted desires they had so he can finally go to bed. But.. he was also lying to himself.

It felt good being with {Y/N} like this, their hands holding his face and running through his hair while the both of them fully made out-

Suddenly; a series of rioting knocks was heard from the door, both Kanda and {Y/N} shot up,

“Who the FUCK is it.”

“It’s me, Yuu! Alma! Let me in pal I haven’t seen you in two weeks!”

“IT BETTER BE SOMETHING FUCKING IMPORTANT YOU LITTLE SHIT-“

“So.. you’re busy. Could have just said that. Coming in ANYWAYS!~”

The crashes and sounds that were heard from Kanda’s room were unexplainable to {Y/N} when their comrades asked the next day. Also, let’s just say Alma never visits Kanda late at night ever again.

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I warned you I'm on an Alma binge! How about....S/O trying to surprise Alma with a birthday present but it's difficult because he doesn't like to leave her alone and S/O tries to get Kanda's help to distract Alma?

GO SHAWTY, IT’S YA BIRTHDAY•••

‘Shit. Shit. Shit!’

Was all that went through {Y/N}’s head as they ran down the corridor towards their room. It was Alma’s birthday you see, and {Y/N} had been making something for him for the past three months. The only obstacle they had to get through was.. Alma. Don’t get them wrong, they loved Alma, they were together after all! Yet, he always wanted to be around {Y/N}. Not that they minded, {Y/N} loves his company anyways. It was just hard to keep the present from him when Alma always happened to be around. He never liked to be alone either, so it was either {Y/N} or Kanda Alma would spend time with. Usually it was {Y/N} since Kanda prefers being alone even if it is Alma, but that’s beside the point! {Y/N} had just ditched Alma during lunch so they could do some finishing touches to his present. You might ask how they managed to do so- well it all started out before lunch-

-:-

“Kanda-“

“What.”

“I need your help-“

“No.”

“Please-“

Kanda growled while standing in line with {Y/N}, Alma’s lover who turned out to be just as annoying as him, they’re perfect for each other, “This is really important Kanda! I don’t have time to ask because Alma’s in the restroom and will be back any second so please be a dear and listen for once!” The short-tempered asshole gave a ‘tsk’ before giving a snarky response,

“Let’s hope he’s taking a shit so you can whine about what you need.”

{Y/N} rolled their eyes and continued with the request, “As you’re aware of, it’s Alma’s birthday today-“

“It’s his birthday?”

“YES!”

“So what?”

A groan emitted from {Y/N}’s throat, “I need to finish his present! But he’s always around me so I can never hide it from him, and since it’s his birthday he’ll want to spend more time with me than he already does! I won’t be able to finish it if that’s the case!” Kanda gave a sour look of resentment, he wasn’t into all this mushy celebrating stuff, it didn’t make sense to him, “And what does this have to do with me.” {Y/N} looked around to make sure the coast was clear of Alma, then leaned forward to unravel their plan, “I need you to stall for me-“

“No.”

“PLEASE-“

“What’s in it for me?”

{Y/N} stepped back and thought for a second, yet they had to be quick about it. Alma would be coming back any sec- SHIT THERE HE IS-

There was Alma walking down the aisle of tables making way towards {Y/N} and Kanda, many of the other exorcists who Alma had befriended wished him a happy birthday,

“Thank you guys! One day closer to death ami’right?” He gave a laugh to his fellow comrades as he slowly came closer to where {Y/N} and Kanda were- they had to think fast-

“Kanda, I’ll personally go to the market and buy you a whole pack of hair ties-“ The grumpy exorcist gave a smug look, “Now we’re getting somewhere.” FUCK- Alma was getting closer! He’s only two tables away! SHIT-

“So will you do it??”

“The sturdy ones, not the cheap shit, you got it?”

“GOT IT JUST PLEASE-“

“Alright, now shove it, or he’ll know what you’re up to genius.”

{Y/N} breathed in slightly before regaining a composure that gave off a, ‘I wasn’t just planning a birthday surprise for you’ type of attitude. Alma eventually caught up with the two in line, the others in the back letting him cut since it was his birthday after all, “Hey guys! Miss me while I was gone?” Alma said happily as he threw an arm around {Y/N}’s shoulder. They tensed at his touch, not because it was unwanted, but because of anxious urge to run up to their room to finish his gift. Alma noticed this, “Hey, {Y/N}, honey are you okay?” {Y/N} snapped out of their trance to look up at Alma’s pale face, a look of worry plastered on it. Damn those cute blue eyes always got them, it made {Y/N} want to melt into a puddle when they looked into his eyes,

“{Y/N}? Babe?”

“Yea-“

“You okay?”

“Of course I am! I’m in the best condition ever! Wow! look out the window the sun’s shining, the sky is blue, the birds are chirping just for you! Cause’ it’s your birthday! HOORAY!”

“Uh, if you say so-“

Alma rubbed the back of his head, his other arm still around his lover while trying to comprehend what they just said. {Y/N} knew they were blowing it, they just needed to get to their room- and fast- As if Kanda read their thoughts, he turned his head over his shoulder and gave {Y/N} an impatient look. {Y/N} nodded and turned to Alma, laying their hand on his chest, “Sorry Alma! I forgot.. my… SOCKS! Yes my socks! I’m walking in these boots barefoot! So I’m gonna go up to my room and fetch them real quick!” {Y/N} chuckled nervously before scurrying away down the aisle of tables and out of Alma’s grip. Alma stood there confused on what just happened, before turning to Kanda with a look that said, ‘What?’ Kanda ignored it and just made rude comebacks to distract,

“Honey? Babe? You two are like horny teenagers. It’s embarrassing.”

“Like you weren’t a horny teenager?”

“I wasn’t. Now shut up.”

-:-

So now you know how they managed to escape Alma for the time being, now comes the hard part, keeping him there. {Y/N} was in their room now, working their hands away at the gift. Tying, threading, decorating it as much as they could. Yet meanwhile at the cafeteria-

-:-

“It doesn’t take a person twenty minutes to get a pair of socks. I’m going to check on them-“

“Sit.”

Kanda yanked Alma’s wrist down to keep him grounded at the table. Alma groaned, “What’s the big deal Yuu? Is there something I don’t know??”

“Don’t call me that in public.”

“Yuu-“

“Shut up and eat.”

-:-

{Y/N} was almost done finishing up, just need to do one more loop- annddd done! Three months of hard knitting paid off! Now all {Y/N} had to do was wrap it! But, they didn’t have a bag, or anything to wrap it with. Shit. They’ll have to run to the first floor to get some supplies from the science division, and that would mean having to run past the cafeteria.. where Alma and Kanda were- FUCK!

-:-

“Lunch is already over- {Y/N} hasn’t eaten! What is going on with them? Maybe I should check on them-“

Kanda once again forced Alma back in his seat, his soba already finished, “Maybe you should sit down.” Alma groaned louder than last time, “You’ve been doing this all throughout lunch! Is there something you two are hiding from me?? Is it a birthday surprise!! Oh {Y/N}! Hey-“

SHIT- he spotted them-

{Y/N} thought they could run past the cafeteria without being seen. The present was still laying in their room, just waiting to be wrapped. {Y/N} didn’t even look Alma’s way and instead quickly jogged towards the science division,

“{Y/N}? {Y/N}! It’s like they can’t even hear me! I’m gonna catch up to them-“

“Sit-“

That time Alma dodged Kanda’s grab and ran for it. Kanda growled and stood up from the table, he didn’t have time to chase after him, he’ll just walk after him instead. Looks like he can say goodbye to those hair ties.

-:-

{Y/N} made it inside the science division’s lab and asked Reever for some wrapping supplies immediately,

“Wrapping stuff? For like- gifts?”

“Yes!”

Reever looked around the area, holding his chin while thinking, “I don’t think we have that kind of stuff in here. But we might have regular construction paper..?”

“That’ll do!”

“{Y/N}!”

“..shit!”

Alma’s voice could be heard throughout the entire lab, scaring anyone who was concentrating. {Y/N} turned to look at Alma running towards them, then turned to Reever who was already holding tape and construction paper in his hands, “You’re a life saver!”

“Better hurry kid, he’s on your tail!”

Reever chuckled out as {Y/N} took the second exit out of the lab.

-:-

If Kanda didn’t swoop in to snatch Alma, {Y/N} wouldn’t have made it to their room alone. Who was already taping pieces of grid-patterned construction paper over the fluffy gift. A few minutes went by before the entire thing was covered, it wasn’t pretty, but presentation didn’t matter. All that mattered was the hard work gone into making what was inside!

“{Y/N}?”

Along with a few knocks was heard at their door. {Y/N} let out a deep breathe, knowing that eventually Alma would catch up. So, all there was left to do was to give him his birthday present. Even if {Y/N} had JUST wrapped it, “Honey? Why were you running from me? Are you and Kanda hiding-“

Before he could finish, {Y/N} opened the door and held Alma’s birthday gift in their hands. Alma first looked at their {E/C} eyes, then he looked down at the gift they held. He stood there for a moment, his face in wonder, “Is that.. for me..?” {Y/N} smiled and leaned forward to kiss Alma’s red cheek, “Happy Birthday Alma..” they whispered into his ear before handing the present to him.

Alma was quite hesitant at first, his hands gently taking it. But then, a child-like excitement filled him as he began to tear the paper from the present, all the while smiling. Making {Y/N} chuckle from his adorable wonderment. The paper fell to the floor, revealing a full, fluffy, soft and big {F/C} blanket. Alma smiled widely, feeling the soft and thick yarn between his fingers. He finally looked up at {Y/N} who couldn’t contain the smile on their face, “{Y/N}.. did you make this?” They smiled softly, “Yea, it took me three months because of all the missions and how much time you spend with me, and whenever you saw me knit you always bugged me to make you a soft blanket.. so I did!”

Alma had tears pricking at his eyes, happiness overwhelmed him as he held the blanket close, “No ones.. ever done anything..like this for me..” Alma then let a few tears fall before reaching out and hugging his sweet {Y/N}, kissing them while wrapping the blanket around them tightly, “You’re definitely going to see my birthday suit tonight {Y/N}!”

{Y/N} snorted, “That is so embarrassing to say Alma!”

“Yea, I’m standing right here.”

That’s when you and Alma decided to go to the market together to get Kanda two packs of hair ties so he doesn’t tell anyone else what was said to you that day.

#d.gray man #alma karma #yuu kanda #kanda yuu #fanfic #requests #reader #hcs2017

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dgraymanimagins · 7 years ago

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Could you do Alma fluff (where he lives so AU lol) where Reader finds out what happens in his past?

Your wish is my command!~

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“Fuck off {Y/N}.” Kanda spurred at you while ordering his regular soba fromJerry. You were looking for Alma, usually he’d be out in the cafeteria during lunch time socializing with his friends, yet, he wasn’t,

“C’mon Kanda! You’re the only person I know that knows all of his hangout spots!”

You were apprehensive when you didn’t spot Alma at lunch, so you began a hunt to look for him. Not being around wasn’t like him,

“Maybe he just wants to be left alone right now genius.”

You shook your head, “Alma? Wanting to be alone? The one person that turns to people when he needs to recharge?”

“Could you hurry up Jerry-“

“KANDA!”

Kanda held his forehead in annoyance, wanting to just walk away or bash your head in, “Have you checked his room genius..?”

“Already looked.”

“The laborator-“

“Been there-“

“The training-“

“Check, check and check-“

Kanda groaned, his face heating up by the second. You were fully aware of the anger that was omitting from Yuu, but Alma was one of your very close friends, and his disappearance was concerning you. Right then, Jerry handed Kanda his lunch, “Here you go hon’!~” Kanda quickly grabbed it and gave a small ‘thanks’ before he scurried away from you,

“Kanda! I’m not done with you!” You jogged behind him, still prying him for more answers, “Check my room!” You stopped in your tracks when Kanda sat at his table, “What? Why?” The stern exorcist groaned even louder this time, “Sometimes he goes into my room where he knows no one else can find him but me. Just don’t touch anything when you’re in there, and get him out!” An odd hiding spot, yet made sense since Alma was closest to Yuu. You gave a small smile and ran off before thanking the grumpy exorcist, “Thanks Kanda!” “Don’t mention it.”

-:-

For some reason, Kanda’s door was quite intimidating, even though it looked like all the rest. Maybe it was the fact that everyone knew it was his room. Even still, that didn’t stop you from knocking your {S/C} knuckles on it. Three knocks resonated against it, leaving a tense silence right after. It felt like forever until you heard a faint voice come from the inside, “Hello? Yuu?”

You let out a deep sigh, recognizing Alma’s voice instantly. So he was in there, “No, it’s {Y/N} Alma, may I come in?”

“Kanda’s not in here-“

“I’m not here for him, I came looking for you silly.”

Alma became silent, not until shortly after opening the door slightly, peeking out of the crack to look at you. You gave a small smile, looking at him with a softness only he recognized, “Let me in Alma.. “ His eyes shot to the ground, shyness evident on his face. The usually energetic Alma only left the door cracked and submerged into the room. You followed inside, opening the door wide enough to slip in, only to close it after entering. The room was dark, not surprising for Kanda, but not for Alma. You spotted him sitting on the corner of Yuu’s bed, his legs folded into his chest while his head and arms laid on his knees. There was no bright aura surrounding him like there usually was, his eyes looked at you with a sadness sitting in them, “Did you need something {Y/N}?” The silence that filled the room was taken away by Alma’s deep downtrodden voice. A certain sympathy struck you, he seemed helpless and you’ve never seen him like this.

“No, I just wanted to check up on you, you haven’t had lunch. Plus you weren’t around and socializing like you usually are, so.. I got a little worried..” Alma’s expression became a little more gentle when you said that. He then buried his head into his knees, his hair spiking out and messing up as he rolled his face around. But then.. a small cry was heard from him. Your heart dropped, the pushed moans emitting from his throat made you want to hold him, “Oh {Y/N}.. I-I- just.. can’t.. seem.. to be.. happy..”

That’s what hit hard.

You couldn’t hold back, you had to. You ran to his side on the bed and held him close. Alma unraveled and wrapped his arms around you while crying into your neck. His legs fell over the side of the bed, letting his chest lay against yours, “Alma.. what happened to you.. please tell me..” His crying wouldn’t cease, the moans became louder as he dug his face deeper into your neck to muffle the sounds. All you could do was rub his back and comb through his hair for comfort, and sometimes that’s all someone needs. Soon Alma began to relax, his cries becoming quieter with each breath. You could feel dry tear stains on your skin, and saw them on his cheeks as he looked up at you, “Alma, will you tell me why you were crying now?” You asked while giving a small chuckle. Alma followed along with another chuckle, trying to wipe any tears that were still wet on his skin, “It’s just.. I keep having nightmares about what happened- you wouldn’t understand. You weren’t there-“

“Alma. Please.”

His pale blue eyes shot away from yours. Not wanting to face you with his past,

“I did.. something terrible.. a long time ago {Y/N}. A lot of people, lost their lives.. because of m-me-“ The black haired boy broke down once more, not being able to fight the tears threatening to fall. He held onto you again, but this time his head was shoved into your chest, and his arms grasped your lower back, “If- you knew- the things.. I did.. I fear that you.. would hate me-“ between each line of words, his breathing hitched. Your heart sank to your stomach. You had no idea what he was talking about, “Alma, maybe I won’t? Maybe I have the power to look past everything. You must be a different person than who you were before, and we can’t fix this if you don’t tell me..” Alma looked up once more to match with your eyes, your arms now found their way into his hair, “Please?”

He nodded.

-:-

Alma proceeded to tell you about the Second Exorcist project, and how he heard some of the scientists planning to put Kanda down, or in other words ‘kill’ him. He explained how hurt and distraught he was about it at the time. When he told the part about the homicide in the laboratory he committed, you couldn’t believe it. Alma? Do such a thing? As he went along with the story, more tears began to fall from his cheeks, “I-I.. was just.. so hurt at the time.. I grew to hate the Order.. they couldn’t take Kanda away from me- and I was planning to kill him too-“ more cries came. You have never seen Alma in such a state, so helpless, it made you want to cry as well,

“I never knew that Alma..” You whispered as he tried to stop crying once more,

“Y-you probably hate me! I would- understand if- you did-“

You’ve had enough. He was pulling himself down into a dark place by talking like that. So you did the only you knew that would shut him up,

A kiss.

“Mhmm-!” He let out as you leaned your lips against his. Your hands resting on his cheeks, while his arms held him up against the bed. He was shocked of course, he held his breath and remained still the entire time. But.. he didn’t pull back, or push back for that matter. He just, let it happen. Alma’s lips were slightly chapped, yet soft in some spots, making the kiss intense for both of you. Alma thought your lips were quite the same, only a little more wet that is. The both of you kissed a couple more times before pulling back to look at each other. The two of you stunned about what just happened. Yet still, you had a mission of course, and that was to bring back the Alma you knew, “I would never hate you Alma..” Alma stared into your eyes for a moment, replaying what you just said over and over in his head like a broken record,

“Alma?” You asked, the dumbfound look on his face wasn’t reassuring, “Are you ok-“

“I love you too {Y/N}!!” And just like that your sweet, energetic and extroverted Alma was back as he lunged forward and gave you a big fat hug. You started laughing when he started to kiss your face over and over again, “Your lips are chapped!! GROSS!” You let out before he landed one on your lips again, yep, that shut you up real quick. Yet the session was short-lived when a certain long haired exorcist slammed the door open. Both you and Alma shot eyes to the person standing in the doorway, who just happened to be the one and only Kanda,

“…get the fuck out of my room right NOW!”

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